you are my star

After such a commotion, Song Fang was in no mood to fight for the demolition money.She used to think that the old man was eccentric and wanted to fight for everything. Now that the two old people are gone, Song Fang doesn't want to fight with Ye Shuya anymore. In addition, Zhao Ling has settled down abroad and said that he will take them all over for a while. , Song Fang and Zhao Haixian followed Zhao Ling to go abroad.And Zhao Jingming still stayed in this place to teach.

The house was quickly demolished, and Ye Shuya moved to Zhou Zhiyang's place. Zhao Xingjian knew about it, but only acquiesced, and told Ye Shuya, it's fine if you think it's appropriate, but don't wrong yourself.

Ye Shuya said that I am not wronged, but I am afraid that I will wrong you.

Zhao Xingjian shook his head and said, "I have nothing to wrong, my dad hasn't been there for a few years, and I haven't been able to stay with you all the time in the past few years, and I probably won't in the future, you should find a companion , Live your life well.”

Zhao Jingchen returned to Beijing before Zhao Xingjian, and Zhao Xingjian rushed back after finishing his family affairs.

Zhao Jingchen still remembered the slap Zhao Xing saw when he was in a hurry, touched his face and asked, "Did you hurt from the slap that day?" He said, "The other day I heard my aunt and uncle secretly say that I am a broom star, do you think I am a broom star?"

Zhao Jingchen felt distressed when he heard it, and said no while looking at Zhao Xingjian's face.

"But I'm mad at my dad and grandma. Isn't this a broom star? I think I should change my name and remove the word star, what do you think?" Zhao Xingjian asked seriously, Zhao Jingchen thought Uncomfortable, asked him, "Who said you are mad at your father and grandma?"

Seeing that his eyes were out of focus, Zhao Xing didn't know where he was looking. He said calmly, "Isn't it? Didn't you say that I was mad at my dad?"

Only then did Zhao Jingchen realize that Zhao Xingjian was talking about the time he was drunk last time, so he quickly comforted him, "I'm sorry, don't take it seriously when I got angry when I was drunk last time."

Didn’t you tell the truth after drinking? Why can’t you take it seriously when you’re drunk? won't be pissed off...

Zhao Xingjian's grandma passed away, Jiang Nan knew about it, and asked Zhao Xingjian out after a while.She felt that Zhao Xingjian was very pitiful. During this period of time, the family members left one by one, and Zhao Xingjian, which was visible to the naked eye, became more and more taciturn.

The appointment was at a coffee shop near the school.It's winter, and it has already snowed, but Zhao Xingjian saw that Jiang Nan was still wearing a thin coat, her hair was permed and loosely draped behind her head, and she exuded a gentle temperament, It is no longer the little pepper who asked herself fiercely outside the basketball court why she ignored her.

Dressed up so delicately, she must be in love, Zhao Xingjian thought.He faintly smelled the perfume on Jiang Nan's body, as if he had smelled it somewhere, but he couldn't remember it for a while, and the memory in his brain could not catch up with the memory in his nose.

Seeing Zhao Xingjian sitting across from him in a daze, Jiang Nan waved his hand in front of his eyes and called him, "See Zhao Xingjian?"

Seeing this, Zhao Xing came back to his senses, looked at Jiang Nan, "Huh?"

"Are you okay?" Jiang Nan asked, "I see why you are always in a daze?"

"Is there?" Zhao Xingjian said with a smile, "You look so beautiful today, I was taken aback."

"Don't praise me like that." Jiang Nan lowered his head and stirred the coffee in the cup with a spoon, and continued, "I'm a little uncomfortable with you complimenting me."

Zhao Xingjian stopped talking.

Jiang Nan raised his head again, looked at Zhao Xingjian and said, "Zhao Xingjian, really, don't put too much pressure on yourself, I've heard my mother tell you about your family, if it wasn't for your aunt who made trouble out of nothing , your grandma won't..." Jiang Nan seemed to have mentioned something that shouldn't be mentioned again, so Jiang Nan quickly stopped talking.

Every time Jiang Nan comforted Zhao Xingjian when he was sad, but it seemed that every time he could not comfort him, but Zhao Xingjian could understand what Jiang Nan meant, and she really regarded herself as a good friend.

"I know." Zhao Xingjian also lowered his head and took a sip of coffee. He doesn't like the taste of coffee, but always feels that the taste is bitter to his heart.

"I'm really fine, thank you, Jiang Nan." After Zhao Xingjian finished speaking, he raised his head and smiled again. The smile was bitter, and Jiang Nan felt that even his little Huya was unhappy.

After the new year, Zhao Jingchen's business with people finally improved. Zhao Jingchen was happy, happy, and he also liked to drink.

Zhao Xingjian has long been annoyed by Zhao Jingchen's stinky problem. After scrubbing Zhao Jingchen who was drunk and lying on the bed for the nth time, Zhao Xingjian threw the towel into the washbasin on the ground, and the water splashed all over the floor. He didn't bother to wipe it, he just sat by the bed and sulked.

Zhao Jingchen was actually not that drunk. Knowing that Zhao Xingjian was angry, he poked his lower back with his knee.

Seeing that Zhao Xing sat up straight, he turned his head to look at Zhao Jingchen, saw that the other person was also squinting at him, and asked him, "Why?"

Zhao Jingchen didn't speak, and suddenly sat up from the bed, pulled Zhao Xingjian to press him on the bed, lowered his head and gnawed on his neck.

Zhao Xing panicked and struggled to get up while pushing Zhao Jingchen on his body.

Zhao Jingchen didn't make any further moves. He raised his upper body and squinted his eyes to look at Zhao Xingjian's face below him. After all these years, Zhao Xingjian seemed to have lost the youthful youthfulness, and his more delicate eyebrows and eyes were charming. Mei.Zhao Jingchen couldn't help but lower his head and put a kiss on his eyes.

Seeing that Zhao Xing was trembling all over, he struggled to get away from Zhao Jingchen, then turned over and climbed onto him, sat up straight, grabbed his neck with both hands, and said to him, "Zhao Jingchen, I don't care if you're drunk or anything, you'll If you touch me, I will strangle you to death."

Zhao Jingchen thought he was joking at first, but when Zhao Xing saw that the hand on his neck was getting tighter and tighter, Zhao Jingchen realized that something was wrong, and asked in a panic, "Xingjian, what are you doing?"

"I don't like you, Zhao Jingchen, stop working hard on me. I only think of you as my brother now, let him pass the past, okay? I beg you." He couldn't pretend to be someone else, he knew that he was the one who provoked Zhao Jingchen and liked him first, but it was all over, Zhao Xingjian couldn't imagine him being with Zhao Jingchen, he was already sorry for Yu Chong.

Zhao Jingchen was already pinched to the point where he couldn't breathe. When he heard Zhao Xingjian say that, he felt even more furious. He stretched out his hand and gave Zhao Xingjian another mouthful.The force was not light, and Zhao Xing saw that he was beaten crookedly and fell on the bed. He was dizzy and dizzy from the beating.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhao Jingchen said as he pushed Zhao Xingjian away, sat up from the bed, and coughed twice to relieve the pain.

Zhao Jingchen crawled to Zhao Xingjian's side again, pinching his chin and forcing him to look at him, "Xingjian, what are you doing? Are you defending yourself like a jade for Yu Chong? You have been separated for so many years, you and him are the past Let’s go. You must not know that Yu Chong has another boyfriend abroad. My business partner told me that the prince of Chengjiang Group is Yu Chong, right? His current boyfriend Younger than you and better looking than you, what are you waiting for? Huh?" Zhao Jingchen gritted his teeth fiercely while speaking, and squeezed Zhao Xingjian's chin hand unconsciously.

Zhao Xing was stunned for a moment when he heard what Zhao Jingchen said.He felt that something suddenly collapsed in his world.

"You know I'm a clean freak, right? I don't use things that other people have used. Do you know how I feel when I think of the photos that Yu Chong sent me back then? Ah? But for you, I don't care Xingjian, I don't dislike you, I still like you, just like you liked me back then." Seeing Zhao Xingjian staring at him in a daze, Zhao Jingchen moved his face closer again, and told him close to Zhao Xingjian's face.

Zhao Xingjian looked at Zhao Jingchen in disbelief. He actually can't remember what it was like to like Zhao Jingchen back then, but is this person in front of him the same Zhao Jingchen who poured all his love into him when he was young and ignorant?

"Zhao Jingchen, you don't like me at all, you just don't want you to feel that what belongs to you is taken away by others..." Zhao Xingjian spoke weakly, seeing the disgust and contempt in Zhao Jingchen's eyes, he felt strange and scary .

Zhao Xingjian packed up his things and wanted to move out of Zhao Jingchen's place, but Zhao Jingchen refused to let him go, locked Zhao Xingjian in the house, took the key and left.Zhao Xingjian kicked the door anxiously in the room, trying to find the landlord, but he didn't know the landlord's phone number, so he didn't want to stay here for a second, so he had to call Zhao Jingchen's cell phone over and over again.

After the nth busy line, the phone finally got through. Zhao Xingjian yelled to the phone, "Zhao Jingchen, hurry up and open the door for me. I want to go back to school."

Zhao Jingchen's helpless voice came from the other end of the phone, "Stop seeing you, I really know I was wrong, what I said that day was all angry words, drunk and nonsense, I will never mess up again, and I won’t force you, please forgive me, okay? Besides, it’s raining so much outside now, it’s hard for me to drive back.”

Zhao Xingjian turned his head and glanced out of the window. There was lightning and thunder outside, and the heavy rain made the windows crack. This was the heaviest rain since the beginning of spring.

"You have to come back even if you cut the knife, Zhao Jingchen, if you don't come to open the door for me today, I will make you regret it." Zhao Xingjian stared at the rain outside and gritted his teeth at the phone. There was only one thought in his heart, which was to leave here.

Until many years later, Zhao Xingjian couldn't understand why he insisted on Zhao Jingchen's return as if he had been possessed by such a terrible heavy rain.