How did Xiao Ming die?

When Shiliang applied for an exchange in the United States, the counselor said that the number of places was already full.

In the afternoon, I called again and said that there was a vacancy, and I was the one who withdrew.

At the end of the semester, Shiliang didn't take a rest, and took a plane to the other side of the ocean in mid-July.

Chairman Li Cheng and others complained in the circle of friends, but they didn't notify everyone and didn't send you off. It's not mean.

Senior Sister Shu Yi sent a private message, "If you have a chance, come back after the holiday, otherwise we will graduate. We must have a meal together!"

"Okay, okay." Shi Liang responded.

This trip is two years.

An Yile once asked Shiliang, "Did you miss him when you went there?"

Shi Liang tilted his head and clamped the phone, and reached for the keys with both hands, "Thinking, thinking."

After entering the door, he threw the key on the table and sat on the sofa, "But it's better to leave. I was right, I stayed by his side, capricious, he was tired, and I was also in pain."

"It's because you are too awkward. You have a prison in your body, and you have a prison in your heart. There are hurdles in your heart that you can't get past."

Shiliang sneered, "When I learned everything three years ago, I felt so overwhelmed that I had no time to think about things other than myself. I felt like I was going to drown. I stared at Zhen, thinking that he could save me ...but do you know why those people in the news who risk their lives to save drowning people often die? Because drowning people are full of fear at that time, and they desperately grab everything that keeps them alive. Often times like this, Shi The rescuer will be disturbed, dragged down, too heavy, too heavy. So I know, I will definitely kill me."

"But Toki." An Yile said, "I'm very glad that you can treat me so calmly now. It's been two years, and I feel that you have changed a lot."

"More mature?"

"You've quieted down."

"It's been two years...it's really calming down a lot." Shi Liang put on the Bluetooth headset, got up and went to collect his clothes, "I'm here every day, listening to lectures, writing papers, doing quiz, washing clothes and cooking, can I not feel calm?"

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence, "It is right to leave him."

"Haha, when will you be back?"

"I won't go back." Shi Liang put the clothes into the basket, "I have good grades, and the school has agreed to transfer my credits. I don't need to go back to my country to study in my senior year."

"Not coming back."

"Well, I won't go back."

An Yile laughed dryly, "Why, is the American Emperor enjoying a good life? I can even imagine your kid driving a Maserati with a Taiwanese bag to pick up Dabo Yang girls."

"Hahahahahaha, you don't need to say much, just understand." Shi Liang laughed and carried the basket into the house.

"So? Are you still saving your brother?"

"Help." Shiliang said, "I haven't rested in the past two years, and I have made new progress."

"Oh? Let's hear it."

"First of all, I didn't calculate a single fitness value for me to replace my brother."

"Oh, and then what?"

"Then I came to a major conclusion! I decided to go to the small alley of Nibrosa to block Shixuan, beat him up, and force him to confess. It will save trouble~"

"Wow~ Great progress~"

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha" Shiliang imitated Zhou Xingchi's laughter exaggeratedly, but accidentally stuck himself in it, "Hahahahahaha, there is another major breakthrough."

"Are you going to beat Shi Rong up?"

"No, no, no." Shiliang said, "Have you heard of Chuang Shi?"

"Sorry, no."

"The energy of the world is conserved, you know? I am nothingness, that is, all things return to zero. My existence means the birth of another ability, which is creation. I recently discovered that as long as there is enough spiritual matter, Then use the ability to create a world, you can change the order of the entire world and break the cycle of the universe.”

"Oh, that sounds so easy."

"It's not easy. First of all, we need to find Chuangshi in the vast universe; secondly, only the Emperor God has such a huge spiritual power in the world, and it needs to transfer the spiritual power to Chuangshi. Only after Chuangshi can complete this great cause Thirdly, I can't guarantee that Chuangshi is a secondary disease who is committed to saving the world, we need to use heroism to influence him, because... After the end, Chuangshi will die."

An Yile was silent for a moment, "That... I just made an association, you said that two things are needed to create a new world order, one is the spirit essence of the Emperor God, and the other is the ability to create the world, right? Then you Have you ever thought about it, Chuang Shi is me?"

"Impossible." Shi Liang made a decisive decision, "The ability to create the world will cause the spiritual quality to vibrate violently, and people will become violent and mad. Do you think it looks like me?"

"It's not like." An Yile said, "But I'm just assuming, if it's me or Chuang Shi, would you trade him for your brother?"

"Of course I will." Shiliang said in a relaxed tone, "Because I don't love him."

When you know that the soul is actually material and controllable, then love is no longer abstract.

It is the same as resentment, hatred, and compassion, which are just a string law in the vibration of the soul.When you think you love, you love, when you think you don't love, psychological suggestion will ease your pain.

Shiliang didn't know, but it was me who emphasized over and over again that Shiliang didn't love him, so what good did it do me.But ever since Shiliang realized that it wasn't love, he really relaxed a lot.

Relaxed class, relaxed lunch, relaxed afternoon tea.

That day, Shiliang received a call from Xiao Yao, and Xiao Yao became an exchange student at the school as promised, in the same city as Shiliang's school.

In the afternoon, the two made an appointment to drink afternoon tea together.

"stay How long?"

"Only three months~ short-term exchange, just here to play." Xiao Yao held a straw in his mouth, "Are you going back after the end of this semester?"

"I won't go back. My credits can be taken here." Shi Liang said, "Do you go home every holiday? How are they?"

"I go back every year. How can you be heartless like you who ran away for two years and didn't even call us!" Xiao Yao took a bite of the biscuit angrily, "Brother Qian is like taking a taxi by plane. Going back to the country. Army seat... Let’s do it like that. Brother Tai is about to release an album, do you know? Let me go, he has not made his official debut yet, and he has been on the headlines of Weibo twice. This looks good but is different, Rely on face to eat for a lifetime."

"Oh." Shi Liang nodded, "What else?"

Yes, is it me?

"Who else?" Xiao Yao was taken aback.

"What about the rest?"

"Others... Oh, my uncle's dog gave birth to puppies."

"==Who is your uncle?"

"Xiao Su, our school stick. Didn't I tell you?"

"==" At that moment, Shi Liang understood the essence of Si Mo Ka Chi Yan.

"No one else, I just have a little contact with these few."

"Is it me?" Shi Liang finally asked.

"Ah?" Xiao Yao was puzzled.

"Is it me?"

"It's me?" Xiao Yao felt that he might have heard it wrong, so he ignored the topic, "By the way, I played a new game a while ago, the official..."

In the evening, the two went back to their respective homes.

Shiliang dragged his exhausted body and sank heavily into the bed.

'You go. ’ So he left without hesitation.

'leave me alone. ’ So he came across the ocean.

Shiliang deleted all communication software that could see Shizhen's news, stopped visiting his personal homepage, never called Shizhen, and he didn't even want to set foot in the mainland where he was.

Two years, no news of him.

Even today, Shiliang finally summoned up the courage to say the phrase 'it's me', but got nothing.

Miss him, his voice, his finger bones, his shoulders, his smell, his black hair and eyes.

Shiliang knew that it wasn't love, but he really fell in love with this person like a poison, a boy who seemed cold in heart but could smile in his eyes.

The last thing he said to me was 'I don't love you. '

But why was it that I was smiling when I heard this sentence that day?

' Does he love me too?It must be so. For two years, Shiliang fantasized that it was I knocking on his door, or answering a phone, and a familiar voice came from there.

But I never contacted him again.

'He must be tired too. 'he thinks.

Unable to suppress the resentment that used his chest, Shi Liang straightened up and sat up.

"Fuck!"

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel suite with a red wine glass in hand, the DJ had a panoramic view of the bustling Los Angeles at night.

The door was pushed open, DJ turned around calmly, raised his glass, "Why are you looking for me in such a hurry, baby~"

Shi Liang stepped forward aggressively, grabbed the wine glass and threw it away.

The glass fell on the carpet with a muffled thud, and the spilled red wine stained the light yellow carpet.

Shi Liang pushed DJ onto the sofa, and rode up by himself.He ripped off DJ's tie, and roughly ripped off his shirt.

The corner of DJ's mouth was playful, he didn't speak, and he didn't resist.

Shiliang lowered his head and went to undo DJ's belt.The movement of his hand was very urgent, and it took several times to untie it.

"What's the matter, baby~" DJ raised his tail, but his voice was low.

Shi Liang stopped his movements and looked up at DJ. His eyes were red, and his eyes were firm and stubborn.

"Let's do it." He said quietly.

Silence, about three seconds.

"Ke." DJ sneered, "Kahahahahahahaha."

"What are you laughing at?" Shi Liang was annoyed.

DJ held back his smile, pinched Shi Liang's cheeks with his big rough hands, and pulled hard.Shiliang was pulled forward by him, and he had to support him with both hands, lying on his chest.

DJ looked at Shiliang's face, "Your mouth is so small, can it hold a huge man's mouth? Pressing against your throat, the fishy smell poured into your nasal cavity, suffocating, and retching. Or do you want to open your arms in front of me?" leg."

Shiliang's face was stern, "You talk a lot of nonsense."

"What do you want from me?" DJ asked. "Self-release, or self-destruction?"

"I'm going crazy."

DJ laughed, he let go of Shiliang, raised his hand, and pinned Shiliang's broken hair behind his ear, with unprecedented tenderness.

"Toki, it's not like you," he said. "If you miss that kid, go back, go to him, and beat him up. Cut off his fingers, cut off his toes, cut off his Lock him in your attic so he has to stay with you and tell him you love him."