Love is like a dream

Me: "I just did what a colleague and a subordinate should do, nothing more."

Ms. Su: "In the future, except for work matters, don't ask me about my affairs, including now, whether I'm hungry or not has nothing to do with you."

As if to prove my concern was wrong, she actually reached out to pick up the meal and threw it directly into the trash can. My heart throbbed, as if what she threw was not the meal, but my heart. A heart that cares about her and misses her, must she use this method to draw a clear line between me and her?Is she trying to force herself to forget me, or is she trying to force me to distance myself from her again?It was hard for me to persuade myself to try not to call her editor-in-chief, stop calling her you, and try to call her by her name according to her wishes. The turning point was so fast that I couldn't adapt to it for a while.

I glanced at her expression as cold as ice, my eyes were sore, and I almost couldn't help but shed tears. She also deliberately turned her face away from my eyes. I didn't speak anymore, turned around and walked out of her office. The office door slammed shut behind him.

An editor from the department happened to pass by here, heard the loud bang, and saw me coming out of Ms. Su's office with a sad face, and asked gossipingly, "Are you making the editor angry again?"

I glared at her: "Speak up."

The editor stuck out his tongue, quickly disappeared from my sight and returned to his desk.

Well, she wants to draw a line with me, am I not exactly what I want?From the very beginning, although she told me many times to call me by her name and not to call her editor-in-chief, I still stubbornly refused to change. Finally, when she forced me to change my words, she personally killed me again. Push thousands of miles away.

But why is my heart sour?I clearly know that I love Xiao Zhen, and I have no wrong feelings for Miss Su, but I also know clearly that my respect for Miss Su is not simply the respect of subordinates for their superiors, but also the concern of colleagues for colleagues. I don't know if there is a fourth kind of emotion besides family, love, and friendship.

In any case, these are all personal and emotional matters. Entering the new month and the end of the year, the performance pressure is still heavy. I don't have much thought and time to think about the things between me and Ms. Su. I put all my energy into it again In the midst of intense and busy work, in the next few days, Ms. Su was bored in the office all day long, and I never faced her face to face again, and I didn't even ask her for instructions on things that were not necessary on Q, and I stopped talking to her Talk too much.

Since the purchase of a new scanning machine, coupled with a month of proficiency, the progress in digitization has been very rapid this month, and the number of books in the digitization library has been growing steadily. I hope to break through by the end of the month, that is, by the end of this year. a thousand copies.The introduction of website novels is also proceeding in an orderly manner.

In terms of channel expansion, I reconsidered and printed business cards for the two operation editors under me, and opened up some new small channels for them to run by themselves. I began to have a detailed understanding of several large channels in the industry , Find out who their person-in-charge is, what conditions are required for access, and what kind of process needs to be followed, so as to make sufficient preparations for accessing large channels in the future.

A few days later, my Taiwan entry permit was completed. I checked the time and planned to go to Taipei to find Xiaozhen from the 19th to the 23rd. After confirming it, I sent a message to Xiaozhen, and she immediately replied: Yes!I'm in Taiwan these days, but there are still many activities and itineraries, I will try my best to arrange the time!Come on Jasmine!

Me: miss me?

Xiao Zhen: I really want to.

Me: what do you think?

Xiao Zhen: I want to push you down immediately!

Me: Wow, you're horny!Big pervert!

Xiao Zhen: Little pervert, don't you want to?

Me: I want to, even in my dreams.

Xiao Zhen: Waiting for you to come, I promise to fulfill your dreams!

Me: It's the end of the year, and I guess I'll be very busy. In order to see you sooner with peace of mind, I may be even busier next time. Don't blame me if I neglect you.

Xiao Zhen: How come, I am the same, there are a lot of activities at the end of the year, various performances, endorsements, publicity, since we are together, we should understand each other, wait for you, let's welcome the end of the world together!

Me: If it is really the end, I will be satisfied if I can spend it with you hugging each other.

Xiao Zhen: Alright, go to bed early, I'm going to bed too, I have work tomorrow morning, good night, little Jasmine.

Me: Good night Xiaozhen.

Throughout December, Xiaozhen participated in many promotional activities for the new album after the reunion of the group. The record company really attaches great importance to the release of the new album after the reunion.Also, there are very few groups in China that can reproduce their brilliance at that time. They are insurmountable milestones in the history of girl groups. Although strictly speaking, I love her after she flew solo. That singer, star, and queen was now Xiaozhen herself. Even if she doesn’t have those identities, I will still love her. I know the gap between us, and the reality of society. I also know that she and I may not necessarily have the same relationship. Opportunity to be together for a lifetime, but how long I can love, I will cherish it.

On the evening of the 12th, I took a look at Xiao Zhen’s Weibo while I was writing a novel, and she posted a post: Pinky~ You don’t smell bad this second~, with a picture of her and the dog, her family There are several dogs, but she who is afraid of cats would love dogs so much.

Me: Xiao Zhen, don't hug pinky, hug me.

Xiao Zhen: My little Jasmine is here to fight for favor again. I will hug you when you come.

Me: A few days ago, I saw your sisters appearing on an entertainment show together, and you were asked about when you will get married again. Would it be annoying?

Xiao Zhen: What can I do? People want to ask, but they have to answer.

Me: Then... will you really find a boyfriend?

Xiao Zhen: Don't talk about this topic, why do you ask me this question I don't like?

Me: I'm afraid you won't be able to withstand the pressure to find a man to marry.

Xiao Zhen: I am in the same situation as you. There will definitely be forced marriages from relatives, friends and even fans, but isn’t having no marriage partner the best reason to refuse?We haven't been forced to the point where we have to marry just anyone.

Me: But I'm so scared.

Xiao Zhen: Are you afraid that your parents will force you too?

Me: I am afraid that you will marry and not want me.

Xiao Zhen: Jasmine, there are many things in this world that we can't help ourselves to, but fortunately we have each other now, cherish the present fate, no matter whether the future can be controlled by ourselves or not.

Me: um...

On the evening of the 14th, I made an appointment with a channel to have dinner. They said it was a meal. In fact, the main purpose was to find out news about the access channel. This channel is one of the top ten in the industry. If it can be successfully accessed, The income generated by this channel may be more than the sum of several.