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It wasn't until I jumped on the bus that I believed that what happened just now was not a nightmare—my mother really knew the most secret relationship between Chenfeng and me.

Chen Feng's cell phone rang all the way, he took it out and turned it off immediately.

You don't need to look to know, it must be my parents calling - my mobile phone was left at home.

"Chenfeng, what should I do..." I grabbed Chenfeng's hand in horror, as if grasping the last straw.

Chen Feng's face was serious, his cheeks were swollen, and there were clear five finger marks on them.But he still squeezed my palm to comfort me: "It's okay, go back to where I live first."

"Chenfeng... I'm sorry..." I wanted to touch his face, but I didn't dare, for fear of hurting him.When he thought that what he endured was all because of me, the tears couldn't be stopped.I couldn't take care of my face anymore, and cried loudly on the bus in embarrassment.

The people in the car looked at me in surprise, whispering and pointing.

That feeling made me even more uneasy, and I always felt that the people in the car also knew about my relationship with Chenfeng.

"Mu Mu, don't cry, listen to me... Mu Mu, Chu Mu... I rely on you idiot to shut up!"

"..."

The crying stopped abruptly, and I stared at Chen Feng, who was full of black lines, with teary eyes.

"Damn it, I'm not dead yet, why are you crying so hard?" Chen Feng plucked his hair irritably, and said, "Why do you, a big man, love to cry so much? Damn, aren't we still doing well? What's the matter?" Crying?"

I was sobbing and speechless.

The car came to a stop, and Chen Feng simply said the word "go", and was about to pull me out of the car.When I saw the name of the station displayed on the LED, I shouted anxiously: "I haven't arrived at the Chinese Medicine Hospital yet!"

"What the hell! This car doesn't even go to the Chinese Medicine Hospital!"

"..."

I just remembered that we rushed to the bus station of Xingfu District just now as if we were running for our lives, and when we saw a bus parked there, we jumped on it directly, without even looking at the route.

When I got out of the car, the cold wind blew, and I sneezed from the cold.

"Tsk, why don't you wear a coat?" Chen Feng hurriedly took off his coat and put it on for me.

"No need, you wear less clothes than me..." We ran too fast just now, we are both still wearing indoor slippers on our feet, who cares about taking our coats.

"My body is a hundred times stronger than yours, put it on quickly!"

I put it on obediently, and looked around. This site is very remote, and there are no pedestrians at all except vehicles, so I bravely hugged Chen Feng who was looking at the stop sign.

Chen Feng was startled, and turned to look at me.

I was a little embarrassed: "Uh...wouldn't it be warmer this way?"

Chen Feng smiled "puchi", nodded solemnly and said, "Well, it's okay. Otherwise, you can just lie on my back, and I'll treat it like a cloak."

"..."

Seeing that I was speechless, he smiled lowly: "You idiot."

I stared blankly at his smiling face, and suddenly felt that it doesn't matter if the innocence collapses, at least we are still together now.

I thought that Chenfeng was going to take me back to live in his house, but he just went back and simply packed some things, and then took me to a nearby hotel.

I was a little surprised: "Why don't you live at home?"

He glared at me angrily: "Your parents will kill you at any time, it's better to live outside for safety."

Then I remembered that my parents already knew where Chen Feng lived.

Because it is a cheap hotel, the room is very simple and has a strange smell.Chen Feng put down the luggage bag he brought, and said: "I don't have much money on me, so let's settle it first."

"It's nice here."

I want to say, as long as I'm with you, it doesn't matter where you live.

"Chenfeng, have you brought medicine? Your face is swollen, you can't do without medicine."

Chen Feng said: "Who still has time to take the medicine? Just ignore him, it will probably disappear by itself tomorrow."

"Then why don't you use a towel to cover it?"

Chen Feng sat on the bed, raised his legs and looked at me with a smile: "You apply it to me."

... It's okay to apply it to him, the key is why his eyes and smile make people feel so awkward.

The towels in the hotel were not very clean, fortunately Chen Feng brought them himself.I found a towel from the luggage bag he brought, went to the bathroom to soak in cold water, and walked back to the bed to apply to his face, but he patted his thigh and said with a playful smile, "Come on, baby, sit here."

"..." I was a little powerless: "Stop making trouble."

He opened his arms and said, "Who made a fuss? I really want to hug you. Did you freak out just now? Look at you, your eyes are swollen from crying, so you should apply them."

Thinking of crying on the bus just now, my face became hot.

"Come here." Although Chen Feng's face has been swollen into a pig's head, I still like it very much.

Unable to bear the temptation, I walked over, and he hugged me and let me sit on his lap.

This posture is also good, it is convenient for me to put him on the face.

Chenfeng looked at me without blinking, and I could clearly see my face from his pupils.

I couldn't help but smile at him.

There was silence in the room for a few minutes, and my heart was peaceful and sweet.

After a while, Chen Feng spoke: "Idiot..."

"Ok?"

"Let's run away."

"...!..."

My eyes widened in surprise.

There was no expression on his face, as if he was joking: "If we don't run away, maybe tonight will be our last night together, do you understand?"

All the peace and sweetness were shattered because of this sentence, I was flustered, and I said helplessly, "I don't want to separate from you! Chen Feng, please, don't..."

He held my face in his hands, looked straight into my eyes, and said deeply, "then come with me, okay?"

"But...but where can we go? School...how about school?"

Chen Feng closed his eyes and took a deep breath. When he opened his eyes again, the corners of his eyes were already red. He spoke softly, but still let out his crying voice: "I know it's selfish of me to say that, but... just thinking about seeing you again in the future I can't see you anymore, my heart...is like being drilled by an electric drill..."

I put my arms around his neck without hesitation: "I'll follow you!"

"But Chu Mu...you are only 17 years old, you have a bright future..."

"No, I only have you."

"... Maybe you will regret it in the future..."

"I don't know what will happen in the future, but I know that if I don't go with you, I will definitely regret it."

Chen Feng gently pulled my arm around his neck, raised my head, and stared deeply into my eyes: "Do you love me?"

Caught off guard, I was stunned.

Love... is so heavy, even if I was only 17 years old at the time, I knew it was not easy to say "love".

Chen Feng asked again: "Do you love?"

I know that I like Chenfeng very much, I like it so much that I can't extricate myself, I like it so much that I can't lose it, I like it enough that I can do anything for him, I like it enough that I can give up everything for him, I like it enough... I am willing to protect him with my life.

But I don't know if that counts as love.

But I couldn't help but answered him: "Love."

Maybe the "love" that I said so easily when I was young is so ridiculous in the eyes of others, but after many years have passed, I still don't regret my answer at that time - my feelings for Chenfeng are too deep and heavy, to use "" Love" is not an exaggeration.Don't underestimate our relationship because we are young, and don't laugh at the love between us just because we are the same sex.Love knows no age, no gender, perhaps no one would believe that we were young, but we really loved each other deeply.