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After Yang Xiaomei and Zheng Yuyan left, the room became quiet.Chen Feng stood in the porch with his back to me, I couldn't see his expression, and felt uneasy: "Chen Feng..."

"why……"

I was nervous for a while: "What?"

He still didn't look back: "Why didn't you tell me that you were threatened by Yang Xiaomei? Could it be... In your heart, I am so unreliable?"

"No!" Subconsciously denied, Chenfeng's low and depressed voice made my uneasiness continue to expand, "Chenfeng, it's not what you think...I'm sorry, I...it's all my fault..."

"Ah..." He sighed softly, and said helplessly, "You idiot, what should I do with you..." Then he turned around and walked towards me step by step.

I saw the tiredness and sadness in the corners of his brows and eyes, and my heart throbbed with pain, but what I said was three pale words: "I'm sorry..."

He walked up to me, looked down at me, and the corners of his eyes were red: "Why didn't you discuss it with me at the beginning? Why did you have to bear it alone? Don't you believe me? Do you think... I would be afraid of disclosing my relationship with you?"

I grabbed his hand in a panic: "It's not Chenfeng like this... I... I'm afraid that you can't bear Yang Xiaomei's threat and do something impulsive, so I dare not tell you... I'm sorry, I... Actually I do this... It's also very uncomfortable... Yang Xiaomei said, I will hinder your life and prevent you from becoming a singer... I am afraid, Chen Feng, I am afraid that you will hate me in the future... I... I don't know what to do ..."

He hugged me into his arms so hard, as if he wanted to strangle my back, but his body was trembling slightly: "Are you an idiot? Ah? You believe everything that woman says. Are you her husband or her?" Son? Did you fucking ask me!? What kind of singer, what kind of life... How fucking ridiculous! Do you know that before meeting some idiot, Liu Chenfeng was nothing, he was just a pile of mud It's some stupid pig like that made him want to change. Singers, dreams, college...don't even mean shit to him, all he really wants...is to try to be...able Someone worthy of that guy..."

"..."

"Chu Mu, I, Liu Chenfeng, am not afraid of anything. The only thing I'm afraid of...is that you leave me...Promise me, no matter what happens in the future, no matter how difficult the road ahead,...don't leave me again ...I can't take it...the second time..."

The warm liquid was ironing the bare neck.

Something, gently poke the softest part of the heart.

He is obviously such an arrogant and domineering person, but at this moment he is as fragile as a child.

I couldn't cry anymore, the only thing I could do was hug the person in my arms back and nodded vigorously.

Chenfeng...do you know?

Before I met you, I was the one who had nothing.

You say that I am your everything, why are you not my everything?

In my gray world, you are the only color.

My life is only you, only you.

Yang Xiaomei can be described as "resolute and vigorous", and the video was posted on the Internet that day, and it was also posted on the forums of various schools.This is like dropping atomic bombs on various colleges and universities, and with a loud bang, all the peaceful and beautiful appearances were blown up.This incident was very big at the time, and it affected a wide range of people. It can be said that it caused a storm in this city.Not only because Chenfeng and I are men, but also because one of us is from Nanhai Gao and the other is from Bai Yinggao.

But that was only heard later, before the incident got serious, Chen Feng and I had already packed up our things and prepared to flee the city again.But I don't know where my parents got the news, they just stopped us before we got on the train, and just like that, I was taken home and locked up.

Without access to the outside world, parents can unplug the phone line, close all the doors and windows, and draw the heavy curtains. It can be imagined that the outside is probably a mess.My parents don't go to work anymore, and I seldom even leave the house, but even so, the house is still dead, no one wants to talk, and once they talk, they can't do without complaining and cursing, every word is so ugly, It's like a sword that kills the heart.

Not being able to see Chenfeng, not being able to get news of Chenfeng made me anxious and almost crazy.

My parents quarantined me as if they were the source of the disease. Both Shi Shi and Xiao Wang were rejected.I can't get in touch with anyone, and naturally I don't know what Chen Feng is facing outside and what kind of pressure he is under.

After staying at home for a while without people or ghosts, one day during dinner, my mother suddenly said, "The visa is here."

My chest trembled, and I suddenly had a bad feeling: "What visa?"

Dad said with a serious face: "You caused such a big incident, and the whole family was humiliated. Do you think we can continue to live here?"

"I won't go!" Thinking of leaving, it felt like thorns had grown all over his body, piercing his internal organs with pain.

My mother slapped her face and scolded sharply, "It's up to you? If I had known this day, I should have let you die outside! What crime did I do in my previous life? How could I give birth to you like this?" You are not a normal person, but you want to hang out with men...you...you..." As if he couldn't get angry, he threw his job over.

I didn't hide, the porcelain bowl brushed my forehead, and my head was dizzy for a while.

"Okay!" Dad said with an ugly expression on his face, "What's the use of talking about it now? Your aunt is over there in the United States. You can clean up and leave in two days."

I sat blankly, looking at the cold food in front of me, and just repeated: "I won't go..."

"You can't help this!" Dad seemed to be unable to bear it any longer. He slapped the table furiously and said, "Do you know that everyone knows about your crap? Now every time people in our company look at me , It's like watching a joke, a monster! You... When you did those things, did you ever think about your parents?!"

My mother burst into tears: "I have worked so hard for so long, and finally got a chance to be promoted, and now...now it's all gone! It's because of you! It's because of you, a shameless bastard! I knew it earlier Today, when I gave birth to you, I should have strangled you to death!"

My head was "buzzing", my whole body was exhausted, my nerves were throbbing, I heard myself say: "If this is the case...why don't you just let me leave with Chenfeng..."

"How dare you mention that bastard!?" Mom was so angry that she almost threw the dining table over.

Dad was also very angry, pointing at me with trembling fingers, and said in a deep voice, "You...you go back to the room! Over there in the United States, you have to go, or you have to go if you don't!"

"I won't leave, I won't leave Chenfeng alone to face these..." We agreed, no matter what happens, we have to face it together, I will never leave him alone.

With a "snap", my father, who had never hit me before, finally couldn't bear it and slapped me backhanded. With so much force, I felt that half of my ears were "buzzing", and I couldn't hear clearly.There was still a smell of blood in his mouth, and his whole face was burning hot.

"You...you still say this kind of thing..." Dad stood up, pulled me by the back collar, lifted me from my seat, and dragged me upstairs, "You are my son , is the son and grandson of our Chu family! Even if I beat you to death, I will never allow you to engage in those perverted things and disgrace the whole family!"

During this time, I have heard too many similar words.

Disgraceful, humiliating, perverted, disgusting, dirty...

For 17 years, I never knew that I was such an existence.

Chenfeng, Chenfeng...

Where are you……

What should we do...

Exactly what to do... is right...