you are my star

Zhao Xingjian returned home with a heavy heart, opened the door and saw the light in the living room was on, Ye Shuya was sitting quietly on the sofa, the TV was off, and she didn't ask Zhao Xingjian as usual, you're back ?

"Mom..." Zhao Xingjian called out to her.

"Where did you go today?" Ye Shuya was still sitting sideways, she didn't look at Zhao Xingjian, and there was no emotion in her tone.

"I... have a classmate who wants to borrow my winter vacation homework, and I will give it to..."

"Nonsense!" Ye Shuya yelled angrily, interrupting Zhao Xingjian's just made up lie, "Did you run to see Yu Chong again?"

Zhao Xingjian looked at his mother in shock, and wanted to refute but felt that she should know everything.

"Why are you so shameless? You can't leave him so much? Your father is still lying in the hospital because of your anger. How dare you run out to meet him. See you, Zhao Xing. Do you still have any conscience?" Ye Shuya said Standing up from the sofa, the hand pointing at Zhao Xingjian was still trembling slightly.

Every time his parents were angry, they would call him by his first name. Zhao Xingjian knew that his mother was really angry this time, but he still didn't think he was wrong.

"Did my second brother tell you?" Zhao Xingjian thought that no one would know that he went out to meet Yu Chong. If anyone saw it, Zhao Xingjian couldn't think of anyone else besides Zhao Jingchen. personal.

"Don't care who told me, you can't sneak out to meet him! Let me tell you, Zhao Xingjian, don't think that your father and I have loved you since we were young, so we really dare not beat you. Go now Find Yu Chong and tell him clearly, break up! We must break up! Otherwise, don't recognize me as a mother!" Ye Shuya became more excited and aggrieved as she spoke, and she burst into tears.

"Mom..." Zhao Xingjian suddenly knelt in front of Ye Shuya, "Don't let me break up with him, please, I like Yu Chong, I like him..."

Seeing her son kneel down suddenly, Ye Shuya lost her mind all of a sudden, she collapsed back on the sofa and murmured, "What crime did I do..."

Zhao Xing was rarely disobedient like this, so he sneaked out again the next day while his mother was going to the hospital to take care of his father.

This time I met Yu Chong at a braised stew restaurant. Zhao Xing saw that he didn't like stewed stew, so he only took a few bites of what Yu Chong ordered before he put down his chopsticks.

Yu Chong also saw that Zhao Xingjian didn't like to eat, so he swallowed the stuffed mouthful, and asked him, "Isn't it to your liking?"

Zhao Xingjian nodded.

"Forgive me, I haven't figured out what you like to eat and what you don't like, and I didn't ask you in advance. You wait for me to finish the soup, Xing Xing, and then I will take you there if you want to eat." Yu Chong swallowed With soup on the side of his mouth, he said.

"It's okay, eat slowly, I'm already full." Seeing that Zhao Xing had no appetite, he couldn't eat anything.

Feeling Zhao Xingjian's emotions, Yu Chong asked him with concern, "What's wrong Xingxing?"

It's okay if Yu Chong didn't ask, but when he asked, Zhao Xing felt even more uncomfortable when he saw it, and he curled his lips all of a sudden, tears were about to flow, "You eat first, and find a place where there is no one after eating, we two Wait a while."

Seeing that Zhao Xing rarely showed such an aggrieved expression, Yu Chong knew that he must have something on his mind, so he nodded and started to wolf down.

There is a small park nearby, with many flowers and plants planted in it, but now that it is dry, not many people come.Yu Chong and Zhao Xingjian walked in through the back door and found a bench to sit side by side.

It snowed a little last night, and now there is a thin layer on the ground. Zhao Xingjian stepped on it a few times with his shoes on, leaving a few small footprints.Yu Chong turned his head to look at him. Zhao Xingjian was wearing a scarf covering the lower half of his face. His bangs had grown on his forehead, and only his eyebrows and eyes were exposed.

Yu Chong stretched out his hand to push Zhao Xingjian's bangs away, rubbed his smooth and cold forehead, and said with a smile, "Don't wrinkle, you're going to get wrinkles."

"Yu Chong." Zhao Xingjian called him.

"Ok?"

"My mother said that she wants me to break up with you, or cut off relations with me." Zhao Xingjian said lightly, with sadness that couldn't be concealed in his tone.

Yu Chong's hand touching Zhao Xingjian's forehead suddenly stopped, and he sat closer to Zhao Xingjian, then turned the person's body around and let his head rest on his shoulder, not afraid that someone would come Come and see, "It doesn't matter, no one says it doesn't matter. Your mother is scaring you. You are the only son in your family. She doesn't want to bear it."

"It's because I'm the only son in our family. I can't pass on the Zhao family's lineage. My parents definitely don't want it." Zhao Xing saw the muffled voice coming from Yu Chong's neck, and he put his arms around Yu Chong's waist, Rubbing into his arms again.

Zhao Xingjian has become more and more clingy lately, compared to before, he doesn't know how obedient he is, Yu Chong knows that he is relying on himself to like himself, and his heart is so soft that he can't wait to keep Zhao Xingjian in his arms all the time Take it with you every day.

"What kind of child do you want? I don't want anything when I have you. As long as you are alone is enough." Yu Chong said domineeringly tender words of love, and then smelled the faint scent of shampoo on Zhao Xingjian's hair. There was a light kiss on top.

"Then why did you break up with me?" Zhao Xingjian asked suddenly.

He originally thought that Yu Chong would say something like, "I will never break up with you no matter what", because after all, every time Zhao Xingjian said to break up before, Yu Chong's expression was resentful as if he wanted to eat him .

But Yu Chong said: "No one else can stop the two of us, only you and I can, and I never want to be separated from you, unless you don't want me first."

Zhao Xingjian originally wanted to say, why would I not want you?But when the words came to his lips, he still didn't say them.

Sun Kai was about to leave after the new year, so he called Yu Chong and Li Yiwei out. At that time, Zhao Xing saw that Yu Chong was with him, so he followed him.

Sun Kai was suddenly happy when he saw that Zhao Xingjian had also come, but he didn't know why he was happy, but he just secretly looked at him a few more times.

After a few people finished eating together, Li Yiwei suggested going to an Internet cafe to play games. Sun Kai waved his hand and said, "No, playing games is so boring. My buddies will take you to a newly opened bar nearby for a while. I'll treat you."

Zhao Xingjian has never been to a bar, but Yu Chong used to go there when he was hanging out with a few cronies, but he didn't like to go there either. The bar was messy and noisy, and when he wanted to refuse, he was blocked by Sun Kai, " Don't lose face, I'm leaving tomorrow, maybe when I'll come back next time."

Yu Chong had no choice but to nod his head, and said, "Don't look for a messy place, I'll take him with you." After speaking, he looked at Zhao Xingjian.

Sun Kai said with a smile: "How can it be, it must be a decent bar, and you can't scare my sister-in-law."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Chong saw Zhao Xingjian raised his eyes and glared at Sun Kai. His eyes were like knives.

"Don't call him that, you don't like to hear it." Yu Chong liked Zhao Xing's reaction so much, he smiled, took his hand and walked forward.

Sun Kai didn't speak, looking at Zhao Xingjian's two straight and long legs wrapped in jeans in front of him, thinking about the way he stared at him just now, he felt a fire in his heart for some reason.

The bar Sun Kai was looking for was really not chaotic, but it was too noisy. Zhao Xingjian was most afraid of noise, so after staying for a while, he dragged Yu Chong by the corner of his clothes and said he wanted to leave.Yu Chong accompanied Sun Kai and the others to drink a few more glasses. At the moment, his head was feeling stuffy and uncomfortable, and he didn't bother to move, so he said to Zhao Xingjian, "Hey, wait a little longer, let me take it easy."

Seeing that Yu Chong was feeling uncomfortable, Zhao Xing stopped urging him, and sat beside him with a glass of wine to sip. He didn't dare to drink too much, and he didn't think it tasted good, but he felt a little dry from the heat and wanted to moisten his mouth. Soothe your throat.

Li Yiwei also had a drink, he was not strong enough to drink, and he poured it after drinking two glasses.The lights in the bar were shaking my head, and the loud music kept pounding my brain. Yu Chong suddenly felt nauseous, so he got up and went to the bathroom without saying anything.Seeing that Zhao Xing wanted to follow, Sun Kai grabbed his arm next to him, "Hey, don't go with him, he's going to vomit, and you'll have to vomit if you smell it."

Zhao Xingjian looked at Sun Kai's hand tightly clutching his arm, and frowned, "Let go."

Sun Kai also drank too much. He sat on the stool and looked up at Zhao Xingjian's face. It was that look again. For some reason, the fire in Sun Kai's heart was kindled again, "Yu Chong finally left. You have a drink with me." After finishing speaking, Sun Kai regretted it, isn't this fucking molesting his sister-in-law?But he still couldn't let go.

"Let go." Zhao Xingjian stepped back while struggling, and Sun Kai, who was sitting on the stool and grabbing him, was staggered forward by him, and then Sun Kai's head suddenly hit Zhao Xingjian's stomach superior.

Zhao Xingjian's clothes had a faint smell of washing powder, unlike other boys who smelled like sweat or the bad smell of not taking a bath for a long time, Sun Kai let go of Zhao Xingjian's hand, Then suddenly hugged his waist.Although it is winter now and wearing thick cotton clothes, Sun Kai still feels that the waist is too tight to hold when he hugs it. It is thinner than the school flower's. Zhao Xingjian suddenly flashed in his mind the appearance of Zhao Xingjian lying naked on the bed, A pair of big hands pinched his waist, and then pulled him down violently.

Yu Chong vomited everything he ate at night, and felt better, but when he came back, he saw the mess in the bar. Sun Kai squatted on the ground and covered his head, which was covered in blood. Beside him, he held a shattered bloody beer bottle in his hand.

Li Yiwei was also sobered up by the fright, and when he saw Yu Chong approaching, he hurried up to stop him, "Yu Chong, Yu Chong, don't be angry, Sun Kai didn't do it on purpose, he drank too much."

Yu Chong didn't know what happened at first, but after hearing what Li Yiwei said, he almost guessed it. He picked Sun Kai up from the ground, regardless of his head was still bleeding, and asked coldly, "What the hell did you just do?" gone?"

Sun Kai had just been slapped by Zhao Xingjian for a while, and he was already terrified, and then he was stared at by Yu Chong, who looked like the king of Hades, his legs went limp. He felt that Yu Chong's long and narrow eyes were full of murderous intent, as if he would die in the next second. He was able to kill himself, so he cried and said, "Yu Chong, it wasn't me, it was him who seduced me, and I..."

"Fuck you!" Yu Chong gritted his teeth, picked up a wine bottle from the table next to him and smashed it, and pressed the broken bottle against Sun Kai's neck, gnashing his teeth, "Did my mother tell you last time? But stay away from him, then he is the one on my heart, you will touch it if you say so? Believe it or not if I fucked up!" After speaking, he raised the wine bottle and was about to smash it, Sun Kai "thumped" He knelt down on the ground and peed his pants.

There were more and more onlookers, but Yu Chong didn't go down. He threw the bottle and went to see Zhao Xingjian who was still in shock. Before leaving, he said to Li Yiwei, "Go and take him to the hospital for a bandage. I'll pay for the medical expenses." Come out, just don’t let me see him again.” After speaking, he took Zhao Xingjian’s hand, pushed aside the crowd, and left.

Out of the bar, Yu Chong hugged Zhao Xingjian tightly in his arms, stroked his head to comfort him, "Don't blame me, blame me, why would I let you stay with him, knowing that he is right? If you have bad intentions, I shouldn't have brought you here, rely on me..."

Zhao Xingjian was still trembling: "He won't die, I'm just in a hurry, he hugged me and wanted to kiss me, I didn't want him to kiss me, so I beat him when I was in a hurry."

Yu Chong tilted his head and kissed Zhao Xingjian's hair, and said softly, "It's okay, don't be afraid, I won't die, there is me, there is me."

Seeing this, Zhao Xing raised his head from Yu Chong's arms, tiptoed to reach Yu Chong's lips, "Yu Chong, Yu Chong, kiss me, I don't want to smell like someone else."

Yu Chong looked at Zhao Xingjian's panicked and wronged face, his heart was about to break, and he lowered his head and held Zhao Xingjian's face to kiss him.

There was nothing wrong with Sun Kai, but he was beaten badly. Their family was considered a respectable person before they moved. Naturally, they had to find out if their son was beaten. This matter was taken over by Yu Chong. Money, but he resolutely refused to apologize, and the relationship between the two families became tense because of this. Yu Chong didn't care, he didn't want to be buddies with Sun Kai anymore.

This matter was quite a big issue in their area. Ye Shuya heard that Yu Chong was the one who caused the trouble, and she felt that she had something to do with Zhao Xingjian, so she watched him more closely, and didn't let him go out after the next year. up.Zhao Xing saw that he had no choice but to write a letter to Yu Chong.