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Opening his eyes, he stared at the ceiling fixedly, his heart beating violently.What can't get out of my mind is the sad melody of the guitar, his gloomy singing voice, and that kiss like a touch of water...

Is it a dream?

It must be a dream, yes, yes.

Ah...fortunately it was a dream...

Wiping the sweat off his forehead, he picked up the phone on the bedside table and took a look. There was an unread text message.

So early, is it a spam message?

——You left your schoolbag at my house, do you want me to take it to your school?

"!!??"

God!Not a dream!it is true--! ! !

Everything that happened last night quickly flashed in my mind, and I finally remembered it. When Chen Feng came over to kiss me after singing, I was completely frightened and stupid. I kissed him for a while in a daze, and licked on the tip of his tongue When I touched my upper lip, I just woke up like a dream. I pushed him down the sofa, and then fled without taking my schoolbag.

How to do? !

How to do--

why?Why did Chenfeng come to kiss me! ?

Is the world crazy or am I crazy! ?

In order to prevent my family from discovering that I didn't have a schoolbag, I packed it early and slipped out of the house.When I walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus, someone patted me on the shoulder. When I looked back, I almost cried out in fright.

"Here, the schoolbag." He threw the schoolbag into my arms without expression.

I hurriedly caught it, not daring to look at him, I lowered my head and whispered, "Thank you...thank you..."

Why is he here?Why is he here! ?

It's a cold day, but my forehead is sweating.

"Why didn't you text me back?" His voice was calm.

I couldn't think at all, and said nervously, "Ah, no... I didn't see it."

"Oh." Then he fell silent.

He didn't speak, I was even more nervous, I twisted my neck and focused on the direction of the car, wishing to say goodbye to Chen Feng for the first time.

However, after I got on the bus to Nanhai Gao, I found that Chen Feng also came up, walked to the seat next to me and sat down, took out his mobile phone and headset, and seemed to be ready to listen to music.

I hesitated for a while, but still asked: "Chen...Chen Feng, did you...take the wrong car?"

He didn't look at me, and concentrated on plugging the headset into the phone, and while calling up the music playlist, he said: "It's okay, you can transfer to the bus at the gate of your school to our school."

"But...but obviously there is a car to go directly to Bai Yinggao..."

"Would you like to listen?" He asked me with one headset plugged in his left ear and the other in his hand.

"..." I would naturally not refuse such a wonderful thing, "Okay."

He reached out to pick it up, but he avoided my hand, and inserted the other headset into my right ear very naturally, and plucked my too long bangs by the way.

"..."

What's the situation now?

What's the situation——? !

Still, the fact that I'm listening to music on the same pair of headphones together is tempting, and I'm a bit uncomfortable, but enjoying it.I thought that was fine, and I didn't have to worry about what to say.

But after one song passed, as soon as the next one was released, my scalp exploded immediately.

Isn't this... isn't it a song that has been played back countless times in my mind! ?

why would he...

Is it intentional?

I peeked at him from the corner of my eye, but he closed his eyes without any suspicious expression.

Is it a coincidence?Am I overthinking?

With a dry cough, I couldn't help asking: "This... this song is very nice, what song is it?"

He opened his eyes, glanced at me faintly, opened and closed his lips, and said slowly: "Li Keqin's "Half Moon Serenade"."

"..."

It's over, I'm over!

Now whether Chen Feng is intentional or unintentional, I will feel that his eyes have some meaning.No matter what he says or does, I can't help but pay attention to his lips!God, how do you get along with this! ?

In fact, I really want to go all out and ask him why he kissed me last night?But as soon as he met his eyes, all the courage was drained.Although I secretly like him, but he was the one who took the initiative to kiss him, and he should explain it if he wants to explain it, right?

But judging by his appearance, he has no intention of explaining at all...

ah ah!What should I do! ?

We got off at the Nanhai High School Station together. Fortunately, it was still early and there were not many students in Nanhai. However, seeing him in the Baiying High School uniform, they were still frightened and detoured.

"I'll wait for the car with you." I said softly.

He didn't say "yes" or "no", but said suddenly: "Last night..."

"..." My pupils constrict instantly.

Then, under my nervous and expectant gaze, he frowned slightly, showing a slightly confused expression: "Am I drunk?"

"..."

I thought about the thousands of possibilities he would say, but this sentence was unexpected, and I looked at him in amazement.

He looked at me deeply, and said: "I just remember that you came to me and told me that you were beaten by Xiao Wang...Damn it, I'll beat him back in a while..."

"Ah, no, no, no!" I hurriedly said, "That was a misunderstanding, and Xiao Wang felt guilty too."

He glanced at me suspiciously, and fell into his own memories again: "Later, I seemed to be playing the guitar... and then..."

My heart suddenly rose to my throat.

"And then I can't remember, did something happen after that?"

"..." I instantly felt that the winter wind was pouring into my chest.

He stared at me for a moment, as if he wanted to read the answer from my face.

Although I really wanted to grab his skirt and shake his memory back, but I couldn't bear to see him distressed.If, as he said, he didn't remember kissing me after drinking too much, or if he didn't know it was me, then what's the point of me saying it?It may also directly lead to the breakdown of the relationship between the two.

I don't know how I did it, anyway, I put on a smiling face and said to him: "Later... you fell asleep later, I... I went back, ha ha."

His eyes froze for a moment, and then he regained his composure: "Is that so..."

"Ah, yes..." My mouth was bitter, my nose was sore, and I couldn't speak anymore.

Fortunately, the long-awaited bus appeared in time, I hurriedly pushed Chen Feng and said: "Chen Feng, Chen Feng, the bus is here."

Chen Feng got into the car and looked at me through the car door with a complicated expression.

I waved at him, until the bus drove away slowly, and then I suddenly lost my strength and fell down on the waiting chair.

It turns out... I drank too much...

That's right, it's not about drinking too much...

Do you really think he is like you...

Chen Feng...how could he like me...

This incident was a big blow, like a treasure that you couldn't ask for, suddenly fell into your arms, but before it was warmed up, someone came to tell you that it was just an accident, and you had to return it.Before the final exam, I didn't take the initiative to find Chenfeng, but we resumed text messages with each other.

After the final exam, the results came out quickly. Not only did I fail to take the first place in the exam, but I also dropped two places from the midterm exam and slipped out of the top ten in the class.I thought it was nothing, but when I thought of my mother's expression of hating iron and steel when she found out, I really didn't want to go home.

I was wandering around on the playground when someone called me from behind. When I turned around, I saw that it was the squad leader who had been in the Cold War for almost two months. I was very surprised.The squad leader is a pretty girl, petite and exquisite, but her eyes are too fierce.But she is dressed in Japanese style today, and she looks a little cuter than usual.

Just thinking about it, she heard her say fiercely: "Do you know that your grades have regressed?"

"...I know." I thought to myself, what does this have to do with you?

"Is it because of your puppy love?"

"..." I looked at her in surprise.

She sneered and said, "Don't think I don't know, you must have had that kind of naughty girlfriend outside, that's why your grades have dropped so badly."

Although she said "girlfriend", I still subconsciously took Chen Feng into consideration.Hearing her describe it as "not three not four", I couldn't help but get angry and said, "What nonsense are you talking about? Even if it is, what does it have to do with you?"

The squad leader didn't expect me to lose my temper, he was stunned, and then his eyes turned red: "Okay! Okay! It's my meddling! Chu Mu, listen to me, I won't meddle in your nosy anymore!"

Hey... It seems that next semester I will continue to be hated by the girls in my class...

Sure enough, when I got home and told my grades, it was like pouring a basin of ice water on my mother's expectant face, and all the tender appearances were frozen.My mother was so angry that she tore up my report card, cried and scolded me for not living up to expectations, and dropped many decorations at home.I stood by and watched coldly, feeling empty and cold in my heart.

"Get out of here!"

Without hesitation, I turned around and slammed the door.

While sitting on the 283 bus, the mobile phone kept ringing. It was my mother who called. I hung up several times, but she still called desperately.

When he arrived at Chen Feng's house, it was not Chen Feng who came to open the door, but Datou.

The four eyes met, and they were very surprised.

"you……"

He only said one word, and I immediately said: "Wrong way." I turned around and rushed downstairs.I'm so self-willed, I didn't tell Chen Feng before I came here, now I'm really hurting others and myself.

"Chu Mu! Chu Mu, wait!"

It was Xiao Wang who chased me out, and I was stopped by him as soon as I went down one floor.

"Chu Mu, are you here to find Chen Feng? He went out to buy wine."

"Ah, no, I went wrong..."

"Damn! You treat me like an idiot!"

Xiao Wang stopped me from leaving, looked down at my face carefully, and suddenly exclaimed: "Are you crying? What's wrong? Who bullied you? Tell me and I'll beat him up for you!"

"No, no," I wiped my tears and snot indiscriminately, and said, "It was frozen."

"Frozen?" Xiao Wang stretched out his hand to touch my face, and exclaimed again: "It's so cold, why are you running outside without wearing a scarf or a hat? Do you know what temperature it is?"

"I'm fine..."

"Fart!" He took off his coat without saying a word, put it on me, wrapped me up, and said, "Don't say anything, follow me into the house."

I panicked all of a sudden: "No need, I'm fine..."

"It's strange to believe you!"

While they were struggling, a roar came from downstairs: "Fuck, what are you doing!?"

I was stunned for a moment, and saw that Chen Feng had come to me, pushed Xiao Wang away, blocked me and said, "Fuck, try to move him again!?"

Xiao Wang jumped up angrily: "Which eye of yours saw me touch him!?"

I hurriedly said: "Misunderstanding! Xiao Wang just wanted me to come in and sit down."

Chen Feng looked back at me, frowned and said, "Why are you here?"

I was a little embarrassed: "Uh... no, I just came up to see if you were at home when I passed by? Since you have friends here, I'll go back first."

Before Chen Feng said anything, Xiao Wang yelled: "Don't let him go! He seems to be frozen!"

Chen Feng grabbed my arm, turned his head and said to Xiao Wang: "You go up first, then, carry the wine up too!"

Xiao Wang took a bag of wine, and still said to me: "Chu Mu, you can't leave, I told you last time that I invited you to drink, I must drink with you tonight..."

Chen Feng interrupted him impatiently: "What are you talking about? Get lost!"

"Damn, think I'm in the way..." Xiao Wang muttered depressingly, walking up with the wine.

"and many more."

Xiao Wang looked back suspiciously, Chen Feng pulled off the coat that was on me and threw it back to him vigorously: "Take your stinky coat away too." Then he took off his coat and wrapped me up.

Xiao Wang was so angry that he was speechless: "Fuck, your coat smells good? Damn..."

After Xiao Wang went upstairs, Chen Feng said: "What's the matter? Why don't you tell me?"

"I'm sorry, I..."

"I'm not blaming you," his voice was particularly gentle in the dimly lit stairwell: "What happened? You wouldn't have come to me so late before."

I don't know if his voice was too gentle, or the way he looked at me was too warm, my heart was touched, just like a homeless child finally found a safe haven, I couldn't help hugging him: " Chen Feng..."

His body froze, he hugged me with his backhand, and patted my back lightly: "Okay, it's okay, it's okay, I'm here..."