you are the star that fell into my eyes

The first batch of volunteers for the college entrance examination will be completed in early July.Luo Zhan played well and reported to Xiamen University, which should be nine out of ten.Xie Nu and Xu Qiao's grades were average, and they didn't perform exceptionally well in the college entrance examination. Their grades were the same as usual. They discussed to enroll in a vocational school in Wuhan together, so that they could learn the skills.

When they asked about Shi Chen, Shi Chen said it might be Shanghai University.Xie Neng also joked at that time that you all ran out to venture into the world one by one, and left him and Dunzi, two lonely old men, to guard Wuhan.

Luo Zhan laughed and said, "It's just to go out to study, and it's not that I won't see you later."

It was okay to say at the time, however, it became a prophecy.

After returning from Dali, Luo Zhan never contacted Shichen, and the QQ group was extremely quiet. Shichen looked at his phone, swiped his fingers over and over again in the address book, and finally dialed his father's number.

"Have you thought about it?"

"Yes, when are you leaving?"

"At the beginning of August, go for a month to get used to it."

"Row……"

In a hurry, parting is really coming.

At the beginning of August, when Shichen looked at the chat records, Luo Zhan hadn't seen him for half a month, and the two of them had never met face to face, as if they had never known each other, and it seemed that it was just an accidental encounter in their lives, and then returned to silence.

Shi Chen closed his eyes and sighed, he really wanted to laugh at himself, obviously he was the first to say such decisive words, but now he is so sad and lost, retribution, he is really a villain who does not deserve sympathy.

After thinking about it, Shi Chen let it go for a while, then opened his eyes and continued to clean his luggage.I packed and sent a lot of things in the past two days, and now I only need to bring some commonly used things.After tidying up almost, after putting the little leopard doll into the suitcase, Shi Chen turned his head, and there was only a photo album of memory and youth left on the clean desk.

It's his graduation yearbook.

The room was already empty, but it became even more empty after cleaning it once. Shi Chen stood at the corner and looked around. This is his home, but it doesn't feel like home. Really had a "home".

Holding the photo album tightly and leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, the vast river is outside the window, just like him running his life with no return date.

Shichen hailed a taxi to go to the airport, the same journey, but this time it was extraordinarily heavy.

Along the way, Shichen stared out the window, and after a while, he made up his mind to turn on the phone and click on Luo Zhan's chat world.

At least say goodbye.

As he typed, his hands were shaking.

9:48 hours: I... have to leave, and the return date is uncertain.

Obviously a simple "goodbye" would do, but he typed and deleted it, deleted it, typed it, then deleted it again, and finally changed a sentence and typed a few more words, as if this could save something.

Hit the send button and there's no going back.

After sending the message, Shi Chen looked at the phone, suddenly thousands of thoughts came to his mind, he turned off the phone, covered his mouth with the back of his hand, and forced himself not to shed tears.

However, I couldn't help it.

When the first tear fell, the tears surged like a tide, and the hot tears couldn't stop falling from the eyes, wet the back of the hand, and flow into the mouth, accompanied by saliva, and the bitterness spread to the heart.

Shi Chen choked with sobs while pinching his phone, the scenery outside the window flashed past his eyes, and the blue sky couldn't change his reddish eyes.

The driver noticed his strangeness: "What's wrong with the young man? Broken love?"

Broken love... Shi Chen was in a daze for a moment, and replied softly: "...No," how could a love affair that ended before it even started be considered a broken love.

But the driver talked eloquently: "Oh, you young babes are crying in the taxi. I can see it more. Several times, a couple broke up on the side of the road. One person stopped my taxi and got in the car. Then I started crying. I wondered why we broke up when I was so sad. Later, I realized that everyone has their own difficulties and reasons for breaking up. Family, society, alas, there are too many. We met early but couldn’t leave In the end, it’s too miserable to love hard and end up with a painful breakup. That’s how feelings are. So, I still advise you, young people, don’t fall in love so early. It’s not a good thing for Moss. It’s happiness in the end. It’s a disaster if you don’t reach it. It’s better to fight hard and take a longer view, why bother to restrain yourself, Mo Ang is still alive.”

Hearing a series of Wuhan dialects, Shi Chen was a little touched, and he couldn't help asking: "Then how did you... and your wife meet?"

The driver generously shared with Shi Chen: "I met her ten years ago. It was only... 09 years ago. I just arrived in Wuhan and had a hard time. Then I met her. She is still a restaurant waiter. I often We got to know each other when we went to eat, and we have walked all the way to today.”

The driver smiled honestly, Shi Chen could see the happiness on his face from the profile, it must be a happy family.

The driver continued: "This relationship, if it should be plain, then it should be plain, and if it should be vigorous, it should be vigorous. It's actually quite simple. Don't be sad. I think you are about 20 years old. 20 years old, life has just begun. Why are you in that cage?"

The driver just looked at Shi Chen in a bad mood and chatted casually, talking in the words of someone who had experienced it, a bit like a life mentor who met by chance.

After the time had passed, she quietly looked out the window.Indeed, people will have reasons to give up, but they will also have the courage to fight regardless of their own lives.This is all relative, how cowardly some people are, and how brave some people are.

It's a pity he wasn't brave enough.

At the airport, Shichen was about to go to the security check after checking in his luggage and saluting. At this moment, his phone rang, and he casually took out his phone to check it. Suddenly, the name jumping on the screen made his hands a little unsteady.

Luo Zhan saw the news at ten o'clock. At that moment, he seemed to be strangled by someone. It was difficult for him to breathe, and his panic spread from head to toe.He had a hunch that if he ignored it, they might... never see each other again.

For the past half month, he has been at a relative's house in Xiamen, and his parents sent him there to let him experience life in Xiamen in advance, and he just needs to hide for a while, so it will be embarrassing to meet.

He had just returned to Wuhan at eight o'clock this morning, and he hadn't been in bed for an hour before he woke up naturally from exhaustion.Something in the dark seemed to be pulling him and making him wake up, so he woke up, saw the message on the phone, lost all sleepiness in an instant, and rushed out the door while making a phone call.

"Where are you?!" Luo Zhan almost yelled when the phone was connected.

Shi Chen was stunned for a moment, then said dully: "... the airport."

"Master, the airport!" Luo Zhan said eagerly over there, and Shi Shi could tell that he was taking a taxi.

He hurriedly said, "Don't come!"

Luo Zhan didn't listen, he gritted his teeth in a twisted manner: "Hehe, you are so fast, you just left like this?"

"I..." Shi Chen suddenly felt sour.

"Where are you going?!" Luo Zhan asked bitterly.

"I... am going abroad..." Shi Chen said in a shy voice while standing in the crowded hall.

"What did you say?!" Luo Zhan yelled, he was a little unbelievable, going abroad? !Why did you leave the country? !

"You wait!" Luo Zhan finished speaking quickly, and said anxiously to the driver, "Master, I will add 10 to you when you arrive at the airport within [-] minutes!"

"Luo Zhan! You..." Shi Chen was stunned.

"Why do you want to go abroad? Who told you to go abroad?! Didn't you mean Shanghai?!" Luo Zhan was angry.

Shi Chen lowered his eyes, covering his sadness: "My father has already found a good school for me, and I will go abroad to study in university."

"Fuck!" Luo Zhan couldn't help cursing, but he stopped in the next second and slowed down his voice, "Which country?"

Shi Chen was silent for a few seconds and said, "Britain."

There was no sound, only the sound of rising and falling breathing.

About 5 minutes passed.

"You should have told me earlier," Luo Zhan's gentle voice sounded, without urgency or panic, full of regret, "Shi Chen, I can't stop you from leaving, but I can see you off, I want to see you off You, I have never sent you..."

Halfway through the speech, Luo Zhan heard faint sobs from Shichen, and he could imagine that boy as calm as water, standing in the crowded airport wiping his tears, his heart burning hot just thinking about it.

It seems to be the first time, Luo Zhan thought, I have to rush to him.

"You are not allowed to hang up the phone," Luo Zhan said resolutely, "If you hang up, I will chase him abroad. I have a passport."

"...um," Shi Chen replied after a while.

In half an hour, Luo Zhan was running at the airport. The newly built terminal building was huge. Luo Zhan was anxiously looking for international flights, international flights!Ah, I see!

At this time, a formulaic voice came from the phone.

"Please show your ID, okay, security check here."

Security check!Luo Zhan's heart tightened suddenly, can't he keep up? !He quickened his pace, no, we must catch up!

Outside the area, Luo Zhan stood still, his eyes pierced through everything, and locked on the familiar person who was about to walk into the security checkpoint. The white sweater and black pants were what he couldn't ask for in his long life.

"Chrome—!"

Across the crowd, he yelled at the top of his lungs, ignoring the surprised gazes of others.

And he heard it!

Turning his head suddenly, tears blurred his eyes for a moment, and he was the only one in the crowd who was very clear in his eyes.

With tears in his eyes, he spoke silently, Luo Zhan.

Yes, they almost missed it.

He stood out of the enclosed area with his outstanding height. He was dusty and out of breath. A few meters away, his gaze was still extremely hot.

They held their phones to their ears at the same time.

Almost turned into a regrettable encounter, the time-freezing words, like the pulse of the breeze, accurately conveyed to Shi Chen's ears.

"I am coming."

I'm here, so I have no regrets.

Shi Chen suppressed tears and pulled out a smile, but Luo Zhanlue curled the corners of his mouth with some ease.

Fortunately, caught up.

Unfortunately, I kind of want to hug you.

One of them is inside and the other is outside, and they can only communicate through their mobile phones.

"Where's the necklace?" Luo Zhan asked looking at the figure in the distance.

Shi Chen subconsciously raised his hand to caress his upper neck, Luo Zhan understood it, and smiled brightly: "Let's go to the security check first."

After talking on the phone for a long time, Luo Zhan didn't care about the phone bill at all. He waited for Shi Chen to finish everything, then found a place to sit down and continued talking.

"Why do you want to leave?" Luo Zhan asked.

Shi Chen was silent for a few seconds and replied: "The relationship between us...needs to be dealt with rationally, I can only..."

Luo Zhan interrupted him, and said mockingly: "Your reason is to leave? Your reason is nothing more than that."

"Luo Zhan," Shi Chen said, "I'm very happy that you can come see me off. This farewell... can be regarded as the dividing line of life, from now on..."

"Bridge to bridge, road to road, road to the sky, each side?" Luo Zhan seemed to smile, but it was not a smile from the heart, but a sneer, "Hey, don't go too far, I don't give up so easily people."

Shi Chen's heart trembled, and he heard Luo Zhan say: "Why did I give up before the worst outcome?"

"The worst... result?" Shi Chen was stunned for a few seconds, he refused so thoroughly, isn't it the worst result?

Stupid enough!Luo Zhan's face softened a little, and he leaned back: "That's right, you deleted my QQ, blocked my phone, threw away the necklace, never communicated with each other, etc., look, there are so many decisive things you haven't done yet. Do it, you still don’t want to leave me behind.”

Shi Chen's heart was shocked, and he couldn't recover for a long time. Luo Zhan's words hit his heart, yes, there are so many decisive things, he didn't do it, isn't it because he doesn't want to give up...

Luo Zhan suddenly laughed lowly over there: "Actually, I'm very lucky. I only found out that night that we have been secretly in love with each other for a long time."

When he said a word, his face turned hot, he hesitated for a long time, and finally said: "I mean, I don't want you to bear it alone..."

"Shichen, if I can't like you, who else can I like..." Luo Zhan didn't care what he said, and asked himself.

Shi Chen was a little dazed, he was always left speechless by his questions, and he couldn't beat him in words.

"Hey, I like you, did you hear? I, like, like, you!" Luo Zhan suddenly said solemnly, nothing else matters, "Since you want to leave, you must leave with my like. "

"I may be your passer-by, but you will never forget me, because I have all your happiness in me."

"See you later, we will meet again, Shi Chen, I will always like you."

He spoke in a low voice, very softly, with due confidence, a little funny and a little touching.

The tears that Shi Chen could hold back were about to flow out again, he sucked his nose vigorously.This is what I like, that boy whose smile is as bright as the sun!

You are the redemption that broke through my past by the wind, and you are also the most dazzling star in my broken time.

The author has something to say: Said a sweet article!sweet text! ! [Slap the table, slap the table madly]

Then, college life will come~~~

(That's right...)