uncommitted man

Before leaving, Xiao Xiao sat in front of me and explained with difficulty: "I know brother, you must think that I am angry with you, but in fact, I am angry with myself, and I obviously want to come to accompany you. You see you, but now I say this, you definitely don’t believe it, and you always think that I just came here to do something with you. Of course, I don’t deny that every time I see you, I do have that kind of thought , but when you are with someone you like, you can’t control it.” Seeing that I hadn’t spoken, he leaned over anxiously and said, “I’ve told you so much, do you really understand?”

"clear"

Maybe this is the advantage of being a man. In fact, even if he keeps it in his heart and doesn't say it, I can empathize with his current mood just by looking at him. After all, I have experienced it before.

Maybe it was because I was not happy that I could answer so directly and palely when he was so entangled in digging out his heart. He deliberately rubbed his nose left and right with my nose and said, "Then I'm leaving."

Under a burst of kisses from him, I softly said "huh" in a nasal voice.

After Xiao Xiao left, I raised my left hand and looked.I thought, whether it is about Qin Qi or people I know or not, I don’t have to hide my orientation from them, or whether the person I’m dating is younger than me or whether he’s a college student or not. worried.Maybe I'm not qualified to share novels with Xiao. Everything I do is for your own good, for your future good, even though my starting point is right.But at this time, when he talks about things a few years later, he will definitely sneer, just like me a few years ago.

I think, maybe I have lived longer than Xiao Xiao these few years, I just experienced the feeling of being slandered by all kinds of people around me from this special love, it is really not as bad as I imagined It's so hard.What's more, he is still in college, he can't change his working environment and mood as I did back then.

I sincerely hope that he will never experience this terrifying experience, at least not in such an environment where he is still studying.

On Monday, I commute to and from get off work as usual, and Xiao Zhou asked me during lunch break, "Master, why did you suddenly wear the ring?"

I turned the glass teacup in my hand and asked, "Why? Weird?"

"No." He replied with a simple and honest smile, "it's pretty pretty."

I suddenly had the urge to scare Xiao Zhou very much, for example, I told him, ah, yes, that kid gave it to me.Then I was slept by him, this kind of impulse.

It doesn't take too much brain cell imagination to guess what kind of frightened expression Xiao Zhou will show. "Pfft ha ha ha ha" I was happy to flip on the chair alone.

Xiao Zhou looked at me with the expression of what's wrong with you, Master, and I waved my hand to him and said, "It's just a ridiculous thing that suddenly occurred to me."

This year's April [-]st is Friday, in order to please my little partner, he asked me to give him a pair of earrings, maybe I can take him to pick them out together.

On Tuesday, however, two things happened.One is that, as I expected, the relationship between Shane and Kong Yi was exposed on the pages of major entertainment news.

During lunch, Xiao Xiao called me in a very good mood and said, "Brother, do you know? I wasn't completely relieved until the object of the model king surfaced."

I was very puzzled and asked: "Is there any necessary connection between this and your mood?"

He lowered his voice with a good laugh and said, "Because I know from you that the two of you have met each other before, so I'm just thinking about whether the person he's been pursuing is you, Brother Qin Lang."

"Puff... cough cough..." I apologized to the people sitting on the left and right of me while cleaning up the sprayed rice grains, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." After I finished, I yelled into the phone angrily: " Xiao Xiao, have you watched too many TV dramas, which lowered your IQ?"

Really, it's embarrassing to wipe up your own spray while talking on the phone in public.At noon that day, I hurried into the bathroom without having enough to eat, and cleaned myself up.Looking at the person in the mirror who finally smiled, I poked him with my hand and said, 'Smile, smile, wait for the day when you cry. '

In this way, I went out after I was mentally prepared, and I changed back to the usual face that was neither salty nor bland.

The second thing, although it will not make me cry, is a little warning to me about falling into this dangerous relationship. When I left the company, I met Tang Xili. Maybe it is not too accurate to say that I met, because he has been Standing next to the car on the side of the road.

"Here, waiting for someone?" I greeted him with a thoughtful smile.

When he saw me, he nodded bluntly and said, "Wait for you!"

I took out my phone in doubt, and he raised a charming smile and said, "Because I came here in a hurry, so I didn't call you."

"Yo, it just so happens that I'm in the company. If I'm not here, you won't be waiting in vain."

He said: "So I really believe in things like fate."

The smile on my face was a little stiff, and I asked him, "Are there any plans for the evening?"

"I want to buy you a glass of wine. I wonder if I have the honor."

I pretended to think deeply and said, "If it's not based on getting drunk."

"Please!" He opened the co-pilot's door for me.

Tang Xili took me to the most famous bar street in this city. There are different styles of pubs, big and small. He found a store with a relatively refreshing environment. There were several tables of customers sitting in twos and threes. Shallow talk.

He started to cut in from work and joking. When the waiter brought the good red wine, he said to me: "When we were the first time, we intuitively felt that the person who called you should be younger than you." He glanced at me and said with a smile: "But to be honest, I didn't expect it to be so small."

After clinking glasses with him, I slowly took a sip, tilted my head and smiled and said, "Surprised, right? In fact, even I was taken aback too."

"Are you serious?"

I knew what he would say later, so I was silent for a long time, and after thinking about it, I said, "Why not give the other party and myself a chance."

"Maybe I shouldn't have said that."

"It's okay, please feel free." Whether as a friend or a lover, Tang Xili is probably very knowledgeable and interesting.

"Your bet is really..." He looked at me and continued, "It's quite big."

I also secretly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart. I knew very well that he originally wanted to say that my bet was unwise. If he really said that, I might never have the chance to sit with him again in the future.

"Actually, we think eternity is not so long. Why not live a simple life and think so deeply. In the end, there is still a lot of time left, but the person who told you forever is gone." This is in our life. Around me, it is happening almost every day, who is divorced from whom, and who is breaking up from whom.I grabbed the goblet and shook the red wine in it back and forth and said, "I know Jason sent you to find me, please be sure to convey my gratitude for his concern for me." Looking at him from the corner of his mouth, he said, "I bet he must have whispered in your ear more than once, please save that lost lamb!"

"Hahaha" Tang Xili laughed and asked me, "What are you betting on?"

"a glass of wine"

Without saying a word, he drank all the red wine in his glass, touched the empty glass in his hand, and I also drank the wine in my glass.