Love is like a dream

After hanging up the phone, I was very puzzled, is there something wrong between her and Mr. President?I heard gossip from the office before that during the Chinese New Year, Ms. Su would take the president's son home to see her parents. It was also meant to confirm the relationship between the two. I thought about it. I have been to Ms. Su's house before. Said that her parents seem to have been working abroad and only come back once a year during the Chinese New Year, or Miss Su went abroad to see her parents.

Forget it, don’t worry about it, when the time comes, it will be fine, and I will continue to write my novel until after 10 o’clock in the evening, I sent a message to Xiaozhen: What are you doing?

Xiao Zhen: Lie on the sofa, read a book and listen to music.

Me: so comfortable.

Xiao Zhen: Yes, it’s a rare pleasure. What are you going to do tomorrow.

Me: Maybe go for a walk.

Xiao Zhen: With whom?

I hesitated, wondering if I should tell her because I was sure nothing would happen and I didn't want her to worry, but she immediately voiced me.

Xiao Zhen: "It's Miss Su?"

A woman's intuition is really scary, she guessed it all at once.

Me: "Yes, I promise there will be no problems."

Xiao Zhen: "I know you won't have any problems, but I'm worried about her problems."

Me: "No, go shopping, she can never do anything to me on the street."

After a moment of silence, she said, "If I go shopping with Z or L, will you feel uncomfortable?"

I was stunned at once. Z and her have been rumored for so many years, and the two have been in private contact. These media have long reported it, and everyone knows it. Of course, she has always emphasized that the two are just ordinary friends. Even Her assistant L has also had scandals with her more than once, and she has always emphasized that it is only a working relationship. Now that she suddenly asks this question, my heart skips a beat. She and them...

Me: "It's not uncomfortable, it's a strange feeling, I can't tell what kind of feeling it is."

Xiao Zhen: "Let me tell you, it's a feeling of worrying about being robbed of something you love. Even if there is only the possibility of being robbed, you will feel threatened in your heart."

Me: "I'm yours, I won't be snatched away by anyone, don't worry, okay?"

Xiao Zhen: "I can't help worrying, not to mention that she actually had a relationship with you once, although it wasn't your fault."

Me: "I promise I won't give her and myself another chance to make mistakes."

Xiao Zhen: "People are not sages, and they will inevitably make mistakes. It is not a big deal to make mistakes once in a while. Don't create opportunities for mistakes."

Me: "Then... have you made any mistakes..."

Silence, a long silence, only the quiet breathing of the two was heard, a few minutes later.

Xiao Zhen: "I don't want to lie to you, I made a mistake...so... I know how dangerous it is to have a chance to make a mistake..."

I suddenly felt an inexplicable pain in my heart. Although I seemed to have guessed the answer a long time ago, I didn't expect her to be honest with me, and my eyes were sour.

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, don't blame me for being too domineering, you know that I love you, I'm so far away from you, I'm afraid of losing you."

Me: "You are so domineering, Z is so close to you, L is by your side every day, there are so many people who like you and secretly love you, so many temptations, do you think I won't worry? But I worry and What's the use, I can't help but love you, I knew from the beginning that I can't expect to monopolize you..."

After another few seconds of silence, Xiao Zhen said, "Okay, Jasmine, don't cry anymore. I can't be too selfish and deprive you of normal interpersonal rights. Go see her, I believe you."

Me: "I...I..."

Xiao Zhen: "Oh what, are you a rooster?"

I was suddenly amused by her words: "An annoying woman, do you make people cry or laugh?"

Xiao Zhen: "Tomorrow is your last day of vacation, go shopping, I don't have a few days off, it's so rare that I can be with my parents, tomorrow I plan to go shopping with my parents in the old street!"

Me: "Well..."

After the call ended, my heart was confused and uncomfortable, and I don't know why, but because of her domineering?Or be honest about her mistakes?The most important thing for two people to love is trust, and the most dangerous thing is trust. I think what I am really afraid of is our completely uncontrollable relationship. Maybe one day, we suddenly lost contact, suddenly she stopped seeing me, and suddenly she fell in love with me. Lost others, everything, suddenly felt so helpless.

I kept dreaming all night, and basically didn't sleep well, my eyes were dark circles, and my complexion was not very good. I just woke up and washed up in the morning when Ms. Su called: "Are you up, wait downstairs you."

Me: "Get up, I'll get dressed and go down."

When I went downstairs, I saw Ms. Su standing next to the car. She was wearing a black overcoat with a small gray sweater inside. The collar of the white shirt was turned out inside the small sweater. She always liked black, white and gray colors. I wore a dark down jacket.As soon as I went downstairs, Miss Su waved for me to get in the car.

Miss Su: "Did you eat breakfast?"

I don't."

When passing by a breakfast shop, Ms. Su bought two sandwiches and two cups of milk tea. After eating in the car, I asked, "Where should I go shopping?"

Miss Su: "Where do you want to go?"

Me: "I seldom go shopping. It seems that many shops have not opened yet."

Ms. Su: "Why don't we go to the temple fair? Have you visited before?"

Me: "When I was in school, I went to a temple fair in Shijingshan with my classmates."

Ms. Su: "Today we went to the Temple of Earth Temple Fair, which is the most lively place. I also went there when I was a child, but I haven't been there for many years."

We arrived at the Ditan Temple Fair at 8:9 in the morning. We didn’t expect so many people to come early in the morning. It was difficult to find a parking space. It was already [-]:[-] when we parked the car. After entering, it was really crowded. We only saw people, and there were sales on both sides. The stalls were all overwhelmed by the crowds. Fortunately, I was wearing a dark down jacket today. We entered through the entrance and wandered aimlessly with the crowds.

In fact, all temple fairs are similar, they are nothing more than selling some food and playthings. For outsiders, you can see a lot of Beijing traditional snacks and gadgets, but for us who stay in Beijing all year round, there are not many. Oddly enough, seeing a cotton candy seller in front of me, Ms. Su bought two and gave me one in a childlike manner.

I held up the marshmallows and ate them slowly. I didn’t need to move around. The crowds around me would push me forward. Ms. Su was afraid that we would be scattered by the crowd, so she wanted to hold my hand, but I pulled it instead. I grabbed her arm, squeezed to the front and Miss Su bought two bunches of candied haws and stuffed them into my hands. I had to lift them up to keep the candied haws from being squeezed in the crowd, and I was afraid that the bamboo sticks would pierce people. It is not an easy task.