the wind is also you

Eyes didn't speak, Brother Tong quickly supported Li Huai'an and asked, "Are you all right?"

Li Huai'an waved his hand. He retched a little. The fishy smell in his throat did not know where it came from. He raised his head and said, "Can you contact Zhang Qing's family?"

Brother Tong saw that his face turned pale in an instant, took out his mobile phone and looked through it and said, "No, Zhang Qing, you don't know that he doesn't tell us about his family, since when did he ask about the people behind him with us?" thing?"

Li Huai'an's throat moved and he said, "Then ask, ask everyone, you will definitely be able to ask, now there is no time."

Brother Tong immediately turned around to make a phone call, and the little bastard on the other side kept muttering: "What should I do, what should I do..."

Li Huaian shouted at him: "It's okay, don't be nervous, Zhang Qing is not that weak."

After he finished speaking, he retched again, but couldn't spit out anything into the trash can next to him.

The trash can was full of vomit and some unknown liquids. Li Huai'an was a little dizzy. He pressed the wall tightly, and suddenly heard a beep...

Brother Tong just got through the phone, and at the same time, the door of the operating room opened.

……

Shen Qian waited very late at home, and he had to go to Master Huainan to practice painting tomorrow, but Li Huaian never responded to his message.

After waiting for a while, I couldn't hold on any longer, went downstairs and bought two boxes of instant noodles, and was paying for it, when I heard the two aunts in the store chatting.

"Hehe, I just watched, that fat guy is so crazy, he stabbed Zhang Qing in the stomach with a knife!" The aunt was chatting with the woman next to her while paying Shen Qian the settlement.

☆, towards the sun

The woman next to her was surprised when she heard this: "That person must not die?"

"That's not right, the blood flowed all over the place! Guaranteed to die."

"Fatty's head is going to be planted this time!"

"Prison for sure."

……

Shen Qian paused while holding the phone, and the woman pointed to the QR code next to her and said, "Scan the code to pay, nine yuan."

After Shen Qian paid the money, he walked out of the store. He took two boxes of instant noodles and walked towards Zhang Qing's Malatang. He found that the door of Zhang Qing's store had been smashed, the glass was broken all over the place, and there was a puddle of brown blankets across the road. Cleaned up traces.

There were still some people on this road, but because of the murder that just happened, the road was in a mess, the plastic shell blown by the wind, the glass shards reflected the sun's light on the ground.

He stood at the intersection, his sleeves trembling in the cold wind.

"Hello." Shen Qian answered the call, and Li Huai'an asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Shen Qian could hear that his voice was a bit wrong, tiredness came out of his throat, full of vicissitudes.

Shen Qian said: "I didn't eat it, I just bought instant noodles."

"Then when I come back, don't eat instant noodles, it's not good for your health." Li Huaian instructed.

Shen Qian thought about Zhang Qing's matter, and he asked worriedly: "What's wrong with Zhang Qing?"

"..." Li Huai'an didn't answer, and Shen Qian could hear vaguely noisy crying from the phone.

Without waiting for Li Huai'an's reply, Shen Qian immediately said, "Then come back early, I'll wait for you at home."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Qian held his breath. He looked at the broken glass door with the word "Fu" on it that was blown by the wind.

He feebly walked back with two boxes of instant noodles, and the setting sun cast a long shadow on the ground.

When Li Huaian came home, he opened the door and found two boxes of instant noodles on the table. One bowl was empty and there was not even soup left, and the other bowl was still full, but it was completely cold.

He didn't see Shen Qian around, he must have gone upstairs to sleep, Li Huaian hung his coat on the hanger, and then went upstairs to find Shen Qian.

Because Shen Qian didn't wait for anyone, he went to bed early. He and Li Huai'an had a lot of things these days, and both of them were exhausted by the successive events.

Shen Qian was in a depressed state again these days, and fell asleep very quickly.

After taking a shower, Li Huai'an originally wanted to sleep on the sofa, but seeing the person lying on the big bed, he tiptoed off the quilt and got in, lying beside Shen Qian. He couldn't hold on any longer, but when he saw Shen Qian's face, he felt a spontaneous sense of happiness.

It seems that nothing is terrible, as long as there is each other.

In a daze, Shen Qian could feel someone crawling in under the blanket, and when he opened his eyes tiredly, he saw Li Huai'an's face pressed against him, with his eyes closed, embracing his waist in peace of mind,

Shen Qian knew that he was tired, so he didn't speak, and just let him hug him.

But Li Huai'an said, "Didn't sleep."

"how do you know……"

"I can hear your heartbeat, it keeps beating." Li Huai'an opened his eyes and looked at him with a smirk, Shen Qian was speechless: "Everyone has a heartbeat."

"It's different." Li Huai'an hugged his waist tightly, and moved closer to himself, "When you fell asleep, your heart was beating, beating, but when you were not asleep, your heart was beating."

"No difference." Shen Qian felt that he was really bored, and asked again, "Have you eaten yet?"

Li Huaian said, "I'm not hungry."

"alright."

There was a long silence between the two.

Li Huai'an couldn't fall asleep, so he started chatting again: "Let's chat, it's still early."

Shen Qian couldn't help laughing, Li Huai'an was just looking for trouble, he turned his face to look at him and asked, "What are you talking about?"

"Let's talk...why don't you like to study finance?" Li Huai'an touched the tip of Shen Qian's nose, and Shen Qian hit him backhanded, and said arrogantly: "Don't touch me again, believe it or not Abolish you."

Li Huai'an pretended to be very scared, but actually touched his waist even more arrogantly: "Then it depends on whether I disabled you or you disabled me."

Li Huai'an paid the price for his arrogance. He sat on the corner of the bed rubbing his ankles, and protested to Shen Qian: "You are too ruthless, if I hadn't kept my hand..." He choked, seeing Shen Qian's wink No, immediately got out of bed and said, "I'm going to eat noodles, I'm a little hungry."

He has never lost to Li Huai'an, who made him like Shen Qian, this is love.

The next day, Shen Qian went to master Huainan to learn painting. His talent was better than Li Huai'an. Huainan found that this kid could draw better than expected even if he taught him casually.

Shen Qian himself worked very hard. Not only could he over-fulfill the tasks given by Master Huainan, but he could also clearly see the most natural connection between art and life.

Every time Li Huai'an finished reciting the words given by Shen Qian, he hurriedly went to Master Huainan to watch Shen Qian's paintings, and his grandmother also came to Li Huai'an several times to ask about Shen Qian, and Shen Qian was very polite Angrily declined.

Probably he has also adapted to living with Li Huai'an. Shen Qian just wants to paint well, help Li Huai'an successfully pass the college entrance examination, and then wait for an opportunity to talk to Yang Shuqin about changing majors.

The result he hopes most is that Yang Shuqin agrees to his request, and Li Huaian is admitted to the school in Linping, so that he can do what he loves and spend the rest of his life with the person he loves the most.

It turned out that Shen Qian didn't meet Li Huai'an, but Shen Qian felt that life was really boring. When he met, everything seemed to be a matter of course, just being together like this, and describing the future together like this.

This is something he never dared to think about in the past.

After painting for a while, Master Huainan held Shen Qian's painting and suddenly said, "Shen Qian, you can participate in the recent National Youth White Horse Competition."

Before Shen Qian was surprised, Li Huai'an was surprised for him first: "White horse race?"

The White Horse Competition is a national watercolor painting competition. Most of the participants are art students who have devoted themselves to the watercolor major since childhood. It is generally divided into three competitions, the shortlist, the second competition, and the final competition.

But last year's finalist competition alone has caused many top art students to complain, and the difficulty can be imagined.

Shen Qian didn't want to miss such an opportunity, since the master asked him, he readily agreed.

Li Huai'an was happier than Shen Qian. Shen Qian is so powerful, which shows that his vision is really strong, otherwise how could he find such an outstanding person.

Shen Qian glanced at him: "Here are beautiful ones for you."

As soon as Li Huaian left the crowd, he grasped Shen Qian's hand, but Shen Qian refused to let him hold it, so he shouted that his hands were cold, Shen Qian had no choice but to hand him his hand.

Touching Shen Qian's hand, Li Huai'an smiled like a hooligan, but when he thought that within a few days, Shen Qian would go to the city to participate in a competition, and this competition would have to be delayed for a few days before returning, Li Huai'an's expression turned pale. down.

When Shen Qian was packing the package, he was watching from the side, with mixed feelings in his stomach, and said without saying anything: "Did you forget anything?"

"No." Shen Qian pulled the zipper, and the suitcase stood firmly on the ground. Seeing Li Huaian's aggrieved bear, he punched Li Huaian in the chest: "Why, it's not like I won't come back."

"How many days will it take?"

"One day, if you are shortlisted, it may take about three days."

For the first time in his life, Li Huai'an didn't want Shen Qian to succeed. He scratched his hair, hesitating to speak, for three days... without Shen Qian, why did he feel so boring.

Shen Qian knew what he was thinking, he pulled the suitcase downstairs, Li Huaian followed without saying a word.

"You." Shen Qian let go of the suitcase, turned around and grabbed Li Huai'an's collar, Li Huai'an bumped into Shen Qian unexpectedly, Shen Qian didn't wait for him to react, he pushed his face away and kissed him deeply , Li Huaian's eyes widened suddenly.

I rely on me!Li Huaian thought to himself, could this be another shot before leaving? He pressed Shen Qian on the sofa with ease.

Shen Qian was wearing heavy clothes, and Li Huai'an pulled them off without thinking.

"That's not what I meant." Shen Qian pulled back his clothes, his face was ashamed and angry, "What's on your mind?"

Li Huai'an looked at the people under him who were pretending to be reserved, his hooliganism was exposed again, and he pinched Shen Qian's chin: "I care about you, you take the initiative to flirt with me first, then don't even think about running away."

Shen Qian looked at his wolf-like eyes, and couldn't laugh or cry: "Then... Hurry up, I will miss the train soon."

"How fast is this?" Li Huai'an suddenly felt amused, "Shen Qian, you are kidding me."

……

Shen Qian was almost late when he got on the train. He caught up with the high-speed rail ticket inspection time, and sent a message to Li Huai'an when he got on the train. Li Huai'an came out of the station, looking at the bleak winter scenery, feeling a little sad.

Seeing the message from Shen Qian, I felt a little better.

When passing by Nanyuan Hotel, Li Huai'an was a little emotional. This place was the first place where he and Shen Qian met. Fate is such a wonderful thing.

At that time, he rode a motorcycle to Xianghu Lake to make up his mind to break up with Yu Yaya. On the way back, he ate a bowl of noodles and met Shen Qian unexpectedly.

Shen Qian was quite weird at the time, he didn't dare to use the chopsticks because they thought they were dirty, so he specially picked them up to drink noodles. Thinking of the scene at that time, Li Huai'an smiled.

As soon as he stepped on the accelerator, he hurried home. There are not many words left these days. As long as he memorizes it every day and improves his vocabulary every day, he can complete it with the highest efficiency in the shortest time.

In this way, the distance with Shen Qian will be closer and closer.

When Shen Qian came to Linping, he didn't tell Yang Shuqin that he hoped to raise the possibility of changing majors with Yang Shuqin after he got his grades.

Li Huai'an listened to his thoughts and always supported him.

Living alone at home is indeed difficult, but it is not Li Huai'an who is suffering alone. Shen Qian is not much better in Linping. After he participated in the preliminary competition, when he returned to the hotel, he couldn't help but think of Li Huai'an as soon as he lay down.

How could this happen? Shen Qian couldn't figure it out. He was not so clingy in the past. He thought about a lot of random things by himself. Shen Qian found that his brain is still quite powerful, and he can imagine the next thing by himself. After two years of life, Li Huai'an might have been admitted to a certain school in Linping, and he had successfully changed his major. They would make an appointment every time to take a walk and eat together.

They can also rent a house outside.

Two people can buy a cat and raise it as a child.

Shen Qian is not good at planning for the future, but he found that after being with Li Huaian, he has the desire to actively plan his own future, and he wants to try to work hard for it.

☆, towards the sun

Lying on the big bed in the hotel, he reached for his phone and found that Li Huai'an had sent a circle of friends - miss you.

Shen Qian didn't like it, he commented below - wants to beat you up.

The next day, Li Huai'an received the notification that Shen Qian had successfully entered the finals. Without a word, he rode his motorcycle to Master Huainan. Uncle Huainan already knew about it. He looked at the white horse final list in the morning and saw Shen Qian's name. It is also expected.

Shen Qian's foundation is very good, if he is lucky, he may get a good result.

Besides, his master is Master Huainan.

Shen Qian saw the message Li Huai'an sent to him, it was a picture, the person in the picture was wrinkled with a smile, this person was Master Huainan.

Master Huainan discovered that Li Huai'an was secretly taking pictures of himself, so he patted Li Huai'an on the shoulder and asked meaningfully, "Can you send it to Shen Qian?"

"Yes." Li Huai'an hadn't realized that the smile on his mouth had caught Master Huainan's attention.

Master Huainan tugged at his collar, but Li Huai'an didn't understand, so Master Huainan said, "Sit first, I have something to ask you."

Li Huaian sat down obediently: "What is it?"

"You boy, do you have something to do with Shen Qian?"

The old man's explicit words startled Li Huai'an into a sweat.

"You..." Li Huai'an didn't know how Master Huainan found out, but he still tried to quibble, "He and I are very good friends."

Master Huainan sneered: "Do you still think I'm a fool?"

Li Huaian clenched his fingers nervously, not daring to say a word, but the old man didn't make things difficult for him, but asked calmly, "How long have you been together?"

"Just a few years ago." After finishing speaking, he looked up at Master Huainan's expression with a guilty conscience, but Master Huainan seemed to have no expression. He picked up the pipe, smoked for a while, and then said, "Does his parents know?" ?”

"I don't know." Li Huai'an said awkwardly, "You know here."

Master Huainan: "Then am I lucky?"

Li Huaian couldn't figure out what Master Huainan meant, so he simply stopped talking.

Master Huainan knew that these two little bastards were together. Seeing Li Huai'an like this, he laughed: "Are you nervous?"

Li Huaian scratched his head: "Uncle, do you support it?"

"Why don't you support it?" Master Huainan took a puff from his pipe, "Are you breaking the law together? Isn't it breaking the law? I haven't heard that falling in love is breaking the law."

Li Huaian's hanging heart suddenly relaxed, and he looked at Master Huainan in a little surprise.

Master Huainan continued: "However, you should be aware of this matter. The consequences must be borne more than others. You must not only be responsible for each other, but also be responsible for your family and even the entire society."

Li Huai'an's heart became heavier when he heard this. It's not that he didn't think about it, but the more he thought about it, the more terrifying he felt. He still hasn't got the approval of Shen Qian's family, let alone the whole society.

Master Huainan saw through his thoughts, and snorted: "There are some things that need to be prepared, don't wait for the imminent moment to bear them by force, you are just adults now, the dangers of society and people's hearts, no matter how hard your shoulders are, you may not be able to bear them!"

He supports these two children, but he is also aware of the possibility of the future of these two children, not because he is unfounded, but because this society is like this.

You want others to identify with your relationship, and you challenge the prejudices of society as a whole.

He really couldn't bear to see two young children who had just grown up, facing the accusations of the whole society alone. He knew that he couldn't make it through.

Master Huainan chose to go to painting art at the age of 20. He chose the direction of realism without hesitation, and chose to use delicate brushstrokes and pursue the concept of truth to restore the essence of matter.

However, as brilliant as he was in this respect, he fell miserably later. At that time, the art world criticized him, saying that he was tarnishing art!Defile the painting!

He destroyed all the truths of realism.

The self-esteem in his 20s was completely destroyed by the outside world. At that time, he asked a senior what art is.

The senior patted him on the shoulder and said that there is no standard art in this society.

Since then, he withdrew from this circle and left praises from the outside world. Regardless of the dissuasion of others, he insisted on living in a village where no one could find him, painting the artwork he wanted to paint, and doing what he wanted to do.

At that time, it took him more than ten years, or even more than 20 years, to slowly accept this kind of himself.

If these two children are allowed to face the prejudice of the whole society, he dare not imagine the consequences.

Stirring his hands, Li Huaian said seriously to Master Huainan: "I know the consequences, and I've thought about it, but I don't think I'm wrong. No one has the right to criticize me. I just like someone. That's right. .”

Master Huainan nodded: "I also know that this is true, but what you think is right may not be right for others. What they are best at is to guide others' lives without any experience."

If they meet the person they love the most, but they happen to be of the same sex, will he still say disgusting things about homosexuality?

If you have no experience, you will never be able to empathize. This is the prejudice of society.

Can kill people.

Master Huainan sighed: "I know you are serious about Shen Qian, and I support you too. As long as you can think of the worst outcome, all I can do is support you."

Li Huaian was already very happy to hear the support expressed by Master Huainan himself: "Thank you uncle, no matter what happens, I will definitely not give up."

He didn't believe that this society couldn't tolerate even a simple love.

After Shen Qian participated in the final finals, he rushed back to Liangzhu non-stop. When he arrived in Liangzhu, it was already night. Li Huaian was waiting for him at the gate of the site. It's like ice scum.

"You're not really a fool, are you?" Shen Qian said with distaste, but actively wrapped his hands around Li Huai'an's.

Li Huai'an said with a little embarrassment: "It means that I have good physical strength."

Shen Qian was speechless.

The two of them didn't plan to take a taxi back, they walked side by side along the road, Shen Qian put his hands in his pockets, the wind blowing head-on made his scalp sober.

Li Huai'an grabbed his hand in his pocket: "How did the final match go?"

Shen Qian performed well in the last match, he guessed that he should have an encouragement award, and told Li Huai'an, Li Huai'an laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten up.

"I thought the big genius in our family was going to say something bold, but I didn't expect to reward him with a prize."

"It's all about participation."

"It makes sense, adapt to the competition, you haven't learned much yet, and being able to enter the finals is already beyond ordinary people."

Listening to Li Huai'an's serious rainbow fart, this time it was Shen Qian's turn to laugh.

"Do you believe me when I say I can win the first prize?"

Li Huai'an glanced at him: "The first prize is too low, let's change to an awesome one, the special prize!"

Knowing that he was joking, Shen Qian lowered his head and smiled without saying a word.

Not many days later, the certificates of the White Horse Competition came out. Li Huaian squinted his eyes and looked at the rewards reported on the TV. The order of the awards was reported in reverse, so when the host said that the third prize was——

Li Huaian's hand holding the water glass was trembling slightly, but Shen Qian flipped through the book indifferently.

The host said—it was Song Xiaomo!

Li Huai'an's water glass fell on the floor, splashing water all over his pants. He subconsciously glanced at Shen Qian who was still reading. Shen Qian's expression was the same as usual, calm and contented, without any fluctuations at all.

It's as if you haven't participated in the game.

Li Huai'an considered it for a while: "It's okay anyway, this kind of award depends on luck, art, thousands of people have thousands of opinions."

Shen Qian glanced at him: "You will drag the floor later."

At this time, the voice of the hostess came from the TV—report No.2—it was Chen Ziyi!

Li Huai'an curled his lips: "The name tells you something." He got up to get the mop, and was about to sweep up the debris when he heard something read on TV——No.1 is... Shen Qian!

……

Li Huai'an thought he had heard it wrong, so he threw away the broom and stared straight at the ranking on the TV. The word Shen Qian was written on No.1.

He almost shouted: "Damn it! Shen Qian! Shen Qian! You are number one! I rely on it!"

Shen Qian was very calm. He looked at Li Huai'an who was repeating those few words, and felt a little helpless: "You mop up the floor first."

How could Li Huai'an continue mopping the floor? He rushed forward excitedly and threw himself on Shen Qian, shaking vigorously: "You are number one! Number one!"

Shen Qian was about to be thrown up by him, so he punched him: "I'm not deaf."

"Then why are you so calm?" Li Huai'an showed Shen Qian's excitement together.

Of course, Shen Qian was not excited, because the results had already been sent to the contestants' mobile phones in advance.

So he knew yesterday that he was No.1.

The little excitement was over long ago, and Li Huai'an's reaction made up for his excitement.

After Master Huainan found out, he was very proud: "What did I say?"

Both Li Huai'an and the master were happy for Shen Qian, and they planned to hold a dinner party at Master Huainan's house to celebrate.

But Shen Qian was not in the mood, he was still thinking about when he would tell Yang Shuqin that he wanted to change his major.

But it turns out that what should come will come after all.

When Shen Huiru and Yang Shuqin were watching TV, they happened to click on the White Horse Race. They had nothing to do, so they watched for a while. When the host announced the name of No.1, Yang Shuqin was stunned.

Shen Huiru was even more stunned. She pointed to the beautiful photo of her brother on the TV, and said in disbelief: "Mom, did you still let me participate in this competition?"

Yang Shuqin immediately pointed to the TV and said, "Play it again, and I'll see if it's right."

Shen Huiru played it again, and Yang Shuqin saw that her son was in the photo, she immediately took out her mobile phone and called Shen Qian.

When Shen Qian was having a dinner party at Master Huainan's house, he found his mother calling, so he got up and went out to answer the phone.

Yang Shuqin asked directly - have you participated in the White Horse Competition?

Shen Qian said, "Yes."

Yang Shuqin didn't know what to say next, her son was so honest, she thought for a while, and then said: "It's good to be interested, but you have to distinguish between priorities, how much time did you spend on this competition?"

Shen Qian: "Not much, just less than half a month."

Yang Shuqin snorted, feeling that something was wrong, she instructed: "Then win the award, and then focus on your major."

Shen Qian clutched the phone, and spoke again when the words came to his mouth.

Li Huai'an was setting up a fruit plate in the room, and the mochi balls on the table were completely eaten by Master Huainan. He looked back and saw that Shen Qian was standing at the door before he came in, so he walked over.

As soon as he walked behind, Shen Qian said to the phone: "Mom, I want to change my major."

☆, towards the sun

The voice on the phone was almost unbelievable—what?

"I want to change my major, Mom." Shen Qian repeated.

Yang Shuqin almost missed the phone, she calmed down a bit: "Then do you know that you have to take the college entrance examination if you change your major."

"I know."

"You know?" Yang Shuqin's tone was a little anxious, "Do you know that you still want to change? How long has it been since you studied cultural lessons? Can you catch up now when you go back?"

"Mom, I promise..." Before Shen Qian finished speaking, Yang Shuqin interrupted hastily: "I don't want to listen to your promise, what I want is attitude, what are you thinking now, why do you think so? Did someone indoctrinate you?"

Shen Qian said helplessly: "No one taught me, I just want to choose my favorite major."

"Is painting your favorite major?" Yang Shuqin paced back and forth in the room, "Don't tell me these things now, I won't talk about the prospects and employment of this major. Let me ask you, what can you learn?"

Shen Qian's voice was obviously frustrated: "Drawing."

"Painting?" Yang Shuqin said again, "Do you think I cultivated you just to let you go your own way in the end and choose to paint? Anyone who is good at painting can do it, but who can do it well? This thing is placed in the Which career is stable?"

Shen Qian was speechless when asked.

Yang Shuqin continued: "Also, there are many categories of painting. Have you decided which major you want to major in? Is it comics, illustration, or design?"

Shen Qian said: "Mom, I'm dead."

Yang Shuqin heard that her son didn't want to talk anymore, she explained earnestly: "Mom is all for you. You are young now and think about everything simply. If you don't live as well as others in the future, you will still hate me in the end."

Shen Qian paused and hung up the phone.

Li Huai'an put his hand on his shoulder, and he heard what Shen Qian said to his mother just now.

Shen Qian lowered his head and said, "It's okay."

He had expected this kind of result a long time ago, but he was not reconciled for a while, he didn't want to give up so easily, Shen Qian didn't understand, it was just choosing what he liked, why was it so difficult.

He has been very obedient since he was a child, and he has not violated his parents' wishes. Yang Shuqin has enrolled him in many classes, and he has not violated anything. Shen An asked him to practice more than ten pieces of calligraphy every day, and he has no objection to reciting articles in English reports. .

In the past ten years, he has followed the rules and followed the path his parents asked him to take, and never contradicted his parents.

But his parents never asked him if he liked it.

It seems that in his life, the opinions of various mentors are more important than his own opinions.

Sometimes he walks on this road, not knowing whether he is walking his own life or someone else's life.

Li Huai'an looked at Shen Qian's decadent look, grabbed Shen Qian's arm, pulled him to the table, and said to a table of prepared meals: "Be happy, I finally won the first prize in the White Horse Competition ! This is the envy of many people."

Master Huainan saw Shen Qian's complexion was not very good, he asked softly: "What's wrong?"

Shen Qian pulled out a smile at the corner of his mouth: "Sorry, master, I feel very useless."

"What are you talking nonsense about?" Li Huai'an looked at him. Master Huainan didn't know what happened, so he asked, "Tell the master what's wrong."

Shen Qian spoke out what was accumulated in his heart: "I found that my parents don't seem to approve of me very much. No matter what I do, they are not satisfied, and they don't agree with what I like. The most they say to me is, Just have to feel nervous and keep walking.”

He was a little tired now, and just wanted to stop and take a rest.

Master Huainan understood, he just saw Shen Qian standing at the door on the phone, with such a serious expression, he was afraid that he was talking about learning painting with his family.

"Parents must have good intentions." Master Huainan picked up a mutton roll for Shen Qian, and handed the sauce plate in front of him, "They have suffered so much that they don't want you to eat it, so they use their own experience , forcing you to avoid the same encounters as them in the future, as parents, if possible, they hope to plan your life well, so that you will not worry about a little bit of survival."

Master Huainan understood this feeling, and he laughed: "But your parents are also young and not very transparent. Life is an experience. They think that they can avoid the thorns on the road by making arrangements for their children, but they want to Think about it, a bird that can’t fly by itself, even if it is sent to a high altitude that it can reach, he will not go to a higher level, and it is very likely that because he can’t fly, he will be knocked down by sudden tribulations and fall behind. At the bottom of the cliff, there is no chance to even protect yourself."

Shen Qian asked: "Then should I choose my hobby, or..."

Master Huainan waved his hand to signal for dinner. Seeing Shen Qian's distressed look, he couldn't help saying, "Actually, you already have the answer yourself, right?"

Shen Qian also understood Master Huainan's meaning, he laughed, and Li Huaian added a lot of things to his bowl, piled up like a hill: "Let's eat."

Shen Qian glanced at Li Huai'an's empty bowl: "Do you want to support me?"

"It's not impossible." Li Huai'an owed another piece of meat.

Master Huainan looked at them, laughed loudly, picked up his wine glass and said to the two young men, "Come, be free and happy!"

"Free and happy!"

……

The drunken Shen Qian walked a little unsteadily, his body was half hanging on Li Huai'an's body, Master Huainan stood at the door and told: "You should be careful to hold it up, don't knock it over."

Li Huai'an just had a drink tonight, he was very sober, and nodded to Master Huainan: "I know, don't worry."

Shen Qian was half-drunk and half-awake, with one hand on Li Huai'an's shoulder, his head resting on Li Huai'an's neck, the tip of his nose faintly touched Li Huai'an's skin, a burst of numbness spread to his brain, Li Huai'an blushed shamefully.

He tried his best to keep his arms around Shen Qian rationally. The two of them were walking by the side of the road. Looking at the time on the phone, it was already nine o'clock. Li Huai said in his heart that he had to go home quickly. It was very cold at night, so if he couldn't keep everything together, he would stay longer, Shen Qian will catch a cold.

But Shen Qian is not easy to drag, both of them are about 1.8 meters tall, walking slowly like this, it is estimated that they can go until midnight, he intends to hug Shen Qian, there is no one on the road at this time.

It should be faster to walk towards the small road on the other side of the Cang Forest.

Li Huaian hugged Shen Qian horizontally, but Shen Qian struggled a bit, and the two of them almost fell to the ground. Li Huaian whispered to the person in his arms: "What are you doing, what the fuck?"

Shen Qian really didn't move.

His eyes were slightly closed, Li Huai'an thought he was asleep, and after walking a few steps, the person in his arms suddenly said softly: "Are you tired?"

Li Huaian's heart skipped a beat, and he almost lost his grip.

"You haven't slept." Li Huai'an looked at him teasingly, "Enjoy the embrace of the Lord, don't you?"

Shen Qian still had his eyes closed, his head was resting on Li Huai'an's shoulder blades, one arm was around Li Huai'an's neck, and his warm breath was breathing on Li Huai'an's sensitive collarbone.

Li Huai'an just wanted to go back early at this moment, he was afraid he couldn't help it.

Shen Qian probably felt uncomfortable in his posture, so he moved a bit, and his lips touched Li Huai'an's neck lightly, Li Huai'an trembled violently, feeling an itch in his heart, seeing Shen Qian's current weak state, he His throat tightened again, and his face turned red.

"Shen Qian, if you do this again, don't blame me for being rude at night."

Shen Qian was still in a half-drunk and half-awake state, he knew that Li Huai'an was behind his back, and he knew what he wanted, so he said again with the strength of alcohol: "I like you."

We have come to the end of Xiao Cang Forest, and after a quick turn, we will arrive at Qiaosi Road, not far from home.

But Li Huai'an couldn't move.

He looked at the person in his arms, his voice almost trembling: "What did you say?"

They are together, but Shen Qian hasn't said the three words "I like you" to him yet.

In this relationship, it seems that Li Huai'an has always taken the initiative, but Shen Qian is also taking the initiative. Shen Qian's initiative has never been straightforward. He hides it in his heart and slowly spends the rest of his life treating this person well.

"I like you, Li Huaian." Shen Qian repeated.

He opened his eyes, met Li Huai'an's beautiful eyes, smiled and said, "I like you."

Li Huai'an's mind was almost blank, his whole body was gushing with blood, and a kiss had already been uncontrollably embraced.

Shen Qian held his face in his hands,

Li Huai'an put him down and pressed him against a corner, Shen Qian's legs were a little weak, he hooked Li Huai'an's neck, and the two kissed inseparably.

Yang Ziming and Hang Shao's group came out after playing cards at the secret base, and when they arrived at the intersection, they each headed home.

☆, quarrel

Yang Ziming walked down the road to Xiao Canglin, and suddenly caught a glimpse of someone in the far corner, and when he rubbed his eyes to see the two people clearly, he was stunned.

Li Huaian was kissing Shen Qian.

Shen Qian looked at Li Huaian and said, "Go home."

Li Huaian supported him, Shen Qian's lips were still a little red, he hadn't fully sobered up from the wine, and he was still unsteady when walking, so Li Huaian simply carried him on his back.

Yang Ziming stood where he was, not daring to make a sound, and watched Li Huaian leave with Shen Qian on his back with his eyes wide open.

He knew that his cousin and his father were unhappy because of the New Year's incident, so they stayed at Li Huai'an's house temporarily, but he really didn't expect Li Huai'an to be such a beast!

even him