Meet·Lijiang

The most irresistible thing is the gentleness of the fingertips.I have touched your deepest secret, maybe your lifetime promise, because the moment you bloom at my fingertips, it has become a sweet and heavy responsibility on the tip of my heart.

-------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------ Zhuang Sheng's Travel Notes Love is not spoken, but made , this may really not be a joke, but the truth.When two people open their bodies and hearts to accept each other, love itself has been sublimated.

Regarding sex and love, many people have debated many times. However, those who have experienced it know that spiritual love is fascinating, but physical love will make people fall on the basis of this spiritual love.Of course, the premise is true love.Physical desire without love is more often reduced to a kind of corruption, while desire based on love is more like a physical and mental journey to the sky, which will satisfy people and make people unable to extricate themselves.

In fact, the body is also a part of the mind, and it is often the part of the mind that is unwilling to show and open to others easily.So the body is often the deepest door of the soul.So when Yang Hui pushed open the last door of Zhuang Zijing, the fusion of body feeling and soul was shocking.

The two had shared the same bed many times, and Yang Hui once asked Zhuang Zijing why he didn't do anything.

Zhuang Zijing didn't say anything, in fact, it was because the last door was not ready for people to open, because there were still doubts, and because there were still fears.Or a few years ago, she once opened up to others, but left a scar, and time can heal the scar, and even allow Zhuang Zijing to change her perspective, and see more clearly the truth that she could not see at the beginning humanity.But the scar was healed, but the pain was never forgotten, so I was more cautious.

It's just that Zhuang Zijing returned to this city with Yang Hui's company, once again faced Li Feng who didn't even want to mention it before, and once again faced everything she had faced before. Although Zhuang Zijing didn't say anything, she thought a lot .This world is too complicated, and everyone has their own thoughts. It may be difficult for anyone to really change someone, and it is difficult for anyone to really turn evil into good, even if it is one's own relatives.

Therefore, for an individual, perhaps the only thing that can and should be done to make the whole world full of kindness and make life truly happy is to make oneself happy.This was once the theory that Yang Hui told Zhuang Zijing, but now, Zhuang Zijing really understood it.

The past has bound my life for more than 20 years, now I can let go.

And what we will inevitably face after that may be more tortuous and indirect, and there may even be other constraints, but as Yang Hui said, the heart is free, and people are free.

Since Yixing resigned and embarked on the journey of self-discovery, what Zhuang Zijing wanted was freedom, which may be a resistance to the malice and bondage of this world, and a kind of exile for herself.But the resoluteness and chicness when letting go of the life we ​​had in the past should not be an episode in life, but the beginning of another way of life.

But now, Zhuang Zijing thinks over Yang Hui's freedom, so she decides to start a real journey of freedom.

That is freedom of body and mind, not form but substance.Learn to live seriously and bravely in your own way.As Yang Hui said, that is to follow one's own mind and do what one wants to do.

Including, if you want to love, you will love, and love hard.

The light from the window pours into the guest room from the gap in the curtains and falls on the bed to remind the arrival of the day. Unfortunately, the person on the bed doesn't seem to feel it, only small kisses and short breaths respond to the touch of the sun.

It wasn't until Sunshine shyly slid off the big bed, and slowly shrank back to the window, that Zhuang Zijing, who was quietly nestled in Yang Hui's arms, said lazily, "It's time for us to get up."

"What do you do when you get up?" Yang asked back.Zhuang Zijing's charm and passion last night are still echoing in her mind at this moment, filling her heart that has been empty for so many years.So what do you do when you wake up?At this moment, she just wanted to hold Zhuang Zijing in her arms, preferably forever, as if she had already embraced the whole world.

Zhuang Zijing slightly moved her body: "Otherwise, we might miss the flight."

Yang Hui looked at the phone: "It seems to be. But what should I do if I still can't remember?"

Zhuang Zijing smiled lazily, and then gritted her teeth and got out of Zhuang Zijing's arms: "Get up, slob. The sun is already high, don't get up yet!"

Yang Hui chuckled, but his eyes fell on Zhuang Zijing's body that I had just gotten out of before I had time to put on clothes.

Noticing Yang Hui's gaze, Zhuang Zijing's face turned red, and she quickly pulled the quilt to cover herself: "Turn around."

Yang Hui turned around obediently, with her back to Zhuang Zijing. In fact, she wanted to turn around too, because Zhuang Zijing pulled the quilt to cover herself, so the entire front of Yang Hui who was lying on his side was almost exposed to the air. .

Zhuang Zijing's eyes fell on Yang Hui's slightly thin back, and then slowly slid across her skin, traversing her graceful waistline, and then landed on a piece of round and fair skin.

Realizing that her eyes were committing crimes, Zhuang Zijing restrained herself, grabbed the clothes on the bedside table and put them on, then pinched Zhuang Zijing's butt: "Okay, get up."

Then the two quickly washed up, checked out, and then took a taxi to the airport.The missed flight did not happen, so the trip ended smoothly and without incident.

Of course, perhaps the biggest surprise was meeting Li Feng.There was no easing of the relationship between the two parties as planned, no quarrel, no confession from Li Feng, and of course no future.When the plane soared into the sky, and Zhuang Zijing overlooked the city that was gradually moving away from the window of the cabin, she held Yang Hui's hand and said with emotion: "Everything ends here, and everything begins here."

Yang Hui didn't reply, but he understood what she said.The ties and pains of the past ended in this city, and the relationship between two people, sublimated to another level from here, was the beginning.

Even though Zhuang Zijing asked Yang Hui last night, how can she believe that she can still love Yang Hui when she goes ashore.But Yang Hui knows that it is precisely because of this kind of prudence and not concealing herself that it just reflects the importance she attaches to this love.

In fact, when facing love, who doesn't want to have a happy ending?What a beautiful and desirable ending to hold the hand of the son and grow old together with the son.

Yang Hui held Zhuang Zijing's hand: "Well, everything starts here. We can live freely and happily."

When the two stepped on the ground again, it was already dusk, and Zhuang Zijing received several text messages as soon as she turned on her phone, all from Yan Yu.

From worry to confession, I wrote a lot.

Zhuang Zijing replied: I'm in Lijiang, I'm fine, don't worry, thank you.Also, I will go back to Dali tomorrow, let's talk again then.

The lover who just opened the last door will never feel that the night is too long. This is almost an unavoidable fact, because the secret hidden behind that door is enough for the lover to search and taste repeatedly, and finally because he is the only secret. The owner is deeply proud and proud.

Yang Hui is deeply immersed in this kind of pride and pride, shock and sweetness, like a child who encounters a toy for the first time. .

When the thick night covered the whole city, even Xingzi withdrew his mischievous gaze, and the fresh and peaceful air gently swayed into the room through the gaps in the windows. Zhuang Zijing, who Yang Hui opened the last door, handed herself over to Yang Hui, and then desperately wanted Yang Hui's response—this was not an exchange, but a desire, because she wanted to possess, to be in love Make your own imprint on your body.

Yang Hui has never known that his body has so many secrets, and those secrets have been like a quiet lake in a deep mountain for so many years, without any ripples, and in this deep, moonless night, when Zhuang Zijing's fingers It blows over my body like a breeze, like the gentlest wind in the mountains, making people relax and happy, and like a squirrel jumping briskly among the branches, and I have never been hit by its claws accidentally. Wonderful song I've heard.The quiet lake water in the pool rippled lightly, and then stirred up splashes of water for the occasional playing.

Each flower is strange and beautiful.

The heart lake that has been silent for more than 20 years, from ripples to waves to tides, Yang Hui is either happy or painful in the hands of Zhuang Zijing, and finally sinks.

Zhuang Zijing said, "I know you love me."

"I love you."

"Because you want me to enter your world, and you also condone my rampage."

"There doesn't seem to be anything wrong with that either."

"That's because you never thought about rejecting me, both in body and mind. Accept it with concentration and calmness, and enjoy it with concentration and calmness."

"It sounds good. I seem to have done a good job." Yang Hui smiled wearily, but still with a bit of mischievousness and shyness.

Zhuang Zijing held her face and looked at her deeply: "You must be an extraordinary person."

"Just because of zero sex?" Yang Hui felt that this argument was a bit strange.

Zhuang Zijing nodded: "Do you know that humans are a very strange animal?"

"Oh?"

"When you put on clothes, it's easy to learn to disguise, not only the body's disguise, but also the heart's disguise. Everyone wants to show the side they want to show. Some people want to show free and easy, some people want to show Elegance, some people want to be feminine, some people want to be unassuming, but that's not necessarily true."

"Then what is real?"

"A person who is usually very calm, when she loses all pretense and accepts the deepest contact with her lover, she is still calm, then she must be an extraordinary person, because she is originally a calm person, because she is calm, so extraordinary."

"Shouldn't people be calm?"

"Should, but not everyone can do it. More often, we learn to disguise, then get used to it, and then fear that others will see everything other than what we have disguised. When the body needs to be revealed to others, how much People are afraid of the kind of confusion that cannot be controlled."

"You also opened up everything to me. I see the same you as usual, so you are also an extraordinary person." Yang Hui said.

Zhuang Zijing smiled: "That's because you make me feel safe and willing."

Yang Hui chuckled and put his arms around Zhuang Zijing: "Look, it's still early."

"Yes. It's still early, and it's not yet light." Zhuang Zijing snuggled into Yang Hui's arms, her voice soft to the bone.