Love is like a dream

Finally, there was a gap in the crowd, so I dragged Ms. Su out and hid in a corner of a small garden. There was a small pond in the small garden, and the water had frozen. Ms. Su and I were dumbfounded. Looking at the frozen water without saying a word.

Miss Su: "Why do you look so pale, did you not sleep well last night?"

Me: "Well."

Miss Su: "Did you argue with her?"

I don't."

Miss Su: "Is it because she doesn't want you to come?"

Me: "This is my private matter, don't you ask too much?"

Miss Su: "Oh, that's right, I don't seem to have the right to ask. I broke up with him..."

I didn't expect that Ms. Su would take the initiative to talk about this matter. Although I wanted to ask, it didn't feel appropriate. I wanted to ask one more question, why, but it still felt inappropriate.

Me: "Oh."

Miss Su: "Don't you want to know the reason?"

Me: "I don't want to ask about other people's private affairs."

Miss Su: "I think... Maybe I really can't like men."

Me: "Oh."

Miss Su: "Have you...have you ever tried dating a man?"

I don't."

Ms. Su: "I tried, but every time I go further, I find it unacceptable..."

Me: "Why are you telling me this?"

Miss Su: "No reason, I just want to say, I tried my best, but it doesn't work, I can't fall in love with him."

Me: "You...maybe you can try to love another woman?"

Miss Su smiled wryly, and shook her head: "Now I can't let anyone go in my heart, except..."

Me: "Please don't say that apart from me, don't take me to heart, it's not worth it."

Ms. Su: "What is worth it, and what is not worth it? Is it worth it for you to love an unreachable her?"

Me: "I don't know, I only know that now I love her and she loves me, and I can't give you the result you want. If you asked me out today to say these things, I think I should go back."

Ms. Su: "Okay, let's not talk about this, let's eat candied haws. When I was young, I went to temple fairs with my parents. I liked to eat candied haws. At that time, there were only hawthorns. I didn't expect that there are so many kinds now."

Me: "Aren't you at home with your parents?"

Miss Su: "They have work and went back early."

Me: "Well, let's continue shopping. I read on the news that the temple festival is very lively. It starts at 10 o'clock, and it's about to start. Let's go and have a look."

The guard of honor wearing the royal dress of the Qing Dynasty is majestic and solemn, the Bayi dance is rigid and soft, the eight tones sing together, the ancient music is melodious, and the umbrellas, flags and banners complement each other. The scene is indeed very magnificent and beautiful.After watching the performance, we wandered around again. It was almost noon, and I was a little tired, so I said I wanted to go back. Miss Su asked me to accompany her for dinner.

I didn't refuse her, she took me to a traditional shabu-shabu restaurant, the business inside was very good, the steam was steaming, and there was a scene of prosperity, Miss Su specially chose a relatively secluded location in the corner.

For a while, we were relatively speechless, and we started to stare at the soup in the pot in a daze.Suddenly the phone vibrated, and I took it out to see that it was a message from Xiao Zhen.

Xiao Zhen: Jasmine, I am eating candied haws and glutinous rice balls, what are you doing?

Seeing a cute photo she sent over holding candied haws, there are quite a lot of people on the old street, but it is still far from the crowded level of the Temple of Earth.

Me: What a coincidence, I also ate candied haws just now, and now I am eating at a shabu-shabu restaurant. There are so many people at the temple fair that I almost squeezed out my shoes.

Xiao Zhen: So many people, so scary!Don't squeeze my little Jasmine away.

Me: Don’t worry, no, I can go home wherever I go.

Xiao Zhen: That's good, she's by your side, she didn't make any mistakes, huh?

I do not have.

Xiao Zhen: Be good, eat well, I will eat with my parents, we will talk later.

Putting down the phone happily, I found that Miss Su was looking at me blankly.

Me: "Sorry, just replied to a few messages."

Miss Su: "It's her?"

Me: "Well."

Miss Su forced a smile: "I'm really jealous of her, she is so far away from you, and still holds your heart firmly."

Me: "One day you will meet someone you love who also loves you."

Miss Su: "Why not you?"

Me: "Actually, there is something... I don't know if I should say it."

Miss Su: "What's the matter?"

Me: "Do you know that there is a female editor Xiaoqing in our department?"

Miss Su: "Oh, I have an impression, is that tall and thin girl?"

Me: "She...has been secretly in love with you, you...know?"

Miss Su's eyes widened: "What? You're not joking, are you? She told you?"

Me: "No, once she showed me the photos she took on her mobile phone, and accidentally turned to the picture library. She... saved a lot of your photos, and the last page of her notebook was filled with your name... this It was she who forgot to close the notebook after finishing writing that day, and her place was on the side of the aisle, and I closed it for her after I saw it, and no one else should have seen it."

Miss Su: "You...why did you tell me this, to get rid of my thoughts about you?"

Me: "No, I just think every true love should be given a chance, that's all."

Ms. Su: "If it's true love, I believe she will come to me just like me, unable to restrain the impulse in her heart. If she doesn't take this step, it can only be a delusion, not true love."

Me: "However, not everyone has the courage to express the deep love in her heart, especially when she feels that she is too far away from the other party."

Miss Su: "What do you want to say?"

Me: "Give her a chance to get hope, and give yourself a chance to get rid of the pain."

Miss Su: "The best way to end a painful relationship is to find a new love?"

Me: "Maybe it will really kill two birds with one stone."

Miss Su: "Molly, it would be great if the feelings in this world were as simple as you said, let's not talk about these for now, let's eat."

I understand the truth, but if you want to abandon the deep love in your heart to accept a relationship that you don't feel, everyone knows how difficult it will be, but what if you don't accept it?I think of Xiao Zhen's song again, I love you, you love her, she loves her, she loves him, you love me, I love him, he loves him, he loves her, human beings are really too complicated up...

If you have it, you should cherish it. I should be thankful that I love Xiao Zhen, and she loves me too. Even if it is a love with no future in sight, at least we once loved deeply.

After dinner, it was around 2:3 pm. Miss Su sent me home at [-]:[-] pm. After returning home and sending a message to Xiao Zhen, I started to clean the room, pack things, and wash clothes. Today is the last day of the Spring Festival holiday. I'm going to work tomorrow, and it's time to calm down and get ready for the next job.