I don't want to play anymore

Zhang Ye was restless all night. He originally planned to go to Chang Chen's place early in the morning to have a look. If he really needs help with anything, maybe he can help too. Who would have thought that his branch office in A City The person in charge called and said that the company had a team building event today. I heard that he came here early yesterday and invited him to participate. Since I will be working here next, it is necessary to get acquainted with the company colleagues in advance. Zhang Ye had to dress neatly and set off after breakfast.

On the way, he sent a message to Cheng Yang: [The company has something to do today, I may not have time all day. 】

It was the same when Zhang Ye went to another place earlier, if the day would be very busy, he would explain it to Cheng Yang early in the morning, so as not to be unable to reply to the message in time, causing Cheng Yang to worry.

Cheng Yang is already staying at the house of Xiaoyan, Zhao Tao’s junior high school classmate. He just took off the gauze on his arm and was about to apply medicine to the wound. When he heard the phone ring, he threw the gauze into the trash can and picked it up. Glancing at the mobile phone on the table, he replied with difficulty to Zhang Page: [OK]

Zhang Ye immediately sent another message: [Is there really no need for help with Chang Chen's affairs? 】

[No, you can go to work. 】 After Cheng Yang replied to the message, he picked up the alcohol on the table, and he planned to pour it directly on the wound with the trash can. It was too slow to wipe it with a sterile cotton ball.

Zhang Ye stared at Cheng Yang's message, and felt that it was perfunctory, as if Cheng Yang couldn't wait to send him away.

What happened to Cheng Yang?Do you think he is annoying?He has been away on business for so long, and the two of them haven't had a good conversation. Now that they finally come back, doesn't Cheng Yang want to see him at all?

Zhang Ye is in a bad mood, and he is also absent-minded in team building activities.He was surrounded by low pressure. Some employees in the company recognized him, but because of his expressionless face, he didn't dare to come over to strike up a conversation. He was immersed in his own emotions, and what happened since he met Cheng Yang I recalled all the things.

In fact, to this day, he has not dispelled Cheng Yang's doubts about his feelings for him because he entered the play. He is not sure whether Cheng Yang likes him or his character in the play.Maybe he was too impatient. At the beginning, Cheng Yang said that he would wait until the filming of the filming was over before confirming the relationship. He was the one who forced Cheng Yang to change his words before the filming was finished.Now that they have left the film crew and returned to real life, the roles are getting farther and farther away from them, and the life is getting closer to them. The two of them don't have a common language. Maybe Cheng Yang has new considerations and it's unknown.

The more cranky Zhang Ye was, the lower his mood was, and the more depressed he was, the more he couldn't control his cranky thinking. Under the vicious circle, he left in a hurry before the team building activity was over.

When the person in charge heard that he was leaving, he thought it was because he hadn't done a good job in some aspect, and chased him out in fear. Zhang Ye only said that he had something to do, turned around and got into the car.

The driver followed him all the time, so he could guess what was on his mind. After the car started, he turned his head carefully and asked, "Mr. Zhang, where are you going now?"

"Hotel." Zhang Ye replied.

The driver was a little surprised. He thought Zhang Ye would at least go back to the apartment if he didn't go to find Cheng Yang, but the boss was in a bad mood, so he didn't dare to say anything, so he agreed and drove quietly.

The Zhang Group has several hotel chains in City A, and one of the hotels has always reserved a suite on the top floor for Zhang Ye. The driver drove to the hotel, took Zhang Ye upstairs, and asked him intimately if he needed to deliver lunch to the room Well, Zhang Ye said no, and closed the door.

The main duty of this driver is actually to drive Zhang Wen and act as a bodyguard. When Zhang Wen came to City A, he accompanied him around the clock, and when Zhang Wen left, he was on standby in the company. Zhang Wen is more familiar with it.

It is obvious that Xiao Zhang is always in a bad mood. The driver hesitated whether to give Zhang Wen a call to reflect the situation. After hesitating to the end, the driver decided not to talk about it. It is not uncommon for young people to fall in love. Maybe it will happen. After a long time, the two of them got back together again, so it turned out that he was talking too much.

Sure enough, in the evening, Zhang Ye said that he would go out to see if there was anything Cheng Yang needed to help. The mood looks much better than when I came back at noon.

The area that Chang Chen and the others rented was an old community with narrow roads and it was difficult for a car to drive in. After arriving outside the community, Zhang Ye asked the driver to wait here. He walked in and sent a message to Cheng Yang while walking.

[The company's affairs are over, let's have dinner together tonight. 】

After posting this, he posted again: [I'm already in Changchen's community, I don't quite remember the way, there's a...]

Before the chapter page was finished typing, Cheng Yang's message came back: [We went out today, and we won't be back until very late. 】

Zhang Ye stared at Cheng Yang's words for a long time, but couldn't tell what it was like, so he could only force himself to dispel all doubts.But can those worries and anxieties be dispelled so easily?He came over full of joy, but Cheng Yang still didn't say what he was up to, and still couldn't see anyone.If he was still worried about whether Cheng Yang was in trouble in the afternoon, he called Shan Jie to confirm the progress of Wang Biao's case.So now, he can be sure that Cheng Yang is avoiding him.Probably just didn't want to see him.

It's just very strange, Cheng Yang is a very direct person, so he avoids him without saying a reason, what is the reason?

While Zhang Ye was looking for such and other reasons for Cheng Yang in his heart, he slowly deleted the lines of words that he hadn't had time to send just now, and then deleted, deleted, and revised them for a long time, and finally sent two [OK] words. The word passed.

Give Cheng Yang some more time, Zhang Ye tried hard to convince himself in his heart.

He put his mobile phone into his trouser pocket and took a deep breath. The temperature started to cool down in the second half of the day. The wind was a bit strong at this moment, and the air sucked into his mouth was also very cold. The wind rolled up scraps of paper on the ground Fei, he stared at the colorful piece of paper for a while, and was about to return the same way, when he looked up, he saw Cheng Yang and a girl walking side by side on the small road between the two residential buildings over there. come over.

At that moment, Zhang Ye's heart was suddenly empty, as if someone poured a bucket of cold water on his head.He stared at the two people for more than a minute. When they turned to throw the garbage, he came back to his senses. Then his legs trembled and he walked over uncontrollably.

"Cheng Yang." Although he tried his best to control it, Zhang Ye's voice was still a little out of tune.

Cheng Yang froze for a moment when he heard his familiar voice. It was the girl who turned around to look at Zhang Ye first, and asked curiously, "Are you calling him?"

Zhang Ye didn't look at the girl or speak, just stared at Cheng Yang.It wasn't until he was so close to Cheng Yang that he felt more clearly that he shouldn't have come here. Now that he has come here like this, everything may be difficult to recover, and he doesn't want to be irreparable at all.

Cheng Yang finally turned around. He didn't dare to look into Zhang Ye's eyes, and there was no expression on his face. He just said to the girl, "Go back first."

"I..." The girl looked at Cheng Yang, and then at the chapter page. The atmosphere between the two of them was really weird, the air pressure was extremely low, and she hurriedly said, "Okay, I'm going back, have you got the key? "

"Ah."

"Did you miss something?" The girl walked away two steps, then turned around and asked again.

"En." Cheng Yang replied again, and he didn't raise his head to look at Zhang Ye until the girl walked away.

Zhang Ye felt very tight in his chest. He wanted to ask a lot of questions, but suddenly he couldn't speak anymore. He threw the trash together and asked him about the keys. Didn't know this girl existed.How many things about Cheng Yang did he not know?However, just now, Cheng Yang sent him a message saying that he was out, outside, and would come back very late.After thinking about it, he finally couldn't help a sneer from the corner of his mouth: "Didn't you just say you weren't here?"

Cheng Yang felt bitter, the wound on his body was still hurting, and his heart began to ache. He knew that Zhang Ye had misunderstood, but there was no way to explain this matter. From the beginning when he planned to hide it from Zhang Ye, It never occurred to him to explain.

It's easy to say that I was beaten up by Lu Gang, and I avoided him because I was afraid that he would see the injury.But he was afraid that Zhang Ye would find trouble with Lu Gang for this, and dig up some past that he couldn't face himself.He has nothing to do today and flipped through Weibo. He has already seen the social news about Wang Biao. Even Wang Biao's high-ranking rich man's page can make him pay the price. It is even easier to deal with Lu Gang. very.

However, Lu Gang knew too much, and he would definitely say it.

Cheng Yang didn't want to explain.If he explained it, he would have to uncover more scars. He wasn't afraid of pain, he just wanted to keep a little dignity in front of the chapter page.But if he didn't explain, what kind of situation would happen, he knew very well in his heart.

Cheng Yang felt that it became difficult to breathe. He and Zhang Ye were originally from two worlds. Zhang Ye was in the clouds, he was in the mud, and he had rolled in the mud. How could he not get a little dirty? ?

In fact, he had a premonition early in the morning that today would come. When Shan Jie investigated him, he realized it, but the best he could do was to show Chang Jun's script to Zhang Ye. Maybe it seemed to Zhang Ye It is already cruel, but it has been beautified and deleted.

Not accepting monetary help from Chapter Page was out of dignity, and it is the same now.

For a split second, Cheng Yang felt very discouraged, full of boredom, bored with himself, bored with everything. All along, he felt that as long as he worked hard enough, he could get rid of the past. Someone will remember it for you and open it for you.No matter how hard you try, it's useless, and you won't be able to break free.

A person like him who has rolled in the mud does not deserve happiness and love, especially a noble son like Zhang Ye, who has a clean family background and grew up in a pure, clean and wealthy environment. The world he has been in contact with is Pure and beautiful, he has never seen dark corners, and he shouldn't have seen them.

God would really make fun of people. If he hadn't met Lu Gang and had a fight, Lu Gang had told him so many things about the past.If it didn't happen that Zhang Ye came to look for him today, if he came a few days later, after his injury healed, would there be room for change?

In the final analysis, I still have a rotten life, so rotten that I don't deserve any good things.

"Yes, that's what I said just now. I don't want to see you, can't you see it?" Cheng Yang's heart was ashamed, he didn't know what he was talking about, he just wanted to end everything in front of him quickly, he left, or Zhang Ye took the initiative to leave, and quickly escaped from the situation that made him feel angry and suffocated.After speaking, he didn't respond to Zhang Ye, and still stared at him with some paranoia. He couldn't stand Zhang Ye's gaze, so he turned and left.

Zhang Ye was already dumbfounded, he heard Cheng Yang's words, but he felt that he didn't understand, Cheng Yang said he didn't want to see him, but what did he do wrong?He did nothing wrong, why did Cheng Yang treat him like this?He was suddenly very angry, and grabbed Cheng Yang's arm: "Can't you explain it?"

Fortunately, what he grabbed was his uninjured left arm, so as not to expose his flaws on the spot. Cheng Yang's heart was already numb with pain, and even his body's reaction was numb and slow. He didn't read the chapter page, and lowered his eyes , hid all emotions deeply, and said coldly: "I have nothing to explain, I just don't want to see you very much recently, so let's go."