Love is like a dream

Me: "I promise, I won't do it again...I..."

When I think of individual employees in some departments who refuse to change after repeated admonitions affect the overall progress, I feel inexplicably angry. I feel aggrieved when Ms. Su said this, and coupled with the accumulated emotions of losing contact with Xiao Zhen in the past few days, my nose suddenly becomes sore Yes, the tears fell down.

Miss Su came over and gently pulled me onto her shoulder: "Cry if you want to cry."

I hugged Miss Su's shoulder and cried loudly.

Miss Su patted me on the shoulder: "I think you are not only under a lot of pressure, have you quarreled with her?"

Me: "She and her old love have resurfaced and ignored me..."

Miss Su: "Old love? Does she still have an old love?"

Me: "Well..."

Miss Su: "Is it a misunderstanding..."

Me: "No, I know she may have a deeper relationship with her, she is better than me, I have nothing to compare with her, but I just feel sad..."

Ms. Su: "Maybe she's busy, or she didn't contact you for some special circumstances. Don't think too much about it, okay? Take a step back, even if she broke up with you, isn't there...is there still someone who loves you?" ?”

I stopped crying, and a thought popped into my mind, which was what Ms. Su asked before: If there was no Xiao Zhen, would I fall in love with her?

Really?No, at least not now, even if Xiao Zhen broke up with me, I don't think I can get out of the shadow of this pain in a short time.

Me: "But... I still love her."

Miss Su: "Love goes both ways."

Me: "I understand, I understand the truth, but..."

Ms. Su: "Okay, don't think too much for now, wait a few days and try contacting again? Maybe she really has a special situation and will contact you in a hurry..."

I stopped crying: "Thank you, you are my strong backing every time, but I really don't know how to thank you, otherwise, this year's year-end award will be given to you..."

Ms. Su: "Pfft, what are you talking about, you should learn to control your emotions so as not to affect your work."

Me: "Well, I will, and I promise I won't do it again."

Ms. Su: "Actually, you are usually quite rational. Unfortunately, women who are in love are often stupid, even I am no exception. I always do some wrong things that don't match my usual thinking... "

I raised my head from Miss Su's shoulder and glanced at Miss Su, as if I felt that she was more radiant. Apart from being a strong woman at work, she was also a close sister who was good at instructing others. She was completely different from the usual cold, arrogant and authoritative image.

Miss Su: "Why are you looking at me like that? Are you trying to lure me into making mistakes with the longing on your face?"

Me: "Ah, no, no, I just feel that you are suddenly guiding me patiently like a sister..."

Miss Su sighed: "It's just a sister...well, you can go back to work."

Me: "Oh, well..."

Another two days passed, and the time for the concert was about to arrive. That night, I finally received a call from Xiaozhen. Did she finally remember me?Why should I contact her and ignore me, I will answer her call, for a while, I feel anxious, impulsively want to press the answer button for a long time, but finally I gritted my teeth and refused to answer.

Immediately, a message came: Jasmine, why didn't you answer the phone?I forgot my mobile phone at my sister's house a few days ago!She went out for another trip and was not at home. As soon as I got home, I asked someone to get my phone back. I didn’t ignore you. Please reply me, I am very anxious.

Hmph, I forgot it at my sister's house, did I forget it at Z's house?Can't you use another phone to contact me?Excuse.If you don't answer, I won't either.I threw my phone aside in anger, and turned on the computer to write a novel, but my mind was in a mess, and I couldn’t write it at all. I just stared at the computer in a daze. I stayed there for a long time. , simply don’t look at it, turn off the phone and go to sleep, even if you sleep, you can’t fall asleep.

Let it be over when it's over, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, I wish her and Z happiness.After all, the emotions of so many years are deeper than mine. I comforted myself, but my heart hurt like it was about to break.

Last night and today during the day, my phone was not turned on. On Thursday night, the night before the concert, I finally couldn’t help turning it on, and a dozen LINE messages rushed out as soon as I turned it on. .

Xiao Zhen: Are you angry?

Xiao Zhen: I really don’t have a mobile phone.

Xiao Zhen: If you ignore me again, I will be angry too!

Xiao Zhen: Why shut down the phone?

Xiao Zhen: Hurry up and turn it on!

I directly turned to the last one, which was about 7 o'clock this evening: Room 905 of XX Hotel, come to me.

Seeing this news, my heart kept pounding, and I had a strong urge to change clothes and rush downstairs to take a taxi, but in the end I gritted my teeth and threw the phone on the bed. Knowing that the distance between her and her is too far away, but I still don't give up and have a relationship with her. I have spent more than a year with her. As hundreds of millions of fans who love her, I should be satisfied. Knowing that it is impossible to be with her all the time, I just hope that the day when I leave her will be later, later, but I still have to leave after all, maybe this is the appropriate ending?

Thinking of this, my face was full of tears, but at this time, the phone rang, it was her call, I hesitated for a long time between answering and not answering, until the last ring rang, I finally couldn't help but feel the pain in my heart Impulsively pressed the answer button.

Me: "Hello..."

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine! You are crazy! Why do you keep ignoring me? Did you see the message? Hurry up and find me at the hotel!"

Her voice rushed out immediately, I was silent, opened my mouth, and finally didn't know what to say, her voice slowed down.

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, did you hear... are you still angry because I ignored you a few days ago? It's my fault, I forgot my phone... Can you come to me, I miss you very much..."

me……"

Xiao Zhen: "What are you hesitating about? Don't you want to see me..."

Me: "You and her...I..."

Xiao Zhen: "Who? Me and who? What's wrong?"

Me: "Z..."

Xiao Zhen: "You ignored me not because I ignored you, but because you saw the report written by the reporter?"

Me: "Is that true..."

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, don't you believe me, do you believe the reporter's report?"

Me: "No wind, no waves..."

Xiao Zhen: "What's the wind, what's the wave, come to me quickly, can I talk to you face to face?"

I am silent.

Xiao Zhen: "If you don't come here, I'll look for you, I know where you live!"

I do not want!"

Xiao Zhen: "Why not?"

Me: "The roommate is at home."

Xiao Zhen: "I don't care, if you don't come, I'll go find you."

Me: "Okay, I'll go find you and explain clearly."

Wiping the tears off my face, I casually put on a T-shirt and shorts and set off.