Breathe

I really found out about Jian Luyao's school, and it was the day that Jian Luyao had no classes in the afternoon.

Jian Luyao asked in surprise, "How do you know I don't have class this afternoon?"

Di Xiaoyi smiled mysteriously: "Of course I have a solution! Let's go, how about a hot pot together? I invite you!"

"I can't, I still want to..."

"Oh, let's go!" Di Xiaoyi dragged her arm, "It's not about eating you!"

Jian Luyao was pulled to follow her: "You look like the hooligan who was at the bar door that day..."

Di Xiaoyi rolled her eyes to her indifferently, and snorted: "Then I understand his mood now!"

Jian Luyao sighed, and simply confessed: "Do you know Song Dan?"

Di Xiaoyi said: "Yes, I know that she takes care of you!"

Jian Luyao said: "Then you... still treat me like this?"

Di Xiaoyi's face was full of magnanimity and justice: "Can't I make friends with you? Don't worry, I will wait until you two separate before doing anything to you."

Jian Luyao found that she really had nothing to do with her thick skin.

In the end, I ate hot pot with Di Xiaoyi.

Di Xiaoyi has a self-contained chatterbox attribute, has a wide range of friends and a large circle, and has been gossiping with her about which sister has a rough relationship, her boyfriend is scumbag, or which sister has a bad marriage and her husband is cheating.

When Jian Luyao listened, her thoughts moved, and she asked, "Are you familiar with Song Dan?"

Di Xiaoyi curled up her mouth and smiled: "Why, do you want to know about her?"

Jian Luyao twirled the juice glass: "I want to get to know her..."

Di Xiaoyi nodded and said: "She has been in love for a long time... There is only one girlfriend who has officially dated, and she has not dated anyone for ten years after her death."

Jian Luyao paused, and after a while, she asked again: "Who is that girlfriend she liked?"

Di Xiaoyi curled her lips regretfully: "They have been dead for many years."

Jian Luyao asked, "How did you die?"

Di Xiaoyi raised her eyes and said slyly: "Want to know more? Treat me to dinner next time. I'll tell you all when I'm happy!"

Jian Luyao: "..."

**

After Song Dan finished his work, he took Jian Luyao to go shopping and buy autumn clothes.Jian Luyao likes to go out with Song Dan, whether it's eating, shopping or going somewhere to play, she is very happy every time.

Jian Luyao was trying on a bottoming shirt in a store, and there was a button on the back collar, which caught her hair, and she couldn't get it off after a long time, and her scalp hurt from being pulled, Jian Luyao had no choice but to start He walked through the door of the fitting room, and went out to ask Song Dan for help.

"Why are you so sloppy?" Song Dan said something to her, and also entered the fitting room, untying her hair.

The space inside is small, the two of them squeezed together, they were extremely intimate and ambiguous, Jian Luyao's heart felt warm, and after her hair was untied, she couldn't help but turn around and kiss Song Dan.

Song Dan supported the back of her head, responded a few times, and said, "Don't make trouble, this is a public place."

"En." Jian Luyao agreed, and pecked Song Dan's lips again before giving up.

The two went out together, looking at the effect of the clothes in the mirror, Song Dan bent down to straighten the rolled up corners for her, and then stood behind Jian Luyao, looking at her in the mirror.

The long black hair is spread out, the eyebrows are aligned with bangs, and the white shirt with Mori girl style and princess sleeves is fresh and cute.

"Very good." Song Dan said.

Jian Luyao herself didn't like this, but Song Dan liked it, so she said, "I think it looks good too."

"This shirt can go with this skirt." The shopping guide brought over a long skirt with fine checks, "It's very literary and suitable for her temperament."

Song Dan took a look and nodded: "Go and try together."

"Okay." Jian Luyao tried it together.

She seldom wore skirts since she was a child. In her memory, only her mother would buy her skirts. After her mother passed away and before she met Song Dan, she never wore them again.

And now painting, such a long skirt is actually a little in the way, she is not used to it.

But Song Dan likes it, so she wears it.

That set of clothes, I finally bought it.

After spending a weekend with Song Dan, Jian Luyao returned to school wearing that set of clothes.

As soon as she entered the dormitory, she felt that the atmosphere was extremely wrong.

The two roommates looked at her very strangely, her heart sank, and she asked softly, "What's wrong?"

The roommate shook his head, didn't speak, turned around and started doing other things on purpose.

Jian Luyao was uneasy, wondering what happened to her this weekend when she was not at school.

She sat in front of her desk and chair, took out her mobile phone to check the news, and saw an invitation to join the group, the inviter was Xiao Ranxin, and the name was the American School Bagua Group.

She hesitated and agreed to enter the group.

Everyone in the class was there, and there were a lot of people Jian Luyao didn't know. She flipped through and saw a bunch of photos in the group album.

Most of them are blurry, as if they were taken from far away and enlarged.

But Jian Luyao recognized it at a glance, it was when she and Song Dan were shopping for clothes in the mall.

She poked her head out and asked Song Dan to enter the fitting room; the two of them left the fitting room together, and Song Dan helped her shoulder to look in the mirror, and they got into the car together and entered the hotel together...

Jian Luyao felt cold all over.

The group message became active at this time, and it was sent anonymously, five words - the female version of Uniqlo.

Jian Luyao didn't change the group notes, and the people in the group didn't know that the hostess of the photo had come in, or they didn't care at all, and replied anonymously: "The one in the white shirt is Jian Luyao from the oil painting department, right?"

"I know her, isn't she the one who was selected for the joint art exhibition? It seems that she is very good at painting..."

"What the hell! She's just a mistress surrounded by women."

"The painting was selected, I don't know what the inside story is..."

"No way..."

Jian Luyao directly withdrew from the group.

She knew why her roommate was looking at her that way, because she was not only a foster child, but a lesbian.

When the lights were about to turn off at night, a roommate hesitantly asked Jian Luyao: "Can you move out? We don't discriminate against you for being gay, but...it's a little inconvenient, after all, we usually have to change clothes in the dormitory. "

Jian Luyao said dumbly: "I know, I will move out."

Li Yunshan didn't know about Jian Luyao until she returned to school the next day, and she gave a thumbs up in admiration: "Yes, Jian Luyao, you are famous!"

Jian Luyao never expected Li Yunshan to say anything good.

When she was chatting with Song Dan, she told Song Dan that she was going out of school to rent a house, but Song Dan told Jian Luyao directly that she had a spare apartment over there, which could be used by Jian Luyao. If Yao wants to, she can live there directly.

Jian Luyao hesitated for a moment, and replied: "That's good, if that's the case, we don't have to go to the hotel anymore."

Going to sleep together at the place where Jian Luyao lives, in her heart, it is equivalent to living together.

Song Dan replied: "Yes."

The apartment is fully furnished, and Song Dan asked the secretary to arrange for the housekeeper to clean it. Jian Luyao only needs to bring daily necessities to live in.

She moves in on Tuesday.

Knowing that Song Dan was busy with work, Jian Luyao also asked her to accompany her, and she and Li Yunshan, who joined in the fun, went there with their things.

The river-view room with two bedrooms and one living room has excellent lighting, the living room is spacious and bright, and the decoration is simple and elegant, low-key and exquisite.

Jian Luyao simply walked around, one bedroom, one study room, the floor-to-ceiling bookcases in the study room were full of books, most of them were esoteric professional books, and the rest were foreign language books that were completely incomprehensible.

Li Yunshan then looked over the house: "Song Dan used to live in this place, right?"

Jian Luyao looked at the bookcase and asked, "Is it because of this?"

Li Yunshan shook her head, and then pointed to the furniture: "Anything here costs tens of thousands. If it wasn't for living here by myself, it wouldn't be so good."

Looking at the vase with flowers on the desk, Jian Luyao couldn't help but curl her lips into a smile.

Song Dan gave her the place where he lived, which is considered a kind of respect.

"I'm so hungry, what shall we eat tonight?" Li Yunshan slumped down on the single sofa by the window, "Would you like to cook some glutinous rice balls and dumplings?"

Jian Luyao went to the kitchen to take a look, but there was nothing, but the refrigerator was stuffed with fruit drinks and some simple green leafy vegetables, and there were quick-frozen vegetables in the freezer.

But Jian Luyao didn't really want to cook, she said: "Let's go out and eat."

"Okay, you invite me."

"Row……"

Before going out, Li Yunshan put her bag on the sofa in the living room and only took her mobile phone with her.

Jian Luyao couldn't help but said, "Are you coming back later?"

Shouldn't we leave after eating?

Li Yunshan rolled her eyes and said to her: "Why, you are too stingy to let me watch TV here?"

Jian Luyao: "..."

Forget it, what about love?

The two simply ate a bowl of ramen. On the way back, Li Yunshan also bought grilled sausage and potato chips. While eating, she told Jian Luyao that she would catch up on the [-]-on-demand variety show later, and then take a taxi back to school after watching it.

Jian Luyao responded, "Okay..."

The room is locked with a code, Jian Luyao entered half of the code, the door clicked and opened from the inside, Song Dan stepped out and smiled, "You're back?"

Jian Luyao was stunned, and then leaned over to hold her arm in great joy: "Why are you here?"

"Come and see you." Song Dan held her back with one hand, and then turned his gaze to Li Yunshan who was looking at them, and smiled generously and calmly, "Hello."

Li Yunshan was also taken aback for a moment, then nodded calmly, "Hello."

Jian Luyao walked to the sofa in a few steps, grabbed Li Yunshan's bag and handed it over: "You should go back to school early tonight..."

Li Yunshan glanced at Jian Luyao unhappily, stretched out her hand and said, "And my mobile phone..."

In order to get the sausage and potato chips, she put her phone in Jian Luyao's bag.

"Oh." Jian Luyao hurriedly took it out to her, and said hastily, "Be careful on the road, bye."

After finishing speaking, he slammed the door shut, turned around and hurriedly hugged Song Dan.

"I thought you were coming over this weekend!"

Song Dan put his arms around Jian Luyao's waist: "I still have a little time after I'm done working, so I'll come here. Did the move go well?"

"Yeah, it went well." Jian Luyao said, "Everything is prepared here, even the refrigerator is full!"

Her tone was full of satisfaction, like a child who got a huge candy, her face was full of vivid splendor.

Song Dan couldn't help touching her face: "Have you eaten yet?"

Jian Luyao guessed that she hadn't eaten yet, so she shook her head and said, "No, let's go eat together!"

"Little liar." Song Dan pinched her face, "I can already smell the ramen on your body."

Jian Luyao changed her words and said, "But I'm not full."

Song Dan laughed, Jian Luyao thought about it and suggested, "Then I'll make it for you? I know a few home-cooked dishes."

"Okay." Song Dan said with a smile, "Try your craft."

Instead, Jian Luyao became uneasy: "Actually, I haven't done it for a long time..."

Song Dan stroked her lower back soothingly: "It's okay."

"Then I'll go and see what's in the house!" Jian Luyao was full of desire, she was good at cooking, and knew Song Dan's taste, so she couldn't wait to show it in front of Song Dan.

The aunt who came to clean only prepared some things, not complete.

Jian Luyao frowned and rummaged through the refrigerator twice, only to find that she could only put some food in the quick-frozen dumplings.

"If there are no ingredients, let's go buy them together. There is a living supermarket downstairs."

Chapter 17

Jian Luyao went to the supermarket with Song Dan excitedly all the way, because she was with Song Dan, such daily chores suddenly became very meaningful.

She stuck to Song Dan's side, and asked Song Dan excitedly what he wanted to eat.

Do you want snacks, do you want fruit, do you want drinks...

Song Dan pinched her fingers to appease Jian Luyao's over-excited emotions: "I'm not a child anymore, just go shopping."

Jian Luyao immediately grabbed Song Dan's hand, leading her to continue walking.

She looked left and right at other places in the supermarket, feeling extremely nervous.This was the first time that she and Song Dan were holding hands in public, and she was afraid that Song Dan would leave her.

But Song Dan didn't, and even took Jian Luyao to buy toiletries, a complete set.

"Being in the hotel before was quite inconvenient." Song Dan picked up the mouthwash cup and said, "Now you have moved out, that's good."

Jian Luyao asked, "Did you live in that apartment before?"

Song Dan hummed, and took out the two cups, one blue and one pink: "Is this pretty?"

Jian Luyao: "It's pretty."

Song Dan put the cup into the shopping cart, and then continued: "Before my son and I reconciled, I lived there alone for about four or five years."

Jian Luyao couldn't help but ask, "Why do you and your child have a bad relationship?"

How can Song Dan, who is so gentle, polite and easy-going, have a bad relationship with his own child?

"It's okay not to mention the old things." She said and turned to look at the toothpaste.

Jian Luyao stood beside her: "My family and I don't have a good relationship... My family values ​​sons over daughters, and only my younger brother is their own."

Song Dan turned her head and looked at her tenderly: "That's your family's loss. You will become a famous painter in the future."

Jian Luyao shook her head, not knowing how to answer.

She doesn't paint for fame, and sometimes she can't figure out the exact meaning of painting herself.

Because of her mother's influence, or because of her own love, or just to resist the unfortunate life... She can't tell.

It seems that things like meaning cannot be deeply thought about.If you think too much, you will find that the meaning itself has no meaning.

"Huh?" Song Dan held Jian Luyao's hand tightly, his eyes were warm and soft, "Don't you believe in yourself?"

"No..." Jian Luyao looked away, her eyes were dazed, "I don't know, just whatever... I can make ends meet in the future, and I don't expect too much."

Song Dan smiled, took Jian Luyao's finger and shook it firmly: "You will be different, I know."

Jian Luyao was surprised: "Why do you trust me so much?"

Song Dan thought for a while with a smile, parted her red lips, her smile was like a spring breeze, and her eyes were like a bright moon: "Because I know who you are."

Jian Luyao was stunned for a long time, then smiled slowly.

The dense fog of confusion that was pressing in her heart dispersed like a cloud of smoke, and she saw the rising sun in front of her, and she knew her direction.

She wants to be the one that Song Dan said, a different person.

Maybe this road will be blocked by thousands of mountains, but she has a clear path in her heart, and she is fearless despite difficulties.

For dinner, one dish and one soup, Song Dan said that she didn't want to eat too complicated at night, just cook a little.

Jian Luyao was not hungry, so she scooped up some soup, and watched Song Dan nervously pick up her stir-fried vegetables and put them into her mouth.

Song Dan chewed it twice, frowned slightly, and Jian Luyao immediately said: "Is it not delicious? I think we should order takeaway..."

Song Dan smiled: "I'm lying to you, it's delicious!"

Jian Luyao glared at her angrily: "You lied to me again!"

Song Dan raised his eyelids, his peach-blossom eyes flashed: "Who told you to be easy to lie..."

Jian Luyao: "Hmph."

On the first night when the two "lived together", Jian Luyao was so excited that she couldn't sleep. She didn't do anything special, but she was just emotional.

All kinds of unconstrained thoughts flashed through her mind, she recalled the things she did with Song Dan today, and began to imagine that she would become famous for her paintings in the future, and a painting would sell for several million, and then she would use it to buy a diamond ring for Song Dan ...

Before going to bed, she had a daydream, and when she really dreamed at night, she dreamed that she and Song Dan were getting married at her rural home, and grandma and father stood timidly aside, receiving the guests who came in...

She also dreamed of her mother, dreaming that she was sitting in her mother's arms as she was when she was a child, and the two of them drew castles together.

"In the future, our Yaoyao will be like a princess in a fairy tale, living carefree with the one she loves..."

Jian Luyao had a chaotic dream all night, and when she finally woke up, the sky was bright and Song Dan was no longer there.

She looked at her phone, and there was a message from Song Dan, saying that she had gone to the company.

Jian Luyao sat up, rubbed her head, she had a headache from too many dreams.

After she moved out, her life at school became a bit solitary. She often went to school alone, and after class, she painted or went back to the apartment alone.

Song Dan would come back about once every three or four days, and when he was not busy, he would come back for several days in a row.Because of her, Jian Luyao still feels that life is sunny.

Di Xiaoyi and Li Yunshan came to the apartment once. The three of them ate hot pot in the apartment and drank wine in the middle of the night. They couldn't leave even if they were drunk, so they could only stay in the apartment.

Jian Luyao didn't want them to sleep in her and Song Dan's bed, so she cruelly let Di Xiaoyi and Li Yunshan squeeze the sofa together.

Life has passed through the whole autumn and early winter so plainly and peacefully.

On New Year's Day, Jian Luyao wanted to paint snow, and Song Dan made time to accompany her to a remote mountainous area to see the snow scene and soak in the hot spring.

They spent three days and two nights on the mountain, but Jian Luyao only drew one picture, and spent most of the time with Song Dan. After spending enough time in the hotel, Song Dan took Jian Luyao to learn skiing, After sweating, I took a bath in the hot spring with snow water all over my body.

Song Dan also said that when the weather gets warmer, he will take Jian Luyao to the beach for vacation, and teach her how to swim by the way.In Song Dan's eyes, this is a survival skill, and it's best to learn it if you have the opportunity.

After being together with Song Dan for a long time, Jian Luyao gradually found that her bust had grown significantly.

Song Dan was satisfied with this: "It's still my credit."

After New Year's Day is the winter vacation and the Chinese New Year.

Jian Luyao only went back during the New Year's Eve when she was a freshman, but she went back to school without eating a bite of the New Year's Eve dinner.In the second year of Chinese New Year, she didn't go back, and the other students who stayed in school spent the New Year in the cafeteria, which was more lively than at home.

Song Dan asked her about her winter vacation arrangements, and Jian Luyao said: "No special arrangements, maybe I just draw in the apartment, watch TV, etc..."

Song Dan: "Aren't you going home?"

Jian Luyao shook her head: "My family doesn't welcome me to go back, so I won't be an eyesore if I go back."

Song Dan was silent for a while before he said, "Do you want to go to Japan? I'll arrange it for you."

Jian Luyao's eyes lit up: "Do you want to go together?"

Song Dan touched her face: "I can't, it's the end of the year, and the company has a lot of things to do. You're the only one to go. There are many beautiful places in Japan, and the quality of the paint is also good. You can go sketching or purchase, or take a look. Art exhibition..."

Jian Luyao was not interested, Song Dan said: "It's better to go out and have a look..."

Only then did Jian Luyao let go.

After she finished her final exam, Song Dan also arranged everything for her to go abroad, and Jian Luyao could leave with her passport.

She has never been abroad, and now she is alone when she goes, so she is inevitably afraid. When she lies down with Song Dan at night, she is always worried about her affairs abroad.

Song Dan hugged her and touched her back soothingly: "I have contacted a Chinese tour guide for you, waiting for you at the airport, someone will pick you up as soon as you go out, don't worry about anything, she will arrange everything for you..."

She said softly, pressing her forehead against Jian Luyao's: "Don't be afraid, good boy..."

Jian Luyao hugged Song Dan's waist tightly, and kissed her collarbone...

……

Song Dan had indeed arranged everything for the trip to Japan meticulously, but Jian Luyao still encountered an accident——Di Xiaoyi.

Jian Luyao didn't tell Li Yunshan when she went abroad this time. I don't know how Di Xiaoyi knew about it, and she was on the same plane as Jian Luyao.

After leaving the airport, when she saw Di Xiaoyi at the luggage pick-up area, Jian Luyao was so shocked that she didn't recover.

"Why are you here?"

"Shall I come to play?" Di Xiaoyi said, "Why, can't you?"

"No..." Jian Luyao said, "It's just...it's a coincidence."

Di Xiaoyi held Jian Luyao's arm and said without hesitation: "It's just right, let's make a team together, it's fun."

Jian Luyao pulled out her hand: "I have..."

"I'm alone." Di Xiaoyi began to use bitter tactics, "I don't know if I will get sick, if there will be an accident, if I will get lost..."

Jian Luyao: "..."

Di Xiaoyi continued: "Let's play together, maybe I was too happy that day, so I told you all about Song Dan's past."

Jian Luyao: "...I've heard what you said several times."

But every time Jian Luyao went to eat with her, she didn't get any useful news.

Di Xiaoyi's luggage came out first, she picked it up and said, "Anyway, I must follow you, if you want to get rid of me, break my leg."

Jian Luyao: "..."

In the end, they ended up going out together.

Di Xiaoyi looked frizzy, but she didn't expect patience to be quite good. Sometimes Jian Luyao painted in one place for an afternoon, and she could still wait quietly.

On the third night in Japan, Di Xiaoyi took Jian Luyao to drink together, a kind of Japanese specialty sake.

Di Xiaoyi said it was delicious, but Jian Luyao didn't like to drink alcohol and didn't understand the taste, so she didn't want to drink it. Finally, Di Xiaoyi mixed Sprite and probiotic yogurt into it, and Jian Luyao accepted the taste.

She didn't drink very well, and started getting drunk after not drinking much.

"I can't do it anymore..." Jian Luyao waved her hand and refused, "I can't drink anymore."

Di Xiaoyi just poured her another glass and said, "Have a drink, ask me a question, and I'll answer you for everything."

Jian Luyao paused: "Really?"

Di Xiaoyi raised her cup: "Of course!"

Jian Luyao took it over, breathed a sigh of relief, and asked, "I want to know about Song Dan and her first love."

Di Xiaoyi pouted unsurprisingly: "I knew you were going to ask this..."

Chapter 18

"Song Dan's first girlfriend was a violin player." Di Xiaoyi tilted her head and said, "I've never seen her before. According to Jiang Jin's memory, she is very beautiful, the kind of woman who comes out of a painting. .It doesn’t matter what your background is, your mother is a violinist, and your father is in a legitimate business.”

After finishing her speech, Di Xiaoyi asked Jian Luyao to have another drink. After Jian Luyao finished drinking, she continued, "She and Song Dan seem to be classmates in high school. They fell in love early but their relationship was stable. Grandpa Song Dan knows."

Jian Luyao asked: "Then they broke up?"

Di Xiaoyi drank a glass of wine, thought for a while before saying: "The following things are actually the Song family's secret."

Jian Luyao didn't know why, but when her thoughts changed, she poured wine for herself and Di Xiaoyi, then coaxed Di Xiaoyi to drink a few glasses, and then said: "Is it about the birth of Song Dan's child?"

Di Xiaoyi nodded, then shook her head: "Actually, I'm a bit afraid to say..."

Jian Luyao opened a brand new bottle of wine, shook it and said, "Tell me, I'll drink up this bottle."

Di Xiaoyi suddenly laughed: "Then you are drunk, are you not afraid of what I will do to you?"

Jian Luyao slightly hooked her lips, her thin side face and narrow eyes gave her a bit of beauty: "I'm afraid you dare to come."

"Cut." Di Xiaoyi snorted, "Then you drink half of it first."

Jian Luyao raised her head, grunted straight, her chin and neck stretched out in a beautiful arc.

Di Xiaoyi licked her lips and drank a large glass of wine.

"Okay." Jian Luyao took the half-empty wine bottle and showed it carefully, "It's up to you."

Di Xiaoyi burped, and she also drank a lot.

"Song Dan's first girlfriend's father had a business accident and owed usury. The usury a decade ago was a hundred times more terrifying than it is now. Song Dan's grandfather made a price. Song Dan's Girlfriend betrayed Song Dan."

Jian Luyao was startled, the alcohol she drank into her stomach entered her brain along with her blood, and she felt her heart twitching with fear.

"You drink again, after drinking I will tell you how Song Dan's son got here."

Jian Luyao's fingers holding the wine bottle trembled a little, she could foresee something terrible...

Closing her eyes, Jian Luyao drank all the rest of the wine.

Di Xiaoyi lay on the table: "That girlfriend drugged Song Dan, so that Song Dan could be given to someone whom Grandpa Song favored... So, there was Song Yanlu, the heir of the Song family."

Di Xiaoyi flicked the wine bottle: "In this world, there are too many things beyond gold and jade. Song Dan's current calmness is all due to hard work."

Jian Luyao was so drunk that she couldn't sit still, she supported the table, and said in a blurred voice: "No wonder, Song Dan said that she and her child have a bad relationship... She must not have been able to accept that child before..."

"Yeah..." Di Xiaoyi sighed, "Her life was torn to pieces, but the person who ruined her life died so cleanly by clapping her hands, Song Dan didn't even have a chance to resent her. "

Jian Luyao's heart ached violently, and her drunkenness became even more violent. She couldn't help lying on the tatami, feeling that the whole world was spinning, and Di Xiaoyi's voice seemed to be hazy through a layer of glass.

She closed her eyes, her body sensation was moving away from her, and Jian Luyao quickly entered a kind of half-dream and half-awake dizziness.

In the dimness, it seemed that someone was picking off her clothes. Remembering Di Xiaoyi's bad intentions, Jian Luyao held on to her collar, curled up her body, and fell into a drowsy sleep...

Di Xiaoyi was only seven or eight points drunk, she fell on Jian Luyao's back, lay down for a while, took out her phone, held it up high and took a selfie.

The light was dim, and her face and Jian Luyao's back were vaguely outlined.

"Not in the mirror..." She grunted, rubbed her body, moved to the position of the back of Jian Luyao's neck, turned on the flash, and raised the phone——crack.

She took an overexposed photo, in which her face reflected the light strangely, her eyes were dark green, and her smile was ferocious, while Jian Luyao behind her was completely buried in the overly bright light, and she could only See the neck and ears.

"Not bad..." Di Xiaoyi was very satisfied, and drunkenly sent the photo to Moments.

This photo was later seen by Di Xiaoyi's friends and Song Dan, but at that time Song Dan never thought that the person blurred in the light circle was Jian Luyao.

After waking up the next day, Jian Luyao had a headache all morning, and was pestered by Di Xiaoyi to draw her portrait in the afternoon.

"I've told you such an important secret, how can you be so stingy and not even draw me a picture!"

Jian Luyao, who didn't want to be a sinner, drew a sketch for Di Xiaoyi in order to stop her chattering.

Three days later, the trip to Japan came to an end.

Di Xiaoyi did not return to China, she said that she was going to Europe and separated from Jian Luyao in Japan.

Song Dan came to pick up the plane, and Jian Luyao was so happy that she would have plunged into Song Dan's chest if she hadn't considered the crowds at the airport.

Xiao Biesheng was newlywed, and on the night of her return, Jian Luyao made a fuss all night, and the next day Song Dan missed work for an unprecedented time and didn't go to the company.

Lying on the bed, watching Jian Luyao bouncing back and forth, she couldn't help sighing: "It's nice to be young..."

Jian Luyao rushed over to kiss her again, and asked, "What do you want for breakfast? I'll make it for you..."

Song Dan caressed her face with his fingers: "Anything is fine."

Jian Luyao leaned over and said, "Then eat me?"

Song Dan laughed out loud: "You can bypass my old bones..."

Jian Luyao lay on the bed, rubbing against her neck and chest: "You are not old, you are young."

Song Dan hugged her, just smiled.

After making a fuss for a while, Jian Luyao got up and simply baked a few cookies with flour.

Song Dan saw it when she got up, it was very fresh, she had never eaten such a cake before.

Jian Luyao said embarrassedly: "It's all very common practice..."

Song Dan sat down with great interest and tasted the taste.

There are four ingredients in the cake, flour, water, sugar, and oil, which can't produce any delicate taste. Jian Luyao regretted that she didn't use butter to fry, but Song Dan seemed to like the taste very much, and praised Jane Lu Yao said a few words.

The string in Jian Luyao's heart also loosened, and she had a sweet breakfast with Song Dan.

Song Dan was going to the company at noon. She said that after a few days of busy work, she would have a vacation, and asked Jian Luyao if she wanted to go somewhere to play, and she could accompany her for a few days.

Jian Luyao immediately said: "I want to go to a warm place, to see the sea! You promised to teach me how to swim!"

Song Dan touched Jian Luyao's face before going out, and agreed with a smile.

With her promise, Jian Luyao suddenly felt hopeful in life. While counting the time with full of expectation, she checked all kinds of scenic spots with good scenery but not too many people.

It is impossible at home, only to look abroad...

In the end, she chose Catba Island, read a lot of strategies, and made full preparations. When Song Dan came back to spend the night, she talked to her a lot.

Song Dan said yes to all her hopes and demands, and even asked the secretary to send a set of painting tools in advance so that Jian Luyao could paint the blue sea and blue sky there.

Jian Luyao's sense of anticipation for this trip abroad has climbed to the top. She even bought several sets of underwear online, and also played role-plays, just waiting to go out with Song Dan, and have fun until the end of the day.

After Song Dan finished his work, he stayed with her for one night, and went home the next day to accompany the child.

Jian Luyao packed her luggage by herself, prepared everything, and only waited for two days to leave.

However, Song Dan suddenly couldn't speak anymore.

"Xiaoyao, I'm sorry..." Song Dan said guiltily, "I might go out to play with the child, and the matter of going to Catba Island should be postponed until the next year..."

Jian Luyao stood in the empty living room for a few seconds holding her mobile phone, then laughed and said, "Okay, it's okay."

Song Dan continued to apologize: "I'm really sorry..."

"It's okay, really." Jian Luyao found herself laughing smoothly, and said indifferently, "It's okay after the next year, anyway, I'm on winter vacation..."

After hanging up the phone, Jian Luyao still stood there for a long time, and finally took out her packed luggage silently.

As she took it out, she told herself that it should be.

Song Dan's family should be more important than her, and it's just a delay, not breaking her promise. She shouldn't care about it, let alone get angry.

Jian Luyao picked out the sets of underwear she bought, looked at them for a while, and then squatted down, burying her face in her knees.

She's not angry, just... wronged.

Song Dan said the next day that she was coming to accompany Jian Luyao for dinner, but Jian Luyao lied and said that she went out to sketch.

She was afraid that when she saw Song Dan now, she would not be able to help but complain, but she didn't want that, she didn't want to become a greedy and resentful woman.

What Song Dan gave her was enough.

After hanging up the phone, Jian Luyao hurriedly packed up her painting tools, and wandered aimlessly in the desolate park by herself.She didn't want to paint, she came out only because she was afraid that Song Dan would come back suddenly and expose her lies.

Although this possibility is very low.

She wandered around until dark, then checked her phone again, but Song Dan didn't send a message.

She may be busy with other things now, or she may be carefully maintaining the relationship between mother and child that she has finally eased a little.

Jian Luyao walked back to the apartment leisurely.

After opening the door, she unexpectedly saw Song Dan in the living room. She took a book and leaned on the sofa to read it.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, she looked up, put down her book, and walked over with a gentle smile.

"Are you back?" Jian Luyao naturally raised her hand to touch her face.

The warm touch fell on the skin. In an instant, all the grievances and resentments melted like ice and snow. Jian Luyao threw herself into Song Dan's arms and hugged her tightly.

Song Dan caressed her back, then kissed her side face, and said in a low voice, "I will make it up to you."

Jian Luyao shook her head, and only when she opened her mouth did she realize that she was choked up in a hopeless sob.

"It's okay... I don't want any compensation..."

Song Dan stroked her back, turned his eyes, and swallowed the sentence, then what do you want.

Chapter 19

After the lingering, Jian Luyao lay in Song Dan's arms, the two of them didn't speak, enjoying the peace afterward together.

Jian Luyao reflected on herself in silence, she shouldn't be angry with Song Dan, and it's not a big deal, she is not a child anymore, it will be her 21st birthday in April.

She should be more mature and independent, not to cause unnecessary trouble to Song Dan, just be by her side quietly.

Jian Luyao thought she had figured it out, so she hugged Song Dan even tighter.

Song Dan still allowed her small movements, and said softly in the dim room: "I bought you a flat."

Hearing these words, Jian Luyao's body froze a little bit.

Song Dan caressed her back intimately as always: "It's my compensation for you."

Jian Luyao said dryly: "Actually, there is no need..."

Song Dan didn't leave Jian Luyao a choice: "I've already bought it, you just go and sign it."

Jian Luyao was stunned for a while, and finally hummed obediently.

Song Dan kissed her on the forehead: "I can't accompany you during the Chinese New Year, you take care of yourself."

"Yeah." Jian Luyao buried her face in the quilt, "You too..."

Insomnia overnight.

The next day, Song Dan took Jian Luyao to sign, and then went to see the house.

The Qingshui house in the new real estate has two bedrooms and one living room, 200 square meters. Jian Luyao doesn't know the price, but guesses that it must be [-] million.

From now on, she will have a room.

But she looked around the concrete wall and floor, feeling only dazed and bewildered.

This suite was not earned by her, but sold by her.

Jian Luyao stood there in a daze, and found that she was not happy at all.This house has no meaning to her.She doesn't want to live here, and she can't imagine living here in the future.

"The subway station will be built in the neighborhood within two years, and the housing price will rise again." Jian Luyao supported her shoulder, "I estimate that the price will increase by half."

Jian Luyao's mind was empty, and she gave a dumb oh.

Song Dan looked at her and said helplessly, "Don't you like it?"

Jian Luyao immediately shook her head and put on a smile: "I like it, I like it. It's just...it came too fast, like a dream."

Song Dan smiled and pinched her face: "I will treat you better in the future, these things are nothing."

Jian Luyao stared blankly at Song Dan.

It's nothing, so why give it to her?How can this be called being good to her?

Or, for someone like Jian Luyao, this method is already excellent?

Jian Luyao couldn't figure it out, and she didn't dare to think too clearly about this matter.

She cheered up, and stayed with Song Dan as before, talking to her some things.

Song Dan was going back at night, before she left, she rarely showed some uneasy eyes, looked at Jian Luyao several times, hesitated to speak.

Jian Luyao smiled brightly and asked her brightly: "What's the matter?"

Song Dan was silent for a while, then shook his head and said, "It's nothing..."

Song Dan got into the car and gradually walked away.

Jian Luyao stood on the side of the road, staring at the direction Song Dan left for a long, long time, until her eyes became astringent and she shed tears, she regained her senses and hurriedly raised her hand to wipe away the tears.

What's there to cry about?

She asked herself in her heart, she already has a house, why are she crying...

Song Dan took Song Yanlu abroad to play, and Jian Luyao lived in the apartment alone.

From the first night, she couldn't sleep.

Over and over again, she thought about what happened when she and Song Dan met now, one after another, like an endless movie replay...

For several days in a row, she suffered from insomnia until four or five o'clock, and woke up very early in the morning for no reason.

The apartment has a high floor, good sound insulation, and the room is quiet. Jian Luyao just stared at the ceiling and kept looking at it.