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"Chenfeng, Chenfeng, it hurts, it hurts..."

Chen Feng turned a deaf ear to it, and just dragged me to stride, I could only trot all the way, the pain was so painful that tears burst out, but he didn't turn his head, and naturally he didn't see it.

I knew he was angry, but I just didn't know what he was angry about.

Just because I left without authorization?But is it necessary to lose your temper like this?

No matter what I said along the way, he kept his face dark and silent.Back in the guest room of the hot spring resort, my right hand was freed, and I was gently turning my wrist to check whether it was dislocated. Chen Feng suddenly rushed over from behind, kissed my neck violently, and put his hand directly into my pants inside.

I was shocked and resisted instinctively: "Don't... Chen Feng... don't..."

I couldn't see his face clearly in the dim room, but I could feel his heavy breathing and surging desire.There was no tenderness at all, his vigorous kissing and touching only made me feel uncomfortable.My refusal didn't work at all, and without a word he pushed me against the wall, pushing my legs apart with his knees.

"Chenfeng, don't be like this...it hurts so much, please..."

Still without saying a word, he yanked off my trousers and panties with great force.

Grievance, confusion, sadness, fear...

The feeling at that moment was too complicated, I just cried "no", but he ignored it.At the moment when I was forcibly entered while standing, I felt nothing but pain.

It was a more traumatic experience than the first, not just physically.

"You are mine, you are mine, and only I..."

Before he fainted, he only remembered Chen Feng saying these words over and over again.That sad tone, as if about to cry, continued to echo until I was plunged into darkness.

I want to ask him, why should he be so sad?

and also……

Why...do you do this to me...

***

"What happened to Chu Mu?"

"It's okay, just a little cold."

"The car is waiting outside, do you want to take it to the hospital first?"

"No, I'll just send him back, you guys continue playing."

"Then Yang Xiaomei..."

"It's up to you."

After dismissing the golden retriever, I felt Chen Feng's footsteps approaching, and I closed my eyes reflexively.Even so, I can still feel a shadow hanging over me.

"Mu Mu..." A warm hand caressed my forehead.

I trembled, but still didn't want to open my eyes.

"Is it hard?" The roughness of last night has disappeared, and his voice is so gentle that it is unreal.

I kind of don't know how to face it.

"I'm sorry..." He coaxed in a low voice: "It was my fault last night, don't hate me, okay? Open your eyes and look at me, okay..."

hate it?

No, how could I hate him?

Just hearing his frustrated voice made me unbearable.

Slowly opening my eyes, I saw Chen Feng's originally gloomy expression brighten up quickly, those peach blossom eyes that fascinated me instantly turned into little suns, as if thousands of rays of light shot out from them.

"You...you awake? I...I..."

It's not like him to be so incoherent.

My body is still uncomfortable, but I can feel that it has been cleaned and medicated.

"Are you uncomfortable? Do you want to go to the hospital?" He looked at me nervously and expectantly.

I shook my head.

"Then... are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"

I pursed my lips and whispered, "I'm going home..."

I don't know what's wrong with these words, Chen Feng had a shocked expression on his face, but he still forced a smile and said: "Oh, okay...I...I'll take you back."

I sat up, and he hurriedly carried the clothes I put on the chair to the bed, and then reached out to unbutton my pajamas. I flinched instinctively, but his hands froze, and a trace of pain flashed in his eyes.Although he was still smiling, that smile was uglier than crying.

I felt uncomfortable for a while.

He said, "I... I just want to help you change your clothes..."

I lowered my eyes: "I'll do it myself."

"Oh... oh oh, good."

When I changed clothes, I didn't avoid him either.He just watched, and none of us made a sound during the whole process.The atmosphere is a bit weird, and there is a strange formality and cautiousness between each other.

I didn't mean to make him feel bad, I just felt too tired to talk.

After changing my clothes, just about to get out of bed, Chen Feng suddenly grabbed my arm: "Mu Mu..."

I look back at him.

His eyes were red, and he looked at me with a complex look that was almost desperate, sad and begging for guilt.

I hurriedly said, "I'm fine..."

He didn't speak, and slowly opened his arms, carefully hugging me into his arms, as if he was holding something fragile.

It's really... not like him at all.

I was in a coma all the way back.Regardless of the driver's curious eyes, Chenfeng insisted that I sleep in his arms, but he kept his arms around my shoulders, and his chin gently rested on my head.

Cuddling each other so tightly, I slept peacefully.

When we arrived at the intersection of Xingfu Community, he ignored my dissuasion and insisted on getting off the car with me, insisting on taking me to the door of my house.Walking one after the other, no one spoke - this time I walked in front.

I was almost home, I stopped and turned around and said to him: "Send it here, you go back quickly, don't make the driver wait too long."

He looked at me deeply and didn't speak.

I was a little at a loss: "...what's wrong?"

"Mu Mu..."

"Ok?"

"Can you...can you kiss me?"

"..."

My eyes widened in astonishment.

It's day and night, and it's in front of my house again. Is he joking?

But he doesn't look like that.

Seeing me looking at him stupidly, he smiled sadly: "Forget it, let me fart. Go back and rest."

please don't do thisThe Liu Chenfeng I know is wanton and arrogant, don't show such a sad expression.

I was so sad that I couldn't help but ask, "What about you?"

"I'll wait for you to go in before leaving."

I hesitated and said "goodbye".When he took the key to open the door, he couldn't help but look back. He still stood there and stared blankly at me. Seeing me turn around, he waved happily.

I didn't invite him into the house.

Although I don't hate what happened last night, it still takes time and space to digest it.Also, between Chen Feng and Yang Xiaomei, I also need to think about it quietly.

As a result, as soon as I got back to the room and lay down on the bed, I fell asleep within a few seconds.

"Xiao Mu, Xiao Mu, wake up..."

Waking up in a daze, my father was looking at me with concern: "What's wrong with you?"

I rubbed my eyes blankly: "No, I'm just sleepy and want to sleep."

"Are you having a conflict with that kid Liu Chenfeng?"

I woke up instantly: "Dad, what did you say?"

"Ask if you have had a conflict with Liu Chenfeng."

"Why do you ask that?" There's no reason for Dad to know what happened between Chen Feng and me. If he really knew, he wouldn't ask me so calmly.

"When I came back, I saw him standing downstairs. I asked him if he came to see you, and he said no. I asked him if he wanted to sit in the house, but he said no. In such a cold day, he stood outside doing nothing stupidly. what?"

I rushed to the window with a "swish", opened the curtains and saw that the sky outside was completely dark, and that familiar figure was standing under the street lamp, smoking a cigarette, and his eyes were always looking in this direction of the window of my room.He didn't seem to expect to see me, a look of surprise flashed across his face, then he threw away the cigarette and stood up straight.

I was shocked, and a thought came to my mind that made me tremble uncontrollably.

Chenfeng, he...couldn't he have never left since he sent me home in the morning?

"Isn't it? What's the matter, him?" Dad asked strangely behind him.

I took a few deep breaths before I could calmly answer: "I'll go down and ask him."

As soon as I walked out of the room, I ran downstairs immediately, without changing my shoes, and rushed out of the house.Even though it was May, it was still cold at night.Chen Feng stood so straight under the dim street lamp, and the evening wind messed up his flaxen hair.His shadow stretched very long on the ground, looking lonely and lonely.

When he got closer, he realized that there were cigarette butts thrown all over the ground by his feet.

"Chen Feng, you... what are you doing here?"

His eyes were shining, and he looked a little excited: "Idiot, I miss you so much that I'm going crazy!"

My heart was shocked, and I was a little at a loss: "It wasn't this morning...it wasn't just..."

"I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel flustered when I don't see you."

My face turned red: "Then...then why don't you go into the house..."

He was a little uneasy: "Will you want to see me?"

"..."

Seeing that I didn't speak, he hurriedly said: "It's okay, don't worry about me, go into the house quickly."

"You...you come into the house with me. If you have anything to say, you can talk in the house. It's too cold outside."

His eyes seemed to overflow with water, and the happy light jumped in the pupils.

He said softly: "Okay."

Afraid of waking up or something.

I'm suffocating.

(Yaoran: Now... you should be able to watch it all... ╮(╯▽╰)╭)