you are my star

Zhao Xingjian deliberately kept a distance from Zhao Jingchen, but at the end of his sophomore year, Zhao Xingjian went out to a party with his classmates, and was taken back to his place by Zhao Jingchen after drinking too much, and was pinned down on the bed by Zhao Jingchen in a daze.

Zhao Xingjian hugged Zhao Jingchen's neck tightly, and shouted coquettishly, "Yu Chong, Yu Chong."

The person on him froze for a moment, then let him go.

Seeing that Zhao Xing woke up the next day and found that he was actually sleeping on Zhao Jingchen's bed, he tried hard to recall what happened last night, but he was so drunk at the time that he had no memory of it at all, but felt that there was nothing unusual about him, so he put it down. Come on.

Zhao Jingchen came back early from shopping outside. When he opened the door, he saw that Zhao Xingjian was already awake, so he asked him with a smile, "Are you still feeling bad? If you don't feel bad, go take a shower and have dinner. I bought your favorite soy milk." and Xiaolongbao."

Zhao Xingjian shook his head and said, "It's not uncomfortable, thank you, second brother."

Zhao Jingchen's smile suddenly disappeared, he looked at Zhao Xingjian, "Don't call me second brother from now on, I'm not your second brother."

Zhao Xingjian was startled by Zhao Jingchen's eyes.

Zhao Jingchen graduated this year, and rented a house by himself before graduation. The rented house is less than 30 square meters, with only a double bed, a wardrobe, and a desk.Zhao Xingjian came out of the shower, took a good look at Zhao Jingchen's room, and found that although his room was not big and there were not many things, everything was neatly arranged. Zhao Xingjian remembered that Zhao Jingchen had a cleanliness habit.

Zhao Jingchen worked in a good foreign company, and after the internship ended, he became a full-time employee and stayed there with a good and stable income.In order to reduce the burden on the family, Zhao Xingjian would go out to work during holidays, serving dishes in restaurants, distributing leaflets on the street, working as a waiter in a coffee shop, and even trying to be a resident singer in a bar.Zhao Jingchen didn't want Zhao Xingjian to always go to the bar, so he directly pulled him back, saying that he was not allowed to go to that kind of place again, and if he was short of money, tell me and I'll give it to you.

Zhao Xing was moved when he saw it, looked at Zhao Jingchen and said, "Thank you, second brother."

Zhao Jingchen pressed Zhao Xingjian's back neck, forced him to approach him, and then said to him face to face, "I said, don't call me second brother, I'm not your second brother."

Zhao Xingjian stared at Zhao Jingchen's eyes and swallowed, and said, "Thank you, Zhao Jingchen."

In fact, Zhao Xingjian had many channels to know about Yu Chong, but he deliberately did not inquire about it. He felt that he was sorry for Yu Chong, and he felt that Yu Chong must hate him to death.The days of forcing himself to forget Yu Chong like this seemed to pass quickly. In a blink of an eye, Zhao Xing saw that his junior year was over and he was entering his senior year.

When he was an intern in his senior year, Zhao Xingjian’s internship unit was far away from their school. There was no board and lodging and he got off work late, so it was very inconvenient to go back to school every day.Zhao Jingchen knew about it, and directly proposed that Zhao Xingjian come and live with him. Zhao Xingjian was reluctant at first, but then he felt that Zhao Jingchen might not have that kind of interest in him anymore. After thinking about it, he moved there, but he didn't want to sleep with Zhao Jingchen. A bed, let him add a small bed for himself.

Zhao Jingchen was always unwilling to be content with the status quo. He resigned after only one year in a foreign company. Like his father, he started a business with others.But the age is not as good as it was back then, and it is too difficult to start from scratch.

In just half a year, Zhao Jingchen paid back all the salary he saved last year.Frustrated in the business field, Zhao Jingchen developed a bad habit of drinking, and often came home drunk in the middle of the night.

Zhao Xingjian went to the door to help him, and seeing Zhao Jingchen like this made him feel uncomfortable, but he knew he couldn't help, so he said with concern, "Stop drinking all the time, drinking is bad for your health, my dad is just... "

"You still have the face to mention your dad?" Zhao Jingchen pushed Zhao Xingjian away, and shouted at him, "You don't know why your dad drinks? If it weren't for the shitty thing about you and Yu Chong, he would have seen the sky." Drinking? If it weren't for you, he would have died so early?"

Zhao Xingjian looked at Zhao Jingchen in disbelief, and asked him with red eyes, "You also think I made my dad mad?"

Zhao Jingchen squinted at Zhao Xingjian again, and asked, "Isn't it?"

Zhao Xingjian didn't know what mood he was in. He looked at the strange Zhao Jingchen in front of him, and didn't want to stay in the room for a second, so he put on his shoes and ran out.

"Where are you going, Zhao Xing? If you run away, don't fucking come back!" Zhao Jingchen shouted behind him.

Zhao Xing didn't turn his head when he saw it, and thought to himself, if he didn't turn back, he wouldn't turn back.

In autumn, the weather is very cold, especially at night.Zhao Xingjian ran out in only thin clothes, shivering from the cold.He didn't bring his mobile phone or wallet, and he didn't know where he was going.Wanted to go back to school, but it was so late, it must be closed.He was standing downstairs, always thinking that Zhao Jingchen would come out and pull him back, but he was wrong.

Seeing that Zhao Xing was sleepy waiting downstairs, he sat on the stairs on the first floor and fell asleep unconsciously.He woke up before dawn the next day, feeling hot and cold all over, and was very tired, so he had to go upstairs again with heavy steps, knocked on the door, went in and lay down on the bed, sick.

Zhao Jingchen was already sober, he stood by the bed and apologized to Zhao Xingjian, Zhao Xingjian didn't care if he forgave Zhao Jingchen at this time, he was in pain all over his body, he just wanted to sleep well, and when he woke up, he just pretended to be nothing It didn't happen.

This kind of friction is not accidental, there will be a second time after the first time, although Zhao Xingjian doesn't know why.

Zhao Xingjian was on vacation that day, and he had a headache writing a thesis, so he turned on the computer and wanted to play games for a while.The weather is getting colder and colder, but it's not yet the day for heating, and if you stretch your hands outside for a while, it will be too cold. Zhao Xing rubbed his hands, thinking about going back to the bed for a while after the game.

Zhao Jingchen came back suddenly, and when he opened the door, he brought in the smell of alcohol.

Zhao Xingjian turned his head to look at him, then turned around and continued playing the game.

"You fucking know how to play all day long. You can't go out to do odd jobs during the holidays? Didn't you see that we are both so poor that we can't tell the truth?" Zhao Jingchen stuck out his tongue, and still didn't forget to scold Zhao Xingjian.

Seeing that Zhao Xing didn't speak, he turned off the computer.

Zhao Jingchen threw the briefcase on the bed, lay down on it, unbuttoned two shirt buttons, stared at the ceiling above his head and said, "I'm sorry, Xingjian, I didn't mean to yell at you, I told you I'll give you money if you don't have money." Don't you?" he said with a sigh, "but I can't make any money now..."

Zhao Xingjian stood up from the stool, went to the bathroom and fetched a basin of water for Zhao Jingchen to wipe his face.

Zhao Jingchen didn't move either, enjoying Zhao Xingjian's service as usual.

"If you can't find a way out, why don't you still go to work in the original company? Didn't you say that your leader treated you very well at that time and you are welcome to go back anytime?" Zhao Xingjian asked Zhao Jingchen while wiping his hands.

"That's what I said." Zhao Jingchen sighed, and continued, "But how can I have the nerve to go back, a good horse won't turn back..."

Zhao Xingjian didn't know how to persuade him anymore. After washing the towels, he got up to pour water, but was suddenly dragged back by Zhao Jingchen's wrist.Zhao Xing saw Zhao Jingchen who was standing by the bed looking at a puddle of mud paralyzed on the bed, and suddenly felt that the Zhao Jingchen in front of him at this moment was not the same person as he remembered.

Zhao Jingchen pulled Zhao Xingjian to his side again, took him into his arms, Zhao Xingjian broke away vigorously, and asked him, "What are you doing, Zhao Jingchen?"

Zhao Jingchen suddenly stopped moving, didn't speak, and stared blankly at the ceiling.

I didn't notice it just now, but now that I'm close, Zhao Xingjian smelled a strong smell of perfume on Zhao Jingchen's body, and the smell of alcohol couldn't be suppressed.I thought in my heart that he probably had a girlfriend, but it was not easy to ask, so I just sat back on the stool.