Breathe

It was the next day when Song Dan saw Jian Luyao, at the hospital in the town, Du Jiangjin followed him to the town worried, and when he arrived, he went to the fruit, and Song Dan went into the noisy and chaotic four-person room alone ward.

Jian Luyao slept in the room next to the door, with a pale face, lying alone, no one was guarding the bedside.

Song Dan walked over, stood by the bed, and stared at Jian Luyao for a long time.

Jian Luyao didn't move at all, except for the ups and downs of breathing, there was no sound.

"Who are you?" An aunt in the next bed asked.

Song Dan regained his composure, put on a polite smile and said, "Her friend."

"Oh." The aunt sat up, very talkative, "You can come to see her, it shows that you have a good heart, not like her family, tsk tsk tsk."

Song Dan lowered her eyes, remembering a phone call she made before coming here.

She found out the place of birth of Jian Luyao from the school, and with an attitude of trying, she called the village secretary and asked if Jian Luyao was at home.

Then the village secretary told the news that Song Dan almost died of fright. She said that Jian Luyao committed suicide by diving into the fish pond in front of her house.

On the way to the town, Song Dan suddenly realized how ridiculous his previous hesitation was.

That person was obviously so important, but she was still shrinking. It was not until she was about to lose that she realized her fear.

People are always like this, when the opportunity they get is in front of them, but they are held back by their own reasons, and when they miss it, they suddenly realize how stupid their lack of courage is.

Song Dan felt that he should be rational, but matters of love are beyond reason.

"Where's her family?" Song Dan came back to his senses, and took Jian Luyao's hand, which was a little cold, but still gentle, which made her feel relieved.

The aunt glanced at the door, gossiped and said, "At the other end, I'm taking care of a man. I heard that the man was stabbed in the face by this girl with a pencil, and now he's asking for money."

Song Dan asked cooperatively, "What's going on?"

Aunt described it enthusiastically.

She said two versions in total. One version came from Jian Luyao's grandma, saying that Jian Luyao was vicious and vicious, and hurt people for no reason; Originally promised to marry his granddaughter, but the marriage was not consummated, and he was stabbed. Now the dowry will not be returned, and a lot of medical expenses have been shared in vain.

After the aunt finished speaking, she clicked her tongue a few more times, and added what she thought was the version: "I think it's because the grandmother of this girl wants to sell her granddaughter, and the granddaughter doesn't do it, so she hurts the person..."

Song Dan thanked him, pulled a lacquered stool and sat on the edge of the hospital bed.

The aunt looked at Song Dan, saw that she was well-dressed and had a good demeanor, she couldn't help the gossip, and began to ask Song Dan what she did, where she lived, whether she was married...

Song Dan replied a few words, feeling a little annoyed, and then she just smiled weakly when the aunt asked her a few questions, and didn't answer, and the aunt couldn't force her to ask, so she kept quiet.

Du Jiangjin came at this time, picked up the fruit, but before putting down his things, a young man also walked in, seeing Song Dan and Du Jiangjin, he was stunned for two seconds.

The aunt on the other bed keenly sat up straight immediately, and opened her eyes wide to watch the show.

Jian Luxing looked at Song Dan who had a rich personality, and quickly understood. He remembered what Jian Luyao said when he went to school.

Said that Jian Luyao hooked up with a rich woman.

Jian Luxing turned around and ran a few steps towards the other end of the corridor, shouting at the top of her voice, "Grandma! Grandma!"

Du Jiangjin didn't know what was going on, and thought that the other party was calling for someone to receive him, so he said to Song Dan, "Lu Yao's family is quite warm..."

Song Dan had a cold face and said nothing.

Du Jiangjin felt that the matter was complicated, and was about to speak, when he saw that Jian Luyao on the bed woke up at some point, he hurriedly raised his hand and pointed: "Wake up!"

Jian Luyao rolled out of bed, without shoes on, and rushed out of the ward before everyone could react.

"Yaoyao!"

Song Dan immediately chased him out.

Jian Luyao ran extremely fast, turned down the stairs, and disappeared in the blink of an eye. Song Dan was stepping on high heels, so she couldn't catch up. Jian Luyao's grandma jumped out again at this time, grabbing Song Dan's arm.

"You are that girlfriend!"

Song Dan looked at her coldly: "Let go."

Relying on her old face, grandma said aggressively: "Are you responsible for Jian Luyao's affairs?"

Song Dan's eyes were sharp and courageous: "I'll say it again, let go!"

Grandma was a little shocked, she let go of her strength, Song Danyang waved her away, and said coldly: "I'm not in charge of Jian Luyao's affairs, it's not up to you, but you must be responsible for her suicide. "

Grandma was completely frightened. The woman in front of her was so luxurious, she wondered if she was some kind of person related to her.

"She danced by herself, it's none of my business!" Grandma choked her neck and yelled, "She was still holding a knife and beheaded her father!"

Song Dan was too lazy to talk nonsense with her, so he shouted directly: "Du Jiangjin, watch them, wait until I get Jian Luyao back, and then slowly settle accounts with them!"

"What account? What do you mean?" Grandma jumped up in fright, "It's all Jian Luyao's fault, what account are you with me?"

Song Dan didn't even want to look at her, and went downstairs in the direction Jian Luyao ran away.

Jian Luyao had long since disappeared, and Song Dan didn't know the way, so he asked all the way to find someone.

She searched anxiously for half an hour, and finally found Jian Luyao by a pond.

She was wearing an old and wrinkled hospital gown, standing upright by the water, her hair was in a mess, like a bruised dandelion, which would be blown away by the wind anytime, anywhere.

Song Dan's eyes were red, and she carefully called her softly: "Yaoyao..."

Jian Luyao stared at the green water in the pond, and said hoarsely, "What are you doing here?"

Song Dan walked over gently, wanting to hug her, but Jian Luyao immediately avoided her, her eyes were red, staring at Song Dan stubbornly and resentfully.

"I'm sorry..." Song Dan said, still firmly grasping Jian Luyao's cold hand, holding it with both hands, protecting her chest, and said again with moist eyes, "I'm sorry."

The tense expression on Jian Luyao's face suddenly shattered, revealing her grievance and fragility. She choked up and cried, "Didn't you break up? Why do you always come to me?"

Song Dan said: "Where did I say we were going to break up?"

Jian Luyao turned her head away, and wiped away her tears with the other hand: "SMS."

Song Dan explained: "My text message said to be apart for a while."

She took a few steps closer, hugged Jian Luyao into her arms, explained to her why there was that text message, and then immediately said that she would not separate from Jian Luyao, but would take her into her home live.

They officially live together.

"Yaoyao." Song Dan held Jian Luyao's face and rubbed her side face with his fingertips, "I used to think that a mature love should be rational and restrained, it should consider all aspects of life and future clearly, But now I know I was wrong. Only business needs to be considered so clearly, and love is enough as long as you like it."

Jian Luyao cried and shook her head and said, "But I'm sick, I'm depressed, and I'm still a lunatic. I beheaded my father, and I wanted to kill him and my grandma. I want to do it all now."

Song Dan wiped away the tears on her face: "I have thought of you before, it's not surprising, when I hate others, I want him to die. Tell me, what happened to you at home?"

If Jian Luyao didn't say anything, she felt that it would be useless.

Song Dan was gentle yet firm: "Tell me, I will support you."

She coaxed softly, Jian Luyao finally said the matter in that gentle and reliable way.

She talked about her mother's death, what her grandma was going to do to her, how the villagers looked on indifferently to what happened to her mother... and how she was gloomy and cruel. She wanted revenge and wanted to commit suicide.

Song Dan took Jian Luyao's hand and told her that she would definitely give her justice for her mother's affairs.

Jian Luyao didn't know whether to believe it or not, she was very pessimistic, she felt that there was no hope, there was no hope for anything.

Song Dan didn't avoid her, and made a phone call to Song Yanlu's father. After the call, she said directly: "Gu Zhen, I beg you to do me a favor, will you help?"

Jian Luyao didn't know who Gu Zhen was, but the word "begging" made her heart tremble, and she hurriedly looked at Song Dan.

Song Dan gave her a gentle smile, and said calmly into the phone, "Let the city chief come over and personally help me investigate an old case from 20 years ago."

After hanging up the phone, Song Dan took Jian Luyao to buy shoes, and she ran out barefoot.

After buying the shoes, the city bureau called. Song Dan asked Jian Luyao to sit in the shoe store and wait for her. He briefly explained the matter at the door, and then took Jian Luyao to buy a whole set of clothes and changed into the hospital gown. After you get down, go directly to the town police station to report the case.

Jian Luyao was in a daze, she tightened Song Dan's hand uneasily: "Can we really find out? It's been so many years..."

Song Dan said steadily: "The cause of your mother's death may not be found out, but the matter of her being trafficked must be."

As for how the town chief received the notice from the city bureau, how he conscientiously received Song Dan and Jian Luyao, and how he summoned the township secretary, village head, and team leader to interrogate Jian Luyao's mother's identity.

When the police went to arrest Grandma Jian Luyao, she held Du Jiangjin's hand, scolded Jian Luyao pointingly, and demanded money from Du Jiangjin.

The policeman went to pull her, but was scolded fiercely by Jian Luyao's grandma, and then went to the police station cursing all the way, and threatened to sue Jian Luyao for murder and dishonesty, and chopped up her own father, Yunyun.

But her arrogance, when she saw the row of village officials big and small in the hall, was half-baked at once.

What's more, within a few minutes, another two police cars drove over. The Municipal Bureau led a mighty team into the already crowded hall, and solemnly said that they would investigate a crime committed 20 years ago. Abduction case.

It's not just the grandma who committed the crime that panicked.

The fact that Jian Luyao's mother was abducted and trafficked is actually easy to investigate, because too many people know, not only the villagers who are not surprised, but also the village officials who turn a blind eye.

Trafficking is real.

Jian Luyao's mother and Jian Luyao's father didn't have a marriage certificate, didn't have a registered residence, and even their names were fake. They weren't trafficked, were they born out of thin air?

So the city bureau started scolding from the town bureau, along with the village officials, and finally Jian Luyao's grandma.

Grandma Jian Luyao let out a wow, and sat down on the ground, crying shamelessly: "I am an uneducated rural person, how did I know that she was trafficked, I think she did it voluntarily! What about the word child! I am innocent!"

The Municipal Bureau said solemnly: "Then how do you explain the fact that you and Jiang Laosan conspired to rape Jian Luyao!"

Grandma shouted: "I'm wronged, I don't know about this matter, it's a misunderstanding! Her!"

Grandma pointed to Jian Luyao and said, "It's true that she killed her own father! Everyone saw it!"

The Municipal Bureau nodded and said: "Okay, then call those people you mentioned to come over and confront them. My people have just gone to your house to collect evidence. If it is finally found out that you refused to confess and slandered and framed, then Severe punishment!"

"Let me explain!" Jiang Laosan was bored from the beginning to the end, and seeing that the situation was so big, he was already afraid.

Covering his broken face, he told all about Jian Luyao's grandmother who sold her granddaughter and urged him to become a strongman, and finally said: "I know I was wrong, but don't you see that Jian Luyao also stabbed me for a while, even Already!"

"Jiang Laosan, what are you talking about!" Grandma rushed over to tear his face, "Obviously you fell in love with Jian Luyao, you old cow wants to eat tender grass, you..."

"What about me? I haven't said that you and that lunatic in your room pushed Jian Luyao's mother into the water and drowned!" Jiang Laosan broke the pot and smashed it, not thinking it was a big deal. I saw it! This dead old woman, and that lunatic in her family, said that they should be punished..."

"Jiang Laosan, I tore your face off, you are talking nonsense! If there is nothing wrong, you have to show evidence!"

Jian Luyao watched them tear their faces apart, and their ears were filled with curses.

She feels tired.

She turned to leave, but Song Dan clasped her wrist and asked softly, "Tired?"

Jian Luyao lowered her head and said, "I don't want to hear them arguing..."

Pushing back and forth, what will be the result?

Has the whole village been arrested?Or send her aged grandma to prison and let her die a miserable death there?

Jian Luyao felt bored, tired, and nauseated.

She walked out of the police station and suddenly began to cry silently again.

Song Dan put his arms around her waist, walked next to her, and asked her what was wrong softly.

Jian Luyao closed her eyes forcefully, and said, "There is no justice in this world."

Song Dan hugged Jian Luyao and patted her on the back.

With Jian Luyao in her arms, she cried out in despair.

Jian Luyao didn't care about the affairs in the police station. After Song Dan brought her back to the apartment, she fell ill.

With high fever and enteritis, I feel groggy every day. I can't even drink milk, and I rely on infusions to survive.

After she recovered from her serious illness, Song Dan asked her what she wanted to do with her mother's affairs.

Her grandma can be sentenced to less than three years in prison for buying a trafficked woman. As long as Jian Luyao wants to, she can be sent to prison.

Jian Luyao stared blankly at the ceiling without speaking, she was actually very contradictory.

She wanted her grandma to die, a terrible death, but she couldn't help it.

Song Dan held her hand, and finally said: "Then punish her with a year and a half of criminal detention?"

Jian Luyao closed her eyes and agreed.

After being discharged from the hospital, Song Dan wanted to take Jian Luyao to live in the villa, but Jian Luyao refused, she insisted on going to the apartment, and asked Song Dan to separate from her for two months.

"I want to be quiet." Jian Luyao said, "Let me be quiet, my mind is in a mess right now."

Song Dan finally rented another suite near the villa and asked Jian Luyao to move in.

She could tell that Jian Luyao's mental state was not right.

In fact, Jian Luyao's situation is indeed extremely bad. She will stare blankly at one point for a long time, as if in a daze, but more like - dementia.

This loss of concentration is one of the manifestations of depression.

Song Dan wasn't sure whether her depressive symptoms were non-biological depression caused by environment and life pressure, or the more serious and troublesome primary depression. She invited a psychiatrist over and wanted her to talk to Jian Luyao.

But Jian Luyao didn't cooperate, she didn't say a word, which made the doctor unable to do anything, and finally asked Song Dan to talk to her by himself.

"No matter what kind of depression it is, the patient needs to have not given up to have hope." The doctor looked at the sluggish Jian Luyao, not very optimistic, "I think her current mental state... is a bit bad."

In the evening, Song Dan cooks a simple Chinese meal.

Congee, stir-fried vegetables, and a pot of black-bone chicken soup.

Jian Luyao ate a few mouthfuls of porridge, drank a spoonful of soup, and said that she had finished eating.

Song Dan sat next to her, took a spoon, and fed her soup: "You can eat some more, okay?"

Jian Luyao shook her head: "I don't want to eat."

Song Dan put down the bowl, stroked her face, and asked, "Want to go out to play? Let's go to Switzerland to live for a while, okay? The scenery there is beautiful, we rent a yard, and you go sketching."

Jian Luyao still shook her head, not interested.

Song Dan insisted: "Go, just treat it as going with me."

Jian Luyao stared at the floor for a long time. In fact, according to her slow perception, it was not long, but in fact, she was stunned for a minute.

"Don't you think I'm annoying?" Jian Luyao said softly, "I'm going to die every day, you coax me, but I don't want to respond to you... Actually I'm annoying, I don't want to talk, I don't want to move, don't want to eat..."

She began to cry as she spoke, the sadness and despair coming quickly and naturally, like her breathing.

Song Dan wiped her tears with his fingertips: "You're sick, and you won't be like this when you recover. Talk to the doctor tomorrow, and when you feel refreshed, we will live in Switzerland for a while."

Jian Luyao blinked her eyelashes, and slowly stopped crying.

"I'll go tomorrow." She said willfully. "If I go, I will go tomorrow. If I don't go tomorrow, I will never go."

Don't give hope in vain like Song Dan promised twice before.

"Okay, tomorrow." Song Dan agreed, "Will you have something to eat?"

Jian Luyao didn't move, she looked at Song Dan suspiciously.

She and Song Yanlu had just reconciled, and they still had work, so it was impossible to just leave.Jian Luyao didn't believe it.

Song Dan saw it, pinched her face and said, "I'm a puppy, I'm lying to you."

Jian Luyao started crying again: "Why?"

She asked, "Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden? Because I'm pitiful?"

"Because I love you." Song Dan said, "I didn't dare to admit it before, and I couldn't bear to admit it."

Jian Luyao didn't believe it: "What's so good about me?"

Song Dan smiled: "In my eyes, you are good everywhere. I am afraid that you think I am not good. In a few years, you will be in your twenties, but I will be forty."

Jian Luyao opened her mouth, wanting to say, but you have money.

But in all fairness, although money is everything, it really can't buy some desirable feelings.

Jian Luyao lowered her head: "But I'm very naive, you will be very tired when you are with me, because once you quarrel with me, I will... like now, desperate to die, hypocritical and ugly..."

Song Dan pressed the corner of her lips with her fingertips, and said with a smile: "But what should I do? I have secretly sworn that I will never have any conflicts with you again."

Jian Luyao was stunned.

Song Dan leaned close to his face and said softly, "Do you know what I'm most afraid of?"

Jian Luyao blinked, and Song Dan went on to say: "What I'm most afraid of is that when I get old, when I wake up, there will be no one to sleep with and no one to rely on in my heart. How many people can I meet in my life? I am 36 this year, if I miss you, who else can I meet? Not to mention..."

She took Jian Luyao's hand and put it on her chest: "You have already taken root in my heart. If you don't think I'm old-hearted, then stay here for a long time and don't move out again."

Jian Luyao clenched her lips, and began to cry again, hot tears falling down one after another.

Song Dan felt distressed and helpless, and kissed her tear-wet face: "Why are you still crying? If you don't believe me, then you can try it and see if I will love you forever."

Jian Luyao jumped into Song Dan's words, cried and said forcefully: "Go to Switzerland, go now!"

Song Dan laughed: "There's no air ticket, no matter what, it's tomorrow."

Jian Luyao tightened her grip on Song Dan's neck: "Then tomorrow."

tomorrow.

Her and Song Dan's tomorrow.In the future, in the future, for a lifetime.