Love is like a dream

Me: "Okay, I don't know how to thank you..."

Ms. Su smiled: "Why do you always want to thank you? This is also a manifestation of your own hard work and ability. I just contributed to the flames. You don't want to owe me favors?"

Me: "I sincerely thank you for your support, trust and encouragement over the past few years."

Miss Su: "Oh? How are you going to thank me then?"

Me: "Shall I treat you to dinner?"

Miss Su: "Forget it, I've been too busy to eat recently."

Me: "Then I ask you to sing to relieve stress?"

Miss Su: "I'm tired, I don't want to sing."

Me: "Then... I don't know how to thank you..."

Miss Su: "Do you really want to thank me?"

Me: "Well! Sincerely!"

Miss Su: "Promise me with your body."

Hearing this sentence, my face turned cold all of a sudden.

Seeing my appearance, Ms. Su burst out laughing: "I'm kidding, I scared you, although I really want to..."

Me: "I've been busy for the past few months, you and Xiaoqing..."

Miss Su: "Oh, I asked her out for dinner twice before. Xiaoqing is very nice, but she is a little too introverted and inferior. She always said that she is not good enough for me, and she is too different from me, so...then we It's over..."

Me: "That's it?"

Miss Su: "What else?"

Me: "Then...do you have feelings for her?"

Miss Su: "How does it feel to fall in love with her?"

Me: "Well."

Ms. Su: "I really tried this, but unfortunately - no, really not, we are not suitable to be lovers."

Me: "How did you try?"

Ms. Su: "It was the second time I asked her out for dinner. After the meal, I asked her to accompany me for a walk. After that, I said I wanted to kiss her..."

Me: "Rejected by her?"

Miss Su: "No...she agreed, but she was so nervous that she cried. Maybe I really don't like girls with such a personality."

Me: "Maybe you stole someone's first kiss..."

Miss Su: "Oh...then I didn't ask, I just kissed her lips, and she avoided it."

Me: "I didn't expect this result...it seems to be me before..."

Miss Su: "Huh? You and your little Zhen are also like this?"

Me: "Well, I loved her before, and I felt that I was not worthy of her, so I dared not accept her love..."

Miss Su: "How did you accept it after that?"

Me: "Oh, I don't know, I just can't help it, can't help thinking about her, love her, don't give up, and then once she comes over, we... are together."

Miss Su: "Is she your first one?"

Me: "You gossip, how about...let's continue talking about work."

Ms. Su: "Actually, I also want to open it now. If I can't get it, I will treat it as the fate that has not arrived or there is no fate. Let's treat it as a beautiful waiting. Maybe she hasn't found me yet, so I will never do it again." It’s a foolish thing to deliberately try to fall in love with someone.”

Me: "I'm sorry, I encouraged Xiaoqing to confess to you before, but I also wanted you to get out of that pain..."

Ms. Su: "Don't be sorry, I know your intentions are good. Isn't it good for us to be a good partner like we are now?"

Me: "Well..."

Ms. Su: "Okay, we are still busy. You should hurry up and make the assessment of each group. The business of the website should also enter the normal state immediately. Remember, the one-year period given by the president."

Me: "Okay, I'll go back to work."

Miss Su: "OK."

In the past few months, Xiao Zhen has been busy all the time, various endorsement activities, commercial performances, advertisements, magazines, public welfare, and I occasionally meet her in the evening when we have free time, and we will hurry up on simple things. Let’s chat for a few words. On June 6 and 22, they will hold a concert tour for two consecutive days. After the performance in Taiwan, they will go to Macau. After the combination, the three sisters presented many classic songs that accompanied their youth growth for many fans. , the three of them also shed tears on the stage many times, touching each other's support and care over the years, it is too touching.

Next, there will be a tour in several key cities such as Shanghai, Guangzhou, Chengdu, etc., but I am only looking forward to the Beijing performance in September, looking forward to the opportunity to meet her that day. I haven't seen each other for more than half a year. During this time, everyone is so busy that I really don't have a chance to see you again. I am the only one by my side. When I calm down at night, I sometimes think about her so much that I am going crazy. I don't have time to respond to me, there is only one person I miss foolishly, I occasionally think: there are so many people who love her around her, so many temptations, will she forget me?Or don't love me anymore?

When I finally got some time to meet her and cry about missing her, she responded with the same choked up sobs that made me feel like thinking about her too much, but I never A sense of security, I am always afraid that she will leave me one day, or even if I know that she will leave me one day, I will start to fear that day will come sooner.

I have been looking forward to her concert in September due to busy work and restless waiting, but until a few days before the concert, I happened to see a piece of news that made my heart suddenly cold Like falling into an ice cave.

According to media reports, she took Z, who has been rumored with her for many years, to see the mansion together, and it seems that she is preparing for the two to live together. Although I know that the gossip media has always been unreliable, but as the saying goes, there is no wind without waves, and the two have been rumored for six years. I had to pay attention to it, and I couldn’t help but ask her for verification. She didn’t answer, nor did she answer the phone, nor did she send a message, and we didn’t reply. We... just ended like this Yet?

It turned out that the excitement that I was about to see her suddenly fell to the bottom, as if there was no expectation in life, I couldn't help but want to cry.I was already busy at work, coupled with the grief in my heart, several times I couldn't help expressing my emotions at work. Ms. Su called me to the office to talk, saying that the employees in the department reacted too badly when I criticized the employees. Show mercy.

Ms. Su: "Molly, you have been in a bad mood for the past few days. Are you under too much pressure? Although you are still young and just learning management, you should pay attention to controlling your emotions and don't bring your personal emotions to work. You Do you know how badly a bad-tempered boss can affect your subordinates?"

Me: "I'm sorry, it's my fault. Every time I lose my temper, I will regret it and know that I was wrong, but I can't help it next time, I..."

Ms. Su: "I know that the operation of the website has not been going well in the past few months. Some employees may be a little slack, and they should be criticized, but criticism must be done carefully. Verbal tantrums..."