you are the star that fell into my eyes

There was a three-day school holiday on National Day, and Luo Zhan, who was released, was finally able to catch his breath. The night before the holiday, Luo Zhan kept talking to the others in the small group of five.

Group chat: Linjiang Five Heroes (5 people)

Luo Zhan: @All Members, come out to play tomorrow.

Thank you for replying soon.

Xie Nu: Arrangement! !

Luo Zhan: @卫子今@徐乔@时时chen, come out! !

Lu Zijin: Are you sick?What are you doing?

Xu Qiao: Yes.

Luo Zhan: At eight o'clock tomorrow, the old place, Exit C of the subway station.

Luo Zhan: @时时时间

The hour is finally bubbling.

Time:?

Luo Zhan: Come out to play tomorrow.

Shi Chen: Say it again.

Luo Zhan: What's the matter with you?

Time: study.

Luo Zhan: What are you learning? Don’t be a fool [smile].

Xie Ren: I was finally released, let's see each other.

Lu Zijin: [Applause] Welcome home the great screenwriter! !

Xu Qiao: [Fireworks]

Luo Zhan: @时时, I'll give you 1 minute to think about it, or I'll go to your house in the middle of the night!

Hours: ...

Thanks for anger: +1

Lu Zijin: +2

Xu Qiao: +3

……

1 minute later.

Time: go.

Luo Zhan jumped up from the bed with an excited carp, great!He danced and almost fell out of bed.

Luo Ma opened the door and asked displeasedly, "What are you doing? It's so loud."

Luo Zhan quickly lay down and said, "It's nothing, I'll go out to play early tomorrow morning, don't worry about me."

Luo's mother sighed for a while: "I'm still in the third year of high school, do you have enough money?"

Luo Zhan waved his hand: "Relax and relax, besides, I have scored more than 500 points in the test, so what do you expect?" Luo Zhan rolled his eyes, "The money is not enough for me."

Luo Ma let out an "oh", turned around and went out, she was no longer surprised by her son's behavior.

As soon as Luo's mother went out, Luo Zhan started thumping excitedly on the bed again. He was so excited that he could go out with Shichen tomorrow!Is this a date? Luo Zhan struggled for a while, no, a date is a matter between two people, oops, never mind, let’s hang out together anyway, hahahahahahaha!Luo Zhan kicked his legs in the air and beat the bed with his hands. If Luo's mother hadn't gone out, she would definitely despise Luo Zhan's expression of spring on his face at the moment.

In the early morning of October 10, Luo Zhan went to Exit C to find Xie Nu and the others. Xie Nu was chatting with Xu Qiao. Lu Zijin hadn't come yet, maybe he hadn't arrived yet, Luo Zhan thought.

Exit C is on the busiest pedestrian street. There are many people coming and going, and there are many vendors. Luo Zhan looked at the time at [-]:[-]. He thought it was too early to wait. Xie Ren and Xu Qiao hadn’t had breakfast yet. They locked a bean curd shop to eat delicious bean curd.

After 10 minutes, Shichen still hadn't come, Luo Zhan called: "Hey, where are you, Shichen?"

"Immediately!" Shi Chen's voice was panting, probably running

"Wait for you," Luo Zhan replied.

After another 10 minutes, the hour still hadn't come. Xie Ren and Xu Qiao had already eaten their second bowl of bean curd. Luo Zhan called again: "Hey, where are you?"

Shi Chen's voice was a bit mixed: "Station C, there are a lot of people inside, where are you?"

When Luo Zhan heard it, station C...how did he get in?He quickly said: "We are outside, no, why did you go in?"

Shi Chen was silent for a while: "Then wait, I'll come out."

Luo Zhan immediately refused: "There are too many people, you report a place, and I will come in to find you."

Shi Chen said, "Is it convenient for me to come out?"

Luo Zhan said, "Many people come out, so I'll come in!"

Xie Nu raised his head over there, and said contemptuously, "Are you two acting in an idol romance drama? So why bother, come on in."

Xu Qiao didn't understand, so: "Huh?"

Xie angrily pushed him: "Eat, eat."

Luo Zhan gestured his middle finger angrily, turned around and entered the subway station.

There are so many people in the subway station, it is almost crowded, Luo Zhan is almost suffocating, finally squeezed into the escalator and got off the subway station, seeing that there are more people inside, Luo Zhan is slightly speechless, this station is really hot , and it happened to be National Day, and the number of people more than doubled.

Luo Zhan walked through the crowds, but he couldn't find the time after searching for a long time, so he called again: "I'm coming in, where are you?"

Shi Chen said, "Stand by the toilet."

Luo Zhan: "...Why do you have this habit?"

Shi Chen: "...Come here!"

Luo Zhan laughed and hung up the phone and moved in that direction. The toilet was still well marked, and Luo Zhan found it right away.

Shichen stood calmly by the toilet, dressed in a white sweater and black trousers, clean and incompatible with this crowded and busy station.He turned his head slightly and looked around, Luo Zhan smiled slightly, and walked towards Shichen, he must be looking for me.

However, suddenly, two gorgeously dressed girls approached Shichen shyly, Luo Zhan paused, and heard a woman say.

"Hello little brother, are you waiting for someone?"

Shi Chen glanced at them and said nothing.

The girl held the phone and said, "Can you add a WeChat or something, I think you are so handsome!"

Shi Chen frowned, did he strike up a conversation?He replied: "No."

The two girls refused to let go: "Why?"

Luo Zhan was annoyed for a while, are all girls so bold? !

Shi Chen: "I'm waiting for someone."

The girl continued to ask: "Is it your girlfriend?"

Shi Chen paused, and was about to speak when suddenly a male voice intervened.

"It's a boyfriend!!!"

Shi Chen was taken aback when he heard the words, and followed the sound, the two girls were also startled by the sudden sound.

It was Luo Zhan who couldn't bear it anymore.

Luo Zhan stepped forward to grab Shi Chen, and said firmly, "Please don't disturb him, he's already occupied!" If he doesn't go, these two wolf-like girls will keep pestering Shi Chen forever.

However, as soon as these words were uttered, the atmosphere suddenly became extremely strange.

Shi Chen's body froze, and the chance of breathing almost stopped. He widened his eyes, and he felt Luo Zhan's hands tightening slowly. He wanted to escape, but his body froze uncontrollably, his thoughts were confused, and his whole body People are dumbfounded.

He said...boyfriend?

The two girls looked at them strangely.

Luo Zhan stopped looking at them, turned around and took Shi Chen away, Shi Chen was still in chaos, and let Luo Zhan take him away, before he had gone a few steps, he heard the voices of the girls behind him.

"So it's gay..."

Luo Zhan suddenly suffocated, he had never thought about it in this direction, but when the word came out of someone else's mouth, it really weighed heavily... He regretted for a while, he shouldn't have been so impulsive, obviously he didn't have to say that, damn it!Still can't control it.Luo Zhan gritted his teeth slightly, it was an abyss.

However, the two girls behind were suddenly excited.

"Ahh! My God! That one is so handsome!"

"Go crazy! They are so good! I want to bless them!"

"..."

Luo Zhan almost staggered.

The escalator was moving up, and seeing that Shichen hadn't responded, Luo Zhan looked down and found that Shichen was still in the air, and his heart skipped a beat, what happened!

He tugged at the corner of Shi Chen's clothes, and asked cautiously: "What's wrong?"

Shi Chen trembled as if awakened, Luo Zhan was startled, and silently withdrew his hand, did he say that... made him hate it?Will Shi Chen not accept him?Will the time be disgusting?All of a sudden, Luo Zhan's mind was about to explode.

As everyone knows, how chaotic Chen Chen's heart is at this moment, a little bit of clues from the past, countless memories swirling in his mind, Luo Zhan's eyes, Luo Zhan's words, Luo Zhan's actions, Luo Zhan's... everything.Everything seemed to be pulled out by a force and exposed to him, so that he could not ignore it. They only knew each other for a year, but was it true that he was the only one who changed in this year...

What should I do, Luo Zhan, I seem to see in you a little bit of my heart that I was groping and crawling to hide...

There was nothing to say all the way, Luo Zhan's heart was flustered, and he didn't know what kind of attitude Shi Chen had.No, Shi Chen suddenly asked after getting out of the elevator, "How long have you been waiting for me?"

Luo Zhan regained his senses and scratched his head: "Not long... I just came too."

Shi Chen glanced at him: "It's a lie."

Luo Zhan didn't care about being pointed out. He pretended to be angry and said, "Why did you enter the subway station?! Didn't you see us before entering? There are so many people, why are you playing hide-and-seek with me! Your fault!"

Unexpectedly, Shi Chen answered with a normal face: "Hmm...my fault."

"Huh?" Luo Zhan was stunned for a moment, admitting it so quickly?

"Let's go, where are they?" Shi Chen took a step forward.

Luo Zhan understood that Shi Chen wanted to filter out what happened just now and pretend it didn't happen.Luo Zhan smiled wryly, not knowing if it was a good thing or a bad thing, Luo Zhan raised his head, it was just a joke, he should have expected it a long time ago, right?

Xie Nu and Xu Qiao waited there for a while, and saw Shi Chen and Luo Zhan approaching one after the other.

Xie angrily said, "I haven't come yet."

Luo Zhan nodded: "Is there something wrong with him, is there a message on QQ?"

Xie angrily shook his head: "No, it's as if the world has evaporated."

Just as Luo Zhan wanted to say, let's make a call, his cell phone rang suddenly, and Luo Zhan's note to Lu Zijin was displayed on the screen.Luo Zhan quickly answered the phone. Lu Zijin's voice came from the other end. It was far away, loud and small, a little vague. Luo Zhan couldn't hear it clearly, so he turned up his voice: "Hello? It's a bit complicated here, please say it again ..."

Xie Nu and several people approached.

The next moment, they were stunned, and something they never expected happened. The four of them could clearly hear Lu Zijin's heart-piercing, hoarse cries. Desperation was like a dark night, with no corners left, and a few fragmented words. Carrying endless sorrow came through the mobile phone.

"My parents died in a car accident..."

……

Natural disasters, man-made disasters.

Lu Zijin's parents had an accident on the way back to their hometown.There was heavy rain and fog on the highway, the car collided with a large truck, the speed was so fast that the body was squeezed to half of its original size, people... I'm afraid it was horrible...

When Luo Zhan and the others rushed to the hospital, Lu Zijin was sitting in the corridor filled with the smell of disinfectant. He was sitting in a dark place with his head buried in his arms. his relatives.But no matter how many people around him, loneliness still presses on him like a wall, and his world has collapsed...

Luo Zhan and the others hurried over.

"Lu Zijin!"

Lu Zijin raised his head, the deep dark circles and red and swollen eyes stabbed everyone's eyes at once. In his eyes, there was rare sadness and helplessness, and the thing called light had disappeared.

Luo Zhan rushed over and hugged Lu Zijin fiercely, burying his head on his chest, followed by Xie Nu, Xu Qiao, and Shi Chen.They surrounded Lu Zijin, and the teenagers were head to head, silent. Now any words are powerless, and the only thing that can give him strength is probably a hug. Although they can't empathize, they are equally heartbroken.

Why do accidents always come uninvited?

They stayed in the hospital for a day. Later, it was not until his parents were pushed into the morgue that Lu Zijin finally shed his exhaustion and fell into Luo Zhan's arms.Since midnight last night, he hasn't closed his eyes, coupled with countless negative emotions, his body finally couldn't hold it anymore.

Everyone helped Lu Zijin to Shichen's house, and now the only ones who can enlighten him are their peers.

The young man frowned, his mental state was very poor, even the coma was painful, he fell into one nightmare after another, he was sweating non-stop, he didn't know what the dream was, he let out a loud cry, and opened his mouth suddenly. Eye.

"Wake up, wake up!"

"Hot water! Towels!"

Lu Zijin's mind was buzzing, he rubbed his head and sat on the bed, a cup of warm water was brought to his mouth, and a towel wiped off the sweat on his head, he raised his head, four pairs of big eyes were staring at him, especially worry.

Lu Zijin's eyes suddenly turned hot, that was his best brother.

"How's it going? After holding on for so long, how are you doing now?" Luo Zhan patted his head and asked.

Lu Zijin opened his dry lips and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm... fine."

Xie angrily asked: "Do you want to eat something, you have been in a coma all afternoon."

Lu Zijin looked at the quilt covering his body: "Where is this...?"

"Shichen's family," Luo Zhan took the words, "you go home now...I don't think so, it's easy to look at things and think about others...I told your aunt, she said she would pick you up in a few days."

Lu Zijin also understood, he smiled weakly at Shi Chen: "Then... I'll trouble you."

Shi Chen shook his head: "No."

Everyone chatted for nothing, and changed the subject intentionally or unintentionally. Lu Zijin knew that they were afraid that he would be sad, so he followed them and said a few words.

After a while, Xu Qiao suggested: "Have a drink, we haven't had a drink together for a long time."

It was a good suggestion, Luo Zhan looked at Lu Zijin, thanked him for looking at Lu Zijin, Shi Shi also looked at Lu Zijin.

Lu Zijin smiled sadly: "Okay."

People often go to drink when they are sad. Alcohol can stimulate the brain and release the suppressed spirit more easily. Lu Zijin thought that in just a few short hours, he was already so depressed that he couldn't breathe, and he really needed to release it.

After all, life goes on.

Luo Zhan suggested buying red wine, Xie Angrily said that if you don't get drunk with red wine, you should drink white wine, and Lu Zijin said beer, drinking more beer will make you feel more comfortable.

So the final word, beer.

Shi Shi stayed at home, and the other three went out to buy wine.

Lu Zijin got out of bed and stood on the balcony looking into the distance.Not knowing what he was going to do, Shi Chen stood by the door and stared at him closely, Shi Chen didn't talk much, and now he is silent.

"Why are you watching so nervously?" Lu Zijin leaned his hand on the railing, turned his head to look at Shi Chen, "I won't be tempted to commit suicide."

Shi Chen's mouth moved: "...sorry."

The author has something to say: Lu Zijin will be very powerful in the future... However, he will be offline temporarily...