only care about you

Will say goodbye, won't you?This is the best ending for me too.But I want to say sorry to you, I failed your love and betrayed our love, I really, am not a good boy, so you don't need to be sad for me, it's not worth it.You will meet better people in the future, and then stay together for a long time for a lifetime, so forget about me, in this case, I will be very happy to know.

My body is having difficulty moving right now, so I can't go anywhere else to kill myself, which may cause you a little trouble.But this note can fully prove that my death has nothing to do with you.

It's the last time I write, and it's so ugly, haha, please forgive me.So, goodbye, Mr. Natori, please take care.

Takashi Natsume

Natori's tears fell down on the note, and he felt that he had been doused with cold water from top to bottom, and the feeling of dying was nothing more than that.

Natsume, I will not let you die, you must live for me!

He rubbed the note in the palm of his hand angrily, and then hugged Natsume in his arms even tighter.

【41】

Asuka arrived at Hospital Y within 15 minutes. What she didn't expect was that a large group of reporters who were stopped outside the hospital gathered.

The group of reporters saw Asuka walking by alone, they all rushed to her and surrounded her, the dazzling flashes made her unable to open her eyes immediately.

"Miss Nagato, I heard that Mr. Natori sent a boy who committed suicide here. Do you know the specific situation?"

"According to people familiar with the matter, the juvenile who committed suicide is suspected of being abused. Do you know the relationship between him and Mr. Natori?"

"Miss Nagato, may I ask..."

"Hey, Miss Nagato..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mr. Natori will explain this matter to everyone later, please make way for Ms. Nagato?" Natori's manager arrived in time, and finally let Asuka escape from the crowd of reporters escape.

"Huh...these people are really annoying." Asuka breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Natori's manager, "Where's Natori?"

"It's outside the emergency room, I'll take you there." The manager looked quite upset, and he said as he walked, "I don't know which nurse actually disclosed the news that Natori brought a child to the rescue to the reporter, which made it difficult I still have to be called over to clean up the mess in the middle of the night... What do you say about your husband and wife? Natori disregarded the company's objection and insisted on marrying you publicly, but how long did it take? Why did so many things happen? There's this little boy, do you know who it is?"

"Natori and I have no relationship at all. We married him to break away from the shackles of our parents. As for the publicity, it was completely requested by my parents. I don't know the origin of this child. I only know that Natori likes him very much. I like him to the point of madness. "

"No, you guys..." The manager was stunned, "Hey, forget it, I don't care about the private life of the celebrity, just think of a better reason to fool the reporter. I might need your help."

"Happy to help." Asuka smiled at him.

The corridor outside the emergency room was very quiet. In the middle of the night, Asuka's high-heeled shoes made a particularly loud noise. At the end of the corridor, Natori was sitting there leaning against the wall and smoking a cigarette.

"How can you smoke in the hospital? Didn't you quit early? Who gave you the cigarettes? What if the nurse sees them and pokes them out for you?" The manager reached out to get the cigarette in Natori's hand, but he opened it.

"Asuka, let's find a place to talk." Natori ignored the noisy manager, stood up wearily and walked outside.

Asuka froze for a moment, then followed.

Natori went to the gazebo in the hospital garden. There was no one around at this time, so it was very suitable for talking.

Asuka looked at Natori who was facing away from her and suddenly turned around, then he slowly took a big puff of the cigarette, then threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and stomped it out with his foot.

"Tell me about me and Natsume?" Natori said.

"……good."

Natori from the first time he and Natsume met, talking about Natsume fleeing from his home to him, except for the medicine, he didn’t mention it, basically he told Asuka about the whole process, including his love for Natsume. b8fd9

After finishing speaking, Asuka didn't speak for a long time, Natori said with a painful expression, "I don't know what I did wrong, I just love him wholeheartedly, treat him well, and want him to stay by my side, but why, why does he just want to Going, and wanting to leave, I actually thought of committing suicide... I really don't know what I did wrong, why did he do this..." At the end, he actually burst into tears.

Although Asuka is naturally sociable, she has never seen a big man cry like this in front of her. She can only follow Natori's bent waist, hold him in her arms, and pat his back to comfort him like a child He: "It's okay, it's okay. He will do this, just because you have done too much, you should give him a little more space, if you hold on too tightly, you will only lose more. When he wakes up, you follow him calmly. He talks about..."

"Will he wake up? So much blood...do you think he'll wake up?"

"I'll wake up, I will, don't worry."

"I really can't stand him leaving me..."

"He won't leave you, don't worry, it's okay..."

【42】

When the doctor announced that Natsume had been rescued, Natori's hanging heart finally fell to the ground. Looking at Natsume who was so close to him on the hospital bed, he suddenly felt that the distance between the two of them had become so far away. He thought Natsume was trapped at home, Slowly he can pull his heart back from the field, but now it seems that it is not so easy at all, a knife can make him lose him forever.

I'm so naive, Natsume, to take you lightly.

Natori sneered and walked out of the ward, he wanted to go home to get something.

The reporters squatting outside saw Natori who didn't even bother to pretend to come out of the hospital. After a second of stunned, they dropped their lunch boxes and rushed up. The doctors and patients in the hall also stopped their movements. There, watching the big stars who can only be seen on TV walk past in front of my eyes, no one thought of rushing up to ask for an autograph or take a photo with their mobile phone out of their pockets. twitter or something.

Facing the reporter's shots one by one, Natori had a professional smile on his face, he was not afraid of anything and didn't care if Natsume was not dead.

"Na...M...Mr. Natori! Does your presence here mean that it is true that you sent a boy to rescue last night?" A reporter did not expect to see Natori himself so easily, and even spoke All stuttered.

"Yes, that child was sent by me." Ming said with a smile as he walked.

"Then what is your relationship with him?" another reporter asked.

"He's my brother." Natori replied without thinking.

"Oh...brother...then how is his situation?" The reporter was a little disappointed to find that there was no hot spot.

"Last night, my younger brother lost his love and committed suicide when he couldn't think about it. Fortunately, I found out in time and sent him to the hospital."

"Mr. Natori, may I ask..."

"I'm sorry, I've said enough. This is my brother's private matter. It has nothing to do with my work. It's inconvenient to reveal more to you. Sorry. Please let me go, I'm going to get in the car, thank you. "After speaking, Natori opened the door and got into a taxi on the side of the road.

"Sir, where are you going?" When the driver was stopped, he only saw a hand protruding from the heads of a large group of people, so he turned his head and looked curiously at the guests who came up.

"Go to XX apartment." Natori straightened her hair, put on her glasses and said.

"Okay...Okay!" The driver immediately recognized this man as the man whose wife and daughter waited in front of the TV every night. He was a little excited and stuttered, and rushed out as soon as he stepped on the gas pedal.

Natori went home and changed clothes, took some things, and told his aunt some things, then drove to the hospital.

Natsume didn't wake up until night, and his face was still not good-looking.

Natori was sitting in front of his bed, watching him all the time, unwilling to avert his eyes for a second, so as soon as he opened his eyes, Natori leaned over and asked him how he was feeling.

Natsume realized that he was still alive, so he could only close his eyes wearily.

Seeing that he didn't want to talk or take care of himself, Natori felt a deep pain in his heart. He reached out and touched Natsume's cheek lightly, and kissed the corner of his mouth, "If you don't want to talk, forget it, and take care of yourself quickly." , let's go home."

"I want to go back to Fujiwara's house." Natsume's voice was weak, but his tone was cold.

"Okay, I'll go with you."

"No, I want to go back alone."

Natori was silent for a while, then said, "Okay, I'll go back after you get out of the hospital."

Natsume closed his eyes again, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

Let's talk about it after you are discharged from the hospital. Mingyu thought with a smile.

【43】

The night before Natsume was discharged from the hospital, Natori went home and took out two pills of the medicine given to him by the exorcist, ground them finely, and poured them into the soup that his aunt made for Natsume.

When doing these things, his eyes were very focused, and he kept fantasizing about the happy world of two people with Natsume in the future. Then he slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and simply tidied up the kitchen with a face full of intoxication. The medicine bottle His aunt might accidentally throw it away in the kitchen, so he put it in his jacket pocket and forgot to send it back to his room when he left.