the wind is also you

Cousin is involved!

He gritted his teeth secretly, Li Huaian beat Hang Shao like that, and even did such a thing to his cousin!He must make Li Huai'an suffer!

……

After Li Huaian carried Shen Qian home, he threw himself on Shen Qian regardless of the smell of alcohol all over his body. Shen Qian moaned and stopped pushing... The moonlight lay on the window sill cold and seductive.

Not many days later, Shen Qian decided to apply to his high school to go back to take the college entrance examination, but he didn't tell Yang Shuqin about this decision, because he knew that if Yang Shuqin knew about it, he would have no chance to choose this matter.

Paper can't hold fire, Yang Shuqin still received a notice from the school, and learned that Shen Qian decided to go back to take the college entrance examination and give up the recommended place for Z University.

She rushed to Liangzhu overnight.

Shen Qian knew that this matter would have to be faced sooner or later, so he calmly changed into another clothes and was going to meet Yang Shuqin at his grandmother's house.

Li Huaian was worried and wanted to follow, but Shen Qian refused.He didn't want Li Huai'an to see their house being noisy, and he didn't want Li Huai'an to know that he asked the school to take the college entrance examination, besides, it had nothing to do with him.

Li Huai'an didn't listen, he felt that the matter was not as simple as Shen Qian's understatement, he could feel that Shen Qian seemed to be doing something behind his back recently.

Shen Qian didn't know that Li Huai'an was following. As soon as he entered the room, he saw his grandmother first. The grandmother stepped forward and took his hand and said, "Qianqian, tell your mother carefully, don't lose your temper."

Yang Shuqin sat in the room, her face was haggard, it seemed that it must have been caused by driving overnight, Shen Qian walked towards her, Yang Shuqin didn't speak, just stared at him silently with bloodshot eyes.

Shen Qian spoke first: "Mom."

Yang Shuqin looked at Shen Qian who was already an adult in front of her, she almost trembled with anger and said, "Do you know what you are doing? Do you still have the face to call me mom?"

"Mom, I just want to choose what I want to do." Shen Qian looked at Yang Shuqin's face, "I won't fail the exam."

"You won't fail the exam!" Yang Shuqin stood up, "Can you still be admitted to Z University? Do you know how precious the number of recommended places for Z University is every year!? Do you know that taking the college entrance examination is almost impossible to enter Z big!!"

Shen Qian frowned slightly: "I know, but I don't want to make myself regret."

He doesn't want to toss and turn all his life, do things he doesn't like, and make his life full of passivity and pain.

However, Yang Shuqin didn't understand, and Yang Shuqin didn't want to hear about these so-called ideals. She pointed at Shen Qian excitedly and said, "Go back immediately! I think you've been idle for a long time! You can't tell right from wrong , what ideals are you talking about!"

She took a deep breath, and said angrily: "You should regret not being admitted to Z University!!"

Shen Qian didn't know where the strength came from, he didn't even control his temper, and his anger was ignited: "I don't regret it!"

This voice stunned Yang Shuqin.

Yang Shuqin looked at Shen Qian in disbelief. She couldn't believe that her son, who had been obedient since childhood, would yell at her?

Shen Qian also realized that he hadn't controlled his temper well, he felt tired for a while, and said in a low voice: "Mom, I don't regret it, I really don't regret it."

"You go home with me now. I don't know what's wrong with you here. Whoever you met made you like this. Now you go home with me immediately." Yang Shuqin reached out to pull him, but was caught by Shen Qian. Shake it off.

"Aren't you going?" Yang Shuqin asked with staring eyes, "You don't want to go, do you?"

Shen Qian slowly closed his eyes and opened them again. He looked at Yang Shuqin calmly, and almost begged, "Mom, I beg you."

Li Huai'an couldn't listen anymore at this time, he walked in, and grandma looked at him and asked, "Xiao Li? Why are you here?"

Li Huaian nodded politely to his grandmother, looked at Yang Shuqin and said, "Hello, Auntie, I am Shen Qian's friend."

At this moment, Yang Shuqin was so angry that she lost her train of thought. She stared at the person who appeared out of nowhere: "Who are you? Is there anything you need to do here?"

Li Huai'an glanced at Shen Qian, and then said to Yang Shuqin: "I am Shen Qian's friend, auntie, I think there is something I can explain slowly, you don't want to..."

However, Yang Shuqin couldn't bear her son's betrayal and made such a wrong decision. She looked at the person who appeared and looked at his appearance, and she almost subconsciously judged that this person had led Shen Qian to death. This dubious person still wants to intervene in their mother and son's affairs.

"It's him, isn't it? You're here to be spoiled by him, right?" Yang Shuqin almost yelled, she pointed at Li Huai'an, her eyes wished to kill him.

Shen Qian stood in front of Li Huai'an: "No! Mom, can you calm down, let's go back and talk."

Yang Shuqin stroked her chest and gasped for breath. She now knew that she was out of control, but there was nothing like his son. She couldn't accept that a hooligan ruined her son's life like this!

She said slowly, "Okay, mom didn't ask you anything, if you are unhappy, you can tell mom, and mom can solve it for you..."

"Mom, I..." Shen Qian's words were interrupted by Yang Shuqin, and she pointed her lowered arm at Li Huai'an again: "You are not allowed to have any contact with him in the future, return to Linping with me immediately, and go back to prepare for you university major."

She knew that although her son was a little rebellious now, he would not really disobey her words.

But this time, Shen Qian clenched his fists tightly, as if he had made up his mind. When he looked at Yang Shuqin again, Yang Shuqin saw a strange...extremely resistant rejection in his son's eyes.

"Mom, what does it mean to be good for me?"

"You..." Yang Shuqin's complexion was pale with anger. Grandma hurriedly pulled Li Huai'an aside, and she stepped forward to persuade: "Shuqin...speak well, speak well, don't make noise..."

"Mom! Look at what you brought into the house!! Look at what he made of your grandson!" Yang Shuqin was trembling with anger, and she turned to Shen Qian again: "Still with me Talk back, right, you go back with me immediately!"

As he said that he wanted to grab his arm, Shen Qian swung it violently, and Yang Shuqin froze in place.

Shen Qian lowered his head and endured it, a tear suddenly fell, and Li Huaian clenched his fists.

"Be good for me, mom...you are really good, you raised me so big, you prepared everything for me, you provided me with food and clothing, you put a lot of thought into me, you always said that studying is the most important thing , I know that learning is the most important thing."

Li Huaian watched his shoulders tremble uncontrollably,

"But Mom, I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm very tired. When I was confirmed to be sent to Z University, you were all happy for me, but I couldn't be happy at all. I didn't even know what to do next. Yeah... I think I haven't rested for a long time, I can't sleep every night, I keep my eyes open and look at the ceiling, I see a lot of things, I see all my past experiences...Mom, I ask You, what do I want, what do I really want, do you know?"

"I..." Yang Shuqin was stunned.

She didn't know, she didn't know that her son had so many emotions suppressed.But why didn't he say it all the time...

"I asked myself, I really don't know, I feel that I am not me, I seem to have discovered this fact now... I am actually your shadow, something you cultivated, I am not myself."

Many times, many times, he was alone in a trance and couldn't sleep at night. He thought about the reason, but he couldn't figure it out. When he couldn't sleep, he would hypnotize himself over and over again, sleep, sleep, tomorrow go to school.

He discovered that he was missing something, what he was missing, he hadn't figured it out until Li Huai'an asked him what ideal he had.

Everyone was asking what his major was, but he himself forgot that this major had never had anything to do with his ideals.

Shen Qian couldn't even cry, he looked at them dryly.

Now he wants to say these words in such a mess.

"Dad said, I want to be admitted to Z University, and if I fail to pass the exam, I don't want to live. Although you all thought it was impossible for me not to pass the exam, but I was full of these words at that time, and I even thought, yes You don’t deserve to be your son if you are admitted to Z University. If you don’t pass the exam... Am I just trash? Garbage?...Mom, you always say, don’t worry, you have arranged all the ways...Yes, Arranged... But that's your way, your idea... Have you ever thought about it, in fact, your son died long ago."

After finishing the last sentence, almost exhausted, Yang Shuqin collapsed and fell on the sofa. Looking at the taller person in front of her, she felt such a strangeness for the first time. She felt an unprecedented fear, like the first time. The first time I met this person in front of me, I was about to disappear...

☆, storm

Shen Qian's pupils seemed to turn pale, he stood there motionless, Yang Shuqin sniffled and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes casually, she slowed down her tone: "Mom knows, what's the matter, wait for us to come back Linping have a good talk, now you are just angry with your mother, don't do things that you regret."

Shen Qian felt ridiculous in his heart, what regrets, what is regret, what he regrets the most is that at this moment, he chose what he loves, and Yang Shuqin still thinks that he is just a momentary impulse.

"Mom, go back to Linping."

Yang Shuqin stepped forward and pulled him: "Aren't you planning to go back? Are you really going to get angry with your mother? What about you child..." She couldn't continue, tears fell from her eyes again In the past ten years, she has raised this child by herself. From education to social interaction, she tried her best to arrange everything for Shen Qian.

What went wrong, let this kid not only dare to change his major today, but also quarrel with himself.

She glanced at Li Huai'an again, "It's you." She turned to Li Huai'an, her tone trembling slightly, "Did you tell Shen Qian to change his major, right?"

Li Huai'an never knew that Shen Qian was going to take the college entrance examination again, but now he knows that if he is recommended and needs to change his major, he must take the college entrance examination. If you want to pass the college entrance examination and get into Z University, the result may not be guaranteed.

Before Li Huai'an could answer, Shen Qian had already blocked him. He stood between the two of them and said to Yang Shuqin, "Mom, can you stop dragging innocent people all the time?"

Seeing her son protecting an outsider so much, Yang Shuqin suddenly became angry again, and pulled Shen Qian: "Then you and I go back to Linping, Linping first, and we have to go back to Linping to talk about everything! "

"Otherwise." Yang Shuqin glanced at Li Huai'an, "You have to learn a lot from people like him that you shouldn't learn."

Yang Ziming had been standing on the stairs and listening. He had come out of the room since his cousin and aunt had a quarrel just now, but he never dared to go down.

He saw Li Huai'an next to him, and the horrifying scene of that night flashed in his mind again. He pressed the escalator and hesitated whether to go down now, and told his aunt about it, completely cutting off Li Huai'an's contact with his cousin.

But in the current situation, he was afraid that if he said it, the situation might become uncontrollable. After all, Auntie is a very serious and rigid person. If she knew that Shen Qian and Li Huai'an were together, it might not be Li Huai'an who suffered first. It was Shen Qian.

Thinking about it this way, Yang Ziming didn't intend to expose it anymore. He thought, wait for his cousin to bow his head and admit his mistake first, and then find a time to talk to his aunt.

Yang Shuqin was still persuading Shen Qian earnestly: "Since you know that mom is doing it for your own good, then you should obey mom and go back to Linping first."

Shen Qian didn't want to listen to her repeated avoidance of the seriousness, just as he was about to interrupt, Yang Shuqin went on to say: "After returning to Linping, Mom will find a way to discuss with Dad about your change of major. .”

Shen Qian was taken aback.

"Mom is not unreasonable." Yang Shuqin looked at him, "If you really like other majors, then I can only follow you, even if we have worked so hard in the past."

She thought that she had enrolled in various competition classes for Shen Qian before, paving the way for Shen Qian's future, but she never thought that Shen Qian would end up on this fork in the road.

As a mother, she can only agree first.

Naturally, Li Huai'an didn't want Shen Qian to have too much trouble with his family, but at the same time, he didn't want Shen Qian to leave.

Shen Qian himself didn't want to leave, but his mother just promised him to change his major, so he didn't know how to tell his mother that he wanted to stay in Nanyuan.

Seeing Shen Qian, Yang Shuqin still hesitated: "What's the matter? Mom said that I can change your major for you. Are you still unwilling to go back?"

Shen Qian: "I can go back and discuss this matter with Dad, but after I finish the discussion, I have to go back to Nanyuan."

Yang Shuqin asked: "Why?"

"..." Shen Qian didn't think of a reason, he paused.

But Yang Ziming had already seen that his cousin really fell in love with Li Huai'an, and he didn't even want his own future and great career.

He is really curious now, what method did Li Huai'an use to make a genius like his cousin so confused about reality.

At this time, Li Huai'an spoke for Shen Qian: "Auntie, Shen Qian still has a lot of luggage and competition entries here, why don't you..." He squeezed his fingers, "Why don't you let him pack it when the time comes. go back."

Shen Qian looked at him in astonishment.

Seeing that Li Huai'an had said this, Yang Shuqin pulled Shen Qian and said, "Alright then, let's go back now, and when the time comes, come back and get something."

It seems that the quarrel just now has been resolved with a light sentence at this moment.

Shen Qian and Yang Shuqin returned to Linping. Before leaving, he said a few words to Li Huai'an alone. Li Huai'an's expression was flat. I can't bear to leave."

Shen Qian looked at him: "I will come back."

"I know."

"Give me something." Shen Qian stretched out his hand.

Li Huai'an didn't understand, so he said, "What?"

Shen Qian looked at the cross earring on his ear and smiled: "Your earring, a faithful believer."

Li Huai'an's family has always believed in Christianity, and his biological parents used to go to church to pray on Sundays.

This earring is a relic of his parents. He has always worn it and never took it off.

Hearing Shen Qian's words, Li Huai'an suddenly understood what he meant, and he quickly took the black cross from his ear.

Shen Qian looked at the cross in his hand, held it tightly, and patted him on the shoulder with the other hand: "You just study hard at home, and I will be back in a few days."

Li Huai'an did not follow Shen Qian off, after all, he was always an outsider in the eyes of other families.

On the way back, Li Huai'an touched the empty earrings, and suddenly the corners of his mouth curled up. This must be a lifetime agreement.

When Shen Qian returned home, Shen Huiru was looking at the door early in the morning. She saw a black Mercedes slowly turning from the side of the green dam, and immediately rushed forward excitedly.

Before Shen Qian got out of the car, he heard Shen Huiru's excitement: "Brother, long time no see! Miss me."

Shen Qian's complexion was a bit haggard, but after seeing Shen Huiru, he still smiled as gently as possible: "I think about it."

Yang Shuqin got off the driver's seat, she was carrying her bag, her complexion was the same as that of Shen Qian's, with an indescribably haggard look.

After entering the house, Yang Shuqin took a look inside and asked, "Has your father not come back yet?"

Shen Huiru helped her cousin get the slippers, she glanced at her watch: "He's about the same, he should be back later."

Shen Huiru didn't know that Shen Qian was going to change majors. It wasn't until Shen An came back that she knew that Shen Qian had applied to the school to take the college entrance examination without saying hello to his parents.

Shen An was wearing a suit. After he entered the door, he changed his shoes with a sullen face, and Yang Shuqin stepped forward to take off his tie.

Both Shen Qian and Shen Huiru on the sofa were silent.

Shen Huiru always felt that there was going to be a storm soon.

Shen An put the briefcase in his hand on the table, Yang Shuqin picked it up from behind, and put it in the cabinet for him.

Shen An sat on the sofa on the other side, he reached out to pick up the magazine on the table, took off his suit and put it on the sofa next to him.

No one dared to say anything.

After a long time, Shen An asked, "How is Nanyuan?"

Knowing that he was asking himself, Shen Qian replied: "It's okay."

Shen An put down the magazine, he looked at his son, and found that Shen Qian seemed to be taller than before, Shen Qian was taller than Shen An very early on, Shen An also told Shen Qian at that time that he would grow at this height in the future , now it seems that it is indeed.

"About your uncle, how is your uncle?" Shen An changed the topic too quickly, Shen Qian thought for a while: "I live in a friend's house, and I haven't met him."

Shen An: "It's the best I've ever seen. People like him are always stubborn. You don't have to make yourself unhappy because of this."

Yang Shuqin listened and did not speak.

The relationship between Shen An and Yang Chen has always been bad. When Shen An was young, he was with Yang Shuqin. At that time, Yang Chen instigated him, saying that Shen An's family was not rich and Yang Shuqin should not be allowed to stay with him. .

Shen Qian was silent.

Only then did Shen An turn the topic back to Shen Qian's decision to take the college entrance examination without authorization, but he was not so angry, and he didn't seem to be so unreasonable. When he knew that Shen Qian applied to the school to take the college entrance examination again, he didn't lose his temper , just said to Yang Shuqin, wait for Shen Qian to come back. '

Now Shen Qian is back.

Shen An said calmly: "You and the school have expressed your desire to change your choice, right?"

Shen Qian nodded, Shen Huiru didn't know about it yet, she was surprised when she heard what her father said, and looked up at her brother again.

Shen An: "I know you want to learn art, and I can understand your feelings, but you should know that it's impossible."

His tone was as unquestionable as ever: "The price for you to change your major is to miss Z University. Don't tell me that you can pass the college entrance examination, because I'm sure you won't pass the exam."

Shen Qian didn't speak, he had expected it.

"I heard your mother said on the phone that you still have things in Nanyuan, right? I will arrange for someone to go there to get them back for you. You don't need to go back. You will start school in Linping."

Yang Shuqin followed and said, "That's fine, I'll ask Yang Ziming to tidy up the things you put there."

Shen Qian clenched his fists: "Mom and Dad, I want to go back."

Shen An looked at him: "What are you going back for?"

"I promise to go back alone." Shen Qian said flatly, "I made a promise, and I can't break the contract."

Yang Shuqin immediately knew who that person was, and she tentatively asked, "Is that the boy? The boy who broke into the house?"

Shen Qian didn't know if it was possible.

Shen An rubbed his brows and asked: "Who?" He looked at Yang Shuqin with serious eyes, and Yang Shuqin said, "It's a boy from Nanyuan who has dropped out of school and is fighting in the town."

Shen Qian: "Mom? Can you stop saying that?"

He got up to go upstairs, but was stopped by Shen An: "What are you doing?"

"I don't want to say anymore, I've finished what I have to say."

☆, confess

Shen Qian was really tired. He looked at his parents as if he was looking at strangers. They didn't even know their hobbies, or even their true inner thoughts. They always thought about what they should do.

These are not what he wants at all, these are what he hates the most!

Shen An looked at his expression, and said calmly: "What's the matter with you, can't even Dad say it?"

"Dad." Shen Qian nodded, "I know I should tell you, but I found that whether it's you or Mom, you just promised me with your lips and never seriously considered it."

After he finished speaking, he left, leaving the people in the living room in a daze.

Shen Huiru didn't dare to ask more questions, she sneaked into her brother's room at night, and sent out that Shen Qian was still reading, but he didn't seem to be reading seriously, his brows were tightly furrowed, not knowing what he was thinking, Shen Huiru walked over to him Just discovered.

"What's wrong?" He asked tiredly.

"I still want to ask you, brother." Shen Huiru sat down, "What's wrong with you recently, you're absent-minded, and you still talk back to your parents, by the way, why do you want to take the college entrance examination again? Do you know that you are going now, It’s definitely not as good as it used to be.”

Although Shen Qian is smart, Z University is not built. He has been away from school for so long and has not studied the school's courses. It must be somewhat out of tune when he goes back.

Shen Qian knew that Shen Huiru cared about him: "I'm fine, taking the college entrance examination is the result of my deliberation, so don't worry, brother can make a random decision."

"Brother, do you really like drawing?"

"Well." Shen Qian smiled, "You don't have to worry about me."

Shen Huiru frowned, and she scratched her head: "Hey, it would be great if only the two of us were not in this kind of family. We don't have to look at Mom, and don't have to worry about Dad getting angry. We can do whatever we want."

"Shen Huiru." Shen Qian frowned, "You can't say such things, they are our parents, and this will not change."

Shen Huiru stuck out her tongue: "I'll just say it, brother, don't take it seriously."

"I know, don't say it as a joke in the future." Shen Qian looked down at the book, "No matter what they do, it is for our own good, even though we don't like it."

"Brother, what if Dad doesn't agree with you to take the college entrance examination?"

"If you don't agree, I will participate."

"If you don't agree, how can you participate?"

"Just go by yourself." Shen Qian signaled her to go over, "Stop nagging me, I'm sure I can find a way, you'd better go back and learn from your Zhong Ling."

Shen Huiru's expression froze, "You... how do you know, brother?"

"Why don't I know." Shen Qian pointed to his head and smiled, "At any rate, your brother is also a smart man."

Shen Huiru didn't know that Shen Qian had peeked at her envelope, thinking that Shen Qian was really smart, and he could tell from a few words that she liked Zhong Ling.

"Brother, aren't you surprised?" Shen Huiru asked in a low voice, "If you like girls, would your sister be disgusting to you?"

"Why is it disgusting." Shen Qian looked at her, "We all have the right to like the person we like, and this is responsible for the soul."

He also said: "As long as you don't let Zhong Ling down, and don't give up easily, you are not young anymore, you should learn to be responsible to one person, understand?"

Shen Huiru was a little excited: "Brother, you are too kind!"

"En." Shen Qian pushed her: "You can go back to sleep now, I'm going to rest too."

Shen Huiru nodded, and happily bounced back.

Shen Qian waited until Shen Huiru left, and sat in the room blankly, holding an illustrated book about the art of painting in his hand, all of which were the ideal country he yearned for every day.

But now, he encountered such a thing. His parents were the support of the family, but the support at this moment made him unable to breathe.

Li Huai'an has been busy working and studying in Nanyuan for the past few days. Zhang Qing's noodle shop has closed. When passing by, Li Huai'an wiped his nose and turned away. He must pass by here for takeaway.

Shen Qian called him to chat.

He said nervously on the phone: "Let me tell you, I met a foreigner while delivering food a few days ago, you know, I can understand what he is saying, and he even praised me for my good English, haha Haha, how about it, Shen Qian."

Shen Qian smiled bitterly: "Not bad, it seems that you haven't been lazy these days, and you have been studying hard."

"That's not true." Li Huai'an stood on the side of the main road after laughing, and suddenly asked a little sadly: "When will you come back?"

Shen Qian was stunned for a moment: "It's not long, I'll go back soon."

In fact, he also wanted to go back, but Yang Shuqin had been looking at him for the past few days and would not let him go out without saying anything. He originally planned to open the window and leave directly, but the money was still with his parents.

Going back is even more distant.

But he still comforted Li Huai'an: "Don't worry, I'll stay here soon, I promise you, I won't lie to you."

Li Huai'an believed: "Okay, tell me before you come, I can prepare a big meal for you, by the way, Master Huainan misses you, I went to visit him these days, and he kept asking me where are you?" where."

After Li Huai'an finished speaking, he looked at the clusters of street lamps on the side of the road, which had a different kind of beauty. He said in a half-dream and half-awake state: "If I work harder, I will definitely not need you to bother me. I can always go to You come closer."

Shen Qian: "..."

His hand holding the phone was trembling slightly.

Li Huaian was still talking: "Shen Qian, I found that I can't live without you. I finally know the meaning of that poem."

Shen Qian didn't understand what he meant.

"I've read a poem before. The writing on it is very pretentious, but the words are not bad. I didn't understand it at the time. The lines of the poem are like this..." He cleared his throat and said, "I love you, mountains and rivers can't stop you , but the wind and the moon can be in the same sky, I love you, the sound in my ears, the light in my eyes, the scene in my eyes, the clouds above my head, and the wind blowing by, are all you."

After listening to him, Shen Qian said softly: "Yes, the wind is also you."

"Isn't it very hypocritical." Li Huai'an said with a smile, "But I found that after I like you, you are like this, everywhere."

Shen Qian now hopes very much to break through this place immediately, return to Nanyuan and Li Huai'an, and simply live the rest of his life.

Li Huaian said that he was willing to wait for him. Shen Qian knew that for some things, he could not wait forever and had to take the initiative on his own.

But he didn't expect that it was Yang Ziming who broke the initiative for him.

Seeing that his uncle had already brought someone to take away Shen Qian's suitcase, Yang Ziming asked his grandmother, "Grandma, is my cousin not coming?"

"Yes." Grandma helped those people clean up, and there were a few financial books. She held them and said, "Your cousin has to go to school, so he can't stay here all the time. If you miss him, you can read it." look."

She patted Yang Ziming's head: "Grandma can take you to see it then."

Yang Ziming said: "It's okay, brother study is important."

He knew that his cousin was being bullied by Li Huai'an, and now that his cousin was finally not coming back, he could tell Aunt Yang about Li Huai'an's bullying of his cousin.

Yang Shuqin was surprised when she received Yang Ziming's call.

"Ziming, what's the matter with you?"

Over there, Yang Ziming narrated the ins and outs in a low voice, and he said in a serious manner: "Auntie, you must not let your cousin get in touch with that kind of person. I'm worried that my cousin will really be led astray by that person."

Yang Shuqin was cooking rice in the kitchen. Her hand holding the bowl shook violently, and the bowl fell and shattered on the floor...

Shen An and Yang Shuqin were sitting in the living room. After Shen Qian came down, he looked at them with ugly expressions, not knowing what was wrong.

Shen Huiru whispered to him, "Brother, someone is spreading rumors that you are gay."

Shen Qian stood there in astonishment, froze instantly, only to hear Shen Huiru whisper again: "Quickly explain."

Shen Qian looked at Shen Huiru, and then at his parents who looked unhappy. He collected himself, and finally said calmly, "Mom and Dad, what's wrong with you."

Yang Shuqin asked: "You tell me first."

Yang Shuqin held back her anger and asked, "You tell your parents honestly, what's going on with Li Huai'an."

Shen Qian looked up at her: "Did Yang Ziming say it?"

"Don't care who said it! You tell me the truth! Mom believes what you say, understand?" Yang Shuqin finally took a breath.

Anyway, she didn't believe that the child she raised alone would have that kind of thought.

Shen Qian looked at his parents with ugly expressions. He probably knew the consequences of speaking out, but facing this incident, it seemed that it was not so scary now. It exploded ahead of time.

"It's just what Yang Ziming said, yes, I like Li Huai'an." He said seriously.

As the words came out, there was a terrible silence in the house...

Yang Shuqin didn't stand still and took two steps back: "You...what did you say?"

☆, confess

Shen Qian repeated calmly again: "I like Li Huai'an, I'm with him now."

"...When?" Yang Shuqin was surprisingly calm.

But Shen Qian could tell that her expression was restrained.

"It's just not long since I arrived in Nanyuan."

"It's okay." Yang Shuqin stroked the broken hair on her forehead: "You call now and break up."

She doesn't need to be angry, just treat it as a momentary joke, it doesn't matter.

Shen Qian said: "No."

"what?"

"I won't break up with him unless he doesn't want me."

Shen An, who had been silent all this time, pressed the sofa cushion, and the bone fingers pinched turned red,

Yang Shuqin couldn't take it anymore, she pointed at Shen Qian and shouted: "You are sick!! This is an abnormal illness! Do you know it!"

It was as if something was broken in his heart, Shen Qian froze for a moment...

Shen An finally broke out. He kicked the coffee table and cursed: "How could I have a son like you! How could I raise such an abnormal thing!!"

His Shen family has been going on for generations, when will this happen!How could he have the face to look at others!

"Dad..." Shen Qian expected that his parents would find it hard to accept, but he didn't expect his father to use the word 'thing' to refer to him...

"Don't call me dad! I don't have a son like you!!!" Shen An angrily threw the vase on the coffee table, and the fragments exploded all over the floor. Shen Huiru was too scared to make a sound.

Shen Qian's anger was also ignited,

"You say I'm abnormal! I'm abnormal, I'm sick!" Shen Qian roared, "I'm sick and I fucking like men! Don't you deny me? Then kill me if you have the ability Kill me!"

Yang Shuqin slapped him on the face: "How dare you yell at your parents like that? Huh? Are you trying to drive us crazy!!"

She covered her face and began to cry.

Shen Qian stood where he was, his eyes were reddish.

Shen An was trembling with anger, he picked up the cup on the table and threw it at Shen Qian, Shen Huiru screamed: "Dad!!"

"Shut up!" Shen An supported the table and yelled at Shen Huiru, panting heavily, pointing at Shen Qian, "Get out of here! Get out of here! I'll just pretend I don't have this evil son!"

But Shen Qian didn't leave, the cup rolled down to his feet, he sneered and said, "Since I was young, I will do whatever you tell me to do, I won't say how much you quarrel, and you can scold me as much as you want to lose your temper It doesn't matter to me, but this time..." He choked up, tears fell from his eyes, "I'm not wrong, I just like someone. If homosexuality is really a disease, then I admit it, I just want to I don’t understand, I’ve learned so many things, but no one taught me how to love, and when I learned to love someone, they came to tell me that what I love is gender, not person...”

Shen Huiru started to cry, she rushed up to hug Shen Qian: "Brother, don't go, okay..."

Shen An was already dizzy with anger, he had high blood pressure, so he could only try his best to stand on the table, Yang Shuqin looked at her son's current state, and she said sadly: "If your parents are wrong, you should definitely not We should be punished in this way! If you really choose that man...you have to think about it..." She wiped away her tears, "You just chose to break the relationship with us!"

"I've thought of this result a long time ago." Shen Qian said calmly, "I will follow your path for the first half of my life, and I want to lead my own life for the rest of my life. Whether you recognize it or not, you are always my parents, thanks for the upbringing. , dare not forget."

His gaze was like that of a decisive stranger, Yang Shuqin couldn't believe that the son who was brought up by herself chose to break off the relationship just for another boy.

Shen Qian took a step back and knelt on the ground, and kowtowed a few times. Shen Huiru was crying, and she grabbed onto Shen Qian's clothes tightly: "Brother, I beg you, please don't leave, okay?"

Shen Qian looked at her, held back his tears, touched her head and said, "Let me choose what I want."

Shen Huiru watched helplessly as her brother opened her hands, stood up, and walked out of the Shen family's gate.

He left quickly, as if never coming back.

Didn't even look back.

Shen An was taken aback