you are my star

This year's New Year passed a little late. Years ago, Yu Chong wanted to make the family more lively, so he called Li Yiwei and his wife over. They knew about Yu Chong's relationship with Zhao Xingjian, so there was nothing to avoid.Zhao Si was clamoring to see Lang Yiheng, but Zhao Xingjian didn't know if Lang Yiheng was free, but Zhao Si couldn't help it, so he had to call and ask.

Lang Yiheng was free, so he said he would definitely come, this time he would never break his promise.

The Chinese New Year should be the busiest time, but for Lang Yiheng, it was the most deserted time. He didn't have many friends. Gu Chengchuan couldn't come back to accompany him this year because he stayed in the hospital. He was so bored that he didn't know what to do. Then I received a call from Zhao Xingjian, and it was fine anyway, so I simply agreed.

Li Yiwei's wife is pregnant and her belly is not obvious yet. Li Yiwei doesn't dare to tire her, and sits with her on the sofa the whole time, leaving only Yu Chong and Zhao Xingjian to work in the kitchen.

Lang Yiheng originally wanted to help, but Yu Chong stopped him, "Go and play with Sisi for a while, there is no reason to let guests into the kitchen."

Hearing what Yu Chong said, Lang Yiheng no longer shirked, and squatted on the floor of the living room with Zhao Si, and accompanied her to work on her puzzle.

The little Corgi next to him leaned over, Zhao Si blocked it with his arm, and said to the dog in a childlike voice, "Brother, please be more open, don't take my puzzle."

Lang Yiheng looked at the puppy and asked Zhao Si, "Is it your brother?"

Zhao Si nodded: "Yes, Uncle Yu and my father bought it for me. It's my younger brother. It's called Encounter." After speaking, he touched the little Corgi's head with his small hand, and the little Corgi stuck out his tongue. Licking Zhao Si's palm made her giggle.

Met... Lang Yiheng thought about it for a while before he understood, it was Yu Chong and Zhao Xing who met.

They are so happy, Lang Yiheng thought.

Today Yu Chong is the chef, and Zhao Xingjian is in charge of helping him, taking care of all the work of choosing and washing vegetables.During the cooking break, Yu Chong hugged Zhao Xingjian from behind and rubbed against his face to make trouble for him. Zhao Xingjian seemed to have gotten used to it, his heart was calm and his movements didn't stop.

Ever since Zhao Xingjian was injured, Yu Chong has become more careful with him than before, and his habit of being cruel on the bed is gone. When holding Zhao Xingjian, he should be as gentle as possible, for fear of bumping into him It hurt Zhao Xingjian so much.And I also worked hard to quit smoking and drinking, and I will never return on the road of health preservation.If there is anything else that has changed, it is that it has become more clingy, like a big pillow every day, wishing to hang on Zhao Xingjian all the time, Zhao Xingjian felt that buying a dog was redundant, Yu Chong just followed a Clingy big dogs are no different.

Yu Chong lowered his head, broke Zhao Xingjian's chin and kissed him, Zhao Xingjian mumbled in Yu Chong's mouth, "Be careful someone will come in later." Yu Chong let go of Zhao Xingjian, chuckled, and whispered, "I Lock the kitchen door."

Seeing this, Zhao Xing went up again.

When the meal was ready, Yu Chong greeted Li Yiwei and the others to eat. Seeing Zhao Si and Lang Yiheng squatting on the ground and still fiddling with the jigsaw puzzle, he called them, "Those two kids, come over for dinner."

Zhao Sijian responded abruptly, then stood up and ran to the bathroom to wash his hands. Lang Yiheng also stood up from the ground, but his legs felt a little numb after squatting for a long time, and he took it easy for a while.

The cell phone in his pocket rang suddenly, Lang Yiheng took it out and answered it, before he could hear a few words, he hung up there.

Lang Yiheng stood there for a while, turned his head and glanced at the two happy families sitting around the dining table, opened the door and left without saying anything.

There have been two snowflakes this year, the last one has not yet melted, and this one has fallen again, Lang Yiheng looked up at the snowflakes flying in the night sky, the snowflakes fell on his face and his eyelashes.He closed his eyes, feeling that this winter was extraordinarily cold.

Gu Chengjin jumped off the building and jumped from the top floor of the hospital, but he couldn't be saved.

In her suicide note to Gu Chengchuan, she said, brother, I just found out that the taste of snow is much better than fire.

Gu Chengchuan quit his job and locked himself in the house to drink day and night. Lang Yiheng couldn't persuade him and moved to another room by himself. He had to go to school during the day and couldn't be crazy with Gu Chengchuan.

Gu Chengchuan likes to play tricks after drinking. He kicked Lang Yiheng's door open in the middle of the night and forced him to sleep with him. Lang Yiheng was forced into a corner and yelled at Gu Chengchuan like crazy, "I don't want to! I don't want to! I don't want to! Not willing!"

Seeing Lang Yiheng like this, Gu Chengchuan regained consciousness, said "I'm sorry" to him, and then went out.

Lang Yiheng leaned against the wall, wiping his tears with his sleeve, crying out of breath.

He couldn't sleep again, and now he didn't even use sleeping pills. He also suddenly hated Gu Chengchuan's touch, and he hated the strong smell of alcohol on his body.It has been two months since Gu Chengjin died, and he and Gu Chengchuan have never made love once.

Lang Yiheng didn't know why, but his relationship with Gu Chengchuan became like this. He felt that not only Gu Chengjin died, but also Gu Chengchuan died with her.

Gu Chengchuan didn't go out to look for a job anymore. The money Lang Yiheng earned from his part-time job was not enough to support the two of them. He went to work as a waiter in a bar. The owner of the bar has always liked him and told him that if you let me take care of you, I will give you one month. You 1 yuan.Lang Yiheng wavered for the first time, but after thinking about it, he still refused. The thought of having sex with other men made him feel sick. No one could do it except Gu Chengchuan.

Yu Chong's studio is still open, and Lang Yiheng wants to take a part-time job, but he has been busy with classes recently and doesn't have much time. He borrowed money from Yu Chong once, but he didn't pay it back for a long time. If he borrowed money again, he would feel embarrassed.

Xia Yishu really messed with someone else's girlfriend and made that girl pregnant. Zhan Yuqing originally wanted to transfer Xia Yishu to another school, but after this incident, she moved her family abroad. He also went abroad to discuss with Xia Yishu's father about settling abroad.

Before leaving, Xia Yishu asked Lang Yiheng out, gave him a gunpla, and said to him, "I remember you visited our house once when you were young, did you really like this?"

Lang Yiheng thought for a while, then nodded.

"Then I'll give it to you. I may not see you again in the future. You saved me last time. Thank you, brother." This was the first time Xia Yishu called Brother Lang Yiheng, and it was also the last time.

At the beginning of spring, Yu Chong followed Zhao Xingjian to visit Zhao Xingjian's father's grave, and then they went to Zhao Jingchen's tomb.

The bouquet was newly placed. Zhao Xingjian knew that the third uncle and aunt had just come here, and he hadn't seen them for several years.

Zhao Jingchen was smiling in the photo on the tombstone, Zhao Xingjian still had wet eyes when he looked at it, "Second brother..." Zhao Xingjian called him, "Your daughter is 6 years old, and she is about to go to elementary school. Wait until she gets older." I'll bring her over to see you again. Second brother, I'm sorry."

Zhao Xingjian was choked with sobs, Yu Chong turned his head to look at him, and then held his hand tightly.

Now that Zhao Si knew her life experience, Zhao Xing wanted to take her to the third uncle and three aunts in advance, so that Zhao Si could meet her grandparents.

After Ye Shuya found out, she hugged Zhao Xingjian and cried again. When she thought of what Zhao Xingjian had suffered over the years, she would regret her stubbornness back then. She should really listen to Zhao Haihui, otherwise she wouldn't have hurt the child. .

Yu Chong drove Zhao Xingjian and Zhao Si to Grandma Zhao Si's hometown.Zhao Xingjian took a long time to find out where they lived, so he knocked on the door, Yang Qiaoqin opened the door and saw him, and closed the door again without saying a word.Seeing that there was no response after knocking for a long time, Zhao Xing sighed helplessly, and then left.

When the seasons changed, Zhao Si still fell ill frequently. Zhao Xingjian and Yu Chong drove her to the hospital to get the medicine.Zhao Si fell asleep on the back seat, and Zhao Xingjian was watching over her.When Yu rushed into the car, he saw Zhao Xingjian staring blankly out of the car window, not knowing what he was looking at.He looked out following Zhao Xingjian's line of sight, and saw a 40-year-old woman sitting on the steps at the entrance of the hospital. She buried her face in her arms and shrugged her shoulders helplessly.

"She has been crying for a long time." Zhao Xingjian said, "She has been crying since we came here, until now."

"Probably because the family has some kind of illness." Yu Chong said.

"People are so fragile. A serious illness can ruin everything, including her family." Zhao Xingjian said lightly, with sadness that couldn't be concealed in his tone.Yu Chong knew that he was thinking of his father, so he stretched out his arm to touch Zhao Xingjian's head.

Zhao Xing turned his head and looked at Yu Chong leisurely, and said to him, "I used to think that as long as my mother and Zhao Sijian were healthy, I would be content. Even if I was not happy, I should try to live strong, but Now I seem to have a passion for life again because I still have you."

Yu Chong felt relieved to hear that, and moved his hand around to caress Zhao Xingjian's face for a long time.

Zhao Si was just right, and Zhao Xingjian had a fever again.Yu Chong hugged Zhao Xingjian remorsefully and said in people's ears, "I was wrong, I swear I will never cum in it again, why can't I see you feel uncomfortable?"

Seeing that his arms were tightly around Yu Chong's waist, Zhao Xing rubbed his face against his chest, and said coquettishly, "Then I won't feel bad~"

When Zhao Xingjian said this, Yu Chong wanted to slap himself even more, and hugged Zhao Xingjian even tighter.

Yu Chong wanted to cook some hot porridge for Zhao Xingjian, but Zhao Xingjian hugged him tightly and refused to let him go, and said in a nasal voice, "Lie down with me for a while~" Yu Chong didn't move, and lay down quietly with him with.

Zhao Xingjian felt that Yu Chong was by his side, and fell asleep very peacefully.Yu Chong lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Zhao Xingjian's temperature to test Zhao Xingjian's temperature. He breathed a sigh of relief when he found that the fever had subsided.

Zhao Xing saw a nightmare, and he didn't know what he dreamed of, so he cried sadly.Yu Chong hugged him to comfort him.

Zhao Xingjian called Zhao Jingchen's name in a daze, Yu Chong felt sad, but he still smiled helplessly, stretched out his hand to scratch Zhao Xingjian's nose, and asked him in a low voice, "Are you mad at me, aren't you?"

"Zhao Jingchen..." Zhao Xingjian yelled again, and the words followed intermittently, "Zhao Jingchen, I'm sorry...but I don't owe you anymore...you let me go, let me and Yu Chong get along...I really do I can't lose him anymore, I love him so much..."

Yu Chong heard tears in his eyes, then lowered his head and kissed the top of Zhao Xingjian's head, hugging him even tighter.