Cloudy but no rain

After Ye Fu Yi left, Su Fengmian finished the rest of the porridge by himself.There was a lot of porridge left, and he drank it bit by bit for a long time, his stomach was full, and he even wanted to vomit after drinking the last bit of dregs.

Overeating is not a good habit, Su Fengmian knew, he just didn't want to waste this carefully cooked porridge.

In fact, it is okay to keep warm until Ye Fu Yi comes back, but if Ye Fu Yi comes back, he will not drink it again in all likelihood, so this bowl of soup can only be put in the refrigerator, the taste must not be as good as the one just out of the pot now—— More importantly, Ye Fu Yi would definitely not want to drink the next day's porridge, he couldn't even finish what he made that day.

Su Fengmian hiccupped, sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, and there was a late-night movie playing on the TV.

He watched the TV screen bright and dark, and wanted to fall asleep on this boring thing, but he didn't feel sleepy after watching it.

Moreover, he didn't remember the plot of the movie. Ye Fu Yi still hasn't come back after two and a half hours after the movie finished.

Glancing at the wall clock, picking up the phone, I was a little surprised to see the reminder of being liked three hours ago on the lock screen.

Su Fengmian often makes comments. He really talks a lot on social platforms, and he also talks a lot, but he can't find anyone to confide in.

He also has a lot to say about this book, and he will leave some comments on weekdays.It's just like this, it's not a hot comment, a comment buried in Ruchao Jingping, the chance of being liked is very small.

Su Fengmian looked at the people who liked it. The name of the reading account is "Fox Dog", the personal interface is clean, and there is nothing.

He took another look at the bookshelf of the other party. There were no bestsellers. Except for the novel "Mediocrity", all the others were professional books.

Book after book, what "Surgical Notes", "Surgical Memorandum", "A Doctor's Confessions"...

It seems that he is a medical student. Coincidentally, Su Fengmian is interested in all medical students. It's just a matter of how much he is interested in.

He hesitated for a moment, but still didn't click on the other party's private message to chat, canceled the software, opened WeChat, and sent a message to Ye Fuyi: When will you be back?Did your friend receive it?

After waiting for five or six minutes after sending it out, Ye Fuyi told him: I'm not going back tonight, you should sleep first.Good night.

Su Fengmian couldn't sit still anymore, he called Ye Fu Yi directly, the phone beeped a few times, and he was connected.

He didn't speak after receiving the call. He thought it was impossible to get through.

"What's the matter? Haven't slept yet?" Ye Fuyi's soft voice made Su Fengmian suppress his anger. He didn't know why he was angry. Rather than being angry, he was more anxious.

Ye Fuyi made him worry more and more about gains and losses, as if he lost it from the moment they were together.

Su Fengmian couldn't adapt to such a state of mind, but he couldn't control his wild thoughts.

Su Fengmian gave an "um", which sounded full of resentment.

Ye Fuyi laughed softly, "Are you worried that I'm messing around outside?"

"No, I just...we haven't slept together in a long time."

After waiting for a second or two, Ye Fuyi said, "My friend drank too much, so I won't be able to go back tonight."

"Are you still angry? My attitude towards you was really bad last time." Su Fengmian said to himself.

"Go to bed early, you have class tomorrow. If I have a rest tomorrow, I can cook for you." Ye Fu Yi didn't know what to answer him, he had already forgotten which so-called last time was.

"You're still drinking."

"Well... After all, it's a friend I haven't seen for a long time, and I didn't drink too much."

"Okay, drink less."

"Okay, you go to bed early, hang up, good night."

Su Fengmian had no choice but to hang up the phone and lie on the sofa anxiously.

His uneasiness grew stronger.

This restlessness can also be called barrenness.

Su Fengmian knew that he couldn't get into Ye Fu Yi's heart, and at the same time, he didn't want to really get in.

This kind of wandering is more exhausting than a single road to the dark.

Originally, he only wanted to find a partner who would live on, who could cook, wash, and clean the house, and if he had the chance, he might be able to take the step of opening up his heart - unfortunately, Ye Fu Yi didn't seem to accept him either.

Su Fengmian probed for a while and felt a little tired. Whether he was looking for someone to make do with or Ye Fu Yi made do with it, I don't know.

Especially now, at one o'clock in the evening, he suffers from insomnia and is alone in the living room, only him and the dust in the huge bunk room.In the moonlight from the balcony, everything casts a lonely shadow.

Solitude doesn't even have a shadow.

Su Fengmian picked up the phone again and opened the social software that had been closed just now.Instead of entering the reading area, he entered the friendship area.

Most people have different user names in the reading area and making friends area, and their personal homepages will also be different, so people can create two selves.

Su Fengmian's user name in the reading section is "Wandering in the Wind", but in the dating section it's much more straightforward: I'm free today.

He also regretted having such a name. At the beginning, he thought it was better to make an appointment directly, and there was no need to beat around the bush.Later, when I didn't want to make an appointment, I was always approached by someone.

But the name cannot be changed.

After getting together with Ye Fu Yi, he didn't go to the friend area for a long time to see what news there was.As soon as it was opened now, the message bar was almost bombarded indiscriminately, and the scene was tragic.

Especially since he randomly added many friends, many people asked him if something happened to him.

Su Fengmian smiled bitterly, and replied one by one: It's not an accident, it's a relationship.

When the word "falling in love" was typed out, a strange emptiness arose in Su Fengmian's heart.He didn't feel like he was in love.

He has never been in love, and Ye Fu Yi can be said to be his first love.It's just that this first love, which was late for so long, didn't bring him the throbbing he imagined, and he wasn't as happy as having a crush on Ji Zhifei or flirting with some people.

Su Fengmian thought of Ji Zhifei, staring at the beating information on the screen, he bit his back teeth, holding back the soreness in his heart, the night cannot be used for sadness and remembrance, this is too deliberate.

Su Fengmian looked at "Random Today" at the bottom of the screen, took a deep breath, and clicked in.

The page immediately displays "Currently matching friends", followed by six dots that jump up and down.This process only took a minute or two, and Su Fengmian regretted it a bit.

He knew it was wrong.

Ye Fuyi's magnanimity is in contrast to the anxiety in his heart. Su Fengmian can't stand it if he wants to make peace with someone who doesn't love him.

He also didn't intend to do anything to feel sorry for Ye Fu Yi, but he was too boring and lonely, so he found a netizen to confide in.

Strangers are often easier to confide in, just like he did to Ye Fu Yi at the beginning.

After one or two minutes, a Cupid pops up on the interface, and the match is successful.

The opponent is...

Su Fengmian raised his eyebrows, stepped on his slippers, left the living room, went to the bedroom, and slumped under the quilt for a while, before he took out his phone again and sent a message to the fox dog.

Free today: "Don't sleep? It's one o'clock."

After sending the message, he clicked into the homepage of the fox dog.

This man's dating page, like his reading page, is something medical.It is rare for Su Fengmian to see someone who uses the same user name for reading and making friends, and also hangs these academic charts and texts on the dating homepage. He doesn't really come to make friends...

Su Fengmian was somewhat interested in this.

It's just that the other party didn't have a photo of himself, and it looks like a novice account that hasn't been used much.

But the year of registration has been two years...

Su Fengmian murmured in surprise: "Does this person use this as a dating platform or an online hospital...?"

While he was looking at the other party's data card, the other party replied with a message.

Fox Dog: "What is the purpose of asking such words? Didn't you sleep all over..."

Su Fengmian laughed, what the fox dog said made sense.

So he quickly typed on the message box, and his mood brightened with the sound of the simulated keyboard.

"Why don't you sleep? Don't you go to work tomorrow?"

Fox Dog: "I don't like my job, I don't like my relationship, I can't sleep, I'm waiting for a big cake from the sky."

Today is free: "Why is it not going well?"

Su Fengmian thought to himself, could there be something wrong with him, and he couldn't get his crush even if he was close at hand, and his dating partner was like a contract to keep each other warm.

The fox dog was quiet for a while, Su Fengmian suspected that he was going to sleep, and planned to send him a "good night", but unexpectedly "good night" was lying in the input box and hadn't been output, the fox dog suddenly sent a long message.

Fox Dog: "Although you don't know me and don't know me, but because of this, I tell you these boring things, no need to judge."

"I have a person who I have liked for a long time, and I have never been able to be with him, and it is probably impossible for me and him to be together, because our love for each other is staggered. He is doing well now. I can only Watch."

"I don't usually stay up late to maintain my health. Today is special. A patient died and I felt uncomfortable, so I stayed up for a while. I plan to sleep too. Don't stay up too late. In mild cases, you may lose your hair, and in severe cases, you may suffer from liver damage."

"Uh..." Su Fengmian only saw the word "hair loss" at first glance, and wanted to turn off the chat, but he still read it carefully. After reading it, the initially clear mood became depressed again.It's like chewing betel nut with a glass of sugar, mixed with spirits.

In a way, Spitz is very similar to himself.

He thought for a long time, but he didn't know what to reply. There were thousands of things he wanted to say but he didn't know where to start.

The fox dog sent another message: "Sorry, I didn't want to say it at first, but because I haven't talked properly for a long time, I just confide to you and let you listen to the nonsense of a drunkard. I'm sorry, you blocked me Well, I wish you good health."

Su Fengmian responded immediately: "No, no, no, don't misunderstand, I just feel that you and I are too similar, so I am very moved. We are also people who have fallen into the world."

Spitz: "Yes."

……

Su Fengmian didn't know what to say anymore, and he didn't know whether the other party was talkative or nonsense.

He retracted into the quilt, touched the wall with his hand, turned off the bedside lamp, and typed a few more words: "Health and drinking? Do you not go to work tomorrow?"

Spitz: "Occasionally drinking is good for your health."

Spitz: "Don't go to work, rest."

"What do you do for work?" Su Fengmian asked.He probably knew that the other party was a doctor, and he asked this question to show that he knew nothing about the other party.

If the other party knows that I have searched his data card all over, and also knows that the other party's reading user name is fox dog, the other party probably won't regard me as a purebred "stranger", and won't say such a thing too much.

To be honest, Su Fengmian really needs someone who is willing to simply chat with him, without any other purpose, just to chat.

There are almost no such netizens in this software.

Is it like picking up a drunk fox dog for nothing today?

Su Fengmian smiled at the phone.It shouldn't be considered a broken relationship. People who can't love are not qualified to talk about losing.

"Doctor, surgeon." The fox dog replied, "What about you?"

"I'm doing serious work anyway, so keep it secret." Su Fengmian didn't say anything.

It's not that Su Fengmian despises the profession of teachers, on the contrary, he respects teachers very much.

It's just that he still doesn't think he is a teacher, what he doesn't recognize is himself.

In his heart, he avoids the podium as much as he respects it, and yearns for the operating table as much as he fears it. There are always contradictions.

"What's indecent?" asked the Spitz.

Su Fengmian thought for a while, and replied: "The many people you see on the homepage of this software may not have serious occupations, but they are not protected by the law."

"Oh."

……

The fox dog replied almost instantly, and Su Fengmian even doubted whether he had read this passage or not.

After a while, Foxdog sent a message: "I thought you were doing dishonest work at first, until I saw your homepage just now."

Today's Free: "What happened to the Page?"

Su Fengmian was puzzled, he didn't remember anything about his profession posted on his homepage.

Spitz: "It's nothing, good night, go to bed early, don't stay up late, stay up late and drink plenty of water."

Su Fengmian was still in a state of confusion, and the other party's online status hastily changed to offline, as if suddenly drunk.

He had no choice but to say "good night" resentfully, staring at the little fox dog's head on the small screen.

This man likes fox dogs so much, and he doesn't know why.

Speaking of which, when Su Fengmian was young, he also liked fox dogs very much, and raised them for a while, but later, for some unknown reason, the dog got lost.

He has never found the dog, and he still misses it. There was a long time in college because the dog couldn't cheer up, and now, late at night—the late night magnified and magnified his emotions again.

Maybe this is the reason why I want to chat with the other party a few more words.