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Zheng Yuan regretted for the first time in his life that he did not buy a car.

Last night, when Song Tianhao asked a series of questions, Zheng Yuan suddenly wanted to see Ouyang.If you have a car, you don't have to worry about not being able to get a car in this wilderness.

There is no urgency, but it is more urgent than urgency.

When Zheng Yuan got up from the bed the next morning and boarded the return bus, the feeling of begging along the street last night returned.It seems that you can make a lot of money by waiting in place, but you are always empty-handed.

It's like getting up at five o'clock in the morning and rushing to the alley without eating hot oil pancakes.It's like memorizing all night until dawn, but failing the grade.It's like, I thought I could be drenched in the heavy rain, but it turned into a sunny day in an instant.

It's like thinking that Ouyang Shunyi can also go well with himself.

But not.

It's not that Ouyang can't help Zheng Yuan, it's just that he will not feel at ease if he changes someone else.

But he prefers to die rather than live, when Zheng Yuan returned to the rented place at noon, Jiang Xiaofan stood at the door of his house, with a look of impatience and triple anxiety.

Zheng Yuan saw Jiang Xiaofan standing in front of the dusty anti-theft door of his house at a glance, turned around, and ran downstairs in three steps at a time.The winner is the king and the loser is the bandit. Zheng Yuan can run faster than the rabbit seeing the eagle.

"Zheng Yuan!" Jiang Xiaofan's uptick shout sounded behind him, Zheng Yuan paused at the corner of the stairs, he wanted to continue running far, but after thinking about it, he stopped.

"Why hide from me?" Jiang Xiaofan asked condescendingly.

Zheng Yuan was speechless.I have been sexually harassed by you, is it okay?

"That... last Friday, I'm sorry." Jiang Xiaofan hesitated for a moment, then downgraded to apologize to Zheng Yuan.

What's this?The end of the main room's suppression of the remnants?Zheng Yuan waved his hand, expressing that it doesn't matter.He raised his head to look at Jiang Xiaofan again, but hesitated to speak.

A girl's house is in the scorching heat, waiting to put on makeup to apologize, Zheng Yuan can't say "you go".

"What's the matter? Just call." Zheng Yuan sighed and climbed up the stairs again, standing still and looking at Jiang Xiaofan.I saw bloodshot eyes in her eyes.Zheng Yuan's heart trembled, she and Ouyang were having trouble again.

"Is it convenient for you at noon? I'll treat you to dinner." Jiang Xiaofan seemed to have been waiting for Zheng Yuan's words, and he couldn't wait to endorse them.

Zheng Yuan quickly shook his head.Hongmen Banquet!It must be Hongmen Banquet!He was afraid that he would have his life to eat, but not his life to live.

While hesitating, the anti-theft door of Zheng Yuan's house was opened a crack, and his roommate Wei Chen poked out his disheveled head, glanced at Zheng Yuan, then at Jiang Xiaofan, and retracted his head as soon as he rolled his eyes.Then there was a whistle from behind the door, and the sound of slapping slippers on the floor.

"If you have anything to say, let's go into the room." Zheng Yuan wiped the sweat from his forehead, while despising Wei Chen's gossip in his heart, while looking at the hot sunshine outside, he simply proposed based on the principle of not being alone with Jiang Xiaofan.

Jiang Xiaofan mumbled, he didn't want to enter the house at first, but seeing Zheng Yuan's appearance, he would not agree to her invitation, so he had to follow Zheng Yuan into the house.

Zheng Yuan placed Jiang Xiaofan on the chair beside the dining table, and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water.Dressed up in a nightgown, Wei Chen slipped into the kitchen by touching the wall, and winked at Zheng Yuan: "Beauty, I just asked her to come in and wait, but she refused."

Zheng Yuan sent her away with a blank stare.When he walked back to the living room, he found that Wei Chen was sitting with the door wide open, pretending to be flipping through a book, by the dressing table by the door.

Zheng Yuan coughed twice, frowned, Wei Chen tilted his head and smiled flatteringly, and finally closed the door helplessly.

Zheng Yuan put the water glass in front of Jiang Xiaofan, pulled a chair across from her and sat down.He is ready to listen carefully, Jiang Xiaofan and Ouyang have found a suitable wedding room, and they are planning to get married at the end of the year, don't forget to give money... And he also wants to tell Jiang Xiaofan that Ouyang eats tea in the morning and only drinks light Pu-erh tea at night.Ouyang likes spicy food and hates sweets, especially broccoli, which must be cooked until overcooked.Ouyang will get motion sickness on the bus, but a cup of hot tea is fine.Ouyang likes to draw casually, don't praise him easily, he will be embarrassed.If he doesn't want to talk, just let him do it.

However, presumably these Jiang Xiaofan must know, Zheng Yuan suddenly felt that he was really self-indulgent and unnecessary.Seeing that Jiang Xiaofan remained silent, Zheng Yuan said: "Speak."

Jiang Xiaofan bit his lower lip lightly, took a sip of water from the water glass, turned the water glass several times in his hands, and finally whispered: "I want to break up."

Zheng Yuan thought he had heard wrong.Thought I was hallucinating.

Jiang Xiaofan immediately sensed Zheng Yuan's confusion, pursed his lower lips, and spit out words that made Zheng Yuan unbelievable: "I don't know how to tell Ouyang...can you..."

Zheng Yuan held his forehead, grinning and unable to speak.Looking at the girl with smoky eyeliner in front of him, his anger was like Chang'e [-], piercing the sky.

"It's about this time, Jiang Xiaofan, what do you mean by this?"

Jiang Xiaofan lowered his head, he lost his previous self-confidence.

"Has Ouyang ever told you that I proposed marriage?" She didn't look up, and there was some temptation in her flat tone.

Regarding their marriage, Ouyang seldom mentioned specific arrangements in front of Zheng Yuan, let alone who proposed the marriage.If Ouyang didn't tell, Zheng Yuan couldn't possibly ask.

Jiang Xiaofan raised his eyes and saw that Zheng Yuan didn't answer, so he continued: "Two or three months ago, Ouyang and I went to a classmate's wedding together. On the way home, I told him that getting married is also very good. Ouyang didn't What to say, I want to propose in a few days, then let's get married too. I know he said this to me after careful consideration. But the problem is... I said that just to express emotion, but Ouyang is... too It's easy to take it seriously..."

Zheng Yuan didn't wait for her to finish, interrupted her in a low voice, and asked: "Then why didn't you explain clearly at that time?"

Jiang Xiaofan smiled wryly and said: "I might have lost my head at that time. We have been together for more than three years, and it's almost the same. If we don't get married, what are we waiting for?"

After hearing this, Zheng Yuan just looked directly into her eyes.She quickly avoided his sight.

"But in the recent period of time, I have thought about it and thought about it seriously. I think we are not suitable."

"Why?" The authorities were fascinated, Zheng Yuan wondered why she only discovered this problem now.

"Why... Although Ouyang sometimes thinks too much, he is the kind of person who is good at manipulating people's minds, and he is especially attractive to older people... His former teacher, his current leader...Of course He was nice and considerate to me too, but..."

Zheng Yuan listened intently to Jiang Xiaofan's words, and stopped talking after hearing this.Jiang Xiaofan turned his gaze, looked straight into his eyes, and asked, "Do you understand him?"

Zheng Yuan's heart tightened when Jiang Xiaofan asked him.

Jiang Xiaofan didn't seem to expect him to answer, and continued: "I don't understand him at all, I can't understand. Sometimes I think he is thinking about something weird and profound, which has nothing to do with our lives. At first I I think this kind of him is very interesting. After a long time, I will feel uneasy and feel far away from him. By the way, you don’t think his life is like a set of procedures, which cannot be disrupted by others. For many things, he will work hard. But for Some things that he thinks are destined to be impossible to achieve, even if others seem to be very simple, he will never try..."

Many fragmentary memories emerged in Zheng Yuan's mind.Perhaps the truth is just like what Jiang Xiaofan said, Ouyang is confusing.However, he never had a sense of distance because of it.It was as if he always believed that no matter how they went around, they would never sever their relationship.Now, he wasn't so sure.

"...Listen to me so much... It's hard for you... But sometimes, I look at him calmly, but I don't know what he's thinking... I don't want to waste each other's time, but I dare not Tell him the truth...you, you will always understand me, right?" Jiang Xiaofan said tentatively.The implication is that he wants Zheng Yuan to help pass the message to Ouyang, so as to avoid the embarrassment of being face to face with Ouyang.

Zheng Yuan hurriedly shook his head and said, "Don't, don't, I can't understand."

Jiang Xiaofan saw Zheng Yuan's timely refusal, she put her palms down on the table, her body leaned forward slightly, her eyes were sincere: "Are you still angry about the last time we had dinner together? I blamed me last time. But I never I've never seen Ouyang get angry. Not once. If he is angry, at least I can know what he wants and what he doesn't like. I didn't expect... I really have no choice but to come to you. "

"If you are worried that I will hinder you, you don't have to. Ouyang is not... the kind of person you think." Hearing this sentence, Zheng Yuan couldn't tell whether he was angry or helpless, and there was an inexplicable feeling in his heart. The emotions are like the □□ in the remnant tea... The excitement that is diluted will only be left with a splitting headache in a blink of an eye.

Jiang Xiaofan shook his head and said, "It's really not because of Ouyang... Anyway, it's me, I want to break up."

"You must have a reason."

"Ouyang said, I can do whatever we want when we get married, but he doesn't want children."

Zheng Yuan was startled, this kind of thing seemed to be done by Ouyang.But at this juncture, did Ouyang say such a thing?

"Did he just tell you recently?"

Jiang Xiaofan was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and said, "When we broke up for the first time, this matter was . . .

Zheng Yuan heard her hesitation and didn't answer.

Jiang Xiaofan frowned, and held back for half a century before revealing the real reason: "I don't want to use the child as an excuse. I want to break up because now I have met someone I like more."

Zheng Yuan's eyes widened, wanting to confirm that Jiang Xiaofan was not lying.Although he and Jiang Xiaofan have disagreements, he doesn't think Jiang Xiaofan is someone who sees things differently.But when he saw Jiang Xiaofan's candid face, he could only believe her words.

"How long?" Zheng Yuan suppressed the anger that surged up, and finally could only say two words.

"...I met 4 months ago. At first, I thought it must be a momentary fever. When I went home with Song Tianhao last time, I chatted with him a lot, and he said..." Jiang Xiaofan paused at this point, drinking He drooled and continued, "...Anyway, at this point in the trouble, I found that I can't drag it on like this." Jiang Xiaofan lowered his head and faltered.

Zheng Yuan froze, stunned for a long time, pushed the edge of the table with both hands, and leaned back on the back of the chair, he finally couldn't say a word.

It must have been more than 4 months!Jiang Xiaofan was ready to break up a long time ago, so why arouse Ouyang's enthusiasm, buying a house and meeting his parents?Up to now, I can't bear it anymore and want to break up, and I don't want to be a bad person.But she was sure that Zheng Yuan was probably the most willing to be the middleman.Once Zheng Yuan agrees to hint or express Ouyang Jiang Xiaofan's intentions, according to Ouyang's temper, he will definitely take the initiative to break up, and she can get her wish.

Zheng Yuan didn't want to be the middleman, even though he didn't want Ouyang to get married.He was obviously rejected by Ouyang, and now he went to tell him that Jiang Xiaofan was not good, so what about Zheng Yuan's dignity and integrity?How would Ouyang feel about his girlfriend's cheating?The matter between Ouyang and Jiang Xiaofan should be resolved by themselves.

"I'm sorry, I can't say anything. Because... no... anyway... Ouyang and I don't have much contact anymore." Zheng Yuan rubbed his eyebrows, sat upright, and then raised his eyebrows and said.

When Jiang Xiaofan heard Zheng Yuan's answer, he looked straight into his eyes, trying to find out the impossible possibility.

"I know I'm sorry for Ouyang. To be honest, Ouyang asked me to meet tomorrow. When I think of this, I dare not meet in person... But you, if you are willing to persuade Ouyang, he should not be so sad." Jiang Xiaofan said. murmured.

Zheng Yuan suddenly became frightened, the woman's tears, and the expectation he didn't understand in his heart.

"You are so confident, Ouyang will listen to me?" Zheng Yuan lowered his voice and asked with a slight tremolo.

Jiang Xiaofan shook his head, carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said, "Who else but you?"

Zheng Yuan scratched the bridge of his nose, bowed his head and remained silent.

Jiang Xiaofan took a deep breath, looked at Zheng Yuan and continued: "Sometimes, I really hate you. Sometimes, I'm thinking, what was he like before I knew Ouyang? What if we broke up? , What will happen to him? All of this will become your memory. I once wanted to have everything about him, but found it impossible."

"Xiaofan..." There was no question in Jiang Xiaofan's words, but Zheng Yuan felt guilty, he wanted to find something to comfort her, but was interrupted by her words.

"Sometimes I'm not convinced. I'm obviously Ouyang's girlfriend. Why can't these simple and humble wishes come true?"

Jiang Xiaofan suppressed the unstoppable trembling in his voice, but the tears couldn't stop streaming down.

Zheng Yuan looked at Jiang Xiaofan, at a loss.The phone kept buzzing on the sofa, but he didn't answer it.Sighing lightly, Zheng Yuan got up and went to Wei Chen's room. After asking for advice, he borrowed cleansing oil, lotion and liquid foundation, and returned to the living room to hand them to Jiang Xiaofan.Tears were seeping from the corners of her eyes, and the mascara and eyeliner had melted.

Jiang Xiaofan's eyelashes were like bird feathers after being wet by rain, he flapped his head a few times, then took the bottles and went into the bathroom.

Wei Chen whispered at the door of the room: "What's the matter? Xiao Yuanyuan, what did you do?"

Zheng Yuan smiled wryly, "I want to break up with my boyfriend, and I want to be a middleman."

Wei Chen seemed to have already changed into out-of-town outfits, and her hair was also meticulously plaited on her shoulders. She told her like a kindergarten aunt educating children: "Xiao Yuanyuan, try to persuade you to make peace and not to persuade you to break up. You can't meddle in this kind of thing."

"Who says no?" Zheng Yuan nodded in agreement.

Wei Chen observed Zheng Yuan's expression, became suspicious, and asked in a softer voice: "Seeing you like this, do you want to meddle?"

Zheng Yuan shook his head, touched the remote control of the air conditioner from the sofa to increase the temperature.The recent stomach is like sister Lin, soft and weak, unable to withstand tossing.

Jiang Xiaofan wants to break up with Ouyang, Zheng Yuan said that he has no expectations at all, that is definitely a lie.But he was not naive enough to think that after the two of them broke up, he would have any chance.

"By the way, I have good news for you. I'm getting married." Seeing that Zheng Yuan hesitated to speak, Wei Chen changed the subject and raised his left hand to show off the platinum ring on his middle finger.

Seeing Zheng Yuan's shocked face, she continued: "I discussed it with my boyfriend two days ago and decided to go back to my hometown for development. He graduated from graduate school this year and has already found a state-owned enterprise at home. As for me, you know the prospect of our newspaper, I I also decided to go home and look for opportunities."

At this moment, Zheng Yuan can't see others showing affection in front of him, but it is not easy for everyone floating in this city.

"Indeed, it's always better for two people to be together. I wish you a happy wedding in advance and a baby soon." Seeing Wei Chen's happy face, Zheng Yuan sincerely wished.

"Thank you very much. In fact, I submitted my resignation report two weeks ago, and it was approved two days ago. I wanted to discuss it with you. I saw that you have been busy recently, so I didn't make trouble for you. Our rent is due at the end of August. I will definitely find someone to renew the lease in more than a month, so you don't have to worry." Wei Chen smiled apologetically and explained the follow-up.

Zheng Yuan was saying "Okay, I'll also keep an eye on who is looking for a house", Jiang Xiaofan finally came out of the bathroom and returned the cosmetics to Wei Chen with an embarrassed expression on his face.

"Thank you." Jiang Xiaofan said so, picked up the leather bag from the table, and didn't say another word.Maybe she also understands that it is useless to say more.

Zheng Yuan sent her to the stairs, Jiang Xiaofan walked down the stairs with a lost figure.Walking to the corner, he suddenly turned around as if remembering something, looked up and said, "Didn't you contact Ouyang this week?"

"no, what happened?"

Jiang Xiaofan showed "I think so" expression on his face, he shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

When Zheng Yuan saw her like this, he felt even more confused.Back home, there was a buzzing sound in his ears, and it took him more than ten seconds to realize that his mobile phone was still vibrating on the sofa.

Zheng Yuan picked up the phone, and Gu Jun's high-pitched voice rang out.After a few words of pleasantries with Zheng Yuan, Gu Jun began Jiang Xu's undercover investigation of the chain hotel chain for the past half month to investigate the sanitation situation.Zheng Yuan listened carefully at the beginning, but when Gu Jun talked more and more detailed, and became more and more verbose, he couldn't help but interrupt: "Speak directly, don't be verbose."

Gu Jun fell silent, and the background sound was the sharp speaker noise.Zheng Yuan put the phone away, and when he put the phone close to his ear again, he heard Gu Jun say: "... When I went to clean the room last Sunday, it happened that Ouyang also lived there. You said that the dormitory leaked and you couldn't live there? Don't tell me you I don't know? Isn't Ouyang your nephew? I think he looks like he is not in a good condition. You know, I don't know him very well. I want to say a few words with him, but I don't know what to say .I reckon he is still living there now. Tell me, doesn’t he have a girlfriend? It’s all right to live with his girlfriend. No matter how bad it is, I should find you... Hey! Hey! Hey!"

Gu Jun was still chattering on the other end of the phone, but Zheng Yuan had already put the phone away.He began to understand the deep meaning in Jiang Xiaofan's words when he left.