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In this way, he was taken to the billiards hall for no reason. During the whole process, Chen Feng didn't say a word, with a long face, he didn't tell me or anyone else.I was a little lost, and wanted to take the initiative to say something to him, but he completely regarded me as air, and went straight to play billiards. There was a woman playing with him, wasn't it his girlfriend?

His girlfriend looked back at me, frowned and said, "Nanhai is high? Why are you here?"

Xiao Wang pulled me to another table and said, "I brought it."

Zheng Yuyan stared at me thoughtfully, I silently turned around and pointed the back of my head at her, but she still asked suspiciously: "Hey, Nanhai Gao, have we met somewhere?"

I didn't dare to look at her at all, and shook my head desperately: "No, no, absolutely no."

"Really? Why do I think you are so familiar?"

The golden retriever said from the side: "He is that little idiot Nanhai Gao who bravely came to our school to find your husband."

"Huh? That's him. Hey, turn around and let me have a look."

I don't have the guts to turn around.At this time, Chen Feng, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly dropped the pool cue and shouted: "Fuck! Do you still want to play? Get lost if you don't! Damn, it's so noisy..."

The originally noisy billiard hall was suddenly as quiet as a cicada. Zheng Yuyan probably felt that she couldn't get off the stage, so she stared at him aggrievedly and said, "Why are you so angry all of a sudden? What's wrong with you recently?"

I was also quite frightened, and I felt that Chenfeng got angry because he didn't want to see me.But I'm also innocent, I don't want to come, he also saw that it was Xiao Wang who dragged me in, didn't he, I can't help it!

"Fuck!" He kicked the pool table hard, messing up all the balls on the table, then walked to the side with a sullen face and sat down, opened a bottle of wine and gulped it down, I was terrified watching.

Xiao Wang thought I was scared, so he quickly leaned over and whispered: "It's okay, they're just like that, we're used to bickering every day. Leave them alone, I'll teach you how to play."

I was startled when Xiao Wang stuck to him from behind. I was not used to such contact, so I quickly took a step back and said, "No need, you can play by yourself and leave me alone, I can't learn it."

Xiao Wang looked at me for a while, then suddenly smiled and rubbed my head: "Fuck, are you shy?"

I blushed and couldn't speak, so I heard Chen Feng suddenly say: "Xiao Wang, let's play a game."

Both Xiao Wang and I looked at him in surprise, but he didn't look at me. He looked at Xiao Wang calmly and said, "What? Are you afraid?"

Xiao Wang frowned: "I'm afraid of a ball, come on."

Jin Mao and Da Tou said excitedly: "Hey, Liu Chenfeng is fighting against Xiao Wang! Everyone, come and place your bets!"

"Wow!" Suddenly, a large group of people appeared out of nowhere and surrounded us with three floors inside and three floors outside. Everyone shouted excitedly and went to Jinmao and the others to place bets.

Xiao Wang patted my shoulder and said, "Just wait, I'll teach you later."

I wanted to say that it was time for me to go back to school, but I was squeezed by someone. I took a few steps back and bumped into Chen Feng who was walking over.Seeing him looking at me with dark eyes, I was a little timid: "Chen, Chenfeng..."

"Get up, drive!" The words almost popped out from between the teeth.

I was so frightened that I bounced away, retreated to the corner, and was squeezed back by more and more onlookers, and then I couldn't even see the back of Chen Feng's head, only the sound of billiard balls and the cheers of the crowd were heard.

I didn't stay and wait for the result of this battle, but left the billiard hall silently and quietly.When I thought of Chen Feng's sinister and disgusted eyes when he looked at me, I felt pain all over my body like being pricked by needles.

What should I do...to reconcile...

The final exam is coming up next week, but I'm not in the mood at all, I can't read the book, I can't understand the meaning of the question after reading it for a long time, and I am in a state of anxiety and dissociation.Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore. After the afternoon class, I ignored the scolding of the labor committee member, left the classmates who were on duty together, and ran away.

The moment I jumped on the 283 bus, I was very excited.I didn't tell Chenfeng that I was going to find him, I was afraid that he would not see me.No matter what, I must apologize in person, and I must pester him until he forgives me.

I told my mother that I will have dinner outside today, and I will go back to school for evening self-study after eating, and I will not go home.Then I sat down in the stairwell in front of Chenfeng's house, took out my mobile phone and looked through the text messages we had sent before.

After an unknown amount of time, a familiar voice in the darkness yelled, "Who the fuck is there!?"

It was only then that I realized that it was completely dark, and there were no lights in the stairwell. It was really scary for me to just sit in the dark and look at my mobile phone silently. I quickly stood up and said, "Chen Feng, is that you? Me, Chu Mu."

There was silence for a while, and then there was movement again.He walked over slowly, as if he didn't see me, walked straight past me, took out the key and opened the door.

My heart was empty, but I quickly cheered up and followed him and said, "Are you still angry with me? I came to apologize. I don't know what happened that day. It was my fault to lose my temper at you. I'm sorry." .”

He turned a deaf ear, opened the door and strode in, intending to close the door.

I don't know where the courage came from, I blocked the door with my foot, and hurriedly said: "Listen to my explanation..."

"Get lost." His face was invisible in the darkness, but his voice was extremely cold.

My heart hurts, I was so anxious that I was about to cry: "Don't do this, aren't we friends? Even if I did something wrong, how could you not give me a chance?"

With a sneer, he smiled contemptuously: "It's ridiculous! What more chance do you have? Haven't you already found another 'new friend'? Why are you still pretending to be affectionate with Xiong-Di?! Disgusting me Woolen cloth?"

The words were too serious, I was choked for a long time and couldn't speak, seeing that he was about to close the door again, I hurriedly said: "Don't say that, I... I only have a friend like you, I really don't want to... "

"It's fucking pretending to be like that!" He opened the door as if he couldn't bear it anymore, and I was caught off guard and almost fell in. He threw me against the wall and said viciously: "Why didn't I look at it?" Come out, you are so good at telling nonsense with your eyes open? You keep saying that I am the only friend, so what about Xiao Wang? Who is Xiao Wang? Boyfriend? I fucked and gave you a scarf! Your mother is also quite romantic Well!"

My shoulder was so painful from his grasp, but I didn't dare to struggle, I just looked at him with wide eyes, and tried to convey my sincerity: "That, that was a misunderstanding. The scarf was not given to him, it was paid for him. Yesterday …I was punched by him yesterday due to a misunderstanding, and my nose was bleeding, so he wiped my nosebleed with his scarf..."

"The big bruise on the bridge of your nose was caused by him!?"

"Ah...it was a misunderstanding, it was a misunderstanding, and he took me to the hospital to see my injuries."

He was silent, but he still grabbed my shoulders, his eyes were stinging brightly in the dark, and his breathing was a bit heavy. Only now did I smell the strong smell of alcohol on his body, so I couldn't help frowning, and asked softly: "Chen Feng, have you been drinking?"

"I want you to take care of it." He let go of me. Although he still looked indifferent, I could feel an obvious change in his attitude - at least his tone was much better.

I immediately cheered up and helped to turn on the fluorescent lamp. As soon as I turned it on, I found that the whole room was in a mess.Dirty laundry, takeout boxes were piled everywhere, and empty beer bottles were rolling around on the floor.

With a "bang", Chen Feng tripped over the beer bottle and fell directly on the sofa.

"Chenfeng!" I was shocked, and rushed over to help him up, "Chenfeng, are you okay? Is it okay? Are you drunk? I'll help you to sleep on the bed!"

"You're just drunk, I drink very well!" He pushed my hand away impatiently, and stood up unsteadily.

I was sweating profusely: "What are you going to do? Tell me what you want, and I'll get it for you."

He suddenly looked at me steadily, and put his hands on my shoulders. Because he drank alcohol, his face was as bright as the morning glow, and his eyes were also watery. When he saw it, my stomach tightened for no reason, and my whole body became stiff.

"Idiot..." He swept away the gloomy aura before, raised his eyebrows and smiled, and said, "I... let me sing for you, okay?"

"Ah?" Which song is this sung?Why are you singing now when you were obviously swearing just now?

Seeing my reaction, he immediately changed his face, and said viciously: "What!? Are you not happy? Damn! I don't necessarily sing when others spend money!"

"...Happy, happy! I'm so happy!" I was 100% sure, although he looked normal on the outside, but he must be drunk.

Hearing what I said, he became happy again, pinched my chin cheerfully, and said, "You're so good."

"..."

He sat me down on the sofa, then got up and walked to the bedroom.I wanted to help him, but he turned his head and pointed at me and said, "Don't move! If you dare to move, I will rape you!"

I had to sit and crane my neck to look into the bedroom.I saw him squatting down, pulling out a black guitar bag from under the bed, picking it up and carrying it on his shoulder, and walking out unsteadily, with an extremely excited expression.

...I really want to sing...

I looked at all this in amazement, and I always felt that it was not real.Am I not dreaming?Want to reconcile with Chen Feng so much that you want to go crazy?So had such a strange dream?

Chen Feng came to me and sat down, and smiled mysteriously at me: "Do you know what this is?"

I looked dull and said, "Guitar?"

"No, no, no," he shook his head gently, and whispered under my blank gaze, "This is... my baby."

"..." I suddenly remembered that he did say that he liked to sing before.

Finally, he opened the guitar bag, and carefully took out an acoustic guitar. It was a very ordinary kind. It didn't look like new, but it was well maintained. It could be seen that the owner cherished it very much.

He tried to play, adjusted the tone, raised his head and asked me: "What do you want to hear?"

My mind went blank: "Ah...you decide."

So, he began to bounce gently.I don't know what kind of song it is, I just know that the melody is very sad and moving. When he started singing, I felt like I was being electrocuted, and my spine was numb.

He sang a Cantonese song, his voice was low and hoarse, but very flavorful.He played and sang with his eyes closed, frowning slightly, with a seriousness that he had never seen before, like an affectionate confession.

The room was very quiet, only his singing voice with a mute voice, like weeping.

I don’t know why, I’m obviously a music idiot with tone deafness, and he sang in Cantonese, I couldn’t understand a single word, but I felt something hit the softest part of my heart, making me want to cry.

Chenfeng... did you encounter any sad things...

Why is your singing...so sad...

No matter what happens to you, I will be by your side and accompany you...

So please don't be so sad, don't make my heart hurt so much...

Finally, he finished singing, slowly opened his eyes, and looked at me steadily.

I also looked at him fixedly, tears blurring my eyes.

Then, he leaned over and kissed my lips lightly.