Love is like a dream

Hearing Ms. Su singing the song Xiao Zhen, my mind is full of the little things I once had with Xiao Zhen. Once, I loved her so much, and she was so far away from me. Once, I played with her on the street late at night. A random encounter, once, my first hug with her, once, my first kiss with her, once, me and her and the first time...

If none of these things used to exist, what would I be like now?Like Miss Su, are you deeply trapped in an unattainable emotion and feel sad and unable to extricate yourself?I don’t know if I will be strong enough to bear this kind of depressive pain, and lose a few kilograms and become thinner like the song says, until the pain that is deeply imprinted in my heart fades away little by little?

After singing this song, Ms. Su seemed to have vented her emotions. It was already late at night, and after watching the colleagues who sang for hours, some of them were too tired to lie down on the sofa or passed out drunk. At the table, several others were also chatting with each other. It seemed that everyone’s physical strength and enthusiasm had been exhausted. They had to go to work tomorrow, so I called them up one by one, stopped a taxi, and Match the ones that are not drunk with the ones that are drunk, so as not to find out where your home is.

After sending them all away, I got into Ms. Su's car. When I got in the car, Ms. Su didn't start the car and looked at me quietly. I said, "Why don't you leave?"

Miss Su's eyes suddenly became hot, and even her breathing became a little short. She suddenly turned her face and leaned towards the co-pilot's seat. I hurriedly hid in the direction of the car door, and at the same time stretched out my arms to support her shoulders. .

I calmly dodged back: "Don't make any more mistakes."

She reached out and grabbed my arm: "What is right or wrong, I want you! Do you want me to live on the memory of that night and you?!"

Me: "Calm down, you are not an evil young man, and I am not a civilian woman, you are my boss, and I am your subordinate, we are all people living in the new era with personality and human rights!"

Unexpectedly, when I said this, she became even more angry: "You...what boss and subordinate, you still talk about personality and human rights with me, I will be unreasonable today, I..."

Me: "Be sober! Do you want to force me?"

Miss Su: "I don't believe you didn't want to...that night you—"

"Crack!", I didn't even realize it myself, why did my hand touch her face, was it because I heard her repeat the incident that night that made me feel so guilty towards Xiao Zhen?

Miss Su was taken aback suddenly, and the movement of her hands stopped, as if she couldn't believe that I hit her. For a few seconds, she just looked at me quietly, and a few tears rolled down her face. It slipped down quickly, and I felt a pain in my heart. I wanted to wipe it off for her, but my heart was hardened and I didn't move.

She turned around and sat down in the driver's seat. Regardless of the tears on her face, she started the car to the full throttle, and the car rushed out of the parking lot like a lunatic. she screamed.

Me: "You don't want to die! Drive so fast!"

She ignored me, still throttled to the end, and drove crazily on the road. Fortunately, there were not many cars on the road late at night. I don’t know how I got to my residence. I vomited all over the floor, and she actually threw me on the side of the road to vomit. As soon as I stepped on the accelerator, the car rushed out of the community crazily, this woman!I was so worried that I didn't expect that before I had time to tell her to drive slowly, her people and the car disappeared in a flash. In her state, I was afraid that something would happen to her on the road.

I immediately took out my mobile phone and called her. The phone was connected, but she didn't answer it. I called as I went upstairs, and when I entered the house, I called more than a dozen times in a row, but she didn't answer. She didn't answer after I washed my face. , has actually shut down.I turned on the nozzle of the water heater and let the hot water wash over my numb soul and body. I kept thinking about today's scene over and over again. Is she too much, or am I too cruel?

Those are not important. The important thing is that I am worried about her safety. I don’t have the courage to go to her place to find her again. I tossed and turned all night, and hardly fell asleep. Still shutting down.

Early the next morning, I came to the company with heavy eye circles and found that the door of Ms. Su's office was locked. I felt a little bit in my heart. I hope she overslept at home and nothing happened!

The whole morning, I was restless at my work station, staring at the door of her office, but I never saw her coming. Last night everyone sang and drank until late at night, but everyone went to work on time, and there was no temporary leave. It's just that everyone is obviously lacking in sleep.

Until twelve o'clock at noon, I was going out to eat, and I saw Miss Su walking in at the front desk. I thought I would see her with big dark circles like me, and then she came to work tired, but her face remained the same. So clear, with a flat expression, except for a little haggardness in the eyes, I can't see much difference from usual, and I can't see that she was so crazy last night, which made me anxious and anxious all night last night .

She saw me and didn't say a word, she turned around and walked into the office. At this time, the front desk and many colleagues had gone out for dinner, and there was no one in front of her. I grabbed her arm and said, "Su Ruolan!"

She shook it off and said lightly, "What's the matter?"

Me: "Where did you go last night, why didn't you answer my call?!"

Miss Su: "Worried about my safety? Thank you, it has nothing to do with you."

Me: "You..."

Miss Su: "Is there anything else?"

Me: "Have you eaten yet?"

Miss Su: "Don't worry about it."

At this time, it was lunch time just now, plus the time to rush from home to the company, I think Ms. Su must have not eaten lunch, maybe even breakfast. She bought a box of fresh-cut fruits. I don't know her taste, but I think chicken legs can better supplement protein and energy.

I took the meal and knocked on the door of her office, opened the door and saw that she was resting on her seat, I put the meal on her table: "I brought you a meal, eat it while it's hot."

Miss Su: "I'm not hungry, take it out."

Me: "I don't care if you are hungry or not, I put the food here."

After speaking, I turned to leave.

Miss Su: "Molly, what exactly do you want?"

Me: "I don't have anything to say, I just thought you didn't eat, so I brought you a meal."

Ms. Su: "If you don't want me to think about you, you will completely ignore me and reject me. Why are you still caring about me?"