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Three days later, I left a brief letter and secretly boarded the train home.I was very calm during the whole process, except for the moment when I saw the train coming, I wanted to jump off the platform.

After seven hours on the train, I'm back in what should be called "home".But there was no joy in my heart, no, to be precise, I had no feeling at that time.Like a walking dead, he walked numbly on the street he should be familiar with, and walked under the sun for nearly two hours before reaching the Xingfu Community.The guard of the community saw me and was very pleasantly surprised: "Xiao Mu, why didn't you ask your parents to pick you up? Is America fun? Xiao Mu? Xiao Mu..."

My parents should be at work at this time, and I didn't have a key to the house, so I sat down on the steps outside the door.

Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng...

But it's only been half a day since I left, and I already feel like I'm missing each other like crazy.The thought was so intense that the nerves in the brain began to throb.In order to reduce the burden on my brain, I picked up a stone and started to write stroke by stroke on the ground: Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng Chen Feng...

After an unknown amount of time, a sharp voice suddenly exploded: "Xiao Mu!"

Then, the stone in my hand was snatched away.

The voice was distraught: "Are... are you crazy? Ah? Look at your current appearance... You... Are you going to piss your mother off..."

I blinked, only to realize that before I knew it, the ground had been densely carved with "Chen Feng", and my palm was already bloody, but I couldn't feel the pain.

"you……"

Mom was about to say something when a neighbor happened to pass by and greeted her.The two exchanged a few pleasantries, and the aunt said: "Isn't this Xiao Mu? It's been a long time since I saw you. Didn't you say you're going abroad to play?"

I squatted on the ground, staring at the crooked "Chen Feng" all over the floor in a daze.

Mother hurriedly said: "Yes... yes, I just came back. This kid grows older and duller, and he can't even say hello when he sees people. Xiao Mu, he still doesn't call 'Aunt Zhao'."

very noisy.

I didn't say anything.

Mom was angry: "Chu Mu!"

Aunt Zhao hurriedly said: "It's okay, it's okay, the child may not be jet-lagged just after he came back, let him go to sleep quickly."

My mother apologized repeatedly, and after Aunt Zhao left, my mother immediately grabbed my arm, pulled me up from the ground, took out the key to open the door, and whispered: "You shameless brat...you are shameless, I will pay you back!" Shame...now that you've come back...why don't you just die outside..."

I let her drag me into the house, and as soon as the door closed, she slapped me across the face.

"You... how could you do such a shameless thing? Have you ever thought about your parents? Ah? We have worked so hard to raise you so big, how can you... how can you..."

very noisy.

I close my eyes in pain.

"What? Did that bastard Liu Chenfeng not want you and you ran back? Ah? Why do you still have the face to come back?! Are you still thinking about him now? Isn't it? Why are you so shameless? I... ...What sin did I, Qin Meng, do in my previous life to give birth to... a pervert like you..."

"Qin Meng!" An angry shout finally cleared the ears.

Dad came over and said with a serious face: "The child is back, what are you talking about? Xiao Mu is only 17 years old, what does he know?"

Mom covered her mouth and sobbed.

Dad looked at me, and said for a long while: "Okay, just come back, go back to the room and rest, and let your mother make delicious food for you later."

I turned around numbly and walked upstairs, went back to the room, and locked the door.

Sliding my back against the door and sitting down, I slowly curled up and hugged my knees tightly.

Chen Feng...

I feel terrible.

Chen Feng...

Where are you.

Chen Feng...

I miss you so much.

I really want to...see you.

The dinner is very rich, but no matter what you eat, your mouth is bitter, and you can't taste other flavors.I slowly ate the rice without making a sound, my mother also kept a straight face and said nothing, only my father said: "Since I am back, I still have to continue reading. Xiao Mu, do you want to rest for two days before going to school, or tomorrow?" just go?"

I didn't say anything.

With a sudden "bang", my mother put the bowl heavily on the table, and said angrily, "Are you dumb when I ask you something? Ah? How dare you put on a bad face after doing such a shameless thing? You are really capable!" If so, don't come back..."

Dad's face darkened: "Qin Meng!"

At this time, the downstairs doorbell rang.

Mom stood up in a hurry and went downstairs to open the door.

Dad sighed, gave me a piece of Coca-Cola chicken wings, and said, "Eat more, you've lost a lot of weight."

Suddenly, my mother's furious voice came from downstairs: "You bastard who kills thousands of knives! You still have the face, bastard..."

Then, I heard a lingering voice: "Auntie, is Chu Mu back? You let me see him, I have something to ask him..."

I stood up abruptly, staring blankly at the stairs going downstairs in a daze.

Dad frowned and said in a deep voice, "Sit down."

I didn't move, my eyes stinging sharply.

My mother was yelling downstairs, and Chen Feng shouted at the top of his voice, "Chu Mu! Chu Mu! I know you're upstairs, you fucking come down! Chu Mu..."

With a "snap", my heart twitched violently, and I rushed downstairs without even thinking about it.

Dad grabbed my arm and said angrily, "Go back to your room! If you dare to see him, I will break your leg!"

The mother downstairs yelled hoarsely: "Security, security..."

Chen Feng was still shouting: "Chu Mu, Chu Mu, Chu Mu..."

Unable to bear it any longer, I hugged my head and yelled, cried and rushed upstairs, rushed back to the room, and opened the window with a "crash": "Chenfeng! Chenfeng..."

When Chen Feng's figure appeared in my sight, I didn't think much about it, I just wanted to climb up the window and jump off the window.A pair of strong arms stretched out from behind, hugged me tightly, and threw me to the ground: "Are you crazy? Ah? What do you want to do? Do you want to die? Ah?!"

Chen Feng's voice downstairs was already hoarse: "Chu Mu! Why? Why? Tell me! Why are you leaving? Chu Mu, Chu Mu..."

Mother said sharply: "Security, get this little rascal out of me! Don't let him come in to harass us again! Otherwise, I will complain to you at the property!"

The security guard cursed fiercely: "Did you hear that? Get lost! Otherwise, the police will be called..."

Chen Feng's voice was getting farther and farther away, but the hoarse "Chu Mu" sounded like arrows piercing my heart, nailing bloody holes in my chest.

I squatted on the ground, covered my ears, and yelled: "Ah-ah-ah-"

After that, I lost consciousness.