the wind is also you

Yes, plopped down on the ground, looking at the current state of the house, he suddenly said sadly: "Do evil... Do evil..."

Yang Shuqin couldn't see her son's back anymore, her eyes filled with tears, she slowly lowered her head, and suddenly began to sob softly: "My son...my son..."

After Shen Qian walked out of the gate, with the blanket on his face, he took a deep breath, relaxed, and walked towards the road, his steps became faster and faster, and finally he kept running against the wind in a running posture.

Loud voices.

Some people were shopping, some were seeing off, some were taking pictures, and some were in a daze. These people were quickly left behind by Shen Qian. He ran desperately, only gasping for breath.

This world is really big, with a population of more than 30 billion, this world is really small, too small to accommodate Li Huai'an and Shen Qian.

He ran and ran, exhausted, gasping for breath tiredly holding his knees, sweat streaming from his forehead, he stared at the ground for a while, and suddenly squatted on the ground as if discouraged and lowered his head.

He didn't know where he was, but it was very quiet here and there was no noise.

After resting for a while, he couldn't stand up, his heart seemed to be pinched, his chest heaved violently, coughing a few times didn't help, he knew he wanted to cry, but he tried his best to hold it back.

Why does life have to set up such a choice for him, one is family and the other is lover.

He knows that his parents are good, he doesn't want to really break the relationship with his family, that is the person who raised him, that is the father who hugged him when he was young, and he always blows to him before feeding Mother, the younger sister who hugged him when he was upset...

This is his family, how could it be possible for him to really break up.

But he can't let go of Li Huai'an either, this is his lover of the same gender, a partner who shares the wind and rain, and they rely on each other in life.

They have given each other to each other long ago, how could it be possible for him to abandon each other now... This will kill him even more...

He hugged his head, tears still fell down, dripping on the ground, soaking up the traces of swimming.

Parents and younger sister, Li Huai'an only has him...

"I'm sorry parents..."

He couldn't leave Li Huai'an alone.

……

Shen Qian borrowed money from Liu Mengqi and Huang Yanming to return to Nanyuan. When he arrived in Liangzhu, it was already late at night, the temperature was very low at night, and it was winter again. He only wore a cotton jacket and hurried back.

The moment he opened the door, Li Huai'an thought that he was hallucinating due to excessive thoughts, and while he rubbed his eyes, Shen Qian rushed up and hugged him.

"Shen Qian?" Li Huai'an hugged him, "You..."

"I don't want to leave." Shen Qian's tears fell, and he hugged him tightly: "I don't want to leave you."

Not for a moment, not for a second.

He is really going to die.

Li Huaian hugged him, and the joy in his heart was self-evident. He put his arms around his waist, pressed the back of his head, and said seriously: "I will never leave you, never in my life."

They have made the best promises to each other, just like the agreement, both of them firmly believe that they will have a good future.

But Yang Shuqin looked for her son like crazy. She found that Shen Qian had already returned to Nanyuan by car, and immediately lost control. However, Li Huaian's house was closed and no one could be found.

Li Huai'an accompanied Shen Qian carefully and sweetly in this way. The two sat in the room to study. Li Huai'an made rapid progress. Shen Qian gave him a test question. It probably won't take long. A better junior college will definitely not worry about it. up.

But the good times are not long.

Because Yang Shuqin couldn't find Shen Qian, she came to Nanyuan on purpose. She knocked on the door of Li Huai'an's house. Shen Qian had gone to Huainan to study painting, and Li Huai'an was the only one at home.

When Li Huaian opened the door and saw Yang Shuqin standing at the door, he was immediately stunned.

Yang Shuqin grabbed his collar and asked, "Where is my son? Where is my son?!"

Li Huaian looked at her calmly: "I won't tell you."

He already knew how Shen Qian's emotional breakdown came back that day, and he swore at that time that no one, nor anything, would hurt or bully Shen Qian anymore, including his closest parents.

Since Shen Qian was told to go, he would not give in.

"This is my son! This is my son!!" Yang Shuqin burst into tears, she slapped Li Huai'an on the face, Li Huai'an clenched her fists tightly and did not dodge.

Yang Shuqin pointed at him: "My son, I want to take it back!"

"I know Shen Qian is your son..." Li Huai'an looked directly at the woman in front of him who was about to go mad: "You don't want him, have you forgotten? He is mine now, and I will take good care of him."

Yang Shuqin yelled almost with all her strength: "I don't want him anymore! He is my son too!! You take care of him? How do you take care of him?? Are you going to ruin his life! Do you want him to squeeze with you? Do you want to spend your whole life in this crappy place!? Do you want him to be unable to hold his head up for the rest of his life!! Ah!?"

Li Huai'an choked, and she stepped forward to slap him again and cried, "You have a mother too, right? Can you bear to ruin a mother's life? I raised such a big child, and if you say take it away, you will take it away." , Have you ever thought about someone else's family!?"

Two red marks appeared on Li Huai'an's face, and he said dumbly: "I won't destroy him..."

☆, plan

"You won't? What guarantee do you have? You are a little bastard in Nanyuan, where else can you take him? He is a student going to Z University, and he still has a very good future and future!! Instead of staying here with you!" Yang Shuqin raised her hand, seeing the blushing mark on Li Huaian's face, her raised hand trembled slightly, but she didn't slap her down for a long time.

Li Huai'an moved his lips, unable to utter a single word. He suddenly realized that what Shen Qian's mother said was the truth...Shen Qian is a recommended person, a talent with limitless future in Z University, and he will become a financial expert in the future. A well-known person in the world will have a good job, a virtuous wife, and will have children. This is the life he should have.

But...he is not reconciled...like a choke in his throat,

"I beg you, auntie...give me back my child...you can tell auntie what you want, and auntie can provide it to you...but my son, if you take him away, you will take my life away !"

Yang Shuqin looked at the man in front of her with tears streaming down her face, she stepped forward and grabbed his hand: "Auntie knelt down for you... let my son go..." She was about to bend her knees when she heard a plop, Li Huaian knelt in front of her.

"Auntie... Shen Qian is also my life..."

How can he live without Shen Qian... He can't imagine how to live without Shen Qian...

Yang Shuqin closed her eyes in despair, she breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly opened her eyes to look at the young man kneeling on the ground in front of her: "If you let him go, you also let yourself go, you all have a good life, don't... ...Spent my whole life on feelings that I shouldn't have...Shen Qian is my son, he is my son wherever he goes, I must take him away."

……

When Shen Qian returned home, he found the door was open. He felt something was wrong in his heart, and it was not Li Huaian, but Yang Shuqin who he saw when he opened the door.

Yang Shuqin looked at him pale and pale. As soon as she entered the door, she immediately went forward and begged: "Mom is wrong, but you can't be so cruel to mother."

Shen Qian asked: "Where's Li Huai'an? What did you do to him, what about others?"

Yang Shuqin choked, and she said slowly: "You don't even ask mom, first ask where Li Huai'an is, it really doesn't matter if mom is in your heart or not?"

Shen Qian scanned the room, but Li Huai'an was not there. He saw a letter on the table, almost rushed up to pick it up, and found that it was signed by Li Huai'an.

Yang Shuqin said from the side: "I made an agreement with him, let me take you away, you go back with your mother, and he agreed."

Shen Qian didn't believe it, his hand holding the letter trembled slightly: "You lied, Li Huai'an wouldn't do this."

Yang Shuqin: "Mom said it, and she made an agreement with him."

Shen Qian looked at her in disbelief: "What the hell did you do, Mom!!"

Yang Shuqin wiped away her tears: "You said you want to change your major, but mom said you can discuss it. You said you want to spend your life with a man, so mom can discuss it with you now. Why can an outsider listen to me? Can't you just sit down and talk to mom?"

Shen Qian was exhausted: "Kicking away the person I like is what you call speaking well?"

"Mom, I'm not a child anymore, Mom, can you see clearly, I'm not a child, I have my own thoughts, I have my own dreams, I have people I like, I have my choices and freedom, if you really For my own good, don't do things that keep hurting me in the name of my good."

Shen Qian's eyes were reddish, he pinched the envelope and asked, "Where is Li Huai'an?"

Yang Shuqin shook her head and said in pain: "You heard from my mother that Li Huai'an took the initiative to say that he wanted to leave you. You can look at the envelope first. I told him, and he also told my mother. You really like him. He I also really like you, but can you think about the future?"

Yang Shuqin cried too sadly, and finally calmed the furious Shen Qian a little. He looked at the person in front of him with indifferent eyes, and finally took a breath and said, "Mom, tell me, what exactly do you want?"

Yang Shuqin quickly said: "I didn't want to separate you, I promised you, and I promised Li Huai'an, let Li Huai'an prepare for the college entrance examination with peace of mind, he is going to take the adult exam, right? I can give him some money and provide him with better education. Teacher, I can guarantee that he will be admitted to the school in Linping..."

Shen Qian couldn't believe it: "What you said...is it true?"

"Mom won't lie to you anymore." Yang Shuqin said tears streaming down again, "As long as you don't be so indifferent to mom, mom really listens to you, but can you calm down now and listen to mom ah."

Shen Qian hesitated for a moment: "Tell me, Mom."

Seeing that Shen Qian was finally willing to listen to her, Yang Shuqin showed joy: "Mom is just a request. You can go back to study. If you take the college entrance examination, it will still be a kind of pressure for you. Mom will contact the school. Let’s see if I can change your major for you, if not, mom will allow you to do what you like in college and participate in the competition you like, is that okay?”

Shen Qian didn't quite believe that it came from Yang Shuqin's mouth. He was a little confused, and looked at Yang Shuqin for a moment: "Mom, is what you said true?"

"Mom has only one thing, and that is don't leave home without saying a word." Yang Shuqin looked at him, "You are a child raised by me, you talked to your parents like that before, do you know how sad your father is?"

Shen Qian thought of Shen An, and fell into silence again.

"Look at the letter Li Huai'an wrote to you. You and your mother will go back to Linping, and we will stay in Linping, Li Huai'an, okay?"

……

Shen Qian slowly unfolded the letter in the car on the way back,

The letter was light blue, and the handwriting on it was in the familiar dog-climbing style. Shen Qian looked at an earring inside the envelope.

……

Dear Shen Qian,

hello my boyfriend.You will definitely blame me when you read this letter now, are you cursing people now, saying that Li Huai'an is a liar, Li Huai'an is a big idiot, right, if I guessed correctly.

You can scold me however you want, but don’t say that I don’t love you, I love you very much, I used to be a bad talker, and I don’t seem to be very good at it now, so I can only say I love you, I love you, i love you.You must remember that my decision this time is not to let you go, I want us to have a better future, and I hope we can face any doubts with more confidence.

I hope that I can hold your hand openly and can resist all gossip.

I hope that I can stand shoulder to shoulder with you with sufficient qualifications. I hope that even if my feelings cannot impress others, I still have enough assets and talents to impress everyone, so that they can only bless us.

In the past, I was a little ignorant, thinking that to love someone is to keep him by my side, but now I know that loving someone can't simply keep him by my side, to love someone should give him enough sense of security, self-esteem and confidence , You can't let him suffer from the prejudice of the world, even though you don't care, but I can't, I can't bear the people I care about, being judged by others.

I want to love you better, I want you who are loved to accept my love openly, we can stand in the secular world, and we can get the most sincere blessings from all sincere people, I like you, I never get tired of it, I also want to keep working hard.

Shen Qian, wait for me, give me a moment, you continue to move forward, wait for me to catch up with your pace, pull you, and walk towards a better future together.

your future husband

Li Huaian.

After Shen Qian read it, he couldn't be calm for a long time. He held the envelope in his heart, and smiled sweetly. He was happy.

After the two separated, it seemed that there was no change in life. After Shen Qian returned to Linping, Shen An was not at home. He also knew that as a father, Shen An still had no way to accept his son.

Because of this matter, Shen Huiru always stayed by Shen Qian's side. She also knew that her brother liked that handsome boy in Nanyuan. Although she was a little surprised at the time, she was very excited afterwards.

From time to time, she would go to Shen Qian's room to see what Shen Qian was doing. Shen Qian has been studying painting online recently. Although Yang Shuqin promised to let him learn painting, he has not yet found a suitable studio.

Yang Shuqin wanted to communicate with her son many times, but she found that Shen Qian ignored her. Sometimes, she seemed to be talking to herself,

Shen Qian was full of thoughts about how to plan for the future. He went out alone to find out about Linping, the schools that Li Huai'an could be admitted to, and then went to investigate which major was suitable for Li Huai'an, and Li Huai'an also liked it.

But for the past few days, Li Huai'an didn't answer his calls, but kept writing to him.

Shen Qian's daily life has become, the distance from home to the mailbox at the door.

For him, opening that letter every day is what he looks forward to these days, including Master Huainan, who often encourages them in the letter.

"Brother, what do you want to eat tonight?" Shen Huiru pushed open the door of Shen Qian's room, and found that Shen Qian was still drawing, he glanced at Shen Huiru, then lowered his head and continued to draw, "Anything, I can do it."

"I can do anything." Shen Huiru sat next to her and said in a low voice, "Brother, Zhong Ling is coming to our house for dinner today, so please save face and look normal today!"

☆, revenge

Shen Qian looked at her with a smile: "When did I become abnormal?"

"You don't usually smile anymore." Shen Huiru recalled that before them, the family atmosphere was quite harmonious, but now because of so many things, they are a little lifeless.

Shen Qian agreed to her: "Well, when Zhong Ling comes, I will smile more happily."

"Brother, when will Li Huai'an come to Ping? I really want to meet him. If I knew that you two were tricky when we were playing before, I should take him to have a good chat!"

What Shen Huiru regrets the most is that she didn't take a good look at her future sister-in-law...

Shen Qian: "When Li Huai'an is waiting for the college entrance examination, he can just take the self-examination."

"Really!" Shen Huiru said happily: "Then, we can go to Hefang Street together! There are still many places that Zhong Ling and I have planned in advance, and we can start when the time comes!"

Shen Qian also thinks so. What he looks forward to most now is to wait for Li Huai'an to come, and then to see many unseen scenery together, to make up for more regrets.

Li Huaian continued to take out food and study in Liangzhu. He stayed there alone and developed the habit of writing letters. He wrote one letter every day and sent it every day. He also received a letter from Shen Qian from Linping. Have fun.

Xiao Tang has returned to his original happiness these days. Although he is still a little afraid to see Li Huai'an, he can watch from a distance anyway.

Li Huaian often walked past the gate of the village committee, took a pack of snacks, turned around and left again.

He was idle and memorizing words, and was stuck in one place when his cell phone rang, it was Brother Tong,

Brother Tong's tone was a little nervous, and he said in a rapid voice: —— Li Huai'an, where are you now?

Li Huai'an - I'm at home, what's wrong?

——I've heard rumors recently that Hang Ning is coming back.

Hearing this name, Li Huai'an was quite surprised, and he asked, "Isn't he in jail?"

"Yes, it seems to be released early." Brother Tong reminded, "I don't think he has reformed himself, otherwise you will see Hang Shao and the others these days, and start picking things on the street again."

Li Huai'an felt a headache: "I'm not in the mood right now, I don't have time to care about them."

The only thing he was worried about was that if Hang Ning came to trouble him, if he delayed his college entrance examination, then he would have to wait another long year to see Shen Qian.

However, he couldn't wait anymore, and neither could Shen Qian.

Brother Tong said: "Anyway, don't go out too late for takeaway recently, pay attention to safety, and don't hang around when you meet suspicious people. Now that the brothers have disbanded, Zhang Qing also..." Tong Ge Dun After a pause, he said, "Anyway, now is not the same as before, don't fight and conflict with anyone."

"Well, I know." Li Huaian said, "Thank you, Brother Tong."

Brother Tong: "We're all brothers, what are you talking about. Tell me if you have anything to say."

After Li Huai'an hung up the phone, he was very worried. He calculated that there should be a few months before and after Hangning's imprisonment.

But since Brother Tong has reminded himself, he still pays attention.

Zhong Ling came to Shen Huiru's house rather cautiously. Yang Shuqin liked Zhong Ling very much. When she saw the child, she reached out to pull her wrist and took her to sit down, just like her own child.

Shen Huiru was jealous, and said to Yang Shuqin: "Mom, Zhong Ling has a brain."

Yang Shuqin was dissatisfied: "What are you talking about? When a friend comes, he should be treated well."

Shen Huiru pursed her lips and remained silent.

When Shen Qian was eating, everyone at the table had their own thoughts. The meat and vegetables served by Zhong Lingwan were all picked by Shen Huiru for her. Zhong Ling looked at Shen Huiru with a flushed face, and she also picked a piece of food for Shen Huiru in a dull manner.

Shen Qian was very happy, and said to Zhong Ling: "I heard from my sister that your grades are very good."

Zhong Ling smiled: "Thank you."

Shen Huiru was very happy to see that Shen Qian was so happy, at least her brother would not be depressed because of those bad things.

After dinner, Zhong Ling and Shen Huiru went out for a walk, and Shen Qian who stayed behind was just about to go upstairs when Yang Shuqin stopped him.

"Shen Qian." Her face was full of exhaustion, "Do you still don't want to talk to mom?"

"No." Shen Qian said with a smile, "Mom, don't think too much, I will wait for school to start and fulfill my dream, you are my mother, why would you do something bad to me, right? "

Yang Shuqin looked at him and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything, only to hear Shen Qian say again: "Mom, I'll go up first, tell me if you have anything to say."

He went upstairs without waiting for Yang Shuqin to say anything.

The sky in Linping is always capricious. It seems that time flows between the fingers, in the temples, and in the heart. Shen Qian and Li Huai'an rely on a letter every day to connect them to each other.

A few months later, near the start of school

As if something unexpected happened,

Shen Qian didn't receive a letter from Nanyuan for several days, he wanted to go back and have a look, but Yang Shuqin refused.

"Didn't you promise your mother, when the school starts to sign up, learn the painting you like, and my mother has promised, can't you think about it for your mother?"

Shen Qian couldn't go to Nanyuan. He looked at the sky outside and always felt depressed. He wondered if it was too difficult to prepare for the exam. Li Huaian didn't have time to reply.

He can stay in Linping, wait until he comes, and spend the rest of his life with him.

After a few days,

Shen Qian received a letter, he saw the cover, it was Nanyuan, but the signature was not Li Huaian, but Liangzhu Village Committee.

The uneasiness accumulated in his heart for several days made him quickly open the letter.

There was only one letter, and the yellowed paper was covered with scarlet blood stains... At that moment, Shen Qian only felt that the sky was dark... The sound of the world seemed to have disappeared...

the beginning of the letter,

Modesty, well.

Nanyuan, Liangzhu, a few days ago——

When Li Huaian got off work, it was already night, and the streets were empty. He rubbed his cold hands and hummed a song as he walked towards the mailbox. The only sound on the lonely street was the sound of the wind blowing.

For some reason, he took a few steps and always felt that someone was following him behind him.

Looking back there is nothing.

The alley behind was dark, and occasionally there was the sound of plastic bags tumbling. Li Huaian looked at the narrow passage behind. The dim street lamps projected a dark yellow patch on the ground, and a bunch of flying insects circled the disc.

Li Huai'an took a few more steps, and he clearly heard the sound of his footsteps following him. He walked quickly to the mailbox, found Shen Qian's letter, held it in the palm of his hand, turned and walked towards the other side.

This road is a little far from home, but the road is wider than the original road just now, and not far away is the clinic opened by Da Bao Ma.

If someone really wants to put him to death, he can still have a chance to counterattack.

The road was longer than usual. Li Huai'an heard the footsteps behind him getting closer and closer. Gradually, he could hear at least four or five people.

Suddenly, a black shadow stood out from the side at the intersection ahead.

The man's face was in the darkness, and Li Huai'an could only see his feet, which were a pair of brown sneakers.

Hang Ning.

Li Huaian paused, he didn't expect that Hang Ning would actually be released.

Hang Ning came out from the darkness, holding a thick stick in his hand. Several years of prison life did not completely wipe away the cruelty on his face, but made it even more ferocious and distorted.

He stood less than ten meters away from Li Huai'an, weighing the thick stick in his hand.

Li Huai'an looked back, and there were four people standing behind them, all holding sticks of different lengths in their hands.

The air froze in the cold night, Li Huai'an clenched his fists and found that his palms were sweating.

"Li Huaian."

Hang Ning looked at him, his smile twisted into a ball under the light, there was a scar on his forehead, which was beaten by Li Huai'an a few years ago.

"You." Hang Ning pointed at him with a stick and said, "Do you still remember me?"

Li Huai'an looked at him and said nothing. He already knew that Hang Ning would not let him go after he was released from prison, but he didn't expect it so soon. He was surprised that the case was only a few years old.

But now is not the time to think about that.

Hang Ning has already come to look for him, and judging by his posture, he is afraid that he really wants to take revenge with his life.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Hang Ning laughed, "You recognized me, Li Huai'an, it's been three years, it's really too long, do you know how I lived in prison?"

There was a dead silence in the alley, only Hang Ning's low, gloomy voice was muttering.

"I'm thinking every day, how I'm going to kill you, how I'm going to make you miserable, how I'm going to kill you..."

☆、We all have a bright future

He spat, touched his mouth, smashed it and said, "It's you who gave me the courage to live, let me exercise hard every day in prison, and try to make myself stronger, because Only in this way can I see you and kill you, understand."

Li Huai'an looked at his blue-black face and smiled: "So, are you going to beat me up?"

Perhaps because he didn't expect Li Huaian to be so calm, Hang Ning was obviously taken aback, then looked at him with sinister eyes and said, "No, you made a mistake, I'm here to kill you today."

"Then it will be difficult." Li Huai'an folded the letter in his hand, stuffed it into his pocket, and said, "My life has long belonged to one person, and it's not up to you."

Hang Ning walked towards Li Huai'an with a stick, and the four people behind him also approached with sticks. Li Huai'an hadn't moved his muscles for a long time. He clenched his fists, and the other party suddenly raised the stick and struck at his head. Li Huai'an stretched out his hand to block it. A sharp pain seemed to be crushed from the skin to the bone, and another stick was swung up on the back,

He ignored the pain, and immediately threw Hang Ning to the ground with his backhand, and the two wrestled together.

Hang Ning is indeed stronger than before, he can almost block every fist that Li Huai'an throws down,

If it weren't for those four people's sticks hitting Li Huai'an's back, Li Huai'an could beat Hang Ning to death.

However, a few sticks were swung on his back, his back was ripped apart, and even his jacket was ripped open. Li Huai'an was thrown back on the ground. Hang Ning's face was terribly hideous. He took out a small knife and stabbed him in the stomach, "Go to hell!"

With a puff,

Li Huai'an felt a sharp pain in his abdomen piercing through his whole body in an instant. He opened his mouth in pain and looked at Hang Ning. Hang Ning looked at him viciously and cursed: "You fucking know! You hurt me!" Mom is dead! My mother is dead!"

Another stab in the stomach,

Li Huai'an was speechless. He let go of his hand and spread it on the ground. He could vaguely feel the liquid on the ground, which gradually soaked into his five fingers.

The pain in the abdomen stimulated all the organs in his body, but he couldn't exert enough strength to punch Hang Ning again. All that was left was the pain that spread violently. His consciousness gradually lost, and Hang Ning's face gradually became weak in front of him. melted.

"I told you to call the police! I told you to call the police!" Hang Ning stabbed at the person under him who hadn't moved. The four gangsters next to him were frightened. Frightened and panicked, he dropped his stick and ran away.

……

Hang Ning saw that the people on the ground were not moving. He looked at the large area of ​​bleeding on the opponent's abdomen, the red glaring, the fishy smell in the air, and the blood on his own hands. He suddenly seemed to have just woken up.

He killed.

Hang Ning murmured: "You are looking for death...if you don't call the police...my mother will not die...you are looking for death."

He stood up in panic, stumbled and ran away.

Under the light, the ground was bright red,

Li Huai'an lay in a pool of blood. For a while, he half-opened his eyes with difficulty, his face was covered with blood, covering all vision.

He grabbed everything around indiscriminately, touched the sticky ground, and vaguely saw the blood on his hands, a pool of bright red dripping down his wrist on the ground.

It hurts……

It hurts so much... All the viscera are opening and throbbing, I can't see where my injuries are, and the surroundings are completely dark... He pressed his fingers on the ground, digging out a long blood mark, dragging his heavy body , there was a light in the distance, he stuck to the ground, stretched out his bloody hand, and crawled there bit by bit...

He can't die, he must not die... He begged... Shen Qian is still waiting for him, he still has to prepare for the exam, and after the exam, he has to go to Linping to find Shen Qian, and they have to spend the rest of their lives, obviously nothing Ready, obviously just short of the last step...

Shocking bloodstains were left behind, along the road, dragging out a blood path of more than ten meters, spreading into the darkness...

Shen Qian pinched the bloody letter,

He said, Qian, Ann, I may not be able to hear your voice before I die, but please listen to me:

I think of many things, and I like to recall the most when I am in pain. I think of the first time we met. At that time, you looked clean.

I thought about what my feelings for you are. It seems like it should be love at first sight, but it doesn't seem like it.

Maybe there are all of them, I can't explain clearly, but I like you, there must be no doubt about this matter.

I love you.I want to join hands with you for the rest of my life. This is a dream I can't dream of in my whole life.

In my humble and dark life, the most moving words I have ever heard are when the sun was shining that day, you told me against the light, Li Huai'an, there is not only one way out in this world. , all equal, we all have a bright future no matter what we do.At that moment, I was convinced.

I believe that I can stand side by side with you and spend the rest of my life with you, but there are too many unpredictable things in the world, Shen Qian, you are so smart, you must understand what I mean, just like you once said, we all have Bright future, no matter what you do, Shen Qian.

I haven't read many books, the words I write are not beautiful, and I don't seem to be able to make any promises, so I think what you gave me is pretty good.

Now, I give it to you:

We all have a bright future, you have to believe, Shen Qian.

People from Liangzhu told them that Li Huai'an might have a chance to live.

When he wrote this letter, how painful he must have been, how desperate he must have been. It was very cold at night, and he dragged his body covered in stab wounds like this, climbing up the stairs section by section,

He could have crawled to the nearest store for help.

He has stayed in this town for more than ten years!How could it be possible not to know that the pharmacy is still open at twelve o'clock,

What he thought was, it's too late, Shen Qian.

He was afraid that it would be too late, he was very afraid, he was afraid that he would leave the world like this without leaving Shen Qian a word.

He doesn't want to make Shen Qian sad, he still has a lot of things that he hasn't explained to Shen Qian, if something happens to him,

At least there can be a suicide note.

He endured the pain, and wrote a word tremblingly. He wanted to write too much, but in the end it turned into one sentence: We all have a bright future, you have to believe, Shen Qian.

He believed that if he had the opportunity, he could leave Nanyuan through hard work and go to Linping to find Shen Qian, Shen Qian also believed.

Li Huaian was buried in Nanyuan.

Encountered so many things, I spent all my luck, it must be to meet you. "

This is enough.

"We all have a bright future, you have to believe, Shen Qian."