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After such a toss on the rooftop, it is impossible for me to keep my relationship with Chen Feng from Shi Shi and Xiao Wang.As for how they felt when they saw me lying almost half naked in Chen Feng's arms, I don't know.At the end of that incident, it was Shi Shi who helped me go to the locker room and stole my school uniform for me to change, although she refused to make eye contact with me from the beginning to the end.

I thought that Chen Feng and I would end like this, but three days later, Shi Shi came to me—this was the first time she came to me after the Tiantai incident.

Standing in front of her, I was a little apprehensive.

She took out a very old and small mobile phone from her pocket and gave it to me with no expression on her face: "Take it."

I was stunned: "What?"

She said impatiently, "Blind? Cell phone!"

"...Why did you suddenly give me a cell phone?"

Although she tried her best to appear natural, her eyes had drifted away: "It's not from me, it's... Liu Chenfeng..."

I was startled: "Huh?"

"What's your name!?" She shoved the phone into my hand angrily, turned around and left.

"Shi Shi..." I couldn't help calling her out.

She stood there without looking back.

I asked uneasily, "Do...do you... think I'm...disgusting?"

She turned around abruptly, and the ferocious look on her face startled me.Then, she stepped in front of me in two or three steps, grabbed my skirt, and dragged me to the corner of the stairs regardless of the surprised eyes of others.

She pushed me against the wall, folded her arms and glared at me, saying, "If you want to talk, tell me clearly! Don't hesitate!"

"say what?"

"Tsk!" She gave me an angry look, and quickly said, "It's just you and Liu Chenfeng!"

"..." Caught off guard, I blushed.

Seeing me like this, she was also a little embarrassed: "Although Xiao Wang told me not to ask more about the things between you, I still can't figure it out. Chu Mu, you and him...how could..."

I lowered my head uncomfortably: "I don't know..."

"How come you don't know?" Shi Shi was furious at first, then his expression changed suddenly: "Isn't it...you were forced by Liu Chenfeng?"

"No!" I shook my head hastily: "I liked him first! I also confessed to him first! It has nothing to do with Chen Feng."

Shi Shi frowned and said, "Do you really like him? Or did you confuse the friendship between Xiong-Di? Maybe it's because you have such a good relationship and you depend on him too much..."

"No," I interrupted her, and said, "In the past, I would think what you said made sense. But now, I'm sure, I like him... No, I love him more than you love Xiao Hope is still deep, do you understand?"

Shi Shi blushed instantly: "You stupid piece of wood! Why are you pulling on me for no reason!? I... I don't have... I have any feelings for Xiao Wang... No! Talk about you! Since I like it so much, Why are you making such a fuss now? Are you...are you breaking up?"

I smiled bitterly: "There are many things you don't understand..."

Shi Shi was startled and fell silent.

The class bell rang, I smiled at Shi Shi, and missed her walking upstairs.

"Chu Mu."

I stand on the steps and look back.

She looked up and smiled at me: "We're still friends anyway, right?"

With a shock in my heart, I couldn't help my nose turning sour, but a smile spread on my lips: "Yeah!"

Back in the classroom, I took out the cell phone given to Shi Shi and saw that there were three unread text messages on it.Shi Shi said, the mobile phone was given by Chen Feng, why did Chen Feng...

My heart was beating a little fast, I was a little hesitant, but also a little expectant, so I opened a text message: - Mumu, I miss you

Just those few words made my eyes wet in an instant.Continue to click the next one:

——I can't do it, so I completely sever ties with you like this, even if I don't reply, you can still let me send you a text message, okay? It's not like him at all to be so humble.I closed my eyes uncomfortably, until the tears went back a little, and then I mustered up the courage to click on the third text message: ——Suddenly I can’t remember how I lived without you in the past, what should I do?

Throat choked, tears still fell down, smashed on the open Chinese exercise book, and wet a line of words on it: When the ends of the world are endless, there is only endless love.

The heart is like a knife twisting.

After school, Shi Shi and I walked outside the school together.Mother's car was parked at the school gate. To her surprise, she suddenly opened the door and got out of the car, looking at Shi Shi with a very happy smile.

Shi Shi was stunned for a moment, and called obediently: "Hello, Auntie."

Mom kept saying: "Okay, okay, your name is Shi Shi, right? You are really beautiful and sensible."

Shi Shi smiled inexplicably.

That's right, because I got too close to Shi Shi before, I had a puppy relationship, which made my mother very dissatisfied.Now her attitude towards Shi Shi has taken a 180-degree turn, and she knows the reason without even thinking about it.

I said to Shi Shi, "Hit a ride?"

Mom immediately said: "Yes, Shi Shi, let's take Auntie's car."

Shi Shi hurriedly said: "No need, Auntie..."

Mother enthusiastically: "Why are you polite? My Xiaomu is usually taken care of by you, so it won't be troublesome for us to take you home on the way. Come and come, everyone gets in the car."

Shi Shi looked at me questioningly, and I smiled and said, "Since there is a bus, don't squeeze the bus, let's go."

Just as he opened the car door for Shi Shi, a figure suddenly jumped out and hooked Shi Shi's shoulder: "Baby, where do I want to go before I wait?"

When I saw it was Xiao Wang, I reflexively looked back.

Then, the gaze froze.

That tall and tall figure stood across the road.Wearing the Pagoda summer school uniform - white short-sleeve shirt, khaki pants.All the black hair was combed back, revealing a smooth forehead, which looked much more mature.He was also looking straight at me, his eyes were dark and deep, with a kind of restrained edge.

Chen Feng...

I don't know when, I can already recognize you in a sea of ​​people like a radar detector, you know?

It's like an instinct.

Shi Shi and Xiao Wang were arguing, and her mother hurriedly shouted: "What's the matter with you, you little rascal? If you don't leave, I'll call the school security!"

Xiao Wang sneered and said, "Auntie, will you be too lenient? This is my girlfriend!"

"What nonsense!?" Shi Shi twisted his arm angrily, turned to my mother and said, "Auntie, thank you for your kindness, but I'd better take the bus. Chu Mu, see you tomorrow, bye."

Xiao Wang raised his eyebrows proudly at my mother, and chased Shi Shi away.

Mom said angrily: "What a mess! Xiao Mu, why don't you get in the car?"

I came back to my senses suddenly, my mother had already got in the car, I couldn't hold back my beating heart, and looked across the road.Chen Feng looked at me deeply, raised two fingers, nodded his lower lip, and pointed at me.

I blushed all of a sudden.

Mom shouted: "What are you looking at? Are you still in the car?"

Fearing that my mother would find out the existence of Chenfeng, I hurriedly withdrew my reluctant gaze, lowered my head and got into the car.The car started slowly, and through the window, I saw Chen Feng was always looking in my direction, never leaving...

The life that I thought was meaningless, lingers on because of some expectations.

Waiting for Chenfeng's text messages every day has become the only motivation for me to live.

As long as there is news of Chenfeng, there will be no despair.

Even though it is hard and painful for me not to reply to text messages every day, I still enjoy it.

I dare not go back, for I am afraid that once I go back, all previous efforts will be wasted.

What I'm most afraid of is... being found out by Yang Xiaomei that we are still in touch...

I can't afford the consequences.