Breathe
Chapter 1.
Song Dan rubbed the glass phone case, a little dazed, the car that picked her up was parked in front of her, and she didn't see it either.
"Sister!" The driver Xiao Lin called her twice.
Song Dan came back to his senses and got into the car.
"Is there any problem with my sister's work?" Xiao Lin said, "I think you are out of your mind."
Song Dan smiled: "No, I'm just a little tired."
She unlocked the phone, stared at WeChat for a while, and finally locked the screen again.
It's better not to ask Jian Luyao if she is sick or something. Jian Luyao's feelings for her have crossed the line. If she cares a little more, I'm afraid it will be more troublesome.
Song Dan thought so on Lulu, but when she washed up and went to bed to get ready to rest, that thought popped up again.
Why did Jian Luyao not send her messages all day and all night?
Song Dan tossed and turned and thought about it half the night, but he didn't sleep well.
At noon the next day, General Du came to look for her and asked her to see the huge oil painting that Jian Luyao had painted. Song Dan didn't sleep well last night, and originally planned to have a good rest at noon, but when the words of refusal reached his mouth, he changed his mind again .
She complied.
It was more than ten minutes away from the company by car, and with the delay in the parking lot, it took half an hour to lie alone. Song Dan felt a little regretful when he stood in the elevator.
After going back and forth for an hour, she can have a good rest and process a lot of documents.
On the way out of the elevator, Du Jiangjin asked her: "Do you still remember the little "Starry Sky" painted by Jian Luyao?"
Song Dan had a little impression, she said: "It's in the company."
She couldn't remember the exact location.
With years of understanding, Du Jiangjin could tell at a glance whether she had forgotten it long ago, or hadn't read it seriously at all.He took out his mobile phone, turned out the photo and showed it to Song Dan: "Look at it now."
Song Dan glanced at him for no reason.
Du Jiangjin said, "Oh, take a look."
Song Dan took a closer look at it, and the picture was very clear. Through the screen, he could feel the gloomy and passionate emotions hidden in the painting, and it really had a slight soul-like resemblance to Van Gogh's "Starry Night".
Du Jiangjin said again: "Turn the page and read again."
Passing a page, it is Jian Luyao's "Gone with the Wind", the color and style are more gloomy and desperate.
"Jian Luyao, that girl, is a good seedling for painting." Du Jiangjin said, "She is talented, but she lacks a little growth environment. But it's hard to say, her childhood was not rough, and she didn't have so many suppressed emotions in her heart. "
Song Dan returned the phone to Du Jiangjin, but didn't answer.
The two went to see the huge "Starry Sky" together, the area was enlarged, and large blocks of bright or dark colors formed a swirling pattern.
Standing in front of the painting, looking up, there is an illusion of a distorted starry sky.
But in this painting, there is only enthusiasm, no gloomy depression.
"Did you feel it?" Du Jiangjin asked, "The changed emotions in the three paintings, and this bright emotional change, was given to her by you."
Song Dan was indeed shocked in his heart.
The painting "Gone with the Wind" just touched Song Dan's heartstrings lightly, but this huge "Starry Sky" was like a stone thrown into Song Dan's heart, causing waves that could not be ignored.
She was stunned for a while, then asked in a low voice, "And then? Do you want me to fall in love with a teenager who is younger than me?"
Du Jiangjin: "Why not? Su Pei has been dead for so many years!"
Song Dan frowned and said, "Even without Su Pei, Jian Luyao and I wouldn't be able to. I'm already 36, and she's only [-]!"
Du Jiangjin: "So what? Do you think there are fewer old couples and young wives now? Isn't this normal?"
Song Dan shook his head: "I won't. I don't have the time and capital to take risks and fall in love. It took me ten years to get out of Su Pei's matter, and I don't have another ten years."
Du Jiangjin said, "But she won't betray you like Su Pei did."
Song Dan looked at Du Jiangjin mockingly: "How do you know?"
Du Jiangjin said: "Sometimes you have to trust your intuition, it can create miracles."
Song Dan still shook his head: "You set things up between me and Jian Luyao without authorization, so I won't bother with you, but in the future, don't do this, I don't like it."
Song Dan turned around and left after speaking.
"Then do you really want to be like Su Pei cursed you?" Du Jiangjin shouted at her back, "You will remember her all your life and live in her shadow."
Song Dan stopped in her tracks: "I've already stepped out. I'm just, I won't naively believe in love anymore."
She presses the elevator.
Du Jiangjin chased after him, and asked without giving up: "Is it okay to try? I don't want to see you die alone."
When I was nearly forty, I realized how heavy the words "lonely forever" really are.
Parents are gone, friends are getting rarer, children are far away, what is left in the end, except the desolation of a room and the pain that no one cares about?
Lonely, lonely, old and dead.
Song Dan was silent for a long time before saying, "I know my own affairs well."
She is real and doesn't want to be emotional anymore.
She has indeed stepped out of the shadow of Su Pei's betrayal, but the price is that she no longer believes, nor is she willing to believe in those so-called emotions.
Flesh and blood will always have flirtations, let alone something that is maintained entirely by hormones?
She will not do such a risky thing again.Will lose everything.
The company had a summary meeting in the afternoon, but Song Dan was frequently lost in thoughts during the meeting.
After the meeting, the secretary asked her in a low voice if she was not feeling well, and she was always in a bad state.
Song Dan shook his head: "Make me a cup of coffee."
"Yes."
The secretary went out, but Song Dan remembered the painting. After the secretary brought the coffee, she said, "A few weeks ago, I brought a painting back to the company. Do you remember where I put it?"
The secretary thought for a moment and said, "It seems to be in your lounge locker."
Song Dan nodded: "Well, you go out."
She slowly sipped half a cup of coffee, and after sitting for a while, she finally got up and went to find the painting herself.
Looking at this painting without being separated from the screen, the emotions in the colors and lines are even clearer; it is completely different from the painting in the hotel lobby.
Song Dan took the painting back to the villa, handed it to his aunt, and said earnestly: "Keep it together with the last painting."
Chapter 14
When Jian Luyao went to class the next day, she looked at every classmate carefully again. She wanted to know who made an enemy with her, so that she wanted to ruin her sketches in such a dirty way Operation.
But she saw nothing.
In her class, apart from a few casually acquainted classmates, there is only one Jiang Wanwan who has a good relationship with her. The two often eat together after class and make appointments for painting homework.
When eating with her at noon, Jian Luyao told about what happened yesterday, Jiang Wanwan faltered for a long time with a strange expression, and finally said: "Your painting was selected for the exhibition last semester, and there are only two places in the class. You squeezed others down. And... I heard that your painting was the first one to be sold. "
It turned out to be the case.
Jian Luyao understood, and asked, "Who is it?"
Jiang Wanwan shook her head and said, "There are several candidates, and I don't know who they are..."
She refused to say any more, for fear of offending others.
Jian Luyao didn't force her to ask, she knew the people in the class who were good at painting, and if she thought about their personalities, she could make a rough guess.
Most likely it was Xiao Ranxin, the daughter of a real estate developer. She studied oil painting since she was a child, and went to Europe to study during winter and summer vacations.
On the way back to the dormitory, Jian Luyao thought, as long as Xiao Ranxin didn't mess with her again, she would bear it.She was studying at school alone, and the only person she was close to was the unreliable Li Yunshan. If something went wrong, she didn't even have anyone to back her up.
No matter how angry and unwilling she was, she could only endure it.
With no money and power, she was destined to suffer more than others, she understood from a young age.Even without a mother, one is inferior to others, not to mention that Jian Luyao is equivalent to not having a father.
There were only two classes in the afternoon. After the class was over, Jian Luyao went to the studio to make up paintings. Several students were there. Jian Luyao went to say hello, and the students replied indifferently.
In fact, she really wanted to say a few more words to build a good relationship with her classmates, but the chatting and laughing classmates were so intimate that Jian Luyao couldn't intervene.
They themselves have a familiar circle, and Jian Luyao, who was not in it from the beginning, is an ordinary classmate who was excluded. It is not that simple for her to blend in.
Jian Luyao was painting alone, and listening to the sound of them fighting and painting, she suddenly felt a distinct sense of loneliness.
Because of her poverty, she didn't dare to socialize after entering school, and she didn't have the capital to socialize. She didn't even have the money to share a table with her classmates for a meal. How could she make friends in depth?
So that kind of isolation has become a matter of course.
The students knew that Jian Luyao would not participate in off-campus sketching activities with them, knew that Jian Luyao would not participate in ordinary dinner parties, knew that Jian Luyao would not go shopping in the city center... this kind of knowledge finally made Jian Luyao's current situation.
Such a fateful ending.
It is reasonable for the ancients to believe in fate.Because most of the time, you really can't resist the poverty, narrowness, and tragic fate that have been bound to you since you were born.
Apart from explaining it with a sentence, this is life, how else can I find reasonable comfort for my painful heart?
Jian Luyao couldn't calm down to draw, she took out her mobile phone, and really wanted to send Song Dan a few messages, or ask her out for a normal dinner.
The input window was pressed, and she stared at it for a long time, and finally sent a message with longing feelings.
"What are you doing? Are you still busy?"
Song Dan never came back.
Jian Luyao looked at the phone, looked at the messy sketch lines, and smiled sadly.
She couldn't calm down, and the painting was terrible, with no shape or three-dimensionality, Jian Luyao directly smashed the ugly painting.
The phone vibrated.
Jian Luyao immediately picked it up and looked at it, it wasn't Song Dan, but Di Xiaoyi.
"Come out for dinner, I'm near your school."
Attached is a photo taken in the back street of the school.
Jian Luyao is a little hesitant, and now she really wants to talk to someone or something, but Di Xiaoyi's meaning to her is too clear, and she doesn't want to get too close.
While struggling, a message from Li Yunshan came: "I want to eat fish, come and accompany me, hurry up!"
Jian Luyao quickly replied, and then replied to Di Xiaoyi: "Sorry, I have an appointment with someone else."
She packed her things and left school to find Li Yunshan.
Li Yunshan had difficulty moving. Jian Luyao picked her up at the hotel and helped her out together. As soon as the two of them sat down in the restaurant, Song Dan's message came back.
"Sorry, I've been a little busy these days."
Jian Luyao looked at the message, and in her originally calm heart, grievances flooded out all of a sudden - so you still know to reply to me?It's so late, why are you still calling me back?
"Are you free tonight? I invite you to dinner as a redemption."
Jian Luyao bit her lip, feeling aggrieved and happy at the same time, her eyes brightened, and her expression instantly became vivid.
She replied: "I'm free."
After setting up a place with Song Dan, Jian Luyao put down her phone and wanted to talk to Li Yunshan about releasing her pigeons.
"I know what nonsense you are talking about." Li Yunshan held the phone and said bitterly without raising her head, "Your benefactor is looking for you, and you are going to sleep with me, right? Leave me alone, I agree. "
Jian Luyao: "..."
"Then be careful when you go back to the hotel later." Jian Luyao reminded.
Li Yunshan raised her eyes and squinted at her: "Even if I was careless or something, so what?"
"Well..." Jian Luyao said, "You can call 120."
Li Yunshan cut a laugh and said, "Get lost."
Jian Luyao picked up the bag: "Then I'm leaving."
"My brother is coming back to visit me during the winter vacation." Li Yunshan said happily to Jian Luyao's back, "He said he would spend the New Year with me!"
Jian Luyao turned around: "You asked me out for dinner, is it just to share this with me?"
Li Yunshan rolled her eyes to her: "Who do you think you are, I just want to celebrate that I can't find anyone to join the dinner table."
Jian Luyao replied to her, and then said: "Congratulations, someone will accompany you to celebrate the New Year."
Li Yunshan waved her away with a finger.
Jian Luyao just left.
Song Dan and Jian Luyao were eating western food in a restaurant, and Song Dan asked about Jian Luyao's school for the first time on the way.She never asked about Jian Luyao's life before, only when Jian Luyao said it herself, she would ask a few questions along the topic.
So, when she heard Song Dan's words "What have you been doing at school these two days", she didn't realize it for a while, and stared at Song Dan with clear eyes.
Song Dan couldn't help smiling: "What's wrong?"
Jian Luyao quickly shook her head, looking at Song Dan's expression: "I'm just... a little surprised."
Song Dan picked up the red wine, took a sip and said, "Then would you like to tell me?"
"Of course I would!"
Jian Luyao talked about some trivial things about herself at school, but she didn't mention the incident of her painting being splashed with water.
Song Dan shook the cup after listening to those trivial and trivial stories. He obviously had something to say, but after parting his red lips, he remained silent.
She actually wanted to ask, since everything is the same as usual, why didn't you send me a message like before?
But she didn't ask after all. Such a question was ambiguous, and she didn't want to give Jian Luyao wrong hints.
Jian Luyao's attention was all on her, so she naturally noticed her hesitancy to speak.
"What's the matter? What do you want to say?" She asked, "Say it."
Song Dan stroked the wine glass and said with a smile: "I want to ask if you are free on the weekend, I will go shopping with you."
Jian Luyao's eyes sparkled all of a sudden: "Of course there is!"
Seeing her bright and bright reaction, Song Dan suddenly curled the corners of her lips with a deep smile: "Well, let me take a look at my schedule."
She picked up the phone seriously, looked at it for a while, and made a regretful and apologetic look: "Oh, I remembered wrongly, so I have to go on a business trip for a meeting this weekend..."
The light in Jian Luyao's eyes suddenly went out.
"Really..." she said in a low voice.
Song Dan glanced at her, and finally smiled: "Stupid, I lied to you. I'm free on weekends."
Jian Luyao raised her head instantly, and said angrily and joyfully, "You lied to me!"
Song Dan laughed and said frankly, "That's right."
Jian Luyao wished she could jump over the table, pounce on her and bite her, she gritted her teeth angrily and said, "You are too bad!"
Song Dan laughed heartily.
Under the warm lights, Song Dan with such a touching smile is the most beautiful scenery of stars and moon.
After dinner, the two walked to the hotel. The road was still the same, with Jian Luyao talking unnutritious gossip, Song Dan responding negatively, and occasionally asking questions.
It is obviously the same process and content, but Jian Luyao has an indescribable difference.The relationship between the two seems to be more comfortable and relaxed.
After entering the hotel room, Jian Luyao hugged Song Dan stickily and coquettishly.
Song Dan stroked Jian Luyao's back, just smiled indulgently.
Looking at her gentle face like spring, Jian Luyao couldn't help but kiss Song Dan's lips again.
This time, Song Dan didn't hide.
Jian Luyao was so happy!
She pressed Song Dan against the door panel excitedly, and bit her lip hard.
Song Dan gave a muffled laugh, then held Jian Luyao's cheeks, and guided her how to kiss instead of the guest.
The two of them messed around until midnight before falling asleep.
Song Dan was going to the company early in the morning, so she got up early to wash up, and when she was about to leave, she sat by the bed and woke up Jian Luyao who was still in a deep sleep.
Jian Luyao opened her eyes in confusion, and when she saw Song Dan in neat attire, she was startled, and suddenly opened her eyes wide and asked, "What time is it?"
"Seven o'clock." Song Dan looked at her with a smile, "If there is no class, you can continue to sleep, but I have to leave first."
Jian Luyao didn't realize the situation, she had never encountered such a situation before.
Song Dan touched her face: "Go on to sleep, ah."
Jian Luyao looked at Song Dan foolishly.
Song Dan smiled, got up and left.
When the room returned to silence, Jian Luyao had a sense that she and Song Dan this morning were like an old couple who had lived together for a long time.
Chapter 15
After that day, Jian Luyao walked happily all day long.
For some unknown reason, the interval between Song Dan's replies to her messages became shorter.
Jian Luyao often sends her messages before class, and she can see the reply after class.The boring study life seems to have suddenly injected a ray of warm sunshine, making every second of the day warm.
Jiang Wanwan could tell that she was in an abnormal state, and asked her in private if she was in love.
Jian Luyao thought for a while and agreed.
No matter what Song Dan thinks about their relationship, anyway, Jian Luyao really likes her very much.As if they were in love.
Sure enough, Song Dan took her shopping on the weekend.
Jian Luyao was very happy, bouncing around Song Dan, like a silly and cute husky dog, after shopping, they had dinner together and went to the hotel.
Song Dan didn't stay, she said she wanted to go back and be with the child.
Jian Luyao knew that Song Dan still had her own family life, but she still couldn't help but let out disappointment in her eyes.
Song Dan touched her face and said: "I used to treat my son badly, so he hates me very much now, but he is still in adolescence. I am afraid that he will get lost for a while and ruin his wonderful youth. So, now I have to spend more time with him."
Jian Luyao grabbed Song Dan's hand, shook her head and said, "It's okay, I'm not a child anymore, I understand."
Song Dan smiled and pinched Jian Luyao's soft ears: "You are just a child, a cute little kid."
Jian Luyao snorted unhappily, took Song Dan's hand and said, "Then you kiss me..."
Song Dan held Jian Luyao's face, briefly exchanged a kiss, and said, "I'll pay you the money for your big oil painting in a few days."
"It's okay, I don't..." Jian Luyao paused, "I'm not in a hurry."
Song Dan hummed and left the hotel.
Jian Luyao lay alone in the empty room, and boredly took out the clothes, shoes, bags and skin care products that she bought together today to look at them.
In the end, I couldn't wait any longer, so I sent Li Yunshan a message and asked her out for supper.
She took a lot of things and went to Li Yunshan's hotel.
Li Yunshan could already walk around on her own, but the bruises on her face were still very scary.
She watched Jian Luyao packing big and small bags, and said in a strange way: "Oh, the harvest is not small?"
She unreasonably opened Jian Luyao's shopping bag and looked around: "Hey, why don't you let her buy you LV? What's the point of these brands you've never heard of?"
Jian Luyao protected the bag: "I don't want to be so public..."
She had always been struggling in school, if she suddenly took out something from a luxury brand, her classmates would only think she had bought a counterfeit.
Li Yunshan snorted with a sneer: "Do you think that if you don't wear a famous brand, others won't be able to see it? If you suddenly become rich like you, everyone can see what you have done behind your back at a glance."
Jian Luyao didn't deny it, so she planned to wear these only when she saw Song Dan.
After sitting down, she suddenly remembered that Li Yunshan had never been short of food and clothing since she entered school. She couldn't help asking, "How long have you been with that person?"
Li Yunshan lowered her eyelids and said only one sentence: "It's been a long time..."
Li Yunshan and Jian Luyao were in the same age, and Li Yunshan was two months younger than her, when she entered university, just now.
So how old are Li Yunshan and that benefactor?
"When did your brother study abroad?" Jian Luyao asked.
Li Yunshan raised her eyelids and looked at Jian Luyao: "I know what you want to ask, Seventeen."
She said it directly, but Jian Luyao was a little embarrassed, and smiled and asked Li Yunshan to order first.
After dinner, Jian Luyao deliberately went back to the dormitory at the time when the lights were turned off. She estimated that she would not meet any classmates at this time.
But unfortunately, she met Xiao Ranxin at the entrance of the building.
Xiao Ranxin is from the north, tall and tall, standing on the stairs, looking down at Jian Luyao.His eyes swept over the pile of bags in Jian Luyao's hand, and then he showed a knowing and disdainful smile.
With her chin raised, she walked past Jian Luyao without saying hello.
When Jian Luyao returned to the dormitory, she already had a vague premonition in her heart. Starting tomorrow, everyone in the class would know about her being adopted.
Sure enough, when Jian Luyao went to class the next day, the classmates in the class looked at her with a little more meaning in their eyes.
With a bad reputation, Jian Luyao's position in the class became more isolated.
But she was a little numb to this, and no longer thought about how to deal with the half-baked relationship between classmates, but spent all her time on practice.
Half a month later, Li Yunshan moved back to the dormitory. The scars on her face have not completely disappeared, but they can be covered with foundation.
The two classmates who had a good relationship with Jian Luyao gradually alienated Jian Luyao, so she spent most of her free time with Li Yunshan.Li Yunshan once told her that she was going to get pregnant for the second time, otherwise not only would the house be gone, but she would also be beaten to death by the money owner.
Jian Luyao asked her what to do with her studies, Li Yunshan replied indifferently: "Cold salad."
School life was not very smooth, but the relationship between Jian Luyao and Song Dan gradually became closer and stable.
After autumn, Jian Luyao was going to Fengye Mountain to sketch. She planned to go there for a weekend and talked about it with Song Dan, so Song Dan said they would go together.
This is equivalent to two people traveling together, Jian Luyao is so happy that she can go to heaven.
Jian Luyao took her things and met Song Dan at the hotel, and set off early the next morning, two days and one night.
After the night's work, Jian Luyao hugged Song Dan's waist in a daze.
Song Dan turned his back to her, reading the Japanese mail.
Jian Luyao felt Song Dan put down the phone in a half-dream and half-awake, so she immediately cheered up and asked, "Are you done?"
Song Dan pinched the hand on his waist: "Why aren't you sleeping?"
Jian Luyao rubbed her smooth back, and unconsciously, there was some soft and coquettish voice in her voice.
"I want to chat with you." She said and adjusted her posture, her legs and Song Dan's soft and slender legs were intimately entangled.
Song Dan relaxed: "What are you talking about?"
"How are we going to play this weekend?" Jian Luyao said worriedly, "I have two sketches to do..."
Song Dan said with a smile: "It's okay, I'll watch you draw."
Jian Luyao thought of that big oil painting, and said sullenly, "Yes, you haven't seen my painting yet..."
Song Dan laughed, and stroked the soft flesh on Jian Luyao's arm: "Are you still angry?"
Jian Luyao snorted.
Song Dan turned over and kissed Jian Luyao's lips as an apology.
Jian Luyao slid into her arms, and buried her face in Song Dan's chest: "I really want to draw you."
Song Dan smiled again: "Shall I be your model?"
Jian Luyao raised her face, her eyes were clear: "Are you willing?"
Painting that kind of thing will always be kept. If they separate in the future, Jian Luyao can also keep a private secret memory.
Song Dan touched her back: "Will you draw me very beautifully?"
Jian Luyao nodded, and then she said, "I'm not in good shape yet...I'll draw you after I've finished my training."
Otherwise, if the painting is ugly, Song Dan will definitely despise her.
"Yeah." Song Dan patted her on the back, "Can you drive?"
Jian Luyao shook her head: "No."
Song Dan said: "Then we have to let Xiao Lin follow us tomorrow."
Jian Luyao asked the question that she had been wondering for a long time: "Can't you drive too? Why have you never seen you drive?"
"I..." Song Dan paused, "Something happened before and someone died."
"Huh?" Jian Luyao immediately widened her eyes.
The room was a bit dark, and only the outline of Song Dan's face could be seen. Her eyes were closed, so that no one could see anything unusual.
"It wasn't a collision, she was in the co-pilot." Song Dan said in a low voice, the fingers stroking Jian Luyao's back stopped.
"Why did something happen?" Jian Luyao couldn't help being curious.
Song Dan hardly talked about his own affairs, and Jian Luyao was so curious, but she couldn't find a suitable opportunity to ask.
Song Dan sighed, and patted Jian Luyao's back: "Let's talk about it later. It's getting late, go to bed."
Jian Luyao bit her lips sadly. She actually wanted to ask who gave birth to Song Dan's child, and where did the child's father go... This is what she wanted to know the most, but such family privacy, she Not qualified to ask.
Early the next morning, the two set off for Maple Leaf Mountain.
Song Dan booked a room at the mountain top hotel, with a wide balcony, looking down, you can see the fiery red maple leaves all over the mountains and plains, intertwined layer by layer, like autumn flames.
"It's so beautiful..." Jian Luyao lay on the balcony, overlooking the mountains and fields, the sky was high and the earth was wide, and her mood was also opened up.
Song Dan finished reading the information on the phone, and then walked over in high heels, with his arm around Jian Luyao's slender back, and looked at the forest below with her.
Jian Luyao tilted her head and leaned on her shoulder, sniffing the clean air, and sighed contentedly: "That's great."
Song Dan touched Jian Luyao's back, smiled and didn't answer.
Jian Luyao leaned on her shoulder, pouted and kissed Song Dan's chin.
Song Dan smiled, she was wearing high heels, half a head taller than Jian Luyao, she could kiss Jian Luyao's lips by lowering her head.
The two simply kissed on the balcony, and then stuck all the way into the bathroom.
After finishing one session, I had a simple meal at noon.
After returning to the room, Jian Luyao began to draw, and Song Dan lay on the sofa in the living room, handling business with his hand.
Jian Luyao kept looking up at Song Dan between her paintings, and Song Dan would occasionally look at her, and when their eyes met, they couldn't help but smile knowingly.
Jian Luyao didn't have the mind to draw any pictures, she threw away the paintbrush, threw herself on the sofa, and rolled from the sofa to the carpet sticking to Song Dan.
In the middle of the afternoon, Jian Luyao didn't even touch a few strokes of sketching, she continued to get bored with Song Dan while crying that she couldn't finish drawing.
As a result, on the first day in Maple Leaf Mountain, Jian Luyao didn't do any serious business, and the only gain was that she couldn't move her legs due to all the nonsense.
Before going to bed in the middle of the night, Song Dan said, "Fortunately, I'm not the one who draws tomorrow, otherwise I won't even be able to hold the pen."
Jian Luyao's face flushed with embarrassment, but she was also satisfied.
Chapter 16
The next day, Jian Luyao was in a rush to paint all day.
I drew a picture on the balcony in the morning, and I went to draw a picture in the maple forest in the afternoon
On the way back to the city at night, she asked Song Dan to praise her for her good painting in the car.
Song Dan took the painting and looked at it very carefully. The colors used by Jian Luyao are bright and beautiful, and the whole painting reveals a brilliant sense of life.
"Well, it's pretty." She said, "After your teacher sends it back to you, give it to me."
Jian Luyao looked up suspiciously, and Song Dan continued, "I use it to decorate the corridor of the newly opened hotel."
"Okay." Jian Luyao said cheerfully, "You don't mind, I can give you all my paintings."
All she could give were these worthless paintings.
Song Dan pinched Jian Luyao's face and said with a smile, "Good boy."
The car sent Jian Luyao outside the school, and Song Dan wanted to go home directly.
After the painting was handed in, the teacher praised Jian Luyao by name, saying that she uses colors very well, the painting is full of emotion, and her technique is becoming more and more stable...
Jian Luyao knew in her heart that she used colors well, probably because the price of the paint was ten times more expensive, and the technique was because with the money given by Song Dan, she could spend all her spare time and energy on practicing superior.
When leaving the classroom after class, Xiao Ranxin took a hard look at Jian Luyao.
With a cold face, Jian Luyao walked past her expressionlessly.
I went to see Song Dan on the weekend, and Jian Luyao gave her the two paintings. The two of them stayed overnight. Song Dan said that she would be busy for a while and would not be able to see each other often. He asked Jian Luyao if she was short of anything recently. .
Jian Luyao leaned in her arms, and after being silent for a while, she still changed the words that she didn't need anything and didn't need anything to: "Lack of money."
Song Dan kissed her and said, "I will transfer it to you tomorrow."
"En." Jian Luyao shrank into the quilt, feeling a little cold in her heart.
After the beginning of autumn, it rained every three days, and the ginkgo trees on the campus became more and more golden, which added a lot of color to the cold weather. Many students in the Academy of Fine Arts were sketching in the ginkgo forest, and Jian Luyao also went.
She picked an inconspicuous corner and drew quietly.
"Imported Windsor." Xiao Ranxin didn't know when she appeared, bent down and fiddled with Jian Luyao's paint, "Yes, this paint is pretty good."
Jian Luyao looked at her coldly: "Don't touch my things."
"Don't be so fierce." Xiao Ranxin threw Jian Luyao's paint casually, "Hey, Jian Luyao, you have improved so fast, do you have any skills? Share and share."
"No." Jian Luyao washed the paintbrush and prepared to leave.
"Don't be so stingy." Xiao Ranxin said, "I won't ask you to help me in vain. I can introduce you to a boyfriend. I'm a rich second generation who plays well. My family is rich and generous to my girlfriend. You're much better off doing those shady things."
Jian Luyao smiled, looked at Xiao Ranxin and said, "When it comes to shameful things, how can I compare to you? Why, I've used up all my secret tricks, so now I'm here in the open?"
Xiao Ranxin's face darkened: "What do you mean?"
Jian Luyao raised her eyes and stared at her: "Are you really going to make things clear?"
"What are you talking about?" Xiao Ranxin folded her arms and stood up straight, "Jian Luyao, if you don't want to share, just let it be your experience, what are you doing here, isn't it just a plaything? Cut !"
After humming, she turned and left.
A few sketching art students nearby sneaked a few glances at Jian Luyao, with gossip and inquiry that couldn't be concealed in their expressions.
Jian Luyao put the paintbrush into the water and washed it in silence, then continued to paint as if nothing had happened.
If she leaves now, she will be running away.
She just wanted to sit here and finish the painting.
The last sketch from life was not very good.Jian Luyao was upset and her paintings were in a mess. She finished the painting in a hurry, packed her things and went back to the dormitory.
The other two roommates in the dormitory probably knew about her being taken care of. On the surface, they were polite to Jian Luyao, but once Jian Luyao stayed in the dormitory, the atmosphere would be inexplicably depressed and dead.
The two roommates would not take the initiative to talk to Jian Luyao, they talked to each other softly, I don't know if they didn't want Jian Luyao to hear it, or they didn't want to break the quietness of the dormitory.
That kind of quiet exclusion made Jian Luyao's time in the dormitory difficult.
She wants to move out.
Song Dan was on a business trip, Jian Luyao had nothing to do on the weekend, she was dragged by Li Yunshan to the shopping mall twice, went to the movies in the evening, and had dinner after the show.
After dinner, it's almost ten o'clock.
When the two left the shopping mall, Jian Luyao looked at the gradually empty road and sighed, "There's no more cars..."
"Have you ever been to a bar?" Li Yunshan asked suddenly.
She went shopping for a day, but didn't buy anything. The reason was that she would buy it together with the benefactor next time when she came out.
Jian Luyao shook her head: "I haven't been there..."
"Come on, I'll take you to see and see." Li Yunshan pulled her and walked to the corner of the street familiarly, "There is a family right in front."
Crossing half a street, I arrived at a street shop that was mostly closed. There was a small door in the middle of the shop, which was the entrance to the bar.
Li Yunshan brought Jian Luyao in.
The light and shadow in the bar were dim and dazzling, the music was loud, and the air was dull and turbid. As soon as she entered, Jian Luyao found that she didn't like such a place very much.
Li Yunshan pulled her hard, found a booth inside, ordered two bottles of rose-flavored beer, and then sat and played with her mobile phone.
Jian Luyao couldn't help complaining: "Then it's better to go to the coffee shop to play with your mobile phone, it's still clean."
Li Yunshan put down her phone and said, "No, you can watch people dance in here, and there will be handsome guys singing in a while... Come here!"
As she spoke, she pulled Jian Luyao and showed Jian Luyao a tall man who had just come on stage.
"Look, what does he look like?"
The man had thin cheeks, slender phoenix eyes, and a decadent handsomeness.
"It's okay..." Jian Luyao said, looking at the girls in the bar unconsciously, all of them were indeed good-looking.
The two stayed in the bar until twelve o'clock before leaving, and they couldn't go back to school.
"Where are you staying tonight?" Jian Luyao asked on the way out of the bar, "Going to a hotel?"
Li Yunshan said: "Why do you sleep, go to the spa to take a bath and watch a movie..."
Before he finished speaking, a scream came from outside: "What are you doing, let me go!"
Jian Luyao walked out of the narrow bar door, followed the yelling, and found that it was Di Xiaoyi, whom she hadn't seen for a long time. She was hugged by a boy, who dragged her into the car by the side of the road.
Di Xiaoyi screamed: "My mother's Wu Yang, let me go! I won't go with you!"
She was small, and was easily picked up by the boy.
"I won't eat you again!" the man said, "What are you afraid of?"
"Get out! Let me go!" Di Xiaoyi kicked her legs in the air, "Let me go!"
Jian Luyao stopped in her tracks, wondering if she should go over to help, but Di Xiaoyi saw her at this moment, and opened her mouth to shout: "Jian Luyao, save me! Jian Luyao!"
Now Jian Luyao had no choice but to pass.
"What happened?" She strode over with a slightly stern expression, and Li Yunshan followed behind her.
Seeing someone approaching, the man let go of Di Xiaoyi, she rushed towards Jian Luyao as soon as she jumped, held Jian Luyao's hand, and hid behind her.
"My girlfriend is here, get out of here!"
The man glanced at Jian Luyao who was wearing a baseball jacket, frowned and said, "You are really gay..."
Di Xiaoyi said: "So what?"
The man pouted, got in the car and left.
Jian Luyao pulled her arm out of Di Xiaoyi's hand: "Why are you here?"
Di Xiaoyi asked her back: "Why are you here?"
Jian Luyao: "...I'm here to hang out with my friends."
Di Xiaoyi: "That's great, I want to go shopping too, let's go together!"
She turned her head and said to Li Yunshan, "What are you going to play? I'm treating you!"
Li Yunshan looked at Jian Luyao's expression.
Jian Luyao said: "It's so late, why don't you go home?"
Di Xiaoyi returned to her and said: "It's so late, you are a student who hasn't returned to school yet!"
Jian Luyao said she couldn't get rid of her, and she couldn't get rid of her. In the end, the three of them went to a nearby spa together.
Di Xiaoyi is obviously a frequent visitor here, and she is very familiar with the manager of the beauty department. After chatting for a few words, she took them to wash their feet and have a manicure. After that, they had massage and body care. Jian Luyao lay down on the bed and fell asleep. up.
The next day, the three of them separated after having morning tea together.
Di Xiaoyi originally wanted to go to school with Jian Luyao, but Jian Luyao had to deal with it because she had homework to deal with. Di Xiaoyi nodded, with an invincible expression on her face: "Then I will come back in a few days look at you!"
After finishing speaking, regardless of Jian Luyao's reaction, she directly took a taxi and left.
Li Yunshan glanced at the tail of the taxi that disappeared, and said with a strange expression: "Is it so easy to be chased by rich people as a lesbian?"
Jian Luyao: "..."
She didn't want to talk to Li Yunshan.
After returning to school, Jian Luyao's life continued as usual, waiting for Song Dan's call.
After Song Dan got busy with work, she didn't like to reply to messages. Jian Luyao also tried not to disturb her by swiping the screen. She thought that life would be peaceful until Song Dan's business trip was over. Unexpectedly, Di Xiao
"Sister!" The driver Xiao Lin called her twice.
Song Dan came back to his senses and got into the car.
"Is there any problem with my sister's work?" Xiao Lin said, "I think you are out of your mind."
Song Dan smiled: "No, I'm just a little tired."
She unlocked the phone, stared at WeChat for a while, and finally locked the screen again.
It's better not to ask Jian Luyao if she is sick or something. Jian Luyao's feelings for her have crossed the line. If she cares a little more, I'm afraid it will be more troublesome.
Song Dan thought so on Lulu, but when she washed up and went to bed to get ready to rest, that thought popped up again.
Why did Jian Luyao not send her messages all day and all night?
Song Dan tossed and turned and thought about it half the night, but he didn't sleep well.
At noon the next day, General Du came to look for her and asked her to see the huge oil painting that Jian Luyao had painted. Song Dan didn't sleep well last night, and originally planned to have a good rest at noon, but when the words of refusal reached his mouth, he changed his mind again .
She complied.
It was more than ten minutes away from the company by car, and with the delay in the parking lot, it took half an hour to lie alone. Song Dan felt a little regretful when he stood in the elevator.
After going back and forth for an hour, she can have a good rest and process a lot of documents.
On the way out of the elevator, Du Jiangjin asked her: "Do you still remember the little "Starry Sky" painted by Jian Luyao?"
Song Dan had a little impression, she said: "It's in the company."
She couldn't remember the exact location.
With years of understanding, Du Jiangjin could tell at a glance whether she had forgotten it long ago, or hadn't read it seriously at all.He took out his mobile phone, turned out the photo and showed it to Song Dan: "Look at it now."
Song Dan glanced at him for no reason.
Du Jiangjin said, "Oh, take a look."
Song Dan took a closer look at it, and the picture was very clear. Through the screen, he could feel the gloomy and passionate emotions hidden in the painting, and it really had a slight soul-like resemblance to Van Gogh's "Starry Night".
Du Jiangjin said again: "Turn the page and read again."
Passing a page, it is Jian Luyao's "Gone with the Wind", the color and style are more gloomy and desperate.
"Jian Luyao, that girl, is a good seedling for painting." Du Jiangjin said, "She is talented, but she lacks a little growth environment. But it's hard to say, her childhood was not rough, and she didn't have so many suppressed emotions in her heart. "
Song Dan returned the phone to Du Jiangjin, but didn't answer.
The two went to see the huge "Starry Sky" together, the area was enlarged, and large blocks of bright or dark colors formed a swirling pattern.
Standing in front of the painting, looking up, there is an illusion of a distorted starry sky.
But in this painting, there is only enthusiasm, no gloomy depression.
"Did you feel it?" Du Jiangjin asked, "The changed emotions in the three paintings, and this bright emotional change, was given to her by you."
Song Dan was indeed shocked in his heart.
The painting "Gone with the Wind" just touched Song Dan's heartstrings lightly, but this huge "Starry Sky" was like a stone thrown into Song Dan's heart, causing waves that could not be ignored.
She was stunned for a while, then asked in a low voice, "And then? Do you want me to fall in love with a teenager who is younger than me?"
Du Jiangjin: "Why not? Su Pei has been dead for so many years!"
Song Dan frowned and said, "Even without Su Pei, Jian Luyao and I wouldn't be able to. I'm already 36, and she's only [-]!"
Du Jiangjin: "So what? Do you think there are fewer old couples and young wives now? Isn't this normal?"
Song Dan shook his head: "I won't. I don't have the time and capital to take risks and fall in love. It took me ten years to get out of Su Pei's matter, and I don't have another ten years."
Du Jiangjin said, "But she won't betray you like Su Pei did."
Song Dan looked at Du Jiangjin mockingly: "How do you know?"
Du Jiangjin said: "Sometimes you have to trust your intuition, it can create miracles."
Song Dan still shook his head: "You set things up between me and Jian Luyao without authorization, so I won't bother with you, but in the future, don't do this, I don't like it."
Song Dan turned around and left after speaking.
"Then do you really want to be like Su Pei cursed you?" Du Jiangjin shouted at her back, "You will remember her all your life and live in her shadow."
Song Dan stopped in her tracks: "I've already stepped out. I'm just, I won't naively believe in love anymore."
She presses the elevator.
Du Jiangjin chased after him, and asked without giving up: "Is it okay to try? I don't want to see you die alone."
When I was nearly forty, I realized how heavy the words "lonely forever" really are.
Parents are gone, friends are getting rarer, children are far away, what is left in the end, except the desolation of a room and the pain that no one cares about?
Lonely, lonely, old and dead.
Song Dan was silent for a long time before saying, "I know my own affairs well."
She is real and doesn't want to be emotional anymore.
She has indeed stepped out of the shadow of Su Pei's betrayal, but the price is that she no longer believes, nor is she willing to believe in those so-called emotions.
Flesh and blood will always have flirtations, let alone something that is maintained entirely by hormones?
She will not do such a risky thing again.Will lose everything.
The company had a summary meeting in the afternoon, but Song Dan was frequently lost in thoughts during the meeting.
After the meeting, the secretary asked her in a low voice if she was not feeling well, and she was always in a bad state.
Song Dan shook his head: "Make me a cup of coffee."
"Yes."
The secretary went out, but Song Dan remembered the painting. After the secretary brought the coffee, she said, "A few weeks ago, I brought a painting back to the company. Do you remember where I put it?"
The secretary thought for a moment and said, "It seems to be in your lounge locker."
Song Dan nodded: "Well, you go out."
She slowly sipped half a cup of coffee, and after sitting for a while, she finally got up and went to find the painting herself.
Looking at this painting without being separated from the screen, the emotions in the colors and lines are even clearer; it is completely different from the painting in the hotel lobby.
Song Dan took the painting back to the villa, handed it to his aunt, and said earnestly: "Keep it together with the last painting."
Chapter 14
When Jian Luyao went to class the next day, she looked at every classmate carefully again. She wanted to know who made an enemy with her, so that she wanted to ruin her sketches in such a dirty way Operation.
But she saw nothing.
In her class, apart from a few casually acquainted classmates, there is only one Jiang Wanwan who has a good relationship with her. The two often eat together after class and make appointments for painting homework.
When eating with her at noon, Jian Luyao told about what happened yesterday, Jiang Wanwan faltered for a long time with a strange expression, and finally said: "Your painting was selected for the exhibition last semester, and there are only two places in the class. You squeezed others down. And... I heard that your painting was the first one to be sold. "
It turned out to be the case.
Jian Luyao understood, and asked, "Who is it?"
Jiang Wanwan shook her head and said, "There are several candidates, and I don't know who they are..."
She refused to say any more, for fear of offending others.
Jian Luyao didn't force her to ask, she knew the people in the class who were good at painting, and if she thought about their personalities, she could make a rough guess.
Most likely it was Xiao Ranxin, the daughter of a real estate developer. She studied oil painting since she was a child, and went to Europe to study during winter and summer vacations.
On the way back to the dormitory, Jian Luyao thought, as long as Xiao Ranxin didn't mess with her again, she would bear it.She was studying at school alone, and the only person she was close to was the unreliable Li Yunshan. If something went wrong, she didn't even have anyone to back her up.
No matter how angry and unwilling she was, she could only endure it.
With no money and power, she was destined to suffer more than others, she understood from a young age.Even without a mother, one is inferior to others, not to mention that Jian Luyao is equivalent to not having a father.
There were only two classes in the afternoon. After the class was over, Jian Luyao went to the studio to make up paintings. Several students were there. Jian Luyao went to say hello, and the students replied indifferently.
In fact, she really wanted to say a few more words to build a good relationship with her classmates, but the chatting and laughing classmates were so intimate that Jian Luyao couldn't intervene.
They themselves have a familiar circle, and Jian Luyao, who was not in it from the beginning, is an ordinary classmate who was excluded. It is not that simple for her to blend in.
Jian Luyao was painting alone, and listening to the sound of them fighting and painting, she suddenly felt a distinct sense of loneliness.
Because of her poverty, she didn't dare to socialize after entering school, and she didn't have the capital to socialize. She didn't even have the money to share a table with her classmates for a meal. How could she make friends in depth?
So that kind of isolation has become a matter of course.
The students knew that Jian Luyao would not participate in off-campus sketching activities with them, knew that Jian Luyao would not participate in ordinary dinner parties, knew that Jian Luyao would not go shopping in the city center... this kind of knowledge finally made Jian Luyao's current situation.
Such a fateful ending.
It is reasonable for the ancients to believe in fate.Because most of the time, you really can't resist the poverty, narrowness, and tragic fate that have been bound to you since you were born.
Apart from explaining it with a sentence, this is life, how else can I find reasonable comfort for my painful heart?
Jian Luyao couldn't calm down to draw, she took out her mobile phone, and really wanted to send Song Dan a few messages, or ask her out for a normal dinner.
The input window was pressed, and she stared at it for a long time, and finally sent a message with longing feelings.
"What are you doing? Are you still busy?"
Song Dan never came back.
Jian Luyao looked at the phone, looked at the messy sketch lines, and smiled sadly.
She couldn't calm down, and the painting was terrible, with no shape or three-dimensionality, Jian Luyao directly smashed the ugly painting.
The phone vibrated.
Jian Luyao immediately picked it up and looked at it, it wasn't Song Dan, but Di Xiaoyi.
"Come out for dinner, I'm near your school."
Attached is a photo taken in the back street of the school.
Jian Luyao is a little hesitant, and now she really wants to talk to someone or something, but Di Xiaoyi's meaning to her is too clear, and she doesn't want to get too close.
While struggling, a message from Li Yunshan came: "I want to eat fish, come and accompany me, hurry up!"
Jian Luyao quickly replied, and then replied to Di Xiaoyi: "Sorry, I have an appointment with someone else."
She packed her things and left school to find Li Yunshan.
Li Yunshan had difficulty moving. Jian Luyao picked her up at the hotel and helped her out together. As soon as the two of them sat down in the restaurant, Song Dan's message came back.
"Sorry, I've been a little busy these days."
Jian Luyao looked at the message, and in her originally calm heart, grievances flooded out all of a sudden - so you still know to reply to me?It's so late, why are you still calling me back?
"Are you free tonight? I invite you to dinner as a redemption."
Jian Luyao bit her lip, feeling aggrieved and happy at the same time, her eyes brightened, and her expression instantly became vivid.
She replied: "I'm free."
After setting up a place with Song Dan, Jian Luyao put down her phone and wanted to talk to Li Yunshan about releasing her pigeons.
"I know what nonsense you are talking about." Li Yunshan held the phone and said bitterly without raising her head, "Your benefactor is looking for you, and you are going to sleep with me, right? Leave me alone, I agree. "
Jian Luyao: "..."
"Then be careful when you go back to the hotel later." Jian Luyao reminded.
Li Yunshan raised her eyes and squinted at her: "Even if I was careless or something, so what?"
"Well..." Jian Luyao said, "You can call 120."
Li Yunshan cut a laugh and said, "Get lost."
Jian Luyao picked up the bag: "Then I'm leaving."
"My brother is coming back to visit me during the winter vacation." Li Yunshan said happily to Jian Luyao's back, "He said he would spend the New Year with me!"
Jian Luyao turned around: "You asked me out for dinner, is it just to share this with me?"
Li Yunshan rolled her eyes to her: "Who do you think you are, I just want to celebrate that I can't find anyone to join the dinner table."
Jian Luyao replied to her, and then said: "Congratulations, someone will accompany you to celebrate the New Year."
Li Yunshan waved her away with a finger.
Jian Luyao just left.
Song Dan and Jian Luyao were eating western food in a restaurant, and Song Dan asked about Jian Luyao's school for the first time on the way.She never asked about Jian Luyao's life before, only when Jian Luyao said it herself, she would ask a few questions along the topic.
So, when she heard Song Dan's words "What have you been doing at school these two days", she didn't realize it for a while, and stared at Song Dan with clear eyes.
Song Dan couldn't help smiling: "What's wrong?"
Jian Luyao quickly shook her head, looking at Song Dan's expression: "I'm just... a little surprised."
Song Dan picked up the red wine, took a sip and said, "Then would you like to tell me?"
"Of course I would!"
Jian Luyao talked about some trivial things about herself at school, but she didn't mention the incident of her painting being splashed with water.
Song Dan shook the cup after listening to those trivial and trivial stories. He obviously had something to say, but after parting his red lips, he remained silent.
She actually wanted to ask, since everything is the same as usual, why didn't you send me a message like before?
But she didn't ask after all. Such a question was ambiguous, and she didn't want to give Jian Luyao wrong hints.
Jian Luyao's attention was all on her, so she naturally noticed her hesitancy to speak.
"What's the matter? What do you want to say?" She asked, "Say it."
Song Dan stroked the wine glass and said with a smile: "I want to ask if you are free on the weekend, I will go shopping with you."
Jian Luyao's eyes sparkled all of a sudden: "Of course there is!"
Seeing her bright and bright reaction, Song Dan suddenly curled the corners of her lips with a deep smile: "Well, let me take a look at my schedule."
She picked up the phone seriously, looked at it for a while, and made a regretful and apologetic look: "Oh, I remembered wrongly, so I have to go on a business trip for a meeting this weekend..."
The light in Jian Luyao's eyes suddenly went out.
"Really..." she said in a low voice.
Song Dan glanced at her, and finally smiled: "Stupid, I lied to you. I'm free on weekends."
Jian Luyao raised her head instantly, and said angrily and joyfully, "You lied to me!"
Song Dan laughed and said frankly, "That's right."
Jian Luyao wished she could jump over the table, pounce on her and bite her, she gritted her teeth angrily and said, "You are too bad!"
Song Dan laughed heartily.
Under the warm lights, Song Dan with such a touching smile is the most beautiful scenery of stars and moon.
After dinner, the two walked to the hotel. The road was still the same, with Jian Luyao talking unnutritious gossip, Song Dan responding negatively, and occasionally asking questions.
It is obviously the same process and content, but Jian Luyao has an indescribable difference.The relationship between the two seems to be more comfortable and relaxed.
After entering the hotel room, Jian Luyao hugged Song Dan stickily and coquettishly.
Song Dan stroked Jian Luyao's back, just smiled indulgently.
Looking at her gentle face like spring, Jian Luyao couldn't help but kiss Song Dan's lips again.
This time, Song Dan didn't hide.
Jian Luyao was so happy!
She pressed Song Dan against the door panel excitedly, and bit her lip hard.
Song Dan gave a muffled laugh, then held Jian Luyao's cheeks, and guided her how to kiss instead of the guest.
The two of them messed around until midnight before falling asleep.
Song Dan was going to the company early in the morning, so she got up early to wash up, and when she was about to leave, she sat by the bed and woke up Jian Luyao who was still in a deep sleep.
Jian Luyao opened her eyes in confusion, and when she saw Song Dan in neat attire, she was startled, and suddenly opened her eyes wide and asked, "What time is it?"
"Seven o'clock." Song Dan looked at her with a smile, "If there is no class, you can continue to sleep, but I have to leave first."
Jian Luyao didn't realize the situation, she had never encountered such a situation before.
Song Dan touched her face: "Go on to sleep, ah."
Jian Luyao looked at Song Dan foolishly.
Song Dan smiled, got up and left.
When the room returned to silence, Jian Luyao had a sense that she and Song Dan this morning were like an old couple who had lived together for a long time.
Chapter 15
After that day, Jian Luyao walked happily all day long.
For some unknown reason, the interval between Song Dan's replies to her messages became shorter.
Jian Luyao often sends her messages before class, and she can see the reply after class.The boring study life seems to have suddenly injected a ray of warm sunshine, making every second of the day warm.
Jiang Wanwan could tell that she was in an abnormal state, and asked her in private if she was in love.
Jian Luyao thought for a while and agreed.
No matter what Song Dan thinks about their relationship, anyway, Jian Luyao really likes her very much.As if they were in love.
Sure enough, Song Dan took her shopping on the weekend.
Jian Luyao was very happy, bouncing around Song Dan, like a silly and cute husky dog, after shopping, they had dinner together and went to the hotel.
Song Dan didn't stay, she said she wanted to go back and be with the child.
Jian Luyao knew that Song Dan still had her own family life, but she still couldn't help but let out disappointment in her eyes.
Song Dan touched her face and said: "I used to treat my son badly, so he hates me very much now, but he is still in adolescence. I am afraid that he will get lost for a while and ruin his wonderful youth. So, now I have to spend more time with him."
Jian Luyao grabbed Song Dan's hand, shook her head and said, "It's okay, I'm not a child anymore, I understand."
Song Dan smiled and pinched Jian Luyao's soft ears: "You are just a child, a cute little kid."
Jian Luyao snorted unhappily, took Song Dan's hand and said, "Then you kiss me..."
Song Dan held Jian Luyao's face, briefly exchanged a kiss, and said, "I'll pay you the money for your big oil painting in a few days."
"It's okay, I don't..." Jian Luyao paused, "I'm not in a hurry."
Song Dan hummed and left the hotel.
Jian Luyao lay alone in the empty room, and boredly took out the clothes, shoes, bags and skin care products that she bought together today to look at them.
In the end, I couldn't wait any longer, so I sent Li Yunshan a message and asked her out for supper.
She took a lot of things and went to Li Yunshan's hotel.
Li Yunshan could already walk around on her own, but the bruises on her face were still very scary.
She watched Jian Luyao packing big and small bags, and said in a strange way: "Oh, the harvest is not small?"
She unreasonably opened Jian Luyao's shopping bag and looked around: "Hey, why don't you let her buy you LV? What's the point of these brands you've never heard of?"
Jian Luyao protected the bag: "I don't want to be so public..."
She had always been struggling in school, if she suddenly took out something from a luxury brand, her classmates would only think she had bought a counterfeit.
Li Yunshan snorted with a sneer: "Do you think that if you don't wear a famous brand, others won't be able to see it? If you suddenly become rich like you, everyone can see what you have done behind your back at a glance."
Jian Luyao didn't deny it, so she planned to wear these only when she saw Song Dan.
After sitting down, she suddenly remembered that Li Yunshan had never been short of food and clothing since she entered school. She couldn't help asking, "How long have you been with that person?"
Li Yunshan lowered her eyelids and said only one sentence: "It's been a long time..."
Li Yunshan and Jian Luyao were in the same age, and Li Yunshan was two months younger than her, when she entered university, just now.
So how old are Li Yunshan and that benefactor?
"When did your brother study abroad?" Jian Luyao asked.
Li Yunshan raised her eyelids and looked at Jian Luyao: "I know what you want to ask, Seventeen."
She said it directly, but Jian Luyao was a little embarrassed, and smiled and asked Li Yunshan to order first.
After dinner, Jian Luyao deliberately went back to the dormitory at the time when the lights were turned off. She estimated that she would not meet any classmates at this time.
But unfortunately, she met Xiao Ranxin at the entrance of the building.
Xiao Ranxin is from the north, tall and tall, standing on the stairs, looking down at Jian Luyao.His eyes swept over the pile of bags in Jian Luyao's hand, and then he showed a knowing and disdainful smile.
With her chin raised, she walked past Jian Luyao without saying hello.
When Jian Luyao returned to the dormitory, she already had a vague premonition in her heart. Starting tomorrow, everyone in the class would know about her being adopted.
Sure enough, when Jian Luyao went to class the next day, the classmates in the class looked at her with a little more meaning in their eyes.
With a bad reputation, Jian Luyao's position in the class became more isolated.
But she was a little numb to this, and no longer thought about how to deal with the half-baked relationship between classmates, but spent all her time on practice.
Half a month later, Li Yunshan moved back to the dormitory. The scars on her face have not completely disappeared, but they can be covered with foundation.
The two classmates who had a good relationship with Jian Luyao gradually alienated Jian Luyao, so she spent most of her free time with Li Yunshan.Li Yunshan once told her that she was going to get pregnant for the second time, otherwise not only would the house be gone, but she would also be beaten to death by the money owner.
Jian Luyao asked her what to do with her studies, Li Yunshan replied indifferently: "Cold salad."
School life was not very smooth, but the relationship between Jian Luyao and Song Dan gradually became closer and stable.
After autumn, Jian Luyao was going to Fengye Mountain to sketch. She planned to go there for a weekend and talked about it with Song Dan, so Song Dan said they would go together.
This is equivalent to two people traveling together, Jian Luyao is so happy that she can go to heaven.
Jian Luyao took her things and met Song Dan at the hotel, and set off early the next morning, two days and one night.
After the night's work, Jian Luyao hugged Song Dan's waist in a daze.
Song Dan turned his back to her, reading the Japanese mail.
Jian Luyao felt Song Dan put down the phone in a half-dream and half-awake, so she immediately cheered up and asked, "Are you done?"
Song Dan pinched the hand on his waist: "Why aren't you sleeping?"
Jian Luyao rubbed her smooth back, and unconsciously, there was some soft and coquettish voice in her voice.
"I want to chat with you." She said and adjusted her posture, her legs and Song Dan's soft and slender legs were intimately entangled.
Song Dan relaxed: "What are you talking about?"
"How are we going to play this weekend?" Jian Luyao said worriedly, "I have two sketches to do..."
Song Dan said with a smile: "It's okay, I'll watch you draw."
Jian Luyao thought of that big oil painting, and said sullenly, "Yes, you haven't seen my painting yet..."
Song Dan laughed, and stroked the soft flesh on Jian Luyao's arm: "Are you still angry?"
Jian Luyao snorted.
Song Dan turned over and kissed Jian Luyao's lips as an apology.
Jian Luyao slid into her arms, and buried her face in Song Dan's chest: "I really want to draw you."
Song Dan smiled again: "Shall I be your model?"
Jian Luyao raised her face, her eyes were clear: "Are you willing?"
Painting that kind of thing will always be kept. If they separate in the future, Jian Luyao can also keep a private secret memory.
Song Dan touched her back: "Will you draw me very beautifully?"
Jian Luyao nodded, and then she said, "I'm not in good shape yet...I'll draw you after I've finished my training."
Otherwise, if the painting is ugly, Song Dan will definitely despise her.
"Yeah." Song Dan patted her on the back, "Can you drive?"
Jian Luyao shook her head: "No."
Song Dan said: "Then we have to let Xiao Lin follow us tomorrow."
Jian Luyao asked the question that she had been wondering for a long time: "Can't you drive too? Why have you never seen you drive?"
"I..." Song Dan paused, "Something happened before and someone died."
"Huh?" Jian Luyao immediately widened her eyes.
The room was a bit dark, and only the outline of Song Dan's face could be seen. Her eyes were closed, so that no one could see anything unusual.
"It wasn't a collision, she was in the co-pilot." Song Dan said in a low voice, the fingers stroking Jian Luyao's back stopped.
"Why did something happen?" Jian Luyao couldn't help being curious.
Song Dan hardly talked about his own affairs, and Jian Luyao was so curious, but she couldn't find a suitable opportunity to ask.
Song Dan sighed, and patted Jian Luyao's back: "Let's talk about it later. It's getting late, go to bed."
Jian Luyao bit her lips sadly. She actually wanted to ask who gave birth to Song Dan's child, and where did the child's father go... This is what she wanted to know the most, but such family privacy, she Not qualified to ask.
Early the next morning, the two set off for Maple Leaf Mountain.
Song Dan booked a room at the mountain top hotel, with a wide balcony, looking down, you can see the fiery red maple leaves all over the mountains and plains, intertwined layer by layer, like autumn flames.
"It's so beautiful..." Jian Luyao lay on the balcony, overlooking the mountains and fields, the sky was high and the earth was wide, and her mood was also opened up.
Song Dan finished reading the information on the phone, and then walked over in high heels, with his arm around Jian Luyao's slender back, and looked at the forest below with her.
Jian Luyao tilted her head and leaned on her shoulder, sniffing the clean air, and sighed contentedly: "That's great."
Song Dan touched Jian Luyao's back, smiled and didn't answer.
Jian Luyao leaned on her shoulder, pouted and kissed Song Dan's chin.
Song Dan smiled, she was wearing high heels, half a head taller than Jian Luyao, she could kiss Jian Luyao's lips by lowering her head.
The two simply kissed on the balcony, and then stuck all the way into the bathroom.
After finishing one session, I had a simple meal at noon.
After returning to the room, Jian Luyao began to draw, and Song Dan lay on the sofa in the living room, handling business with his hand.
Jian Luyao kept looking up at Song Dan between her paintings, and Song Dan would occasionally look at her, and when their eyes met, they couldn't help but smile knowingly.
Jian Luyao didn't have the mind to draw any pictures, she threw away the paintbrush, threw herself on the sofa, and rolled from the sofa to the carpet sticking to Song Dan.
In the middle of the afternoon, Jian Luyao didn't even touch a few strokes of sketching, she continued to get bored with Song Dan while crying that she couldn't finish drawing.
As a result, on the first day in Maple Leaf Mountain, Jian Luyao didn't do any serious business, and the only gain was that she couldn't move her legs due to all the nonsense.
Before going to bed in the middle of the night, Song Dan said, "Fortunately, I'm not the one who draws tomorrow, otherwise I won't even be able to hold the pen."
Jian Luyao's face flushed with embarrassment, but she was also satisfied.
Chapter 16
The next day, Jian Luyao was in a rush to paint all day.
I drew a picture on the balcony in the morning, and I went to draw a picture in the maple forest in the afternoon
On the way back to the city at night, she asked Song Dan to praise her for her good painting in the car.
Song Dan took the painting and looked at it very carefully. The colors used by Jian Luyao are bright and beautiful, and the whole painting reveals a brilliant sense of life.
"Well, it's pretty." She said, "After your teacher sends it back to you, give it to me."
Jian Luyao looked up suspiciously, and Song Dan continued, "I use it to decorate the corridor of the newly opened hotel."
"Okay." Jian Luyao said cheerfully, "You don't mind, I can give you all my paintings."
All she could give were these worthless paintings.
Song Dan pinched Jian Luyao's face and said with a smile, "Good boy."
The car sent Jian Luyao outside the school, and Song Dan wanted to go home directly.
After the painting was handed in, the teacher praised Jian Luyao by name, saying that she uses colors very well, the painting is full of emotion, and her technique is becoming more and more stable...
Jian Luyao knew in her heart that she used colors well, probably because the price of the paint was ten times more expensive, and the technique was because with the money given by Song Dan, she could spend all her spare time and energy on practicing superior.
When leaving the classroom after class, Xiao Ranxin took a hard look at Jian Luyao.
With a cold face, Jian Luyao walked past her expressionlessly.
I went to see Song Dan on the weekend, and Jian Luyao gave her the two paintings. The two of them stayed overnight. Song Dan said that she would be busy for a while and would not be able to see each other often. He asked Jian Luyao if she was short of anything recently. .
Jian Luyao leaned in her arms, and after being silent for a while, she still changed the words that she didn't need anything and didn't need anything to: "Lack of money."
Song Dan kissed her and said, "I will transfer it to you tomorrow."
"En." Jian Luyao shrank into the quilt, feeling a little cold in her heart.
After the beginning of autumn, it rained every three days, and the ginkgo trees on the campus became more and more golden, which added a lot of color to the cold weather. Many students in the Academy of Fine Arts were sketching in the ginkgo forest, and Jian Luyao also went.
She picked an inconspicuous corner and drew quietly.
"Imported Windsor." Xiao Ranxin didn't know when she appeared, bent down and fiddled with Jian Luyao's paint, "Yes, this paint is pretty good."
Jian Luyao looked at her coldly: "Don't touch my things."
"Don't be so fierce." Xiao Ranxin threw Jian Luyao's paint casually, "Hey, Jian Luyao, you have improved so fast, do you have any skills? Share and share."
"No." Jian Luyao washed the paintbrush and prepared to leave.
"Don't be so stingy." Xiao Ranxin said, "I won't ask you to help me in vain. I can introduce you to a boyfriend. I'm a rich second generation who plays well. My family is rich and generous to my girlfriend. You're much better off doing those shady things."
Jian Luyao smiled, looked at Xiao Ranxin and said, "When it comes to shameful things, how can I compare to you? Why, I've used up all my secret tricks, so now I'm here in the open?"
Xiao Ranxin's face darkened: "What do you mean?"
Jian Luyao raised her eyes and stared at her: "Are you really going to make things clear?"
"What are you talking about?" Xiao Ranxin folded her arms and stood up straight, "Jian Luyao, if you don't want to share, just let it be your experience, what are you doing here, isn't it just a plaything? Cut !"
After humming, she turned and left.
A few sketching art students nearby sneaked a few glances at Jian Luyao, with gossip and inquiry that couldn't be concealed in their expressions.
Jian Luyao put the paintbrush into the water and washed it in silence, then continued to paint as if nothing had happened.
If she leaves now, she will be running away.
She just wanted to sit here and finish the painting.
The last sketch from life was not very good.Jian Luyao was upset and her paintings were in a mess. She finished the painting in a hurry, packed her things and went back to the dormitory.
The other two roommates in the dormitory probably knew about her being taken care of. On the surface, they were polite to Jian Luyao, but once Jian Luyao stayed in the dormitory, the atmosphere would be inexplicably depressed and dead.
The two roommates would not take the initiative to talk to Jian Luyao, they talked to each other softly, I don't know if they didn't want Jian Luyao to hear it, or they didn't want to break the quietness of the dormitory.
That kind of quiet exclusion made Jian Luyao's time in the dormitory difficult.
She wants to move out.
Song Dan was on a business trip, Jian Luyao had nothing to do on the weekend, she was dragged by Li Yunshan to the shopping mall twice, went to the movies in the evening, and had dinner after the show.
After dinner, it's almost ten o'clock.
When the two left the shopping mall, Jian Luyao looked at the gradually empty road and sighed, "There's no more cars..."
"Have you ever been to a bar?" Li Yunshan asked suddenly.
She went shopping for a day, but didn't buy anything. The reason was that she would buy it together with the benefactor next time when she came out.
Jian Luyao shook her head: "I haven't been there..."
"Come on, I'll take you to see and see." Li Yunshan pulled her and walked to the corner of the street familiarly, "There is a family right in front."
Crossing half a street, I arrived at a street shop that was mostly closed. There was a small door in the middle of the shop, which was the entrance to the bar.
Li Yunshan brought Jian Luyao in.
The light and shadow in the bar were dim and dazzling, the music was loud, and the air was dull and turbid. As soon as she entered, Jian Luyao found that she didn't like such a place very much.
Li Yunshan pulled her hard, found a booth inside, ordered two bottles of rose-flavored beer, and then sat and played with her mobile phone.
Jian Luyao couldn't help complaining: "Then it's better to go to the coffee shop to play with your mobile phone, it's still clean."
Li Yunshan put down her phone and said, "No, you can watch people dance in here, and there will be handsome guys singing in a while... Come here!"
As she spoke, she pulled Jian Luyao and showed Jian Luyao a tall man who had just come on stage.
"Look, what does he look like?"
The man had thin cheeks, slender phoenix eyes, and a decadent handsomeness.
"It's okay..." Jian Luyao said, looking at the girls in the bar unconsciously, all of them were indeed good-looking.
The two stayed in the bar until twelve o'clock before leaving, and they couldn't go back to school.
"Where are you staying tonight?" Jian Luyao asked on the way out of the bar, "Going to a hotel?"
Li Yunshan said: "Why do you sleep, go to the spa to take a bath and watch a movie..."
Before he finished speaking, a scream came from outside: "What are you doing, let me go!"
Jian Luyao walked out of the narrow bar door, followed the yelling, and found that it was Di Xiaoyi, whom she hadn't seen for a long time. She was hugged by a boy, who dragged her into the car by the side of the road.
Di Xiaoyi screamed: "My mother's Wu Yang, let me go! I won't go with you!"
She was small, and was easily picked up by the boy.
"I won't eat you again!" the man said, "What are you afraid of?"
"Get out! Let me go!" Di Xiaoyi kicked her legs in the air, "Let me go!"
Jian Luyao stopped in her tracks, wondering if she should go over to help, but Di Xiaoyi saw her at this moment, and opened her mouth to shout: "Jian Luyao, save me! Jian Luyao!"
Now Jian Luyao had no choice but to pass.
"What happened?" She strode over with a slightly stern expression, and Li Yunshan followed behind her.
Seeing someone approaching, the man let go of Di Xiaoyi, she rushed towards Jian Luyao as soon as she jumped, held Jian Luyao's hand, and hid behind her.
"My girlfriend is here, get out of here!"
The man glanced at Jian Luyao who was wearing a baseball jacket, frowned and said, "You are really gay..."
Di Xiaoyi said: "So what?"
The man pouted, got in the car and left.
Jian Luyao pulled her arm out of Di Xiaoyi's hand: "Why are you here?"
Di Xiaoyi asked her back: "Why are you here?"
Jian Luyao: "...I'm here to hang out with my friends."
Di Xiaoyi: "That's great, I want to go shopping too, let's go together!"
She turned her head and said to Li Yunshan, "What are you going to play? I'm treating you!"
Li Yunshan looked at Jian Luyao's expression.
Jian Luyao said: "It's so late, why don't you go home?"
Di Xiaoyi returned to her and said: "It's so late, you are a student who hasn't returned to school yet!"
Jian Luyao said she couldn't get rid of her, and she couldn't get rid of her. In the end, the three of them went to a nearby spa together.
Di Xiaoyi is obviously a frequent visitor here, and she is very familiar with the manager of the beauty department. After chatting for a few words, she took them to wash their feet and have a manicure. After that, they had massage and body care. Jian Luyao lay down on the bed and fell asleep. up.
The next day, the three of them separated after having morning tea together.
Di Xiaoyi originally wanted to go to school with Jian Luyao, but Jian Luyao had to deal with it because she had homework to deal with. Di Xiaoyi nodded, with an invincible expression on her face: "Then I will come back in a few days look at you!"
After finishing speaking, regardless of Jian Luyao's reaction, she directly took a taxi and left.
Li Yunshan glanced at the tail of the taxi that disappeared, and said with a strange expression: "Is it so easy to be chased by rich people as a lesbian?"
Jian Luyao: "..."
She didn't want to talk to Li Yunshan.
After returning to school, Jian Luyao's life continued as usual, waiting for Song Dan's call.
After Song Dan got busy with work, she didn't like to reply to messages. Jian Luyao also tried not to disturb her by swiping the screen. She thought that life would be peaceful until Song Dan's business trip was over. Unexpectedly, Di Xiao
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