only care about you

Shaking his head, he managed to say, "It's okay."

Natsume sat on the ground for a long time before he could breathe smoothly. Seeing that he was weak, Natori squatted in front of him, patted his shoulder, "Come on, I'll carry you on my back."

Natsume smiled, "No, it's not good to be seen."

"Cough, I'm not afraid of being recognized, what are you afraid of? Hurry up, after this time, there will be no next time." Natori still stubbornly patted himself on the shoulder, "Come on."

Natsume smiled and stood up, lying on Natori's body, and then the center of gravity of the whole person rose as Natori stood up.He wrapped his arms around Natori's neck, clung to his solid back, and listened to him chatting to himself, only to feel that his eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and the phrase "There will be no next time..." echoed in his heart, He hooked the corner of his mouth slightly, feeling relieved.

Natori talked to himself for a while, and felt that Natsume's breathing became more and more gentle in his ear.

"Natsume?" Natori slowly carried him back up again, calling him tentatively.

"Hmm..." Natsume's voice was very low, obviously drowsy.

Natori continued to walk, and after a long time said: "I'm sorry, I will treat you well in the future."

Natsume didn't make a sound, probably fell asleep.Natori carried him on his back, feeling the warmth of his back.

When the street lights are turned off, there are occasional pedestrians passing by, and occasional noisy children running past, and beautiful fireworks will suddenly rise on the side of the road.The surroundings were noisy, but Natori felt very quiet, as if there were only the two of them in the whole world.

That's great, Natsume.

Natsume didn't know how long it took to get home, and when he woke up, he was already lying on the bed.Just as Natori was about to leave the bed, he grabbed the hem of his clothes.

"Natori-san, I want to drink..."

Natori sat back on the bed again, and said to him with a smile, "Are you awake? Natsume is still underage, so you can't drink alcohol."

"Then return the ring to you." Natsume pretended to be angry, and tried to take off the ring.

Natori quickly stopped him, "Once you put this ring on, you can't take it off. You want to drink, right? Can I get it for you?" He patted Natsume on the head and went downstairs to get the wine up.

Natsume got up to look for the clothes she was wearing during the day, and touched her pockets. Fortunately, the things she secretly bought during the day were still there.He hid the thing under the pillow, and continued to lie down again, feeling very at ease in his heart, with a feeling that all the pain was about to end.

Natori took a bottle of the best red wine from the wine cabinet downstairs, and when she turned her head, she forgot to close the window when her aunt left.He walked over to turn it off, but a paper doll flew in from the window, and he just grabbed it.

The paper figurine was dirty and still moving.This is not the paper man he released, he was sure.It might be the one Natsume let out with blood, so he chanted a spell, and the paper figurine told him something, and Natori's face changed immediately.He threw the paper man soaked in water into the trash can, closed the window, took two cups, pretended nothing happened, and went upstairs.

Natsume sat down obediently on the bed, because he slept for a while on the way home, so he is not sleepy now.He reached out his hand and asked for a glass naturally, and started pouring the red wine after taking it.

Because of his fame, he likes himself, so Natsume persuaded him to drink a lot of wine, but he didn't drink too much.

"Why are you like this? You said you wanted to drink, but in the end I was the one who drank..." Natori's voice was slightly drunk.

"Didn't you say I'm underage! Of course I want you to drink it. Really, Mr. Natori is really troublesome!" Natsume quibbled.

The more Natori looked at him, the happier he was. This talk back was no different from before.He got angry as soon as he was happy, climbed onto the bed and hugged Natsume without taking off his clothes, and whispered in a sexy voice next to his ear, "Kizhi-kun, shall we... um?"

"What do you think?" Natsume lowered his head slightly, and the shyness that could not be hidden crept up his cheeks again.

"I said... yes~!" Natori felt his whole body trembling, kissed him, and pressed himself against him.

Natsume cooperated very well, which made Natori feel that he was really moved by him, and a different feeling from before came to his heart.He was afraid that he would be too excited and hurt Natsume, so he still forced himself to stay awake in the drunken stupor: be gentle, enough is enough, he is not in good health, so don't hurt him.

After being hearty and hearty, Natori lay beside Natsume, and immediately fell asleep after being so tired.

Natsume's heartbeat hadn't calmed down yet, he was very tired and had no strength at all, and his voice seemed hoarse.In order to make Natori feel more comfortable, he tried his best to raise his body to cooperate with him, and groaned unabashedly under him.He wanted to sleep very much, but he kept reminding himself: I can't sleep, and there are important things I haven't done.

He fell asleep thinking about it, and when he woke up, the light in the room was still on.He struggled to get up, feeling like his body was about to fall apart.It was still dark outside, and Natori was in a deep sleep.

No more sleep, no more time to sleep.

He put on a piece of clothing and got out of bed, walked to the table, picked up the paper and pen and began to write.His body was trembling uncontrollably, so he held the wrist of his right hand with his left hand to write, so that the writing hand would not shake so much.But there is no way, the words he wrote are still crooked and weird.Natsume scratched her hair and said to herself, how ugly.

He pressed the piece of paper with a glass and placed it on the bedside on Natori's side, then took off the ring on his hand and put it beside him.

Natsume stared at Natori carefully for a while, as if he wanted to imprint his appearance in his mind forever.After saying something silently, he went around to the side where he was sleeping, and found out from under the pillow something that Natori bought secretly on his back today: a sharp knife.

Then he took the knife and went into the bathroom.

【forty】

Natsume gently closed the door, turned on the light, and started to put hot water in the bathtub, still sticky and uncomfortable behind her.

He straightened up and looked around everything, everything was neatly arranged, and they were in pairs.Towels, cups, toothbrushes... Natori is like a child, shopping for couples.

Natsume stared at himself in the mirror, the boy who used to run away in fear when he saw a monster has disappeared, and the self in front of him has matured a lot.

"It's about to end." Natsume said to himself, rubbing the knife in his hand.

The end is not very scary, cut a knife on the wrist, and then soak the whole body in hot water, you should be unconscious in a while, and you can say goodbye to all the painful things in a while.

Mr. Chang... finally able to see him again.And dad, mom.

very nice.

The water in the bathtub was almost full, Natsume walked over to turn it off, then slowly took off his clothes, and slowly lay down in the water.

It is really comfortable to be surrounded by hot water.

He let out a long sigh of relief, cleaned himself up briefly, then picked up the small knife next to him, compared it to his wrist, ruthlessly cut it down with all his might.There was almost no pain, and the blood gushed out from the wound and flowed into the water, slowly spreading and fading.He put his arm in the water so that the blood would flow out more quickly.

Natsume lay in the bathtub, closed his eyes, and recalled many things, including Mom and Dad, Aunt Toko and Uncle Shi, Teacher Neko, Tanuma, Mr. Natori, Mr. Toba, the school classmates, the monsters of Yahara and others. The little fox...it looked like everyone was having fun together...it didn't take long for him to lose consciousness.

Natori usually won't wake up in the middle of the night, especially after drinking.But today he had a nightmare and suddenly woke up, touched the side, and found that Natsume was not there.The light in the bedroom was still on, and so was the light in the bathroom. He was a little surprised. Is Natsume going to the bathroom?

Natori scratched his head, dazedly picked up the phone beside the bed to check the time, but accidentally touched the cup and broke it.

"Tsk... oh..." Natori sighed, glanced at the ring on the cabinet, and then saw the note with many words written beside it.He picked it up suspiciously, and just after reading a few sentences, he felt that all the strength in his body was taken away, his legs were weak, and his heart began to beat violently.

"Natsume!!!"

Natori struggled to his feet, staggered into the bathroom, and saw the last thing he wanted to see.

Natsume lay motionless in the bathtub, the water surrounding him was a suffocating red color, making his face paler against the backdrop.

Natori didn't know how she walked over to fish him out of the bathtub, and hugged him on the bed.He wrapped Natsume's wet body with a bath towel, then hugged him in his arms, found his phone with trembling hands and called an ambulance, but he still didn't dare to check if Natsume was still breathing.He felt a fear that he had never felt before invading all his thoughts.He needs someone to help, and he's going to break down.So he searched around in the phone book, dialed the number to Nagato Asuka, and asked her to wait for him at Y Hospital.

After hanging up the phone, the room returned to a terrifying tranquility, and Natori picked up Natsume's note and read it carefully.

Mr. Natori:

I believe that when you read this note, I am no longer in this world.Regarding this matter, I have thought about it for a long time, and I was happy when I planned it, so please don't be sad and blame yourself for my death.To be liked by you is enough for me.Thank you for loving me, thank you for giving me the best Valentine's Day in my life.But to say goodbye, everyone, even those closest to each other, must