Love is like a dream

I always like to deal with rational, mature and independent people, whether it is life or work, such people will know how to think about problems from the perspective of the other party, instead of trying to do everything quickly.

In fact, I really want to ask, who is she heartbroken for and who can't get affection, but I know, I can't ask, and I shouldn't ask, it has nothing to do with me, although I can guess from the scandals that broke out in the media , But, this is a kind of trust and also a kind of respect.

It’s fine that I’m lonely, no one should come to comfort or hug me at this time, just let me go alone in pain until I can’t stand it, thinking that I’m about to go crazy, it’s fine if I don’t die...

I haven't disturbed her in the past few days, maybe she will be better after a while.

In the early morning of July 7th, I changed the water and cleaned the hydroponic lotus that I had raised for a week. I accidentally broke a thin bud that just came out. It was really heartbreaking for a long time. From seed to bud, watching it grow day by day, life is so fragile.

Looking through her Weibo, she posted a post at 7 o'clock in the morning, saying that she accidentally sprayed perfume on her face and mouth, and suddenly felt a little funny, so she clicked on Line and sent her a message.

me: idiot.

Xiao Zhen: What?

Me: Don't you shut up when you spray perfume?

Xiao Zhen: Roar!Is it okay to make a mistake once in a while?

Me: Okay, I'm so sad today.

Xiao Zhen: Turn around and say, board the plane and go to Changsha.

At around 2 p.m., I received a message from Xiao Zhen.

Xiao Zhen: I've arrived in Changsha, why are you sad?

Me: I accidentally broke the flower stem I raised, I didn't expect it to be so fragile.

Xiao Zhen: It should be blaming you for not being gentle enough.

Me: I'm already very gentle.

After looking at Weibo, just now, she posted a message saying that she had arrived in Changsha, and she also posted a photo of her wearing a white T-shirt and black pants, wearing a cute eye patch, and the loose T-shirt covered her slender arms On the calf, there was still an obviously protruding collarbone, and suddenly found that she had lost a lot of weight in the past few days, and felt a pain in her heart for no reason.

Me: How many liters of tears have you shed these days, so you lost weight?

Xiao Zhen: There are several liters.

I sent a heartbroken emoji over.

Xiao Zhen: Do you feel sorry for me?

Me: I would rather be the one who is heartbroken.

Xiao Zhen: It’s nothing, it’s fine if you don’t die.

Me: You are Tiehan Zhen.

Xiao Zhen: Then you are Tenderness Jasmine, quickly use your tenderness to save me.

I sent a hug emoji: Come, hug.

Xiao Zhen: I will go to work first, and I will fly to Guiyang later.

I'm good.

In the evening, I saw the pick-up video uploaded by Guizhou fans. She was wearing a cardigan jacket with red and white stripes, her head and face were tightly covered. Crazy fans along the way followed and shouted slogans loudly, feeling ashamed , an expression like this I could never do.

I didn't go out for two days on the weekend, and I have been typing at home. The novel is progressing well, and I have started to formally learn the magic of immortality.Sometimes I feel that I am that stupid little girl who has been working hard for a dream that I don't know if it can be realized, persistent and blind.

In the new week, I have basically collected ten sets of classical romance series works that cooperate with the website, and I can only start printing and publishing after the third review. I know this is a relatively long wait, but it is also urgent. Thing, I have the patience for this.

On the night of July 7, I saw her post on Weibo, and I happened to be drinking water at that time, and almost spit out the water.Her microblog actually wrote: Male mammals also have mammary glands and other breast tissues, which are generally not developed, but as long as they develop, they can also be used to feed young children.

I sent her a message: Hey, woman, what are you trying to do, are you going to transform a man into a breastfeeding function?Are you Doctor Strange?

Xiao Zhen came over with a toothy grin: That's right, wouldn't we women be less tired then?

Me: You'd better transform them so that they have big aunts, so that they can also experience dysmenorrhea.

Xiao Zhen: Roar!good idea.

Me: Do you like children very much?

Xiao Zhen: I like it, the children are very cute.

Me: Are you going to have one?

Xiao Zhen: I think so, but the father of the child has not been found yet.

Me: It's not easy for you to find a father for your child. Someone has already been ranked from 101 to ***.

Xiao Zhen: Then there must be a suitable one.

Me: what do you like?

Xiao Zhen: Clean, considerate, easy to talk to, and responsible.

Me: What about the appearance?

Xiao Zhen: I like boys with dimples.

Me: It's a pity, I'm a girl, otherwise I can compete.

Xiao Zhen: But I can't have children with you.

Me: That's not important, goddess, I want to have a monkey with you.

Xiao Zhen: Oh my god, it's so scary, I don't want to have a monkey with you!

Me: Hahaha, how is your new album preparation going, is it coming soon?

Xiao Zhen: I’ve been preparing, soon, Little Jasmine, I’m so tired recently, fan clubs, endorsement activities, new albums, I have to fly to several places every week, and I have to pack my luggage, so annoying!

Me: I really want to be by your side and help you take care of everything.

Xiao Zhen: I have an assistant.

Me: Let me be your assistant, okay?

Xiao Zhen: Not good.

Why do I?

Xiao Zhen: You have your own work and dreams, I don't want you to give up these because of my relationship, and maybe... it's not necessarily worth it.

I'm wondering what she meant by this sentence, is it implying that I don't want the possibility of being with her extravagantly?However, there are some things that can be left to the end, and it is meaningless to ask questions.

I sent a sticker of a grimace in the past: you like your assistant very much?

Xiao Zhen: Work partner, of course I like it.

Me: I mean another kind of liking.

Xiao Zhen: What is another kind of liking? Are there many kinds of likings?

Me: Hmph, play dumb.

Xiao Zhen sent a smiling expression over.

Me: Sometimes I really envy those staff who can be by your side every day.

Xiao Zhen: I also envy your simple and casual life every day.

Me: Don't work yourself so hard.

Xiao Zhen: I've tried my best, I still have to work hard.

Me: I miss you, do you miss me?

Xiao Zhen: Yes.

She didn't think about it, and had a meeting... Goddess, although you are still so willful, you have learned a lot in the process of practicing Tai Chi with the media.

In the following time, she has been busy with her new album, and basically finished work very late every day, and told me that it is estimated that the pre-release version will be released in mid-August. Everything is full of expectations.

Her work and mine have been progressing all the time, and I miss her in the slightest, but I don't know what kind of existence I am in her heart. I know that the two meetings in reality, we The relationship between idols and ordinary fans has already surpassed the distance between idols and ordinary fans, but what if it continues?Or, how long can it go on?Will it really stop at AUO and not be full of lovers?I was very confused.