Cloudy but no rain

"You did it?" Su Fengmian said in a low voice, as if he didn't believe it.

He really doesn't believe it, it's not that he doesn't believe that Ji Zhifei can cook, and it's not that he doesn't believe that Ji Zhifei will cook for Su Luoqi and himself, but he just doesn't believe that the dishes on this table are just right salty and light, which suits his own taste .

At first I thought it was made by Su Luoqi, after all Su Luoqi knew his own taste.

Ji Zhifei didn't deny it in a hurry, but just moved his gaze away, and then nailed it straight on Su Luoqi's innocent face - only children and alcohol, seeing Su Luoqi's innocent face, he didn't take her seriously. Method.

"Yes." Ji Zhifei admitted reluctantly, like a child who made a mistake, he lowered his head and ate a few mouthfuls of rice on his own.

"It's delicious." Su Fengmian smiled.

"It's delicious...I made it casually." Ji Zhifei didn't look at Su Fengmian, but stared at the half-eaten chicken wings in his bowl. He was also a little surprised that Su Fengmian's taste hadn't changed much over the years .

Su Luoqi bit her chopsticks, she didn't know what this wonderful atmosphere was, but during the second half of the meal, Su Fengmian didn't ask her about her study and life, he was so quiet that it was like the wind was sleeping.

Not to mention this strange uncle, he has been reluctant to speak since Su Fengmian came home, and the longest sentence he ever spoke was a single sentence rather than a compound sentence, and he liked Su Luoqi better not to speak than to speak. .

Especially when you don't hesitate to swipe your card to pay.

What broke the silence was Su Fengmian's cell phone ringtone.The phone rang for a minute, until it automatically hung up, and he didn't leave the dining table to find the phone in the living room, and ate in silence.

Ji Zhifei didn't know if he was thinking about other things and didn't hear the ringtone, or if he didn't answer it on purpose.So he didn't ask, but he glanced lightly at Su Fengmian when picking up the dishes.

If Su Fengmian hadn't raised his head, he could hold the dish longer and slow down when retracting the chopsticks.

However, Su Fengmian didn't raise his head, and kept picking out the leftovers from the bowl. Ji Zhifei picked up the dishes three or four times within a minute of ringing the bell.This is as many dishes as he had picked up in the previous half hour.

Until Su Luoqi finally couldn't bear to break this weird atmosphere, she reminded Su Fengmian: "Teacher, your phone is ringing."

"I know." Su Fengmian nodded, continued to eat, and when the phone rang for the third time, everyone could hear impatience from the repeated phone ringing, but Ji Zhifei didn't care if the phone rang or not, he was just curious Who is calling.

After the third ring, Su Fengmian finally put down his chopsticks and went to the living room to pick up his mobile phone, and then quietly retreated to the balcony.

Ji Zhifei turned his head to look at the back of Su Fengmian on the dark balcony.It looked thinner than he imagined, like a winter cicada with cicada wings.

He has to admit that the current Su Fengmian is actually completely different from before. The previous Su Fengmian was very energetic, like a lively rabbit on the lawn, but now he is like an elusive deer in the forest.

Ji Zhifei suddenly felt that he didn't understand the man in front of him at all, he didn't know what he was thinking at all, and he didn't know his emotions at all.

For the first time, Su Fengmian was annoyed by the name of the man in front of him.

Su Fengmian lowered his eyes, the word "Fu Yi" on the screen of the mobile phone, under the two Microsoft Yahei fonts is a photo of Ye Fuyi and him, the blur degree of the photo is 50.00%, this blurred feeling has nothing to do with their real relationship Pretty similar.

And his boredom at this moment is really bored, it is not clear whether he is bored with Ye Fu Yi, or with this ambiguous relationship.

In other words, because Ji Zhifei was sitting in the living room, he wanted a short and peaceful time of self-deception.

During the several moments of eating just now, seeing the chopsticks in Ji Zhifei's hands wandering among several dishes for a moment, and finally picking up a piece of meat or a vegetable contentedly, Su Fengmian knew that he remembered that college life called secret love again.

Ji Zhifei was sitting opposite him, the cafeteria was very noisy, but Ji Zhifei was very quiet, no matter what dish he brought him without authorization, he would eat it.

Sometimes there is a tacit understanding as if two people are really together.

But Ji Zhifei neither refused nor agreed.

Just like on the night of graduation, when Ji Zhifei drank a lot of wine and slept with him, Su Fengmian asked him many times whether he liked him or not, but Ji Zhifei didn't say a word.

What exactly does silence mean? Many years ago, Su Fengmian thought about this question a lot. Later, the more he thought about it, the more he hated him. For a long time, he felt that Ji Zhifei just took advantage of his liking for him. Feel very humiliated.

Now that I finally thought about it, I felt that I had already let go of it, and this person suddenly appeared in my life, appeared at the dining table, and ate with myself as if nothing had happened.

"Fu Yi." Su Fengmian still answered Ye Fuyi's fourth call on the cold balcony, if he didn't answer it again, it would probably really make him angry.

He no longer has the energy to argue with Ye Fu Yi, and the cold war seems unnecessary and a bit ridiculous.

Why bother to fight over Ji Zhifei and Ye Fuyi.

It's like people can't give up the job in front of them for the poetry in the distance.

Regarding Ji Zhifei, Su Fengmian is contradictory.But there is nothing wrong with contradicting yourself. If you stab your own shield with your own spear and blow up your own city with your own grenade, no one can control him and let him go.

He couldn't control his longing for Ji Zhifei, he approached step by step while telling himself to stop the loss in time.

But just now, he was in a daze and presumptuously. Ji Zhifei just cooked a table of dishes, and he felt a little bit of happiness because of this, which is a bit stupid.

"Why haven't you answered the phone for so long?" Ye Fuyi asked.

And when Su Fengmian heard Ye Fuyi's familiar voice, he secretly regretted his behavior of not answering the phone one after another just now.

If Ji Zhifei knew about his mental activities, he would be ignored like before—Ji Zhifei was the best at ignoring his likes.

"I'm sorry, I was having dinner just now, so I didn't hear you." Su Fengmian explained.

"Then you won't come to my house tonight?" Ye Fu Yi was not sullen or annoyed, but was extraordinarily patient. Su Fengmian wondered if it was the friend who returned to China that made him feel happy.

But Su Fengmian didn't know that Ye Fu Yi was never angry with him, the so-called anger was just to frighten him, and the anger disappeared within a few seconds.

But the more Ye Fu Yi lost his temper at the moment, the more upset Su Fengmian became, as if he was the bad guy in the relationship between the two of them.

He sighed slowly, so as to relieve the depression in his heart.

"I... the student is injured, I will stay with her at home, and I won't go tonight." Su Fengmian said, looking at the dark building in front of him, and several lights were turned on.

It was already seven or eight o'clock in the evening, but the lights of most households were not turned on. It seemed that everyone living here was very busy.

In fact, they were also very busy, and Ye Fu Yi was even busier. Today, Ye Fu Yi was finally free at home, but he avoided being alone with Ye Fu Yi.

"I see." Ye Fu Yi laughed dryly, "I even cooked for you, so it seems that you won't be able to taste my cooking today."

Su Fengmian was silent, and anxiety rose from his heart again.

Neither of them spoke, and after a few seconds, Ye Fuyi said, "I'm going on a business trip next week to study and research outside the province, so if you come to my house, you probably won't be able to see me."

next week.

"It's okay, I probably... won't go next week. My student's injury won't heal for a while." Su Fengmian said.

He heard Ye Fu Yi laugh a few times: "It's really, really... not easy."

Su Fengmian knew that Ye Fuyi didn't mean that it was not easy, and Ye Fuyi would not think that anything was not easy.

"After I've been busy these days, I want to have a good talk with you."

Su Fengmian agreed: "Okay, then I'll hang up first."

"Let's hang up." Ye Fuyi's tone showed a little disappointment, as if snow was flying all over the sky in winter, Su Fengmian still heard it.

Su Fengmian always finds it difficult to grasp the relationship between them.

Sometimes Ye Fu Yi needs him, and sometimes Ye Fu Yi is far away.

It may be this kind of guerrilla warfare-like mode of getting along, which has made him feel tired in the long run.

Su Fengmian hung up the phone, and then clicked on the relevant text message records of the contact "Fu Yi", and there were a few fragmentary text messages lying in the phone.

He sighed again, and looked towards the distant building again, with his elbow resting on the balcony railing. He really wanted to smoke a cigarette, but considering that Ji Zhifei was in the room, he gave up the idea.

"Teacher, are you... okay?" Su Luoqi suddenly pushed open the sliding door of the balcony, and there was a rattling sound on the track.

Only then did Su Fengmian realize that he had been staring at the night scene in a daze for a long time.

He immediately turned around and threw the phone into his pocket: "Very good, have you finished eating?"

"Oh, that Uncle Ji just said that there was something urgent to leave. He said that one of his patients had a sudden illness and he wanted to rush back to the hospital. He told me to wait for you to finish the call before I can tell you." Su Luoqi said. Explain Ji Zhifei's words in one sentence, "What's more, he said that he might come again in a few days."

When Su Fengmian heard the first half, his heart was heavy, but the last sentence made his heart skip a beat: "What is he here for?"

"Ah, I don't know." Su Luoqi limped to the sofa and sat down, rubbing his ankles, "Will the teacher be at home these days?"

"meeting."

"Then you don't go to your friend's?"

Su Fengmian was packing the dishes at the dining table, shaking his head: "He is going on a business trip."

"Okay." Su Luoqi was very happy when he heard this, his mouth was like sparkling wine with the lid opened, bubbling and bubbling, and he started talking in a rambling manner, with the words "one more bottle" written on the lid .

She said: "By the way, teacher, don't you and Uncle Ji have a bad relationship? I just saw that you didn't talk when you were eating. I said that uncle cooked the dish. Your reaction seemed...well, quite Strange."

"Is that right?" Su Fengmian answered her gently and quickly, put away the bowls and went into the kitchen, turned on the faucet, and the water rushed down with a "swish". He faced the messy bowls and chopsticks in the sink, Said, "But the teacher used to like him very much."

It seems to be the same now.

Some people fall in love no matter how many times they meet them.

Su Fengmian knew that Su Luoqi couldn't hear it, the kitchen was a little away from the living room, and the water was running loudly, so he just wanted to release the words that were in his heart.It's like the tap water in the faucet. It is pressed out by the pressure. The water flows very fast, and it will hurt a little when it hits the back of the hand.

After washing the bowls and chopsticks, he urged Su Luoqi to go back to his room to rest, and took a shower by himself before he felt a bit more comfortable and lay down on the bed.

Just laying down like this, without using the phone, just lying down, thinking about nothing, what happened above the ceiling and outside the corner has nothing to do with him.

When Su Fengmian felt that he was about to fall asleep, the phone suddenly buzzed and vibrated a few times. He turned over, took the phone, and the private message from the dating app lit up on the screen.

"The fox dog has sent you a message".

Su Fengmian flipped the phone back, and the bright side of the screen was buried under the quilt. He was very sleepy and just wanted to sleep.

But after a few minutes, the phone vibrated again, in the palm of his hand, like a swarm of bees landed on the palm.

He had no choice but to sit up, pat his face, and take a look at the news of Fox Dog.

Fox Dog: Asleep?How was your day?

There was only one message, so it wouldn't vibrate twice. He opened WeChat and found that it was Ji Zhifei who had sent the message.

Ji Zhifei: I'll go see Su Luoqi again in a few days, I'm sorry to bother you today, so let's have a good rest.

It was about the same time as Foxdog, Su Fengmian didn't hesitate, and replied to Ji Zhifei first: "Don't bother, you cooked the dishes, and you bought her things, please treat you to dinner when you have time, I will return the meal last time." No please come back.

Ji Zhifei replied quickly: Well, I'm free this Wednesday.

Su Fengmian: You can come to my house on that Wednesday. It is inconvenient for me to take students out to eat, so I will cook for you.

"I'll cook for you".

When Ji Zhifei saw this sentence, he couldn't help but shook his hand, and thin blood vessels protruded from the back of his hand. Ji Zhifei didn't know that he was actually smiling.

He replied: OK.

"Doctor Ji, the patient with bed No. [-] in Room [-] of District A is looking for you." The nurse knocked on the door of the duty room, "She said she still felt unwell."