Before and After Divorce

The same three words.

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Su Yan put a freshly picked rose next to Xia Tingwan's bed every morning. Xia Tingwan might still be vaguely angry with him at the beginning, and asked a bit critically: "Why is there only one rose at a time, so stingy."

Su Yan took Xia Tingwan's hand and led him downstairs, showed him the rose garden he planted, and said seriously: "Because I planted and cut it by myself, so there are not many."

Xia Tingwan looked at the roses blooming in the sun, his face blushed slightly, and asked, "Are you really planting them all?"

Su Yan nodded, and he told Xia Tingwan the story of "The Little Prince", saying that it was his favorite book when he was a child.

Xia Tingwan had never read that book before, and listened to Su Yan talking about the little prince, the rose, and the little prince's fox with great interest.He didn't say anything, but he secretly took the book "The Little Prince" from Su Yan's study room. After reading it, he kept it on the bedside table beside him. Didn't put it back in the study either.

The days of living with Xia Tingwan brought Su Yan great happiness.

Xia Tingwan is willful, but also lively.His every move was extremely cute in Su Yan's eyes.

During that time, as he got older, he burst out with an unprecedented desire to create. He sent 138 love letters to Xia Tingwan, but in fact, he wrote and hid them secretly, but there were far more than this number.

Many, many nasty words, he actually buried them in the bottom of his heart.

But in fact, the ones sent out look very hypocritical in retrospect, but what can be done.

Maybe that's what it's like to be married to the one you love.

From then on, life has a bright look, and its direction is romantic and full, like biting a full cake and falling into the belly, it is sweet and satisfying.

They went to watch old movies together in 1998, and then held hands on the street, chatting about plots and characters.

When no one is around, they are even more brazenly intimate. In summer they lie naked in the jacuzzi on the balcony, Xia Tingwan sits between Su Yan's legs, and he also leans on Su Yan's arms and looks up at the starry sky. He peeled the oranges and fed them to him petal by petal.

He also went out to eat mutton hotpot in the middle of the night in the middle of winter. Xia Tingwan was afraid of the cold, so Su Yan bought him a beige rabbit fur ear bag to wear, which was as cute as a bunny.

Once it was photographed, Su Yan saw two reporters shivering in the cold wind, and invited them to have a hot pot meal at the next table.

Xia Tingwan ignored Su Yan with some displeasure, but Su Yan was not in a hurry, so he slowly boiled mutton for Xia Tingwan, picking up pieces of it.

Xia Ting ate late for a while, and suddenly couldn't help laughing again, looked at Su Yan and said softly, "Su Yan, you have a really good temper."

He does have a good temper, and most of the time, he is gentle.

But Su Yan knew that in his heart, there was always another completely different self——

Morbid, wanting to completely occupy Xia Tingwan's self all the time.

Maybe it was those five years, to some extent, he still felt that he was a suitor, even if he hugged him thousands of times, he still felt dissatisfied.

He wanted every inch of Xia Tingwan's body to belong to him. Sometimes, he wished he could swallow it mouthful to feel safe.

He had to suppress it all the time, only showing it occasionally on the bed.

Almost every time Xia Tingwan had sex with him, she would cry pitifully at the end. On the bed, the beautiful little peacock was not his opponent at all, and every time, she would completely surrender.

He liked Xia Tingwan's surrender, so he lay under him, sobbing and begging: "It's impossible, it's really impossible."

Xia Tingwan is the most aggrieved person in the whole world, when a pair of peach blossom eyes looked over dimly.

You know that he is wronged, and you know that there is a bit of coquettishness in this grievance. He is not that uncomfortable, but he just wants you to love him more.

He leaned down, hugged Xia Tingwan in his arms, and coaxed and coaxed Xia Tingwan one after another, but couldn't help lowering his head and biting his earlobe like a white shell, and asked in a low voice: "Little peacock, do you know?" - you belong to me."

Xia Tingwan would resist from time to time, sometimes he would ask such questions, but he would not say anything.

Su Yan couldn't tolerate Xia Tingwan's disobedience at this time, he pressed Xia Tingwan under his body, bit Xia Tingwan's fragile Adam's apple threateningly with his teeth, and waited patiently.

Until Xia Tingwan pushed him with a crying voice, took his hand and stroked the emerald ring between his fingers: "I'm yours, I'm yours."

Su Yan sometimes thinks that he is really not that gentle.

In his heart, there seemed to be a dragon hidden——

Just like in a fairy tale, he likes bright things, so he snatches all the gold and silver treasures and hides them in his cave.

He is the same, he wants to drag his little prince to a high cliff, lock him in his lair, and then occupy the entrance, he does not allow anyone to come in or out, does not allow anyone to hurt, and does not allow anyone to see the beautiful scene inside.

His love is far from being so grand and peaceful.

Rather, it is narrow and crazy, as if it wants to accumulate all life in one point.

But at that time, what he never thought was that if one day, the evil dragon got old, who else would be able to guard the cave where the treasure was hidden, and who would be able to bring the little prince down from the cliff.

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After the divorce, Su Yan repeatedly dreamed about the night of their wedding.

Late that night, Xia Tingwan was exhausted from all the tossing, lying on the big bed, panting lightly.

Su Yan went to pour him a glass of red wine, and when he walked back to the room, Xia Tingwan was lying on his side with his back facing him, his slender legs curled up between the quilts, only his bare upper body was exposed.

He has two beautiful butterfly bones. When he moves slightly, the light and shadow seem to dance on the skin.

The dark blue sheets and dark blue fluffy quilt embrace Xia Tingwan gently like waves.

The silver moonlight shone down, shining on the boy's white back.

Xia Tingwan turned his head, revealing half a charming side face, and said softly, "You're back."

Su Yan held his breath.

At that moment, he seemed to see the deep sea in the night, the lazy waves and the wind beat against the cliffs together.

Under the moonlight, a small white whale playfully leaped to the surface of the sea, revealing a corner of its agile dorsal fin.

Suddenly he realized.

Then he called the research team, and he said, he changed his mind --

If you can still find traces of that whale, maybe you can consider calling it TW.

"TW, my court night.

My beautiful little whale, the unique 52Hz in this world. "