you are my star

Zhao Xingjian looked at Ma Weixu's distorted face in front of him because of anger, and realized that the danger was approaching, so he quietly took out his mobile phone from his pocket. The emergency contact has always been Yu Chong, but Zhao Xingjian knew that he would definitely not be able to get through now. , he pondered in his mind, whether a few seconds is enough to press 110.

Ma Weixu looked at Zhao Xingjian's bloody forehead that was hit by him just now, looked at his innocent and pure face, and suddenly felt that he was very hateful. When he thought about his future, he might be killed by a man who had only slept with him once. If it is ruined, I can't wait to strangle Zhao Xingjian to death immediately.

He stepped forward suddenly, knocked Zhao Xingjian to the ground with a punch, and then did not give Zhao Xingjian a chance to get up, and sat on his waist with his feet up.Seeing that Zhao Xing was lying on his back on the ground, and the half-picked mobile phone fell to the ground, he stretched out his arms to reach for it. Ma Weixu saw it and kicked the mobile phone farther away with his feet.

For the first time, Zhao Xingjian regretted why he didn't take advantage of his spare time to exercise. He is also a man, why he can't fight every time he fights, and now he can only be slaughtered like fish on a sticky board.

Zhao Xingjian reached out to pinch Ma Weixu's neck, but was held down by Ma Weixu. He raised his knees, pressed Zhao Xingjian's wrist, lifted Zhao Xingjian's head gently with both hands, and then The ground smashed down, once, twice, three times, and this movement was repeated more than ten times.

Before Zhao Xingjian had time to react, his head was dizzy. He had already been hit by Ma Weixu so that his eyesight became dizzy, but he still kept his big eyes open and refused to close them, because he knew that as soon as he closed them, he would be finished.

Ma Weixu's eyes were red, and seeing Zhao Xingjian like this, he became more and more excited, until he felt that the other party's breath became weaker, then he woke up from the vengeful sadism and let go.

Yan Hui was driving the car, Yu Chong was sitting in her co-pilot, waiting for the red light, Yan Hui turned her head to look at Yu Chong who had been in a daze from the beginning, and asked him, "What are you thinking?"

Only then did Yu Chong look away from the car window, and said calmly, "What else can I think about, I want to see Zhao Xing."

"Isn't it time for you to hide from others?" Yan Hui teased Yu Chong with a smile, Yu Chong looked at Yan Hui, and twitched the corner of his mouth with a half-smile.

Ever since his mother persuaded him that day, Yu Chong suddenly figured it out. He knew that escaping was not the way to go. No matter what the explanation was, Yu Chong wanted Zhao Xingjian to tell him face to face.

Yu Chong originally wanted to drive here by himself, but Yan Hui was leaving the country the day after tomorrow, and she wanted to see Zhao Xing again.

The two of them had nothing to say on the road, when they arrived at Zhao Xingjian's house, Yu Chong unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car, then hurried forward, Yan Hui locked the car and followed him, even though he was not wearing high heels, Yu Chong It fell a lot.

Yu Chong didn't know why, he had been flustered since just now, he thought he should call Zhao Xingjian, he wanted to hear his voice so much now, but as soon as he took out his phone and turned it on, he saw the messy crowd in front of him. A few people, I don't know what they are talking about.Yu Chong didn't want to join in the fun, so he bypassed the crowd and continued walking, when he heard one of them say, "Someone killed someone in the garage. The one in the morning kindergarten."

Yu Chong was stunned for a few seconds, he turned around and asked the man, "Who killed someone? Who did he kill? Where is it?" Seeing Yu Chong's excited expression, the man pointed to the right front .

That was the direction of the garage, and they used to go there to park together every time they got off work together.

While running, Yu Chong's heart kept beating violently, almost jumping out of his throat. He prayed in his heart that Zhao Si's parents in other people's mouths would not be Zhao Xingjian, and definitely not Zhao Xingjian. What matter, I really can't live.

When the security arrived, Ma Weixu had already run away. He saw Zhao Xingjian who was lying on the ground gasping for breath, and was about to call the police when a man rushed over.

The moment Yu Chong saw Zhao Xingjian, his legs were limp. He stepped forward and knelt on the ground, then carefully lifted Zhao Xingjian's body and hugged him into his arms. The security guard didn't know who he was, so he wanted to Wanting to drive him away, Yu Chong said in a trembling voice, "I am a family member, I am a family member..."

Yu Chong looked at Zhao Xingjian's bloodless face. He also had a wound on his forehead, a huge wound, which was oozing blood at the moment, making his face even paler.

Seeing that Zhao Xing hadn't completely fainted yet, he squinted his eyes and glanced at the person holding him, saw that it was Yu Chong, and whispered his name.Yu Chong's heart just fell back, he straightened up and hugged Zhao Xingjian, and said to him softly, "It's me, don't be afraid, let's go to the hospital."

Seeing this, Zhao Xing closed his eyes.

When he got in the car, Yu Chong was still hugging Zhao Xingjian, he was shaking all over, telling his mother to drive quickly.

Although Yan Hui didn't know what happened, she was quite frightened and started the car while responding.

Zhao Xingjian's hands had been tightly gripping Yu Chong's arm, even though he fainted, he did not let go.Yu Chong gently hugged Zhao Xingjian, he didn't dare to use force, he didn't know where Zhao Xingjian was hurt, he kissed the top of his head lightly, comforted him and said, "It's okay, it's okay, Xingxing, I'm here. ’ and then said to his mother, ‘Mom, I beg you to drive faster…’

Yan Hui glanced at Yu Chong and Zhao Xingjian from the rearview mirror, feeling panicked but still comforting, "Okay, okay, don't worry about my son, Xingjian will be fine."

Yu Chong looked down at Zhao Xingjian's pale face in his arms, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, frowning uncomfortably at this moment, Yu Chong's heart suddenly seemed to be cut back and forth by dozens of blunt knives. He died.

He wished he could slap himself to death with his big mouth, there was some irreconcilable conflict that required him to leave him, he was obviously so dependent on him, and he was still calling his name when he fainted, Yu Chong didn't understand, why did he cruelly ignore him?

Yu Chong wondered, did Zhao Xing call himself in fear when he was in danger, did he call himself over and over in his heart to save him, but where was he?I hid somewhere else, secretly hurt the spring and the autumn, and speculated wildly. He refused to show Zhao Xing even the most basic trust. How could he love him?

"Xing Xing, I was wrong. I swear that I will never leave you when you wake up. If you don't want me, I won't leave you, okay?" Yu Chong said while wanting to kiss Zhao Xingjian's forehead, but he was originally smooth. Half of his forehead was occupied by that large wound, and Yu Chong didn't even know where to kiss him.

He suddenly shed tears, hot tears fell on Zhao Xingjian's face, Zhao Xingjian's hand holding Yu Chong's arm tightened again.

Seeing that Zhao Xing was hit by Ma Weixu and had a concussion, but the doctor said it was nothing serious and he could be discharged after two days of observation in the hospital, so Yu Chong felt relieved.

Seeing that Zhao Xing was still asleep, Yan Hui helped Yu Chong make some arrangements and went back here. She only asked him to call her if he had something to do, and Yu Chong nodded in agreement.

Yu Chong stood by Zhao Xingjian's bed, staring at him blankly. A thick gauze was wrapped around his head. The doctor said that the wound on his forehead was infected and scabbed and bled repeatedly, which may leave a scar.Yu Chong thought back when he saw Zhao Xingjian in the school corridor, the wind blew up the broken hair on his forehead, that forehead was like a piece of shiny jade, and now he actually left him with a scar.

The phone in his pocket rang suddenly, Yu Chong took it out and took a look, it was a spam message, so he clicked on it and deleted it.

The message pop-up window came out, Yu Chong clicked on it again, and saw the dialogue window marked "My Star", which had stored countless messages.He opened it to look at it, and after only looking at it for a while, he buried his face in his palms, sobbing silently.

Zhao Xingjian said, "Yu Chong, I don't know the distance between the four steps. It turned out to be ten years. If I could turn back time, I would rush downstairs desperately to hug you."

Yu Chong, Zhao Jingchen's death is a hurdle in my heart, and you are my fate. It is too painful to feel that people who have appeared in this life leave me one by one, so don't leave me, okay?

Yu Chong, they all say that I am a broom star, but I know I am not, and I did not intend to kill them, although the fact that they died because of me, I believe it again.

Yu Chong, I once thought about changing my name. I wanted to remove the word "star" from my name, but I couldn't bear it. When I thought of you calling me Xing Xing in my ears, I couldn't bear it. I am your star. , is your own star.

Yu Chong, when you see it, you must be thinking why I always call you by your name, because I am afraid that if I don’t call you often, I will forget you one day, although I know I shouldn’t, because Every time I dream, I will dream about everything from meeting and falling in love with you to breaking up. The dream is so long, but I don't want to wake up, because I am afraid that you will disappear when I wake up.My brain is not working anymore. I can see from my increasingly strenuous work. I am not yet 30 years old, but I have already become like this. Drinking alcohol paralyzes my nerves and paralyzes my pain. It also destroys me, so you Stop drinking.

Yu Chong, I know you often think that I don’t like to talk because my head hurts when I talk too much. It’s not the calmness you think. I also want to tease and scold you like I did when I was a child, but I feel that I can’t go back up.I know Tang Rui is a lively person, and I secretly envied him twice.

Yu Chong, I raised Zhao Si so much, I know you don't like her as Zhao Jingchen's daughter, but I still have to bear her, I hope you can understand me.

Yu Chong, Ma Weixu came home again today, when will you come back, I'm a little scared.

The conversation stopped here. Yu Chong held the phone, buried his face in his palm, and cried until he couldn't make a sound.