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"where did you go?"

When I came back to my senses, I was shocked to realize that I had walked to the door of the house spontaneously.Chen Feng was right in front of me, staring at me in shock and anger, and anxiously said with a pale face: "Speak up! What's the matter with you?"

I stared quietly at the face in front of me that haunted me.

Something pierced the heart, and slowly pulled it left and right.

it hurts.

"you……"

Chen Feng was so anxious that he wanted to curse, I stretched out my hands to hold his face, wishing to kiss him stupidly.

He was stunned for a moment, stretched out two fingers to pinch my nose, frowned and said: "Don't act like a baby! Don't think that every time you use this trick, it will work! Tell me! Why did you go there so early in the morning? You didn't come back until now! Didn’t you say you’re going to buy Long Kee shrimp dumplings? Where’s the shrimp dumplings? Also, what’s with the stains on your clothes? Why do you smell so strongly of coffee?”

I groaned: "I accidentally knocked over my coffee..."

"Drink coffee? Don't you like coffee?" Chen Feng asked suspiciously.

"……I went to take a shower."

Chen Feng didn't intend to let me go like this, he grabbed my arm and said: "Speak clearly first!"

let me...how to say...

I closed my eyes and showed a painful expression: "Chen Feng, I feel so uncomfortable..."

Chen Feng was taken aback, and hurriedly touched my forehead: "What's wrong? Why is it uncomfortable? Tsk, I tossed so hard last night, what are you running around in the early morning really..." While complaining, he hugged me horizontally I got up, put it on the bed, and took the pajamas to help me change.

"Don't go to work tonight, I'll ask the foreman for leave for you."

"no……"

"Shut up! I didn't ask for your opinion."

I grabbed Chenfeng's hand and said nervously, "I'm fine, just sleep and I'll be fine, don't ask for leave for me..."

"Fuck, do you know that your face looks like a ghost now!?"

I looked at him in panic, and murmured absentmindedly: "I don't want to ask for leave, don't..."

"Fuck it!" Chen Feng plucked his hair irritably: "Why didn't I see that you love your job so much before? How can asking you to take a leave of absence is like being forced into prostitution?"

"Chenfeng, don't ask for leave for me, no, please..."

Chen Feng was shocked: "Okay, okay, if you don't ask for leave, then don't ask for it. Why are you crying? You... Are you okay? Where is it uncomfortable? Why don't we go to the hospital for an examination?"

At that time, my mind was in a mess, I didn't know that I was crying, and I didn't know what I was talking nonsense, but I was just afraid that I wouldn't see Chen Feng, so I hugged his arm tightly: "I don't want Please leave, I want to watch you, don't leave me, please, please..."

My abnormality frightened Chenfeng, and none of us went to work that night.Chen Feng has been watching over me on the bed, I cried and shouted like a nervous wreck, tossed and tossed for several hours, and finally fell asleep tiredly.I vaguely remember that I couldn't sleep well, and I had nightmares one after another. First, I dreamed that many people surrounded me and scolded me for "dead homosexuality", and then my mother chased Chen Feng with a knife. The dreams were scattered, only a cold voice Don't go: "Chu Mu, you will ruin Chen Feng, you will ruin him, you will ruin him, you will ruin him..."

"Ah—" shouted and woke up from the dream.

A familiar voice shouted anxiously: "Mu Mu, don't scare me, what's wrong with you..."

Panting heavily, his eyes slowly focused, and Chen Feng's red eyes came into view.

He looked like he was about to cry.

My heart tightened, I stretched out my hand to touch his face: "Chen Feng..."

Chen Feng suddenly jumped down, hugged me tightly, trembling all over, and let out a suppressed sob from his mouth.

The breath of despair is so strong.

I couldn't bear it anymore, hugged him tightly, and cried bitterly: "Chen Feng, Chen Feng, Chen Feng..."

The heart is like being cut open.

The fresh meat was turned inside out, bloody and bloody.

That day was very chaotic, and when I calmed down a little, I was already in the hospital for an IV drip—a low-grade fever.Chen Feng looked more haggard than me, not only a circle of light blue stubble appeared on his chin, but also a red pimple appeared on his usually smooth forehead.

I looked at him guiltily, and he gave me an annoyed look: "What are you looking at? Looking at the face of the remains?"

"Don't talk nonsense..." I am very sensitive now, and I can't hear such words.

He touched my sweaty bangs and said, "If you scare me like that again, won't I have a short life?"

"I'm sorry..." Apart from these three words, I don't know what else to say.

He looked at me deeply for a while, until I lowered my eyes unbearably, and said: "What happened?"

Throat tight, I slowly shook my head.

He pondered for a while, then said softly: "No matter what happens, I'm still there, right?"

I looked up at him and looked into his smiling but tired eyes.

The corner of my mouth was murmuring, and I couldn't help but say: "Chen Feng..."

"Ok?"

"What is your aspiration?"

Chen Feng was stunned: "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

I forced a smile: "I just want to know suddenly. I want to know what kind of person Chen Feng will become in the future."

Chen Feng curled his lips, and said disdainfully: "Che, you can know what kind of person I will become just by listening to my dreams? Do you think you are Jigong?"

"..."

Seeing that I was speechless, he laughed "haha" twice and said, "What about you? What is your dream?"

I was taken aback.

dream...

I think back to when I was in elementary school, my favorite composition topic was "My Ideal", "My Dream" and so on. At that time, my dream was to have a playmate.But after my mother read the composition I wrote, she was very upset and asked me to rewrite it, and told me that my dream was to become a doctor.Since then, whenever I encounter a similar composition topic, I will mechanically write: My dream is to become a doctor.Over time, even I thought that becoming a doctor was my dream—even though I hated the smell of disinfectant very much.

"I know what your dream is."

Chen Feng's voice brought me back to reality.I asked curiously: "What is it?"

He blinked slyly: "Be my wife."

I froze.

But he laughed out loud, drawing displeased eyes from the nurse.

I didn't laugh, but thought about it seriously, then looked at him, and said, "You're right."

The laughter stopped abruptly, Chenfeng looked at me slightly surprised.

Yes, I hope to be with you forever...

This is me, my real dream.

Chen Feng raised his eyebrows, and looked at me with a half-smile: "You seem to like sweet talk a lot recently, what's the matter? Has your sex changed? Or are you thick-skinned?"

neither.

I'm just afraid that if I don't say it... I won't have another chance...

I changed the subject with a smile: "You haven't said what your dream is yet?"

He half-truthfully said: "I will marry you as my wife."

My heart trembled, and the sweet sourness came out bit by bit, and my mouth was a little bit bitter: "Speak seriously."

"Besides that..." His face slowly revealed a shy longing, "My dream is to become a singer."

The hand trembled unconsciously, pulling the needle, and blood dripped from the place where the needle was stuck.

"Damn, why is it bleeding?" Chen Feng turned back nervously and shouted: "Nurse, nurse..."

I looked at him and whispered, "You will."

Chen Feng looked back at me: "What did you say?"

The corners of my mouth trembled, and after all, it was raised upwards. I shook my head lightly: "No."

(Yao Ran: It will be updated every day during the three days of the holiday, and I will expose this paragraph as soon as possible. I can understand those who can’t stand it, because I am the same.)