Cloudy but no rain

"For you." Ye Fu Yi laughed, with a little apology, looking at Su Fengmian walking in front of him.

Su Fengmian glanced at the rose in his hand, accepted it expressionlessly, and walked around Ye Fuyi to the passenger door: "Get in the car."

"it is good."

Su Fengmian pressed the window button, only half of the window was exposed, the car was not driving fast, on the contrary, because of the congestion of the Second Ring Road, the car stopped and went, so the cold wind would not blow in like a wind blower.

The occasional cold wind blows Su Fengmian's shallow short bangs on his forehead, Su Fengmian has been silent, his eyes are tranced on the taillights of one red car after another outside the car window, and his eyes are a little swollen by the light.

"Don't like it?" Ye Fuyi exerted a little force on the hand holding the handbrake, and the blue veins protruded slightly. Ye Fuyi's fingers are very slender, but not very slender. It may be that he has done a lot of operations, and his fingers look very thin. There is strength, like a strong green bamboo.

After a while, he pushed the handbrake forward again.

"No." Su Fengmian looked down at the few roses on his lap. The roses were very beautiful and smelled very fragrant. The wind blowing in made them stronger. He had no reason not to like them.

"I'm sorry about what happened just now." Ye Fuyi whispered.

What he said happened more than half an hour ago. After Su Fengmian came out of the bathroom, he called Ye Fuyi. The phone was answered before it rang completely.

Ye Fuyi yelled at Su Fengmian with resentment: "I'm driving, stop calling!" and hung up the phone.

Of course Su Fengmian didn't mind that Ye Fu Yi didn't answer the phone while driving, he was just surprised by Ye Fu Yi's attitude.It seems that the same person has answered the phone many times before, and mistakenly thought that this call was also from the other party.

"I thought it was someone else." Ye Fuyi explained, "Before you called, an insurance company had been harassing me and asking me to buy insurance."

"Can you change your reason." Su Fengmian said softly, "It can convince me."

"You don't believe me." Ye Fuyi smiled helplessly, "I don't have any other reason, and this is not a reason, it's just an established fact."

established fact.

He said these four words very strongly, with the meaning of deliberately bickering.

From a certain feeling, Su Fengmian knew that Ye Fu Yi was lying - he just didn't want to tell himself who the person who called before was.As for why Ye Fu Yi lied, Su Fengmian didn't know, and Ye Fu Yi obviously had no intention of confessing.

Su Fengmian still didn't speak, and looked out the window in a muffled voice.Seeing this, Ye Fu Yi had no choice but to turn the music playback knob, and the low-pitched cello concerto sounded slowly in the car.

This voice sounded to Su Fengmian as if he was sawing wood. After seeing Ji Zhifei, his mood was not only not happy, but even more depressed. Coupled with Ye Fuyi's reaction, Su Fengmian felt that his heart was stagnant.

"Can you turn it off?" Su Fengmian frowned and closed his eyes, "It's very noisy."

Ye Fu Yi didn't close it, as if he didn't hear what he said.

After a minute or two, Su Fengmian turned the knob to the end himself, and the screen showed that the volume level was zero, so he withdrew his hand in satisfaction.

"Don't ask for trouble, music can help you soothe your nerves." Ye Fuyi sighed, not intending to argue with him, in his eyes, Su Fengmian was making trouble for no reason, and what Ye Fuyi was most tired of was people who made trouble for no reason.

"Who did you call on the balcony that night?"

"Patient's family." Ye Fu Yi replied very calmly, almost without hesitation. Su Fengmian quietly squinted at Ye Fu Yi. Ye Fu Yi's side face looked impersonal under the bright red taillights of the road ahead, with a warm tone. The light did not soften his silhouette.

Su Fengmian had no choice, he knew he couldn't keep entangled for no reason, otherwise Ye Fuyi would really get angry.

He still doesn't know what Ye Fu Yi's bottom line is, so he can only assume that what Ye Fu Yi said is true, and he is too lazy to worry about it.

What's more, when he thought of Ye Fu Yi's eyes when he pressed him against the wall that night, he didn't dare to say anything.

"I see, I'm sorry, I just..." The ending sounded very long, Su Fengmian apologized hesitantly, his palms were sweating again, and he pulled the seat belt tightly.

just what?He couldn't tell clearly, but Ye Fu Yi did not seem to be lying. If there is no evidence to prove it, his speculation about him would make him disgusted, and he would hate himself even more.

But Su Fengmian didn't know where his anxiety came from.

"It's okay, did Ji Zhifei say something?" Ye Fuyi took the words, raised his free right hand and rubbed Su Fengmian's hair, "I don't have a good relationship with him, if you hear something from him, don't Too concerned."

In fact, Ji Zhifei didn't say anything.

"Am I annoying you?" Su Fengmian asked, mocking himself, "Sometimes I feel insecure."

"Maybe it's because he still has no relatives at such an old age, and has never really established an intimate relationship with anyone. He is still paying off the mortgage at the age of 40."

"Like a woman."

Su Fengmian muttered to himself.

Ye Fu Yi laughed: "Of course not. You can only show that you care about me. I'm very happy."

Su Fengmian nodded, picked up the rose on his lap, and held it lightly in his hand, not daring to use force, for fear that the thorns on the branches would pierce his hand.

"But don't think too much, it's not good for you and me." Ye Fuyi immediately added, and turned on the music in the car, and a blues song rang in the car, playing on the long Second Ring Road.

After driving for half an hour, but walked less than four kilometers, Ye Fuyi chose to get off the elevated road at the next intersection and take the road in the city, which is a bit long.

It was past nine o'clock when the two returned home. Su Fengmian went to take a shower and glanced at his phone. Ji Zhifei sent him a message a few hours ago, not long after they parted, saying that it was next Sunday. I'm free, and I don't mind seeing you again.

Su Fengmian faintly laughed, and after laughing for a while, her heart sank.

He didn't reply, he just felt that he couldn't see Ji Zhifei too often, which would only increase his distress in recalling the unbearable past.

Ji Zhifei just saw him as an old classmate, but he had other thoughts.

As Ye Fu Yi said, thinking too much is not good for him, not good for himself, and not good for Ye Fu Yi.

"What are you looking at?" Ye Fuyi's arms came up from behind him. The height difference was just enough for Ye Fuyi's chin to rest on Su Fengmian's neck. shoulder.

Ye Fu Yi took off his cell phone, saw Ji Zhifei's words, he pressed and held the on-screen button, and finally turned off the phone.He put the phone on the sink in front of him and kissed the back of Su Fengmian's neck.

The smell of Su Fengmian made him obsessed. He used to think that Su Fengmian used perfume, but after living together for a few days, he realized that Su Fengmian's shower gel and laundry detergent were the culprits.

"Tomorrow... oh, no, it's next Wednesday..." Ye Fuyi seemed to have blood all over his body gathered somewhere in his body, so that his brain was confused and unclear. He thought for a while before struggling slightly in his arms. Su Fengmian whispered, "Next Wednesday I will cooperate with Ji Zhifei for an operation. This operation is very difficult. The patient...you have studied medicine, so I will tell you this."

He calmed down, stroked Su Fengmian's waist, kissed his reddened shoulders, and after a while, continued to exhort: "That patient is in danger of sudden death on the operating table at any time... the blood vessels near his heart are almost blocked, I originally made an appointment for a dredging operation next week, but there happened to be a minor traffic accident, and now I am in the ICU...so I may fail the operation."

"I have never failed any operation, of course, not because I am so good, but because I will suspend the operation at the right time, but this one cannot be suspended, and there is a high probability of death after the suspension, ha... the same is true if it is not suspended , the success rate is very low... I hope you will come to the hospital and wait for me when the time comes."

"Why? Wouldn't it be more difficult for you to concentrate if I went?" Su Fengmian answered him panting lightly.He felt that Ye Fu Yi was like a boa constrictor wrapped around his body. When he spoke, he made a "hissing" sound and released toxins.

When Ye Fuyi heard this, he laughed lowly: "I won't be influenced by you, if there is, it will be a positive influence."

As he said, he swam into Su Fengmian's pajamas with one hand, straightened Su Fengmian's chin with the other, and made Su Fengmian look into the mirror.

Su Fengmian couldn't detect any strange emotions from the person behind his shoulder, Ye Fu Yi just asked him as usual.

But today Su Fengmian was not in the mood, he grabbed Ye Fuyi's wrist, tried a little bit of strength, but he didn't hold back, Su Fengmian could only say: "I will hold a Monday flag-raising ceremony at school tomorrow morning, and I have to go back to school very early, so I will start today... forget it."

He smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled up so that he didn't look awkward.

Su Fengmian didn't intend to make a fuss, he really had no desire today.When accepting Ye Fuyi's touch, the image of Ji Zhifei always appeared in my mind from time to time.

It made him unable to focus.

Su Fengmian looked at Ye Fuyi in the mirror and stopped moving.

Ye Fuyi stared down at Su Fengmian's collarbone, the patterns on it were covered with a thin layer of sweat mist.He raised his hand, and put his broad palm on the rose for a moment, and finally he let go of the person in his arms.

"Okay, let's go to rest, I'm a little tired too." He turned and left the bathroom without entanglement.

In the next few days, Su Luoqi was sent back to school.

Su Fengmian was at Ye Fu Yi's home and did not see him.

Even though they lived under the same roof, they had hardly met each other.

One night Ye Fu Yi came back late, Su Fengmian was already asleep at that time, and in the morning he saw Ye Fu Yi lying beside him sleeping soundly.

He didn't ask Ye Fu Yi why he didn't come back, he got up quietly and left to go to school quietly.

He knew that the doctor was busy, otherwise the huge house would not have any breath of life at all.

Moreover, Su Fengmian is also very busy.

The students are about to take a model in the market. The school arranges students to study by themselves. The teacher is on duty every other day. Su Fengmian is on duty every other day. Every time he is on duty, he has to work in the school from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm, answering one boring question after another for the students. Insane question, repeated over and over again.

Sometimes he really wishes his students could eat the memory bread in Doraemon.

But they couldn't see Ye Fu Yi even when he was resting during the day.

Their breaks are all staggered as delicately as two rows of zippers.

In fact, it was a relief for Su Fengmian not to see Ye Fuyi.After meeting Ji Zhifei last time, their relationship has undergone subtle changes.

He saw a desire in Ye Fu Yi's eyes that he had never seen before.It's not scary, it's just that Su Fengmian didn't get used to it, he always thought that love should be in the tone of love rather than desire.

But he also didn't figure out the difference between love and lust.

----

Soon on Wednesday evening, the patient's physical condition recovered and the operation could be performed as scheduled.

"Doctor Ji, the patient is already waiting in the operating room." The nurse came to inform Ji Zhifei.

"Got it, I'll be right away."

Ji Zhifei went to the operation preparation room, and he saw Su Fengmian.

To be precise, I saw Su Fengmian and Ye Fu Yi. They were standing in the corridor opposite to the door of the preparation room, separated by a distance. Su Fengmian didn't notice this side, and his eyes were always on Ye Fu Yi.

Ji Zhifei looked at it for a while, Ye Fu Yi gently hugged Su Fengmian, and finally walked towards this side.

He took a deep breath silently, and greeted Ye Fu Yi who was walking towards him, knowing that he could not talk about personal grievances with Ye Fu Yi at a critical moment.

"Good afternoon, ready for surgery."

"Good afternoon." Ye Fu Yi smiled at him and went in.

After he went in, the doctors arrived.

Ji Zhifei pulled through the security door of the preparation room, and when the door was closed, he peeked at Su Fengmian again through the crack of the door. Su Fengmian sat quietly on the chair in the opposite corridor and rested his head.

Ji Zhifei closed the door with greater force, and the door made a "bang".

Volume Two

i dare not say your name

If someone asks me about my worries

Said to be the longing of the distant sea

Said to be the sorrow of lonely autumn

——Dai Wangshu "Worries"