uncommitted man

When I said goodbye to Tang Xili, I declined his kindness to send me off. He asked jokingly if he was afraid that his little boyfriend would be jealous, and I answered him generously, "Yes!" Because of the alcohol, I suddenly wanted to be willful for a while.

Do as soon as you think of it, this is my usual practice, I raised my hand to hail a taxi, and I sent Xiao Xiao a message saying, 'I'm on my way to school. '

After a while, he called me back and asked in a low and worried voice, "Is something wrong?"

Relying on the smell of alcohol, I asked him boldly, "I just came to see you, can't I?"

He was silent on the phone for a very long time, so long that I wanted to make the driver turn around cruelly, so he coughed and said in an unnatural voice: "Then, let's meet at the school gate."

"Row!"

In fact, my thoughts at this moment are very simple, I just want to take a look at him through the gate and chat for a few words, I really don't want to go too deep.And when I got out of the car and saw a figure standing outside the school gate, I looked at the closed iron gate and said in surprise, "Why did you come out?"

He looked a little embarrassed and said, "Brother, didn't you ask me out?"

I immediately understood where he was going wrong, and my old face immediately became bloodshot, "Yo, make an appointment with you." I greeted him with my handbag.

He didn't hide either, I suddenly leaned my back against the edge of the wall in a funny way, looked at him and said, "You're really a wimpy boy."

He raised the corner of his mouth, stood up and leaned against the wall in the same posture as me and said, "To be honest, I'm actually in a very good mood right now."

Seeing me looking at him, he showed me those two rows of beautiful teeth again, "It's like dreaming, and then people will float up."

What was transmitted along with his voice was the temperature from his fingers.In fact, I am also enjoying this kind of warmth at the moment.

After a long silence with him, he suddenly reminded, "Maybe, there is no room opposite the university."

"What?" I didn't understand what he was talking about for a moment, I went over the original sentence again in my mind, and suddenly pushed him away, turned around and left, waving at him.

"Brother" he ran up anxiously, pulled my arm and said in a strong tone, "How could I let you go."

"Legs grow on me."

"This black light is blind, and there is not even half a rental. What if you encounter bad people?"

I want to say that I am an old man who is still afraid of meeting bad guys, so he raised his phone screen to show me, "How do you get there now that you don't have any cars?" After finishing speaking, he smiled and told me Dangle in front of your eyes.

I reached out and grabbed his shoulder and said, "Don't move."

"It's you who's moving," he said.

"Then I'm so dizzy."

He suddenly came closer and sniffed at me and said, "I just wanted to say, are you drinking again?"

"Yeah, red wine, and a little bit on top."

Then it was embarrassing that he actually bent down and said he wanted to carry me.In fact, I refused at first, but it's just that Xiao Xiao became strong occasionally, it seemed like a different person.

On the way he carried me to the hotel, he asked me, "Who did you go drinking with?"

"Tang Xili" I knew in my heart that he would not know the name, so I reminded him, "It's the one you met last time." Even on his back, I could feel his dissatisfaction instantly. "Don't worry, there is nothing between me and him."

He was silent for a long time and then he said sullenly, "What did he tell you?"

"No matter what he says, I'm going to give you a chance." Even if it turns into a chance to say goodbye later, I'll give it.At this moment, I was actually experiencing the state that Xiao Xiao said just now that the whole person was floating, which was comfortable and a little nauseating. After drinking, I really shouldn't blow cold wind.

Although the dizziness is severe, my consciousness is actually quite clear. I clearly know that after I opened the room, the whole process of taking a bath was supported and helped by Xiao Xiao. I also clearly felt that besides bathing me, he Really didn't make any small moves, and I gave him all of myself with peace of mind.

Except for the moment when he carried me back to the bed after helping me take a shower, which made me extremely uncomfortable.

After a while, Xiao Xiao lifted my upper body from the bed and said, "Brother, let's get up and drink some mineral water."

After I closed my eyes and took a few gulps, I opened my eyes and laughed at him and said, "Why do you feel like you're coaxing a child?"

He stared at me seriously, and put his head on my shoulder, "Actually, in front of you, I have no confidence at all. I am younger than you, and I don't want to be regarded as naive by you. Your social circle is so big. Knowing so many people that I can't reach, I'm always afraid that you will be snatched away by someone, I'm worried about gains and losses at any time, I'm afraid that when I open my eyes one day, I will find that you have been snatched away by someone, I know it." He used Wrapping my fingers around my long hair, I murmured, "As I am now, the most important thing is that I can't give you a sense of security and trust, so what can I do bro? I can't make time go faster, help me I grow up, and there is no way to turn back time and let you know me earlier."

"Yes." I touched his cheek, I thought I was the only one who was afraid, but suddenly forgot, "I can't give you a sense of security."

"However, fortunately," Xiao Xiaoyi changed from his previous sluggish state, stood up and said with a radiant smile, "You called me when I was most confident."

He lowered his head and gave me a loud kiss on the forehead, and indicated with his eyes the frank confrontation between the two of us. "Actually, I'm content to see you every day and hug you like this." Xiao Xiao said while getting up to put down the bottle of mineral water that I drank most of.

As I was being moved by him, I suddenly discovered with sharp eyes that there were several criss-cross stripes on his broad back. I reached out and touched it, "What kind of mark is this?"

I don't know if it's because I touched his skin or because of my problem, his body collapsed uncontrollably, and it was fleeting.He turned around and answered with a relaxed expression, "I was naughty when I was a child, and was beaten by my father."

"Liar, how could a beating leave a mark of this shape?"

He was silent for a while and said, "I have a special hemp rope whip at my house."

"..." I opened my mouth half in surprise, and stood up, "I made a big mistake, I need to use that kind of whip." Seeing that he didn't intend to answer, I added, "It must have hurt at that time. "

He pondered for a moment and nodded, "Well, the pain is the same as when you were crying, ouch."

Others felt sorry for him, and he even made jokes. I slapped him on the back angrily, and a red palm print immediately appeared on the fair skin. I felt that my hands were a little heavy, so I reached out Knead him.He suddenly pulled my hand, put it on his lips and kissed it with gritted teeth and said, "Don't touch it." He pointed his lower body with his eyes, "I really endured it very hard."

It's okay if he doesn't say anything, but once I finish speaking, I can't help but feel the urge.Ah, I wailed in my heart, I can't bear it anymore, I don't need to bear it anymore.

Seeing that he is still carrying it to death, come on, brother today is going to fight anyway.Taking advantage of the wine neck, I stick out my tongue to lick the longest mark on his back.

The author has something to say:

It's over, it's over, I feel like I'm writing pornography, which is too far from my previous style.