you are my star

Seeing that Yu Chong was staring at him, Zhao Xing turned his head to stare at him, "What are you looking at?"

"What's the matter with you?" Yu Chong asked.

Zhao Xingjian didn't want to confide in anyone at first, he just wanted to find a place where no one was around to vent his feelings, but Yu Chong didn't know why he followed him, and when he asked, Zhao Xingjian felt even more wronged.

Grinning, without directly answering Yu Chong's question, Zhao Xingjian shouted into the air, "Why?"

Yu Chong was taken aback by his shout.

"Why do you have a girlfriend? Why do you like others and dislike me? Why are you my brother?" Zhao Xingjian continued to shout, and Yu Chong knew without asking, that he was shouting at Zhao Jingchen.

This place is very empty, there are no residents around, so there is no need to worry about being heard, Zhao Xingjian wailed into the night sky a few times after shouting.

Yu Chong knew that Zhao Xingjian was really drunk.

Seeing that Zhao Xing was tired from shouting, he leaned on the shelf to let go, his whole body was like a deflated ball.

Seeing Zhao Xingjian like this, Yu Chong suddenly felt sad and distressed.What makes him sad is that the person he likes actually gets drunk and suffers for others, and what makes him feel sad is that if it was him, he would never let Zhao Xing suffer such grievances.

"Why are you torturing yourself so much?" Yu Chong said indifferently.

Because of the low voice, Zhao Xing saw that he couldn't hear what Yu Chong said clearly, so he turned his head and asked him, "What did you say?"

Yu Chong looked at Zhao Xingjian, "Since we can't be together, why torture yourself?"

Seeing that Zhao Xing heard it clearly this time, he reacted to this sentence for a few seconds, tasted it in his heart, and then said to Yu Chong, "This sentence is also for you."

Yu Chong sat a little closer to Zhao Xingjian again, and picked up the beer cans on the ground to play with, "I can pass my own test, how about you?"

Zhao Xingjian also glanced at the bottles under his feet, stretched out his long legs and kicked one away, and said to himself angrily, "If I can pass my own test, can I still come here to drink? I originally I just want to waste it like this, as long as he doesn't have a girlfriend or get married, I can always like him. I don't know whether to tell Yu Chong or comfort myself.

"But he has a girlfriend, right?" Yu Chong asked.

"Yeah..." Zhao Xingjian sighed, "I was caught off guard."

Yu Chong looked down at the bottle in his hand, there seemed to be a little unfinished wine in it, he tilted his head up and poured it into his mouth.

"Beer at room temperature is really bad." Yu Chong sighed.

"Is there?" Zhao Xing tilted his head to look at Yu Chong, implying that I think it's quite delicious.

Yu Chong suddenly threw the bottle and jar far away, the momentum was too great, the wine left in the jar was thrown out, and Yu Chong's face was thrown, which made him blink, but he didn't bother to wipe it off.

"If you're so uncomfortable, why don't you try to let yourself go, in fact, there are many choices, why don't you try." Yu Chong said with his head down, unable to see his expression clearly.

Seeing Zhao Xing staring at Yu Chong, he suddenly felt that Yu Chong didn't seem so annoying anymore.

"Then how about I try..." Zhao Xingjian muttered in a low voice.

Yu Chong turned his head to look at Zhao Xingjian again, and found that Zhao Xingjian was looking at the front with blurred eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yu Chong moved closer again, and he stretched out his hand to hook Zhao Xingjian's waist.

The weather was already very hot, and there was a slight cool breeze at night, so as not to sweat. Zhao Xingjian was only wearing a loose short-sleeved T-shirt, and his school uniform was taken off by him and thrown aside.

The t-shirt is made of pure cotton, it feels very comfortable to the touch, soft to the touch, cottony and greasy, Yu Chong tightened his hands a bit.

Zhao Xingjian did not refuse.

Zhao Xingjian's mouth was slightly open, Yu Chong leaned forward and pecked lightly at the corner of his mouth.The person in his arms was obviously taken aback, but after only a few seconds, he relaxed again.

"Why don't you hide?" Yu Chong asked.

"Can you hide? Didn't you avoid it last time..." Zhao Xingjian was still looking at the distance, and his faint voice drifted into the night sky.

Yu Chong was bold again, pinched Zhao Xingjian's chin with his other hand, and gently turned his face around.

Seeing that his eyes were blurred, Zhao Xing looked at Yu Chong, his eyes were half-closed, forming a curved arc, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly.Yu Chong could feel the indescribable charm in Zhao Xingjian's eyes at this moment.

Strangely, Yu Chong didn't have the instinctive impulse of that night, and his body's reaction was not so strong, but he was even more nervous than that night, so nervous that his palms were sweating.

Seeing that Zhao Xing still didn't respond, Yu Chong leaned forward lightly, and pressed a kiss on the other's lips. It was soft to the touch, with a slight smell of alcohol and the unique fragrance of young boys.In the quiet night, Yu Chong could clearly hear his heartbeat, thump, thump.

This kiss is like a superficial touch of water, just a taste of it.With his lips parted, Zhao Xingjian blinked his eyes, and there was no fear or disgust in his eyes looking at Yu Chong, but Yu Chong couldn't understand what it was, and he didn't want to understand it now.

Yu Chong still put his arms around Zhao Xingjian's waist, but moved his upper body away, keeping some distance from him, and asked, "Aren't you going to be scolded when you go home like this?"

Zhao Xingjian seemed to be still immersed in the kiss just now and couldn't recover, so he nodded after a while, "Sure..."

"How about going to my house? There is no one in my house." Yu Chong asked tentatively, his tone becoming cautious.

Zhao Xingjian probably guessed what Yu Chong meant, but at the moment his brain was in a daze and he couldn't think much, so he nodded his head in a strange way, and said, "I didn't have my mobile phone, you call my mother..."

Seeing that Zhao Xing was too drunk to stand still, Yu Chong carried him on his back.Zhao Xingjian was very light, his arms and legs were slender, and Yu Chong even had the illusion that he would break Zhao Xingjian's legs with a little force, so he carefully carried him on his back, not daring to use force.

"See Zhao Xing, if only you liked me too..." Yu Chong whispered, as if he was talking to Zhao Xing, or talking to himself.

"Huh?" Zhao Xingjian lay on Yu Chong's back in a daze, feeling a little uncomfortable from being bumped, and rubbed his hands on Yu Chong's neck, "Uncomfortable..." Zhao Xingjian frowned.

"Good boy, it won't hurt after a while." Seeing the soft hair brushing against Yu Chong's face, Zhao Xing softened Yu Chong's heart and spoke softly.

"Hmm..." Seeing his face, Zhao Xing rubbed against Yu Chong's neck again, found a comfortable position, and became quiet.

Yu Chong grabbed Zhao Xingjian's leg and turned him up slightly, making Zhao Xingjian completely lean on his back.

Zhao Xingjian couldn't remember how he went home with Yu Chong, nor how he rolled into bed with him, his mind seemed to be filled with a ball of paste, he was dazed and groggy.

There was a person on his body, and Zhao Xingjian couldn't breathe. He closed his eyes and kept thinking about the quarrel with Zhao Jingchen in the afternoon. He called his second brother vaguely.

The person on the body was obviously taken aback, Zhao Xingjian opened his eyes and looked at him, with a well-defined face, high nose and deep eyes, and deep eyes, it turned out that it was not Zhao Jingchen, but Yu Chong.

"I'm not your second brother, I'm Yu Chong. If you don't want to, I won't force you." Yu Chong said, his warm breath caressing Zhao Xingjian's face.

Of course Zhao Xingjian knew that the other party was Yu Chong, and he could see clearly the moment he opened his eyes.

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol, or because I like men, so I'm particularly prone to reactions.Zhao Xingjian was hot all over his body and his heart was itching abnormally. He urgently needed someone to scratch his body and his heart.So he opened his arms and put his arms around Yu Chong's neck, and unconsciously wrapped his legs around Yu Chong's waist.

The eyes of the person on the body darkened, and then he pushed hard to attack the city.

Zhao Xingjian bit his lip tightly, groaned into his mouth, and a line of tears flowed down the corner of his eyes.

Maybe it wasn't the first time, but the bodies of the two were inexplicably compatible, Yu Chong seemed to be crazier than that night, and Zhao Xingjian didn't feel any pain, his brain was always dominated by joy.

Knowing the taste of the marrow, the blood is fresh, the two of them tossed like this, and they tossed until midnight.

This time Zhao Xingjian woke up early, and he was mostly sober, leaning on the bedside and staring at the pale sky outside the window in a daze.I didn't draw the curtains yesterday, but luckily no one lives around, otherwise...

"Hmm~~~" Yu Chong lay on the pillow, stretched his hands out, woke up, his first reaction was to tilt his head to meet Zhao Xing, and saw that the other party was leaning on the bed in a daze, so he was relieved Come.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Yu Chong asked.

"It's okay." Zhao Xingjian shook his head, his voice hoarse.

"Why is your voice still hoarse?" Yu Chong said with a smile, got up and got out of bed, mixed a glass of warm water, and put it on Zhao Xingjian's bedside, "Drink some water if you feel uncomfortable."

Zhao Xingjian suddenly raised his eyes to look at Yu Chong standing in front of him. The other party was naked at the moment, but the flag had obviously died down somewhere, and asked, "Are you quite proud?" Zhao Xingjian remembered Last night, Yu Chong put himself into various poses in a completely controlled manner, and he couldn't help but get goosebumps all over his body.

Yu Chong reached out and rubbed Zhao Xingjian's hair that was sleeping like a chicken coop. He didn't answer Zhao Xingjian's question. He said, "I'm going to take a shower and then go out to buy breakfast. You sleep a little longer and I'll call you when I come back today. Please take a leave of absence from school."

"Why don't you go to school? I didn't get hurt. I can't afford to delay the exam right away." Zhao Xingjian pulled Yu Chong's hand away and said as he got up and got out of bed to get dressed. After speaking, Yu rushed to go upstairs Take a shower.

"See you, Zhao Xing."

Seeing that Zhao Xing was about to leave, Yu Chong called him back.

"The two of us? Count..."

"You let me think about it."

Yu Chong wanted to ask, are the two of us considered together?Before he could finish speaking, Zhao Xingjian interrupted him.

Yu Chong looked at the back of Zhao Xingjian leaving, feeling uneasy and sad.

Zhao Xingjian felt that he was really crazy, and he was still thinking about Zhao Jingchen, so how could he have sex with Yu Chong?If the first time was forced, then what is yesterday?He couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for Yu Chong now, if it was fear or disgust at first, but yesterday it wasn't like that at all.I don't know when, Zhao Xingjian's feeling towards Yu Chong has changed, but Zhao Xingjian himself can't tell what it has become.

I don't hate him, but I'm also afraid to take the initiative to contact him.