Cloudy but no rain

Su Luoqi had never seen the man who was eating next to Su Fengmian before her—she had never met Ye Fuyi, and Su Fengmian hadn't mentioned it to her, and anyone with a discerning eye could see the relationship between this man and Su Fengmian without even having a certain intuition Unusual.

So she hurriedly finished her meal, saw the guests off for Su Fengmian, and went back to the dining table to put away the bowls and chopsticks of Chen Bochen and Ji Zhifei, making a little noisy sound of tiles colliding.

"Let it go, you go to do your homework." Su Fengmian raised his head and smiled at her. It's okay if he didn't smile, but when he smiled, Su Luoqi could see the crow's feet in the corners of Su Fengmian's eyes.

Su Fengmian was very tired.

Su Luoqi didn't pay much attention to it before, but in this strange atmosphere brought by a strange man, she realized Su Fengmian's fatigue. After thinking about it, he was actually forty years old.

Su Luoqi felt uncomfortable, and this discomfort was passed on to Ye Fu Yi.

She didn't like Ye Fu Yi at first, this person who smells like alcohol and has a tall posture.

"Go, be obedient." Su Fengmian said softly again, not knowing who she was afraid of disturbing.

Su Luoqi refused to move, Su Fengmian waved her hand again, telling her to go back to the room.

"I'll go back and do my homework as soon as I wash the dishes, so don't delay." Su Luoqi stood there stubbornly, trying to gather up all the bowls and chopsticks. After stacking each bowl, he smashed it gently on the table, "This uncle drink If there are too many, can we not be here..."

"Go back and do your homework!" Su Fengmian's gentleness and patience suddenly disappeared, and his voice became louder, "Do you know that you are in the third year of high school? Hurry up!"

Su Luoqi's shoulders shook, and he looked at Su Fengmian in surprise.

In fact, Ye Fu Yi was also shocked, but the drunkenness had not faded, he was still a little dazed, sitting there seemingly calm and eating, the inner chaos would not be able to break out for a while, and the reaction was hindered by the alcohol.

"I just want to help you! What's the matter?"

Angrily and aggrieved, Su Luoqi picked up the bowl, thumped it into the kitchen sink, turned on the faucet, and the sound of water shattered the silence in the room.

Regardless of whether the water will overflow after leaving the water like this, she went directly to the room and slammed the door shut.

Watching Su Luoqi slam the door shut, Su Fengmian was silent for a few seconds before looking away from her door.

He had accumulated a lot of emotions in his heart, but the people around him failed to understand and instead pushed him to the extreme one after another.

But Su Fengmian knew that he misplaced his anger, he was not angry with Su Luoqi, after all she was just a student, she didn't understand these things, and she had good intentions.

He was angry with Ye Fu Yi, Ye Fu Yi messed up all his arrangements for today, and sat here as a matter of course, without any explanation.

He glanced at Ye Fu Yi beside him. He didn't know how much he drank, but his face was still red. It wasn't an ambiguous and smudged rose, but a dazzling flame.

Su Fengmian propped his face with his hands, closed his eyes and said, "Leave after you finish eating."

"I can't drive drunk." Ye Fuyi put down his chopsticks, and responded in a calm and breezy manner, without sloppiness, only the ending sound dropped a little bit, letting people know that he drank a lot, "When I came here, I almost crashed the car."

Su Fengmian didn't know why Ye Fu Yi went to his house, and what he did here when he was too drunk, and he didn't explain.

"I'll see you off." Su Fengmian stood up and pulled his arm, Ye Fuyi didn't resist, and stood up staggeringly.

He put one hand on Su Fengmian's shoulder. Due to his height advantage, this posture is not uncomfortable, but the smell of wine on his body is like the old wine cellar, enveloping Su Fengmian in this breath.

Su Fengmian frowned into a cloud of dark clouds. He helped Ye Fuyi take the elevator, and walked to the underground garage with difficulty. After a glance, he quickly found Ye Fuyi's car.

A drunk man fell asleep behind the car, Su Fengmian didn't intend to talk to him.

There is nothing wrong with talking to drunk people, but there are many benefits, except that occasionally you don't know what the other person is saying.

Of course Su Fengmian understands the sayings like "speaking the truth after drinking", but what he is afraid of is the truth.

Ye Fu Yi has kept secrets from him on weekdays. For example, this business trip is fake. He doesn't know how many other things are fake.

Su Fengmian didn't want to know, he was afraid that if he knew, the relationship between the two would come to an end.

From Su Fengmian's point of view, in this life, when a person is born, both eyes are opened, and when he dies, both eyes are closed. As for the way of life, one eye is probably closed.

In this so-called same-sex social circle, if you care too much about lies and pursue the truth too much, you will not be able to find a partner, because many people around him are unwilling to be responsible for a relationship without getting married.

Ye Fu Yi is so experienced, from the very beginning Su Fengmian knew that he couldn't play him well, so don't take it too seriously, and he is just looking for someone to accompany him, thinking about it this way, everyone is mutual.

The lights outside the car window are flickering and rushing back, as if the distant past is passing rapidly, merging into the most vague ocean in memory.

Su Fengmian's peripheral vision is full of dazzling street scenes, and his vision is full of red car taillights, which makes him feel bored.

He rolled down the car window halfway, trying to take a breath and calm himself down.

Right now, winter is coming into spring, and the northern cities in the late winter and early spring are still cold, and the wind is like thin paper cutting Ye Fu Yi's hot cheeks in the backseat.

Ye Fu Yi felt uncomfortable, and said in a low voice, "Feng Mian, close the car window, I can't lift my arms."

"The smell of wine is too strong, I feel like vomiting." It is an indecent word. Su Fengmian is usually not so direct, but when facing Ye Fuyi who is drunk, Su Fengmian is a little unscrupulous, "Next time you finish drinking Don't come to my house and stay."

"Just this time, I feel bad." Ye Fuyi's voice suddenly softened, "Please... Fengmian, close the window, I just want to see you."

Su Fengmian's heart tightened, he couldn't continue his anger, it was really his own fault.

After hesitating for a few seconds, he still closed the car window, sighed softly, and asked casually, "What does closing the window have to do with whether you see me or not... By the way, why do you drink so much?"

In fact, what I want to ask is not this question, or more than this question.

Su Fengmian wanted to know if Ye Fu Yi had really gone to the next city on a business trip, but he didn't dare to ask directly.

Ye Fuyi stopped talking, Su Fengmian glanced at the rearview mirror, the man in the rearview mirror closed his eyes tightly, as if he didn't want to answer this question.

Pretending to be asleep, Su Fengmian had a clue in his mind, he smiled wryly, and said to himself: "I thought at least you wouldn't lie to me."

"If I lie to you, can you forgive me?"

Ye Fu Yi still didn't open his eyes, he whispered something, making Su Fengmian not know how to respond.

After a few minutes of silence, the only sound in the car was the sound of tires rolling over the asphalt road, rumbling, which can be regarded as a very comfortable white noise, which is easy to lull people to sleep.

Ye Fu Yi didn't fall asleep, he loosened his tie, took a breath and continued: "Feng Mian, I didn't intend to lie to you, but there are some things that I can't confess. It's as if you have something to hide from me , I will not ask you to confess."

"What's the matter with me?" Su Fengmian smiled.

The person he thought of was Ji Zhifei, but if this buried feeling could be regarded as a secret, then the whole world would be deceived by him, Su Fengmian.

"I know you have someone else in your heart. I can see it. I don't know who it is, but that person is not me." Ye Fu Yi was drunk, but the words he said were unexpectedly sober. Maybe, this was the person who lived in him. Subconscious words, "You're with me, a little absent-minded."

"What do you want to say?" Su Fengmian heard the sound of his heart beating due to nervousness, although Ye Fuyi's answer was expected.

"I would say, we have to be lenient with each other... to allow mistakes to be made, and there is no relationship that is free from mistakes."

"Then what's your mistake?" Su Fengmian asked, "Where did you go on a business trip?" Unknowingly, the hand gripping the steering wheel became stronger.

Hearing this question, Ye Fu Yi opened his eyes, and silently watched Su Fengmian drive the car to the side of the road, into an open-air parking lot, the car turned off the ignition, and finally stopped.

There are no lights here, only the lights of the street in the distance can be seen, and it is far away from the noise of the road, quiet and dark.

"You don't need to lie to me, Ye Fuyi. I think we don't need to rely on deception to maintain our relationship. Even if you feel sorry for me, I won't really do anything to you." Su Fengmian's voice was lingering in the darkness The ground rises and falls.

He knew in his heart that he couldn't do anything to him. The combined age of the two of them should be buried. Many things should be simpler, otherwise it would be too tiring.

Su Fengmian took out a pack of cigarettes from his trouser pocket. The cigarette case was neat and looked a bit new, with only a few small openings missing.

Twenty packs of cigarettes. It's been half a month. I've only smoked three of them. The rest have also suffered from damp. There is almost no way to store this pack of cigarettes any longer.

Su Fengmian doesn't have a pack of Kaifeng cigarettes that can be smoked completely. It's not that he has no addiction, but it's not serious, and he has been restraining. His lungs are not very good, and the doctor said he can't smoke.

He took out two slightly better ones from it, and the rest would probably be wasted and discarded, and stuffed them into his pockets casually, so the packing box maintained a reserved state for half a month, and all of a sudden it was wrinkled.

It was as if he had insisted on not having a showdown with Ye Fu Yi for so long, but today he failed.

Su Fengmian handed a cigarette to Ye Fu Yi in the back seat. When Ye Fu Yi took it, the two of them rubbed their fingers, and Su Fengmian quickly withdrew his hand.

Before he could light it, he heard the sound of a lighter being turned on behind him.

Then the smell of smoke wafted out, Su Fengmian opened the window, and then lit himself a cigarette.

After sitting quietly for a while, the smog was not counted. The wind was strong and the smoke was blown away quickly.

"Su Fengmian, I want to tell you something." Ye Fuyi's voice became a bit harsher, as if he was not so drunk, maybe he was sobered up by the wind, or the smoke made him feel like a normal person. The hormones began to be secreted, so that the mind was not so chaotic, "but I'm afraid of you, don't accept it."

"Say it, you have to accept it if you don't accept it."

To Ye Fu Yi, this tone sounded like an angry little daughter-in-law, but in fact Su Fengmian didn't have such a mentality. Ye Fu Yi understood that Su Fengmian was breaking things.

"Before that, I want to ask you a question." Ye Fu Yi extinguished the cigarette and put it in the ashtray in the car.

"You ask."

"Am I really important to you?"

Su Fengmian froze for a few moments, whether it was important or not might not be something that Ye Fuyi would ask.

"Don't you care about this? During this time, you have never cared about this issue, and you know better than me whether you are important to me or not. "

"I care about it now." Ye Fuyi grinned helplessly, with a small arc, and Su Fengmian couldn't see clearly in the rearview mirror, "I didn't care before."

Su Fengmian shook his fingers moderately, and some of the soot fell down and landed on his trouser legs.

Seeing Su Fengmian was silent, Ye Fu Yi hesitated for a while, and said in a low voice: "Actually, I was divorced before and have a son."

The author says:

As a precaution, isn’t Ye Fuyi cannon fodder? After all, he and Su Fengmian will still be entangled for a while later, and the entire article is also very long, and this is not the time when Ye Fuyi makes people want to hit him the most. There will be times when he wants to beat Su Fengmian, and sometimes he will bury Ye Fuyi alive, anyway, Su Fengmian will have a good relationship with Ji Zhifei. Ye Fuyi is a passer-by but not cannon fodder. He has a great influence on Su Fengmian's view of love.Thanks for following here!