Cloudy but no rain

The next day, Su Fengmian was woken up by the alarm at exactly six o'clock.He stretched out his hand, took the mobile phone by the bed into the quilt, warmed it up for a while, and then opened his eyes to look at it.

If it wasn't for the diary showing that he was going to see Ye Fuyi at Jingrong Hospital this morning, he would have forgotten about it.

It's not that Ye Fu Yi is not important to him, on the contrary, for some reason, after meeting Ji Zhifei yesterday, Ye Fu Yi's status in his heart has risen a lot.

No comparison, no harm.

But reason told him that his affection for Ye Fu Yi was purely due to the hurt he suffered from Ji Zhifei.

This is a bit like the fact that Western countries faced economic depression after World War II and chose not to be smart enough to transfer the crisis to other countries instead of directly solving their own problems, and ended up dying together.

I'm not smart, I'm not smart at all.

He clearly knew that the comfort he got from Ye Fu Yi was nothing but self-deception.

Even though he made an appointment with him, Su Fengmian still went back to the school very responsibly, inspected a circle of students' morning reading, and met Su Luoqi's wonderful father by the way.

Su Fengmian is a senior high school teacher this year and has no holidays.The teachers of other grades have already been on winter vacation, and he has to stick to his position every day until the New Year.

In fact, he didn't really like the job of "teacher", but he couldn't hate it.

There are still meals to be eaten, wine to be drunk, mortgages to be repaid, and cars to be...repaired.

Getting up at six o'clock every morning has almost become his habit, except for the occasional pastime and indulgence on weekends.

Today, he was sore all over, and he had the illusion of singing last night.Especially the skin around the shoulders was sore and swollen, and there were wounds there, so he didn't dare to rub it.

In short, fatigue filled his whole body.Start early in the morning.

After morning reading, Su Fengmian didn't wait for Su Luoqi's father, just as he was about to sneak off to the hospital, the man rushed to his desk in a hurry.

Su Luoqi's father quickly took out a pack of envelopes from his briefcase. The thickness can be imagined but there are RMB inside. Su Fengmian's eyes lit up, and then he remembered that this was what he had to deal with. Medical bills and living expenses for his daughter.

"That... you can transfer it to my account, it's not convenient for me to receive this cash."

When Su Fengmian said this, several good teachers looked at him, and they all showed incredulous expressions, and they were a little envious under the inconceivable.Some of the teachers actually knew that this man was here to send his daughter's living expenses, but they still put on such surprised expressions.

"The money in my card is going to be used for capital turnover recently. I just came here because I am working here for the past two days! But I don't have time now, teacher, you just make do with it, and I have to catch a plane. Landing Saki will leave it to you."

Before Su Fengmian could react, her father strode away with his black leather briefcase again, without asking about Su Luoqi's injury.

Su Fengmian was stunned for a moment, how did the court award Su Luoqi to her father?Perhaps it was because Su Luoqi's mother was busier, she was in the borderlands, and occasionally she couldn't get through the phone.

"Ms. Su, you are... violating discipline." An elderly political teacher pushed his glasses and stared at the wad of banknotes in amazement, his tone was joking.

Su Fengmian smiled, took out a small stack of red notes, and held them between his index and middle fingers: "Then... how about some for you?"

"Well, how can this be done. If it's okay, you can take it away, don't let the leader see the misunderstanding." He stacked the books on the table and went to class with them.

The other teachers also laughed and left.

Su Fengmian knew that among these teachers, there were some who ran private cram schools, and some who received benefits from students. They were not big or small.He doesn't care if these people really know that the money is not a small matter.

Anyway, explaining the money to them is too troublesome to believe.At first, I thought that the school would be at least a little distance from the society, and that the world in the ivory tower would not be so depressing—it was only later that I found out that no, the time he spends with students is far less than the amount of time he spends with endless reports and endless lectures. Endless meetings and endless time with leaders.

At that moment he felt empty inside, like this office that had just been emptied.

After wandering around in the city for so many years, he often thought about how to build trust. The world around him was chaotic and chaotic, and Su Fengmian hadn't adapted to it for so many years.

The phone ding-dong interrupted his thoughts. It was a WeChat message from Ye Fuyi: If you arrive at the hospital, please send me a text message, and I will ask the head nurse to pick you up. I can't pick you up, you'd better take a taxi, lest there is no place to park.

After seeing it, Su Fengmian felt a little happier, and replied with an emoji that has become popular recently.Withdrew after a few seconds.

Before Su Fengmian left, he went to the bathroom to take a look at his outfit.

He was wearing a white shirt that he never wears on weekdays, wrapped in a long black trench coat, black suit trousers with slightly narrowed ankles, and black leather boots.What a well-dressed beast.

He unbuttoned a few of the collar buttons, closing them all the way to the corner, just enough to reveal the blunt sternal end of the inside of his collarbone, where a rose tattoo loomed.

It looks like a woman would like it, but he lost a bet with his friends ten years ago to get the tattoo, and regretting it is useless, tattoo removal is more troublesome than repairing it.

Ye Fuyi said that he really likes his pattern.

Su Fengmian quietly commented on his old-fashioned taste in his heart. He lowered his head after washing his hands, and when he raised his head again, he couldn't help being amused by the fake self in the mirror.

Because no one knew that he wore fleece thermal clothing under his shirt, and put two warm baby pieces on it, one on the abdomen and one on the back.

Older people cannot fight needlessly against the cold air.

"Back, stomach, any pain?"

"No."

Ji Zhifei was asking about the patient's physical condition in the ward, while the intern beside him was taking notes.Most of them use ballpoint pens, so you don't have to worry about losing the cap.

The disadvantage of the ballpoint pen is that it will make a "da da da" sound when the button is pressed, but those young trainee doctors just like to press it from time to time, it seems that it looks more serious and hardworking.

Ji Zhifei was annoyed by the voice, but he didn't get angry.Enduring anxiety and continuing to ask about the patient's body.

He knew that this kind of anxiety was just because he didn't sleep well last night, and the clicking sound of the ballpoint pen was just the fuse.

Before going to bed, he was looking at his phone.

He didn't watch the news or engage in entertainment. He just stared at the small white bright screen in the dark room, and the "Add friend" column on the WeChat interface on the bright screen.

After staring at it for a long time, he tried to enter the stolen Su Fengmian's mobile phone number.

In the end, Su Fengmian was actually found.

Su Fengmian's WeChat is registered with his mobile phone number, and his WeChat profile picture is his own, so Ji Zhifei clicks on it.

Su Fengmian is much more mature than when he was a student, and his brows are a little more indifferent and open-minded.

Using his own photo as the profile picture, Ji Zhifei smiled and didn't know how to comment. If it were someone else, he would think it was a bit pretentious, but Su Fengmian did this, and Ji Zhifei felt innocent.

Doing it at the age of 14 is not pure but cute. If you do it at the age of 40, you will only be innocent, or in other words, simple.

In Ji Zhifei's opinion, Su Fengmian in his student days was a bit too naive.His eyebrows revealed all his love for him, and he didn't know to hide it at all.

Ji Zhifei didn't like this kind of naked liking at first, because it seemed more like a provocation, and it made his classmates make a fuss.

And at that time Ji Zhifei thought that it was impossible for him to like men, let alone men and women. He didn't think he would like men, and studying took up most of his time.

Facts have proved that you have to give yourself some leeway in everything you do, and you are the one who does things too badly, and you are the one who tosses in the end.

Now, Su Fengmian is married, but he has fallen into a bottomless swamp.

But Ji knew that there was nothing he could do, he just wasn't interested in anyone, and he was too lazy to socialize.Being a doctor is hard enough and time-consuming.

Dealing with ordinary people is already very difficult, not to mention that he has to deal with people with diseases every day, which requires all his love and enthusiasm, so that patients and their families know that you are still saved. Don't give up treatment, drink more hot water Drink less and smoke less, pay medical bills faster, remember to get medical insurance, don't waste money, and don't be fooled by the promotion of supplements and health products.

Ji Zhifei sighed and saved the photo, never daring to apply for adding Su Fengmian.

He then enters the mobile phone photo album, and the photo album of the Apple mobile phone has the function of "adding likes".

Ji Zhifei clicked on the little heart without hesitation, and this photo was saved in "I like it".

After finishing this series of actions, he turned off the phone screen, and the room darkened obediently.

He turned over and faced the bedroom window.

The moonlight is cold and hazy, look at the tip of the moon, this month is almost over.

Ji Zhifei drank alcohol tonight, but he didn't dare to get drunk, and after drinking, he went to buy anti-alcoholic medicine very unmanlyly.

His head was unusually clear, buzzing with lucidity, and he counted bees in his head—as if the hangover drug had overcorrected the drunkenness a bit.

Ji Zhifei suffered from insomnia in the middle of the night, and fell asleep with his phone in his hand. After waking up, he opened it again. His fingers were so painful that he entered the password to unlock it with difficulty, and the photo of Su Fengmian popped up, which made him feel like he had won the bottle cap. joy.

After the joy is the belated loneliness.

His moral bottom line does not allow him to do things that destroy other people's families. What makes him even more uncomfortable is that Su Fengmian no longer looks at himself with round eyes like apricots like a university student. A little Spitz.

He remembered every detail of meeting Su Fengmian yesterday.

There are four pieces of clothes, black, dark blue, black, and white from inside to outside.The neckline is stacked with all three colors.

"What a crime." Ji Zhifei rubbed his throbbing temples and got up.His eyes were bloodshot and he had given himself eye drops early in the morning.

Fortunately, he didn't have his surgery duty today. The department understood how hard it was for him to give Su Luoqi first aid last night, and gave his less severe minimally invasive surgery to another doctor.

Give it to another doctor as well.

That operation was to be performed in cooperation with a doctor from the Department of Cardiology and Cerebrovascular Disease, or with Director Ye.

Ye Fuyi, an associate professor at the university and head of the cardiovascular and cerebrovascular department of Jingrong Hospital.

Ye Fu Yi has never had a truly failed operation so far, so he is a bit arrogant. Ji Zhifei cooperated with him a few months ago, and Ye Fu Yi's elite atmosphere made Ji Zhifei feel uncomfortable.

It's just that Ji Zhifei doesn't know that he actually has this annoying high-ranking posture on his body.

Anyway, after that operation, every time he saw Ye Fu Yi, or every time Ye Fu Yi saw him, he would ridicule each other.

The whole hospital, the doctors who operated with them knew that they just didn't fit.Fortunately, one is surgery and the other is cardiology. Generally, there is no necessary intersection.

Ji Zhifei felt a little drowsy after the house inspection. Every morning he had to ask different people questions such as "did you defecate yesterday" and "if you defecated, what is the color of your stool?".

Although the mouth is used to it, the numb mouth makes a numb shape and makes a numb tone.

But he still had a reaction in his heart, some things he couldn't get used to, just like people can't get used to it no matter how many days they eat poop, not only won't get used to it, but also resist disgust.

Besides, he is not in a good mood today.

Taking advantage of the lack of patients calling his number this morning, he hurried to the first floor of the hospital to buy breakfast after reading a few.

You can also eat in the hospital canteen, but the waiting time is too long.It has been a long time since Ji Zhifei has eaten soup, porridge, and other morning meals that need to be used with tableware, and he misses it very much.

Especially when he was in college, Su Fengmian would make breakfast for him.

Mornings are those foods that require tableware coordination.

Ji Zhifei remembered that he once said to Su Fengmian: "It's too troublesome to eat, so you don't have to call me."

Who knew that after graduating, I never sat down to eat breakfast seriously, what a crime.

As he walked, he wondered which patients hadn't had a bowel movement for several days, and which patients had defecated several times a day.

When I really got to the breakfast shop, I had no appetite at all, and I almost opened my mouth to "defecate".

He bought a few steamed stuffed buns casually, and was about to leave to go back to the clinic. Coincidentally, he saw Su Fengmian coming out of the breakfast shop.

With this outfit, come on a date?Let's see if my daughter wants to be like this...

Ji Zhifei tilted his neck, raised his eyebrows and looked into the distance for a while.But before Su Fengmian noticed his fiery gaze, he quickly withdrew his gaze.

He stood there gnawing on the steamed stuffed bun in his hand, and watched Su Fengmian walk to the entrance of the hospital building idly from the corner of his eye, calling someone, and a nurse came down to pick him up not long after.

That nurse is the head nurse, who has been in the hospital for many years, and Ji Zhifei also recognizes her.

She is from the cardio-cerebrovascular department.

Thinking about it this way, Su Fengmian has quite a lot of contacts.

Ji Zhifei frowned and looked away for a while, until Su Fengmian and the head nurse entered the building, but he couldn't see anyone.

At this time, Ji Zhifei's phone rang.

"Doctor Ji is you?"

"Well, it's me." Ji Zhifei replied vaguely, stuffing the buns into his mouth repeatedly and walking towards the building.

"Now you give Dr. Ye the information of the patient who is going to be operated on this morning." The section chief said, "They will be operated in a few hours. Although the chief surgeons already know the patient's condition, the data you have may not be the same His will be a little different, so let’s give it to him.”

It means that because he and Ye Fuyi are not allowed to cooperate in the operation, he has to hand over the materials.

"Okay, I'll go now." Ji Zhifei took a few more bites of buns and agreed.