amber affair

The small mouth was slightly clenched, and Ryoma grabbed Sanada's wrist tightly, and hummed: "Then let's go back."

"Wait a minute, little boy." Looking at Sanada and Ryoma gently, the old monk took out a few things from his wide sleeves, put them in front of them one by one, and said with a smile: "You are rare guests, let me Let me give you a present."

Under the gaze of two pairs of puzzled eyes, the old monk pointed to the colored letter paper and pen and said: "Write down what you want to say to each other on the paper, then put it in this bag, and hang it on the tree over there." .Believe me, this is a blessing and you will definitely get what you want."

Blinking, Ryoma didn't say anything, grabbed the pen and paper first, quickly wrote a few simple handwriting, then stuffed it into the little red kit handed to him by the old monk, and held it in his palm.The cat's eyes were fixed on it and still not moving. Looking at Sanada in a daze on the letter paper, he frowned and said, "Hurry up, we'll go back when we finish writing."

Biting the back of his lip, he turned around and wrote down his feelings where Ryoma couldn't see it. Sanada folded it carefully and put it in the small kit.Get up, walk to the tree pointed by the old monk together with Ryoma.

A tree that is not tall, but it grows very simple and pleasing, and the green branches are already covered with red kits fluttering in the wind.Hanging the kits that belonged to each other close to each other on the branch, Sanada turned his head to the old man who was staring at them with a smile and bent deeply, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

Thank you for your blessings, thank you for your tolerance and understanding, thank you for letting me confess in this way, and I have settled my worries.

Echizen, what I want to say to you, and what I must never say to you, is: I like you, Echizen.

(44)

The time we spend together always passes quickly, and in a blink of an eye, the sky has begun to fall with snow, and Christmas is here.

After the last class of the day, the students had already returned home, they hurriedly packed up their books and left. In the classroom, only Sanada and Yukimura, who had been sitting by the window in a trance, were silently staring at him.

The relationship between Ryoma and Sanada is no secret in Li Haida.Almost everyone knows how much the condensed and serious Emperor Lihai loves Qingxue's proud first-year selection; and that delicate and cute boy like a cat, it seems that only when facing Sanada, will he show his sweet and childish expression smile.

Although Sanada has always insisted that he and Ryoma are not in contact, when Ryoma appears at the gate of Lihai every weekend, his eyes are always full of ambiguity, and of course disgust and contempt.But all of this is not important, what is important is that when the boy appeared, the undisguised pampering tenderness on Sanada's face showed how happy he was.

Looking up at the hazy sky with signs of snow again, Yukimura's purple eyes were slightly dimmed.

This year's Christmas Eve, let's spend it alone again. He, who was called the Son of God, has always been lonely.Both parents are abroad, and whenever night falls and faces the deserted and luxurious home, he can't help but think how satisfied he would be if the boy could be by his side.

It's a pity that there is only Sanada in those cat-like eyes, and only Sanada from beginning to end.As for himself, he is just a senior who treats him very well and is very gentle, a senior who he likes very much, that's all.

So, Sanada, what are you not satisfied with?Why does your expression become more and more lonely, as if that child likes you, which is not something to be happy about.Don't you love him so deeply?Although you don't say it, anyone with a discerning eye can see it.

Slowly got up, walked to Sanada's side, Yukimura leaned on the desk and asked softly: "Today is Christmas Eve, Echizen will come over, Genichiro."

Slightly startled, with a hint of complexity in his black eyes, Sanada straightened his lips and nodded silently.

It's finally Christmas, and there's not much time left before the day of parting.From that day on, these days, they spent as much time together as possible, but they still felt that it was not enough.The love for him grows day by day, and Sanada really doubts whether she will be able to say goodbye to him calmly.

Goodbye, never see you again, even if we see each other, we will gradually become alienated.With a distance of half a world away, he didn't dare to imagine how long the proud boy would remember him. He could only let the pain and confusion of not being able to find a way out gradually turn into despair over time, but he still wanted to treat him well.

"I heard that Echizen is going back to the United States, when will he be leaving?" Yukimura asked softly, with purple eyes fixed on Sanada, suppressing the reluctance in his heart.

"I didn't say the specific time, I just said it will be after Christmas." Unconsciously clenched his hands, despite the pain caused by fingertips digging into his palms, Sanada pressed his wrists to his forehead, his deep voice gradually hoarse.

"So soon?" After being stunned for a while, a touch of sadness was condensed on his handsome and fair face, Yukimura sighed lowly, and forced a smile: "I thought he would leave after the end of this semester, but I didn't expect it to be so soon. I don't know what will happen to him in the future." Will you go back to Japan?"

Tightly closing his eyes, he let Yukimura's unintentional sigh hit his heart, causing a faint dull pain.Sanada gritted his teeth, turned his head to look at the gloomy sky, and quickly responded: "Probably not, their whole family is going back. Even if they come back in the future, it will be to participate in the competition. There is nothing worthy of his nostalgia in Japan."

Yes, there is nothing to miss, so I will never come back again.His future only belongs to the field full of passion and glory; as for himself, the only thing he can do is to look at him and forget him.

Frowning finely, Yukimura looked at Sanada silently for a long time, then asked hoarsely, "What about you?"

"Me?" She raised her lips in self-deprecating manner, and pulled out a smile without any smile. Sanada's voice was full of cold disgust towards herself: "How should I live or how should I live, it has nothing to do with whether he can go or not." Yes, just like liking him, it has nothing to do with him.

Frowning tightly, Yukimura grabbed Sanada's broad shoulders and forced him to look at him, his gentle voice was uncontrollably hoarse: "Why are you indifferent, you like him so much, why are you indifferent?"

Indifferent?Why do you say he is indifferent?He gave everything he could to Echizen, including feelings; but so what?This relationship that shouldn't exist should have been broken a long time ago.Blindly liking, blindly indulging, nothing but despair.

The empty classroom was terribly silent, and the cold wind passing through was howling with the bitter cold of winter.Looking at Yukimura speechlessly, Sanada lowered his head, picked up the slightly vibrating cell phone, and was slightly moved.

he came.Maybe it's to say goodbye, maybe it's tomorrow.

"Echizen is here, do you want to go together?" Bending down to pick up the ball bag, Sanada glanced back at Yukimura who was still staring at him with a puzzled face, and asked softly.

Leaning tiredly on the edge of the table, letting the purple hair scatter on his cheeks, hiding the sadness and pain in his eyes, Yukimura shook his head and refused: "No, I still have some things to deal with, goodbye."

"Okay, I'll go first." Waving goodbye, Sanada walked out quickly.Walking to the door of the classroom, he looked back at Yukimura who was still standing there, and said in a deep voice, "I will let you know when Echigo leaves."

When I walked out of the school gate, the sky began to fall with numerous snowflakes.Looking at the thinly clad boy standing alone at the school gate, Sanada frowned slightly, and walked over quickly.Covering his thin shoulders with his coat, he said in a low voice with a trace of reproach: "It's snowing, why don't you wear more?"

Exhaling hot air towards the sky, Ryoma smiled and narrowed his cat eyes, raised his eyebrows to look at his dark eyes as deep as night, and snorted softly: "Didn't you put it on?"

Putting his cold little hands into his palms, letting his own body temperature warm him up, Sanada smiled lightly on his lips, and met Shang Hao's amber cat eyes staring at him proudly: "Today is Christmas Eve, where do you want to go?"

"We went to the festival. This is my first Christmas in Japan."

There was an unconcealable eagerness in the beautiful and innocent eyes, which made Sanada's heart soft and painful, and he clenched his fingers unconsciously. "Well, let me show you Christmas Eve in Kanagawa. Let's have dinner first, shall we have sushi?"

"No, let's go buy cakes first." For the first time ever, the kitten who loves Japanese food rejected Sanada's invitation, and stared at Sanada's slightly surprised expression with a pair of round cat eyes motionless. Arguably emphatic: "Let's go buy cakes."

Seemingly accustomed to such arrogance and stubbornness, Sanada didn't say anything, and agreed with silence.

Take the bus and rush to the urban area. When you arrive, the lively streets have been decorated with newly decorated street lights and crowded crowds into a sea of ​​joy.Blocking the passing crowd with his body, Sanada frowned slightly to comfort the impatient young man in his arms: "I remember there is a nice cake shop over there, please be patient."

"Oh, hurry up." Although he was really upset by the deafening noise, Ryoma couldn't help but smile sweetly when he saw that the person who had been helping him to block pedestrians was more nervous than him. Gently caressed her pursed lips with her hand.

Lowering his head, looking at the beautiful cat eyes bent into crescent moon arcs, Sanada softened his expression, gently held the numb hand on his lips with his slender fingers, leaned over and branded a precious kiss on his smooth forehead: " It'll be there soon, don't worry."

In fact, I only came here once, the last time I went to the hospital to visit Yukimura Mae and Marui came here to buy cakes.So, I clearly remembered that it was in this direction, but I still searched back and forth for a long time.My heart, which has always been calm, is slightly anxious, for fear that the people around me will