How did Xiao Ming die?

CA984, Los Angeles to Beijing.

Shiliang had no intention of looking at the city he had been away from for two years.

Sitting in a taxi, he was conflicted and confused, and very excited.

Seeing him, what shall I say?Should he beat him without saying a word, or rush to hug him?Do you pretend to say hello indifferently, or pass by with your thoughts hidden.

It's the beginning of July, right up to the end of term.It was about the same time as when he left.

After getting out of the car, Shiliang went straight to the dormitory.

The door of No. 113 was open, and Shiliang went straight in.

However, the figure he expected was not there.

Moreover, my bed is empty, and there is no sign of anyone living here on the table.

"Is it me?" He blurted out.

"Ah?" Yin Tao took off the earphones, and then noticed Shi Liang, "Oh my God! Shi Ming! When did you come back! I miss you!!!"

Shi Liang twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Well, is that me? Have you moved out?"

He pointed to the empty bed.

"Who are you talking about?"

"It's me."

Shi Liang looked at Yin Tao's confused face, and panicked and frightened.He suddenly thought of Xiao Yao, when he mentioned it was Zhen that day, he had the same confused expression.

"It's... Zhen?" Xiao Qi was puzzled, "I live in this house with Zhen Yu, did you remember wrongly?"

As soon as the words fell, Shiliang had already run out.

He ran around the campus as if he had lost something, and when he met someone, he asked, do you know who I am?

No one remembers the name.

He asked Li Cheng, Wang Jiang, and even Lan Qie.

who is it?they said.

The sun was about to set, and the stands on the playground were very high, with a red frame bordered by the setting sun.

Shi Rong sat there, facing the sunset in the distance.

Shi Liang walked quietly behind Shi Rong and stood under the stands.

"It's been two years, and you just thought of looking for him?"

"Where is I?"

Shi Rong squinted his eyes, reflecting the evening red in the distance.

"Creation. World, use up the god-level spiritual matter to renew every particle in the universe. In the new world, there is no longer the shackles of fate."

"Where is I?"

The red-haired figure slowly raised his arms.The palm of that hand curved slightly, as if holding the air.

"The dew in the morning, the sunshine in the afternoon, the fluttering catkins in front of your eyes, the farthest star in the universe." Rong turned his head, "It's me, it's creation. The world."

The light breeze brushed between the fingers, blowing the hair on Shi Liang's forehead.

'I still think you look best with your bangs up. '

The panic in his heart subsided in an instant, but Shiliang was no longer afraid, only endless dullness.

"When?" he asked.

Shi Rong continued to turn his back to Shiliang, with a calm tone, "July NO.13, two years ago."

July NO.13 was the day when Shiliang flew to the United States.

Shi Rong said that the cycle of the universe has been broken long ago, human beings will not perish with the black hole, and Shi Ming does not need to take his life for it.

He said that at the beginning, the three of them were selfish and arrogance, so that everything except the emperor and god was regarded as the rubble of building a new world.Humanity, the Earth, including you, are all sacrifices to the Gear Project.

Among the three, Zhen is the emperor who is closest to human beings. He cherishes the creatures bred in the universe and human beings very much. Now he has given the future to the universe as he wished. We are all alive. I hope that the past will pass along with the extended trajectory of destiny. Far.

He said, until now, let me say this sentence.Woke you up, used you, put you under the wheel of the universe, sorry.

Shi Liang raised his head, looked at the red-haired figure and finished speaking calmly.

"It's Rong, you shouldn't have said those words." He said, "You should come down from there, then give me a punch, and ask me why it wasn't me who died, why I couldn't stay, it was me."

"Of the three of us, I'm the stupidest. I don't know what the two of them know, and I don't understand what they think. Especially the third child, the least talkative, and the most annoying. Xuan wanted to keep him, didn't Stay. I thought you could, but you pushed him." The clenched fists of the red-haired boy trembled uncontrollably, "I can't fight you, I can't be angry with you. Otherwise..."

He grinned and cried, "Otherwise the third child will say that I bully you again."

"Actually, on the basketball court that day, when I lost control and hurt you, you already knew that I was nothingness. At that time, you should kill me."

"Live, we are all alive. Go and pick up your brother, Xuan is waiting for you."

"Why did they all forget that it was me, but I didn't?"

"This is the new world I imagined, without him. You are nothingness after awakening, and your memory cannot be erased. In order not to let you notice, An Yile and DJ, who have often been in contact with you, also Remember him."

"Thank you, you are very considerate." Shiliang said in a relaxed tone, "Actually, there is no need to worry about my mood, I won't be sad..."

The sun was about to sink, and the stands climbed a layer of dark blue.

"...Because I don't love him."

The people under the stands turned and left. It was Rong who sat on the stand and watched the darkness engulf the entire campus.

'Accompany me back to the third floor of high school for a nostalgic experience. '

I always thought this was the beginning of the story.

'No help. '

Every time I ask you for help, you are always like this, not even giving me 800 yuan of friendship.But I know that you will definitely come to save me.

'Mengmeng, Mengmeng is dead. '

This fucking didn't mean to praise me, you wanted to scold me at the beginning!Actually...Compared to Shiming, Shiliang, Toki, I want you to call me Mengmeng.

'I want to try the feeling of being a scumbag. '

In an empty screening room, you say you don't like me.In the past, you always bullied me, being cold, pretending to be aggressive, so dead.Made me think I was unrequited love all the time.In fact, the person who likes you is me, and the person who loves me is you.

'Oh, Xuan asked you to return this earring to him. '

You pushed me into the small dressing room, then turned around and left me lost.I realized later that you thought I was Soul at that time, and you dared not kiss me a few times.

'This is the emperor's mausoleum that I built for myself. '

The one who agreed to be a neighbor in Nanshan Cemetery is a liar.

'Maybe one day we won't be the original us, but at least the scenery we have seen together will not change. '

Stop at the red light, go at the green light, I still remember the intersection where you kissed me.

'You are so awkward.Push me away because I can't forgive, because I like it and entangle me.You don't know what you want, are you tired? '

I want you to find me when I'm sad, listen to me when I'm crazy, and accept my whim when I'm lonely.I like hurting sadism, just to let you experience the pain I can't tell.

'Did you miss me after doing so many things? '

I haven't thought about it, because liking is selfish, that's not love.

'Does it comfort you that I lie on the ground like a dog? '

When I was crying before, you came to the rooftop to find me, you hugged me, kissed me, lifted my bangs and said that I look the best when I am like this.But that day, when you cried, I didn't even have the courage to take a step forward.

'We don't care about the cycle of the universe, don't care about Shi Ming, don't care about the past, it doesn't matter anymore, maybe there are still a few years, maybe there are still decades, you and I go, just pass through these few decades year, go anywhere. '

Would someone as persistent as you have such thoughts?That day, you came to find me, I've never seen you in such a mess.You say 'let's go. 'I think you're like a madman, it bothers me.So I shot and left you quiet.

'roll. '

Outside the window of the ward is the fireworks to welcome the spring. From this moment on, your heart will die.

"Memory is the most useless inheritance. Whether a person is alive or not has nothing to do with his memory, identity, or name. Most importantly, your future still has possibilities." '

You tell me that my future is still possible.But you gave the future to the whole world, but not yourself.

'I just want to see a play.You are very interesting, Mr. Paranoia. '

Are you trying to say you don't love me?You must not love me anymore, I'm just your ordinary classmate.I must not love you, this is the last sentence I said to you.

But at that time, why were you laughing?

Do you think that if I don't love you, I won't be sad?

'What kind of confidence do you have to act recklessly in front of me?Did I say, I love you? '

Yeah, you never seem to say 'I love you' to me.

Shi Liang walked back to the lakeside apartment, took out the key and opened the door, but Yin Tao and the others were not there.

He walked to the desk where I used to stay, and cut a line of dust with his fingertips.

There is an indelible ink stain on the upper right corner of the table, he knows that I like to use a pen; there is a nail nailed on the left side of the stool, because I always kick the trash can upside down, so I simply hang a plastic bag next to the stool; the handle of the drawer is broken , I stuck a strong sticky hook on the outside.

Shi Liang grabbed the sticky hook and pulled it casually, and the drawer was pulled open.

Inside, there was something that that person didn't take away.

It's a gift box. On my birthday, it's a radio that I didn't give away.

Shiliang opened the package, and the card with the message fell out.

'Cosmicbackgroundradiation, CBR can prove that the Big Bang really existed.It is almost everywhere, just turn on the radio, tuned to no frequency band, those rustling sounds are the words from the universe. '

Shiliang turned on the radio numbly, twisting the knob dully, switching back and forth among the disorganized frequency bands.

Eventually, he stopped in a pale rustle.

For ordinary people, it is just a noise that is difficult to listen to.But for Shiliang who can quantify the world, he understands it.

It was a voice from the depths of the universe.

He's saying, 'I love you. '

The author has something to say:

Post the Chinese translation of the lyrics of the song my brother sang at the school celebration

DARMAGRAND PRIX

Come on, let's start from where today, let's just think it's the world's fault

Hold an apology meeting in the victim's paradise or hold an apology meeting with the perpetrator's thoughts

Those of you who choose the former are right to try sending out a

send one of the most unfortunate people in the world to let you go now

Unceasingly moved by tears, an unprecedented blockbuster

What an unspeakable joy, but who is the source of those tears?

To the point where I can believe not only anyone's tears

How much better is it to be good at boring conversations after all?

Come just for this proposition, try to wake up today

It's just that it's disgusting to swim in this pool

Will your love and my stubbornness be able to cross tomorrow

Just count those who survive on the afternoon of the end of the world as winners

So being disgusting doesn't really matter at all.

The inexplicable reaction to being barked by a puppy is even greater

This world is nothing more than insomnia, nights, corpses, busyness, poverty, boredom, and anticipation. How do you get out of it? It's a tumbledown, instead, it's reborn. how much you care

Everything you do is your desire

They all exist only to satisfy one of them.

Bravo

Can your [but] and my [but] go beyond tomorrow

One time is enough, I really want to do that kind of 100% pure self-sacrifice

Will your love and my stubbornness be able to cross tomorrow

Just count those who survive on the afternoon of the end of the world as winners

What is temporarily invincible in this world is when the victim is revived

It was me who was smiling 3 seconds before self-destruction.