Young

Once there is pressure, the old problems of the past will reappear.First it was insomnia, mental fatigue, and then I couldn't eat, and I vomited whatever I ate, and then I started to have a low-grade fever, which was burning tepidly, and my head was almost confused.Sick all day long, just want to sleep.I saw several doctors and took a lot of Chinese and Western medicines, but nothing worked.The doctor said again that it was a psychological reason, and I needed to see a psychiatrist.When my parents heard it, they made the same old cliché, and didn't care too much, and let me fend for myself at home.According to my mother, I am already psychopathic, no matter how powerful a psychiatrist is, I can't see it well.

Even though I was dying of illness, my parents insisted that I fly to America.I figured that even if I really had only one breath left, they would still carry me on the plane.Perhaps they'd rather have me dead than to remain in the world and disgrace them and make them lose their heads.

"Pack up and get on the plane the day after tomorrow."

These days, I have also gotten used to my mother's cold face.At that time, my mother was probably so disappointed in me that she felt resentful, so she didn't even want to look at me more.

I lay straight on the bed, looked at the ceiling, and murmured: "I won't go..."

My mother ignored me, and while packing clothes into my suitcase, she said, "Your dad has already expelled you from school. I called your aunt last night and told her about your situation. She said American psychiatrists are very powerful, and she will arrange for you when you go.”

"I won't go..."

"When you arrive in the United States, you must listen to your aunt's words, study hard, and stop thinking about those messy things. After a few years, your father and I will probably immigrate to the United States as well."

"I won't go..."

Mom made a "crash", pulled the zipper of the suitcase hard, got up and said: "Your dad is right, you are still young after all, and there are countless possibilities in the future. Even for your parents, you have to change your ways and be a new person, you know Is it? When you grow up, you will understand the painstaking efforts of your parents."

"..."

I stopped talking, and tears flowed down the corners of my eyes and fell on the pillow cover.

I thought about it all night, and the next morning, I appeared at the dining table and said to my parents who were looking at me: "It's okay to go to the United States, but before I leave, I want to see Chenfeng for the last time..." Seeing that my parents' faces began to turn black, I hurried Said: "I just want to know if he is doing well, I just want to say 'goodbye' to him..."

Mom turned her face away and continued to eat breakfast indifferently.

Dad said coldly: "Eat, go back to your room after eating."

"Dad, Mom, please..." With my knees bent, I knelt straight on the ground and kowtowed vigorously.

"You... are you trying to piss us off?!" Dad stood up abruptly, came over and grabbed my arm, dragging me up from the ground.

I was weeping numbly, my heart was numb, and I kept saying like a demon: "Please, let me see Chen Feng, I just want to know how he is doing, please... "

The mother who had been staying out of the matter suddenly said, "Do you really want to know?"

My eyes lit up, and I shook off my father's hand and looked at my mother expectantly.

Dad frowned and said, "Qin Meng!"

"Since he wants to know, let's tell him, so that he can get on the plane with peace of mind." Mom took a sip of coffee, put down the cup, took out a tissue and wiped her hands, then turned to look at me with cold eyes Faintly, revealing a bit of cruelty: "In fact, as early as a week ago, Liu Chenfeng was locked up in the police station."

"What did you say!?" It was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, causing severe pain in the chest, surging blood, and bursts of blackness in front of the eyes.

Mom continued: "Little hooligans like him will go to jail sooner or later."

"How did this happen? How did this happen?!" I rushed forward, tripped over a chair leg, threw myself on the table, and overturned the breakfast on the table. resonance.

My parents were startled by my appearance, and my father hurriedly took me away from the table so that I would not be cut by broken glass.My mother's expression was ugly, she stared at me and said, "That stinky rogue beat up the security guards in our neighborhood! Now he's going to be sued, and he's about to go to jail, so stop those dirty thoughts as soon as possible!"

Chen Feng... Chen Feng... beat up the community security?

Why……

Could it be...for...me?

He came to see me?

He came to see me!

He must have come to see me!

But what about me?Not only do I know nothing, but now I have to leave him alone!

no!no!I can't let Chen Feng go to jail!

"Where are you going!?"

The sound of hurried footsteps approached and grabbed my arm.I just came back to my senses and found that I was already standing in the porch, about to open the door and go out.

Dad firmly grabbed my arm and scolded, "Go back to your room!"

"Dad, Dad, please tell me, which security guard is it? I'll apologize to him, I'll beg him, I can't let Chenfeng go to jail, I can't..."

"This has nothing to do with you! Do you still feel that you haven't been ashamed enough?" Dad gritted his teeth, his face extremely gloomy: "Do you know that after he made such a fuss, those who didn't know your dirty things now know all about it?" ! Now I take an elevator and meet my neighbor, and I don’t even have the face to say hello, do you know that?! You still have to run to beg? What capacity are you begging for? You want the whole world to know what the messy relationship between the two of you is. no?"

"No, no dad...I...I just want to help Chenfeng...he has no relatives, he only has me...I can't leave him alone, I can't let him go to jail..."

"No! You just stay at home! Go to America tomorrow!"

"I won't go, I won't go, I won't go!"

My angry roar finally angered my father. He rounded his arms and slapped me hard. I was already very weak, and this slap knocked me to the ground.

The bloody smell in my mouth stimulated me, I yelled, like a cornered animal, I hit my head with my father.Unexpectedly, my father was bumped hard by me and took a few steps back. I took the opportunity to run to open the door.

Before the door was opened, someone grabbed my arm, pulled it hard, and I fell to the ground, my forehead hit the shoe cabinet, and my head suddenly fainted.

"Xiao Mu!" Dad, who was still in a rage, suddenly panicked, and hastily squatted down to look at me, "How do you feel? Are you dizzy? Xiao Mu?"

Weeping in despair, I hoarsely said: "You kill me, Dad, you kill me, even if I die, I will not leave Chenfeng to go to the United States, you kill me..."

"You!" Dad was frightened and angry, and tears gradually came out of his bloodshot eyes.Then, he hugged me into his arms, rolling from the depths of his throat, making a sound like choking.

In the air, lingering lingering, sadness and despair...