Young

Chen Feng was changing shoes at the entrance, when his father came over with his coat in his hand, and when he saw him, he immediately said, "What's the matter with you kid? You really didn't come to find Xiao Mu?"

I don't know how to explain it, but fortunately Chenfeng reacted quickly and said: "No, I made an appointment with someone nearby, passed by here after the meeting, and was thinking about whether to come up to see Chu Mu, so I let Uncle meet you .At this time, you are expected to have dinner, so I planned to wait an hour before ringing the doorbell."

Dad was speechless, and said, "When did you become so polite?"

Chen Feng laughed and said, "I learned from your son."

I hurriedly interjected, "Dad, are you going out at this time?"

Dad changed his shoes and said, "Yes, your mother said that the car broke down, so I'll pick her up from get off work. If you're hungry, order takeaway. You haven't eaten Chenfeng, so you can eat with Xiaomu. "As he spoke, he took out his wallet and gave me two hundred-yuan bills.

Chen Feng said obediently: "Okay. Be careful when driving, uncle."

I couldn't say such words, and I couldn't help but glanced at him in surprise.

With the departure of my father, it seems that even the ease and ease have followed - there are only me and Chenfeng left in the room, I don't know what's going on, I am a little cautious, and I don't know what to do.

After being relatively silent for a while, Chen Feng first broke the deadlock: "Are you going to stand here with me all night?"

I just came back to my senses and hurriedly said, "Then...then let's go to the living room."

He followed me upstairs noncommittally.

"How long have you been standing outside? Is it cold? May I make you a cup of hot cocoa?" Habitually, I started to circle around him, and I didn't feel anything.

Chen Feng looked very happy: "Are you not angry with me anymore?"

"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment, and then I remembered what happened yesterday, and I couldn't help being a little embarrassed.

Chen Feng grabbed my hand and said eagerly: "Otherwise, if you beat me up, I promise you will never fight back. But you have to promise me, don't hold grudges against me, don't...don't..." He seemed unable to say the following words , with an anxious and sad expression.

His hands are so cold.

It's always been warm.

I felt a little distressed: "I'm not angry...don't talk about it, your hands are so cold, I'll make hot cocoa for you to drink."

I wanted to stand up, but he hugged me tightly, as if wanting to rub me into my body.

I struggled instinctively, but he hugged me even tighter, and said nervously in my ear: "Don't leave me! You said that no matter what I do, I will never leave me, right..."

I hadn't expected him to be so disturbed.

Thinking of what Chen Feng had experienced, there was not even the last trace of complaints in his heart, only full of distress.Sighing lightly, I no longer resisted, stretched out my hand to caress his back, and buried my head lightly in the socket of his shoulder.

Feeling my obedience, his back, which was tensed like a full bow, slowly relaxed.

"Chen Feng..."

"Ok?"

"Are you... hungry? Let's order something to eat?"

"……it is good."

He slowly let go of me, and I reached out and took the phone book next to the house phone and handed it to him, saying, "Look for yourself, call for whatever you want, and I'll make hot cocoa for you."

He took the phone book and looked through it. After waiting for a while, I didn't see what he said, so I got up and went downstairs to boil water.

I was rummaging through boxes and chests in the kitchen looking for cocoa powder, when suddenly someone hugged my waist from behind, I screamed in fright, and heard the person next to me chuckle, "It's me."

When did Chen Feng go downstairs?Why so silent?

"Did you... order takeaway?" My mind was buzzing, and I didn't know what I was talking about.

"No." He rubbed his face against my bare shoulder, itching.

I couldn't help shrinking my shoulders and said, "What's the matter? Are you not hungry?"

"hungry."

"...Then why not call it?"

"I don't know, I feel confused when I don't see you."

"..."

"Mu Mu..."

"Ok?"

"You still like me?"

"..."

It was a surprise that he would ask such a question. I stayed for a while and didn't answer right away.But he panicked, grabbed my shoulders and turned me around, looked into my eyes, and said in an irritable and gloomy tone, "Why don't you speak? Answer me quickly!"

I always feel that he is not normal, and I can't help but feel a little worried: "Chenfeng... are you okay?"

He stared at me with wide eyes, his eyes were a little dull: "Why didn't you say it? You obviously like me..."

"...Yes, I like you."

Like some kind of spell to unseal the seal, Chen Feng's dull gaze suddenly became bright.He smiled, like a child, happily: "Then you kiss me."

I always felt that something was wrong, and I stared at him blankly.

He stalks like a child who can't get his favorite toy: "Hurry up!"

I had no choice but to peck him on the lips.

He burst out laughing.

I looked at him in horror: "Chen... Chen Feng, don't scare me..."

He cupped my face with both hands and leaned over to rub my nose as he did in the past.The long-lost warmth brought so many good memories, I unconsciously closed my eyes and indulged in it.

"It's okay, you're still mine, it's okay..." He murmured, his voice hoarse.

With a shock in my heart, I couldn't help but hold his hand on my cheek, and comforted him softly: "It's okay, I'm not angry with you, and I won't leave you."

The corners of his eyes were slightly red: "But, I did something too much to you..."

Thinking of the unpleasant experience last night, I still have lingering fears.But Chenfeng is so guilty and uneasy, I really can't get angry: "I have forgotten what happened last night. You should forget it too, okay?"

He looked deeply into my eyes, and solemnly swore: "I will never hurt you again."

"Ok, I know."

His eyes softened, he lowered his head slowly, and we kissed naturally.

With a "bang", the sudden loud noise awakened us who were indulging in deep affection.We looked back in astonishment, and saw my mother standing pale in the doorway of the kitchen, her face full of horror.

"Ahhhhhhh-"

The tide of despair has turned into a tsunami.

I know that everything will be destroyed.

That night, my mother rushed over like crazy and slapped Chenfeng hard.Chen Feng took it hard and did not escape.Because it happened so suddenly, I was completely stunned. When my mother grabbed the meat cleaver on the chopping board, I screamed and rushed to stop her.Chen Feng was afraid that the knife would accidentally scratch me, so he rushed up and wanted to pull me away. The tugging between us irritated my mother who was in a rage. If my father hadn't appeared in time, I am afraid that both of us would have died.

Dad didn't know what happened, he grabbed the knife in his mother's hand and yelled for Chen Feng to leave.

I dragged Chenfeng away without hesitation.

My mother shouted hoarsely from behind: "Chu Mu! Come back to me! My God! My God, what crime did I do..."

As soon as the nose was sour, tears fell down.

I know I made a mistake, but I don't know where it is.

I always thought that one day I would say "I like Chenfeng" to my parents, but I never thought that this day would come so early and so suddenly, in such an unacceptable way.

Looking back many years later, I can't help but think, is it the wrong time for me to meet Chen Feng and fall in love?If we met in college, or fell in love after we were financially independent, would it have ended better?

But the truth is, not only did we fall in love in high school, but our parents caught us.

despair.

panic.

helpless.

I don't know which word to use to accurately describe my mood at that time, but there is a feeling that the sky is falling.