Love is like a dream

She stretched out her hand to pull my face turned aside, gently wiped the tears on my face, the tenderness in her eyes, the tenderness in her hands, I couldn't bear this damn tenderness, my body began to tremble slightly, and my heart suddenly There was a strong urge.I want to push her down...

But I still resisted the impulse in my heart, and gently pushed her hand away, but the tears became more turbulent. What am I holding back?What are you hesitating about?Do you really want to be innocent with her?Is this the result I want?

Seeing me crying, she reached out and pulled me into her arms again: "You are more stubborn than me."

I can feel her rapid heartbeat and shortness of breath, I don't want to bear it anymore!I directly pushed her onto the bed with all my strength, and pushed her forward, followed by a fierce and clumsy kiss. Suddenly, I felt my body lighten up, the plot reversed, and I was easily crushed by her.

A long and suffocating passionate kiss. It was the first time I knew that I could kiss so deeply. I felt that I had no ability to control my body. The colorful lights in front of my eyes were full of dreamy scenes, and my brain was already blank without thinking. I don't know how long it took, but I finally felt that I had regained my breathing, only to find that her hand had already penetrated into my clothes.

I felt scared: "Don't...don't...don't."

She panted violently: "Why... why not, don't you love... me?"

Me: "Did you let go of that and take care of her?"

I felt her movements stagnate, the muscles of her face trembled slightly, two lines of hot eyes dripped onto my face, and then she threw herself on me, crying bitterly, I didn't move, He stretched out his arms and gently hugged her shoulders that were shaking from crying.

After a while, she let me go and lay on the side, and I heard her trembling voice: "I thought I didn't care about you, but suddenly I couldn't contact you, that's when I realized I...I really can't leave you... But I can't forget the person I can't love, what should I do, what should I do, woo woo woo..."

I took out a tissue to help her wipe away tears: "I can wait."

Xiao Zhen: "Why are you so calm! Can't you...can't force me to forget her!"

I smiled wryly, the smile was uglier than crying: "I can't."

Xiao Zhen sighed softly, followed by a long silence, we are all slowly calming down.

Me: "Why did you come to Beijing suddenly?"

Xiao Zhen snorted with a stuffy nose: "What is sudden? You haven't read my news. I have posted on Weibo that I will come to Beijing to participate in the event, and I have also sent a message to your Line... ..."

Me: "Oh, yes, I uninstalled the circumvention software and LINE, and I haven't read your Weibo for several days."

After reinstalling the software and connecting to the Internet, linelinelineline... Line's insane message notifications flooded in frantically.

Xiao Zhen patted my shoulder lightly: "After you, you can be called Wuqing, don't call me Jasmine."

Me: "Okay, then you are called Zhui Ming, and you even chased me to my house."

Seeing that Xiao Zhen finally smiled, the atmosphere that had been extremely suppressed just now eased a little.

Xiao Zhen: "Are you not good at kissing?"

Me: "Huh? I'll be fine, I did years ago..."

Xiao Zhen: "I've never seen someone with such poor skills."

Me: "Is it really bad?"

Xiao Zhen: "It's really bad. If I'm at a university level, you're a primary school student."

I curled my lips: "Narcissist."

Xiao Zhen: "I'm talking about reality, if you don't believe me, try again?"

I laughed: "I won't be fooled, you just want an excuse to take advantage of me."

Xiao Zhen: "Have you ever had a girlfriend before?"

Me: "Uh... It's not good to poach people's privacy like this."

Xiao Zhen: "I'm just curious, your skills are so poor, do you..."

I smiled: "If you want to hear it, I will tell you my story."

That was several years ago. She and I were classmates in high school. At that time, we were facing the college entrance examination. You know, the atmosphere. Really together.Unexpectedly, after finishing the exam, she was taken to Canada by her parents to participate in some kind of summer camp. After that, she simply immigrated to Canada and never returned to Beijing.

At that time, we were still too innocent, and we downloaded tutorials from the Internet to secretly learn how to connect and kiss. Unfortunately, we haven't had time to do further things... Since I broke up with her, I have closed myself during the whole university, and put I spend all my time reading and writing. I thought I would never meet someone I like again in this life, but I never expected to fall in love with you so vainly.

She said with some dissatisfaction: "Hey! What does it mean to fall in love with me in an illusory way? I am a living person in front of you!"

I smiled: "Usually, I can only see you on TV and online, how could I know that I would meet you."

She smiled: "That kind of thing...you actually want to download information from the Internet, it's really shameful."

Me: "Are you born with it?"

Xiao Zhen: "That's instinct, besides, it's raw once and familiar with second time!"

Me: "Hmph, it seems that you have a lot of experience?"

Xiao Zhen: "No."

Me: "Liar."

Xiao Zhen: "Then what should I do, let me prove it to you now?"

Saying that, Xiao Zhen narrowed her eyes, stretched out her hand to touch me, and I pressed Xiao Zhen's hand: "No need."

I pinched Xiao Zhen's face, and finally I can pinch Xiao Zhen's face. I have thought about this for a long time, and looked into Xiao Zhen's eyes: "What kind of relationship are we now? Above AUO, but not enough lovers? "

Xiao Zhen: "It's up to you to decide."

Me: "Isn't it up to you to decide how to push it to me?"

Xiao Zhen: "Right now, it's above AUO. If we can go further just now, maybe we are full of lovers."

Me: "Since you still can't let go of others, it's better not to be full yet."

Xiao Zhen: "Do you have any wishes today? I said, every time I see you, I will grant you one wish."

Me: "No need, the kiss just now... has exceeded my expectations."

Xiao Zhen looked at my mobile phone on the bed, it was past 12 o'clock in the evening, and suddenly cried out: "Oh my God, it's so late."

Me: "Do you still have a schedule?"

Xiao Zhen: "No...no, it's just that I told the people in the company to have dinner with my friends, and I'll be back before 11 o'clock in the evening..."

Me: "I shouldn't be in a hurry, I didn't hear them calling you."

Xiao Zhen: "I turned off my phone."

She quickly turned on her phone and found several missed calls and messages. Although I really wanted to just hug her and sleep for one night, I knew that not all of her time belonged to me.

Me: "You call them first, just tell them there is a traffic jam, and then go back right away, it should be soon."

Xiao Zhen: "Yes. I will leave Beijing tomorrow."

After the phone call, Xiaozhen looked at me quietly, her eyes became wet in an instant, I knew it was time to part again, tears were already surging, I rushed over and hugged her tightly: "Next time, it's when?"

Xiao Zhen: "I don't know, my heart... my heart hurts so much."

Me: "Are you hurting for me?"

Xiao Zhen: "Well, my heart aches for you."

Me: "With your words, I won't be in pain anymore."

Xiao Zhen: "Okay, don't cry, don't cry, we look forward to seeing each other next time."

Me: "Well..."