How did Xiao Ming die?

Shiliang stood outside the teacher's office, leaning against the railing, as if waiting for someone.

After a while, the door opened.

"Uh..." He adjusted his emotions, "It's me!"

It was I who was called.

"Ms. Zhang came to you just now, is it because of the program for foreign students?"

"Well, I explained the situation to her."

"Did he criticize you? No, this time the problem lies with me. I'll talk to him."

Shiliang turned around and was stopped by Zhen.

"Don't go, let this matter go like this. Besides, it is indeed my responsibility. I should confirm with you. I have something to do during this period, so I will forget it." It was I who pressed the elevator, " I'm going to class, Wenze Building, can you stop by?"

"I..." Shiliang faltered, "I have a class, so I'll drop by."

In fact, he has no class.

Along the way, the two had nothing to say.It was I who walked in front, and Shiliang silently followed.

It was my classroom on the third floor, and Shi Liang went up to the second floor.

"My floor... let's go first." Shi Liang lied.

It was I who asked, "What class do you have, why don't you take the textbook?"

"Uh... elective courses, just sign in."

"Oh." It was I who continued to go up to the third floor, and the two separated.

Shiliang wandered aimlessly around the second floor, then went downstairs.

He hasn't been with me so peacefully for a long time.No, no, not at all calm, this is an illusion on the surface.

In fact, Shiliang felt weird in his heart, he knew that this weirdness came from my flat and gentle attitude towards him, and even made him unconsciously match my tone, and no longer faced each other like before.

In fact, he had a guilty conscience. After returning from the cemetery, Shiliang was in constant panic.

'Did I go too far before' and 'Don't you just want to see him cry on the ground like a dog' These two voices each occupy a heart.

Eventually, however, the voice of 'I hurt him' took over.

He carefully observed every word and deed of Zhenzhen, trying to find some details to appease the fear of losing in his heart.

But it was my words and deeds that made him understand.

At noon, Shiliang received a phone call.

The tail number is 5210.

"Hey! Shi Ming, I'm Leng Xiaotai! I didn't have your number, so my daughter-in-law fu... er, no, no, I just snatched our great and noble mobile phone from my great brother, Brother Qian and Xiao Yao. The imperial capital is here, I plan to get together at noon, I have captured a brother at the gate of your teaching building, are you coming?"

"Don't go."

"Why! Is it brother!"

"It's Shi Ming you're looking for, not me."

"Ah? I'm sorry I haven't changed my words for a while, hey! Hey!"

Shi Liang hung up the phone.

He doesn't want to go, none of this has anything to do with him.

Fuck, in fact, this kid wants to go to death.

As a result, no one called him again.

Shi Liang, who had suffered the consequences of being arrogant and arrogant, expressed his displeasure and asked the killer to treat him to dinner.

Leaning on a cane, An Yile limped along with him into the butcher shop.

Shiliang felt annoyed that An Yile walked slowly.

An Yile scolded this heartless person, "I came out to treat you to dinner with injuries under the sun, what's your attitude? If it weren't for your kid's face, hey, it would be like eating a seaweed-flavored shit , I don't care about you, me?"

"It's the same as if you've eaten seaweed-flavored shit." Shi Liang answered, "Why hasn't your leg healed for so long?"

"Your brother, I've eaten seaweed before, so I'm paralyzed!" An Yile had already considered giving up the treat, "I've been injured for [-] days, and the doctor said that I won't be able to remove the plaster cast until next week."

"People from the CIA are different. Mr. Chen is like a war in bed, ang~"

"Can we talk without being so obscene? If you are hungry and thirsty, I will go to your house!"

"Didn't I tell you, I don't like him, I don't like him! Don't fucking bother me."

"I believe this. I feel sorry for Lao Chen who lost two hairs. You just picked up a Dishen and made it with great effort, aiming at the heart without ambiguity. Why, the Dishen is of good quality and super wear-resistant (CNM)? "

"Don't think I can't hear you scolding me. Please put your old Chen in your crotch pocket and get out of here quickly. You have affected my normal adolescent mental health and growth. Let me tell you, you just give his body to him now. Let me put it here, and I will immediately drive his hearse to Qiu Mingshan for a drift."

"Toki, you've changed, you've become so proficient at pretending."

"He died quickly, let me be quiet for two days."

Every time An Yile mentioned that it was Zhen, Shiliang became inexplicably agitated.

Suddenly, An Yile changed the subject, "Hey, it's me, you guys are eating here too."

Shiliang was taken aback for a moment, turned his head, and saw Zhen and the others.

"En." It was Zhen who answered casually, busy adding dipping ingredients to the bowl.

Qian Duoduo got up, "Anyway, we're all gathered together, there are two more people sitting at our table, let's eat together."

At the dinner table, Qian Duoduo said that he couldn't stay in the United States, so he came back to visit during the vacation.Xiao Yao also meant the same thing, he was the only one among the brothers who left Jiangnan, very lonely.

"Didn't Brother Tai also stay in the United States for a while? Didn't you go to play with Brother Qian?" Xiao Yao asked.

Qian Duoduo picked up a bowl of meat, "I went to see him once, this buddy trained too hard, his dance instructor was so strict, he didn't come out to see me until two o'clock in the morning."

"How miserable Iam!" Leng Xiaotai lamented, "Come on, eat vegetables, they are all overcooked. Hey, daughter-in-law, why do you only eat vegetables?"

It was I with the vegetable roll in my mouth, "I have converted to Buddhism."

"..."

"..."

"Come and eat vegetables, it's a good day~"

Shiliang also picked up a vegetable roll to try.

"By the way, Brother Qian." Xiao Yao said, "I might be able to play with you too. Our school has an exchange program, and I plan to sign up."

"Okay, when is it?"

"It's early, junior."

It was Zhen who picked up the drink cup, "Our school also has one, and it will leave in mid-July this year."

"Really..." Shi Liang answered, "Why haven't I heard of it?"

"It's on the official website. Deadline next Sunday." It was I who pointed to the drink bucket in front of Shiliang, "Can you pass me the drink, please?"

"Oh..." Shi Liang grabbed the Coke bucket at hand and helped him fill it up.

"Thank you." I said.

Shi Liang froze.

Wang Jiang, who had been eating in a muffled voice, raised his head, "Xiao Yao, didn't you say you have something to say?"

"Army!" Xiao Yao was embarrassed, "I'm not ready to speak!"

"What are you going to say?" An Yile asked.

"Uh..." Xiao Yao looked at Shi Liang, "Shi... Liang?"

"Just call me Toki."

"TO...Toki. I haven't contacted you for almost a year...Well, Shi Ming and I have known each other since we were young. Although we don't hang out often, we have a deep relationship. You made me suddenly accept that you are not him. I'm a little... ...a bit of a mess."

Shi Liang didn't answer.

"But we are all good classmates and good brothers of Shi Ming before his death. You are his younger brother, of course we will continue to treat you..."

Shi Liang interrupted, "To put it bluntly, our point of contact is Shi Ming, right? It's because I'm Shi Ming's younger brother that I can sit at the same table with you, right?"

"No... I haven't finished my words yet, I..."

"I don't want to come to this occasion at all. You are all Shi Ming's friends, not mine."

Xiao Yao stood up anxiously, "No, no, even though I always thought you were Brother Ming at that time, and you thought you were Brother Ming, but we went to Internet cafes all night together, played basketball at school, and went to Houshan Park to let go Kongming Lantern, I have seen meteor storms in Nibrosa, now I can treat you as a stranger, that is simply impossible!"

"That's right." Qian Duoduo hastened to explain, "Although Xiao Yao is usually very poor, he would die early when he was serious. He and Shi Ming used to have a deep relationship, so he was more accepting when I first found out last year. No. I think, although we all thought you were Shi Ming at that time, after all, the person who made jokes with us was you, not him. We all recognize you as a brother."

Shi Liang drank the drink in the glass and put the empty glass on the table.

"I will bring Shi Ming back."

In the next few days, Shiliang finally understood the strangeness in his heart.

I completely regarded him as an ordinary classmate.

Neither love nor hate.You will say thank you for handing something, and you will say you are welcome if you do me a favor.Shiliang used to like Zhenzhen's polite temperament, but now he hates it.

In my eyes, he is no different from the boy who delivers the courier, the aunt who sells breakfast, or the classmate who greets me.

He knows too well that it is Zhen, and that Zhen's arrogance is not reflected in his arrogance, but that although he treats others peacefully, he does not distract himself.

With a sense of distance, few people can become friends with him.Shiliang used to be my friend, a very good kind, but now, it is I who put the distance between them.

Shiliang thought about it, and thought it was good, the conflict between the two of them was a knot.He still concentrates on thinking about Shi Ming, so as not to be disturbed anymore.

That day, Shiliang went to the school office to be on duty, and happened to learn something.

He rushed to the library angrily and slapped a form on my desk.

"You want to go?" Shiliang asked.

That form is for exchange items to the US.

It was I who sat up straight sleepily, "En."

"..." Shiliang didn't know what to say.Whether to go or not has nothing to do with him.He is not even afraid of my death.

"Do you want to go too?" I said suddenly.

"Huh?" Shiliang blinked, "Ah, yes."

"Let's sign up with a counselor."

"OK……"

Shiliang accidentally grabbed the book and sat down next to Shizhen.

I was writing my final thesis that day, and I kept writing until the library was empty and it was dark.

"Do you... want to have dinner together?" Shi Liang asked hesitantly.

I checked the time, it was already ten sixty.

"You haven't left yet?" He turned to look at the person sitting beside him silently.

Shiliang was very hurt, and the lovers didn't notice him at all.

It was I who got up to unplug the computer and accidentally knocked the phone to the ground.

Shiliang bent down and picked it up, "Here."

"Thank you."

Shiliang wanted to kill someone.

It was I who carried my schoolbag on my back and was about to go out, "Are you going, Shi Ming?"

With a bang, the books were scattered all over the place.

Shi Liang grabbed Yeszhen by the collar and pushed him onto the bookshelf.

"Open your fucking eyes, there is no one else in the library now, what do you call me?"

"Let go." I said calmly.

"Fuck you! Anyone can call me Shi Ming, and they can deny my existence, but you can't!"

"why?"

"Because I like..."

"shut up."

It was I who tore Shi Liang apart, "Because you like someone to find you when you are sad, someone to listen to you when you are angry, someone to accept your whim when you are lonely, and you like to hurt and abuse, just to let the human body It will bring you indescribable pain in your heart. I lie on the ground like a dog, can I bring you comfort?"

Shiliang was momentarily at a loss for words.

It was I who looked at him, "You have done so many things, have you ever thought about me?"

Nothing to say.

Like is selfish, that is not love.

Silence, lights in disrepair, flickering.

"I thought you would hate me, ignore me, and take revenge on me." Shi Liang lowered his head, "I didn't expect you to regard me as an ordinary classmate."

It was I who knelt down and picked up those books one by one.

"What else do you want me to do?" he said, "You are so awkward. You push me away because you can't forgive, and you entangle me because you like it. You don't know what you want. Are you tired?"

"I don't love you." Shi Liang said.

Shiliang thought it was an illusion at that time, but when he saw that it was Zhen, there was a smile in his eyes.

"You go." It was I who put the book back on the shelf, "Stay away from me."