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All the delicacies that make people nostalgic in this world are rich in layers of taste, and the taste is constantly superimposed. Pure sweetness and pure bitterness are a bit rigid.

The same is true of human feelings.

An Huaixu nestled on the sofa and remembered the first time they lived together in the previous life. She went to the wrong room and went to Lu Linzhong's bed. If she did it all over again...

She was lucky, she did have a chance to do it all over again, neither the person nor the situation changed, they were still the same, but she was no longer as reckless as before.

It was getting late, and there was still no movement in the bedroom next door. An Huaixu pushed open the door, simply processed the vegetables bought at noon, left a post-it note on the dining table, and went out to hitchhike to a student's home to be a tutor.

After class, the parents of the students stayed with An Huaixu for dinner, but An Huaixu politely refused with a smile on his lips.

The student's eyes widened and his mouth yelled, it turns out that Teacher An's smile is so beautiful and sweet.

An Huaixu had a different look in his eyes, and he said goodbye to the students with a smile.

Only she knows that this heartfelt smile is because Lu Linzhong is waiting for her at home.

On the way home, An Huaixu passed by a stationery store. Lu Linzhong's desk was missing a lamp. Although the light in the room was sufficient, reading for a long time would inevitably hurt the eyes.She didn't know if Lu Linzhong was prepared, so she still walked in and picked one.

It was late at night, and the way home suddenly became bright under the illumination of street lamps.

As she walked alone, her eyes became hot and astringent. No one knew how many times she was secretly afraid, afraid that everything in front of her was a dream.

In the previous life, when Lu Linzhong left, the way home was too difficult for her.

The hand holding the key trembled for a long time, the door opened, and the moment the light embraced her, the faint fragrance of Lu Linzhong's body also filled her surroundings.

Like a greedy person, she stood at the door and took a few deep breaths.

"Why don't you come in?" A voice came from the room, Lu Linzhong poked his head out and glanced at the entrance.

An Huaixu closed the door, and put the things in his hands behind his back: "It's okay."

Lu Linzhong squinted his eyes and couldn't help teasing: "Are you so happy that you're in a trance again?"

"Ah."

"..."

He also admitted that his face was not red and his heart was not beating.

Lu Linzhong raised his eyebrows, and his eyes fell on the bag behind her, a little curious, but she would not take the initiative to ask.

"I bought you a desk lamp." An Huaixu changed into his slippers, walked two steps outside the bedroom and stopped, "

But I think you might mind that I bought it, you won't want it. "

Lu Linzhong glanced at the paper box and said with a smile, "Why not?"

An Huaixu's pupils shrank, and he looked at her with implied expectation.

Lu Linzhong's heart tightened, what's going on, why did she say such ambiguous words naturally?Like molesting a child.

She and An Huaixu went to the supermarket together, cooked together, ate together, and now they are naturally willing to accept each other's kindness.

Accept that once it is too natural, it is easy to be misunderstood.

Rejection, once too deliberate, is still misleading.

Lu Linzhong woke up suddenly, and looked back as if he was shocked, "What I mean is, if I give you the money, I will treat it as if I asked you to buy it for me."

Lu Linzhong looked at the price on the label and took the corresponding amount from his wallet and handed it over.

An Huaixu's hand was hanging desolately by her side, and the money was stuffed between her fingers.

"By the way, you haven't eaten yet, have you?"

She nodded.

"The dish may be cold, you have to heat it up in the microwave before eating."

An Huaixu put the dishes in the kitchen into the microwave and "ding" for a few minutes before bringing them back to the table.

There was a cold light in Lu Linzhong's bedroom, extending from the door to the dining table, and finally falling at An Huaixu's feet.

The food in front of her was delicious, but she tasted a saltiness along the tip of her tongue and flooded her whole body.

I want to get closer all the time, but every time I get a little closer, I will be pushed away by the other party.

She is also worried that if the number of times is too high, or the level is too deep, her actions will annoy Lu Linzhong, and even cause trouble.

With a sound of "da", the people in the room closed the door, not leaving even a trace of indifferent light on her.

The lights of the restaurant shrouded An Huaixu's lonely figure. She walked to the balcony and stared blankly at the city streets with cars passing by and lights flickering.

Tonight, their first night together, nothing happened.

Time passed day by day in the full and busy lives of the two.

Lu Linzhong was busy preparing for the exam, except for going to the library, he mostly stayed at home.An Huaixu's university life required participation in many group activities in addition to attending classes and working part-time jobs.

There are signs of two people living together gradually in the house. There are two pairs of slippers of the same style on the mat in the hallway, the same style of toothbrush cups on the sink, and the usual water cups on the coffee table, one white and one black.

They all like to cook at home. An Huaixu often buys the fruits and vegetables for the next day after class, prepares them in advance, and puts them in the refrigerator.

The bowls and chopsticks on the table are also in pairs.

Every night before going to bed, An Huaixu walked from the living room to the bedroom, and he could still see the silhouette of Lu Linzhong reading a book at his desk.Every time before going out, the two will say hello to each other and tell them when they will go home.

Technically, they're like real roommates.

Even under the same roof, An Huaixu always kept a close distance with her, neither flirting with her nor deliberately alienating her.

Habits are lovely and scary things, like a frog in boiling water, unaware at first until it's too late.

In December, the winter in Siming is long overdue, the sky is getting darker and earlier, the clothes of pedestrians on the road are thicker, and the lush green trees are also shrouded in a layer of coldness.

During the day and night, An Huaixu went to the students' homes for tutoring as scheduled. The students were approaching the final exam and needed to temporarily increase the hours of make-up lessons.

Lu Linzhong was a little tired from reading in the room, and unconsciously reached out to touch the cup.I don't know when she got into the habit of drinking milk before going to bed. It seems that she started to share the rent with An Huaixu. An Huaixu always made milk for her before going to bed and put it on the dining table.

Now she reaches out and touches only a cloud of air.

Lu Lin's clock shook his head and looked at the time. It's 11:30?

She put down her textbook and walked out of the bedroom.

Only her footsteps echoed in the living room, An Huaixu hadn't come back yet, and the slippers in the entrance continued to look like they were a few hours ago.

Lu Linzhong poured a glass of warm water, curled up and leaned on the sofa.

During the days when they rented together, An Huaixu performed very well. He had a regular schedule, didn't eat junk food, kept exercising daily, and never stayed in bed on weekends. He wasn't at all like the kind of freshman who let himself go when he went to college.

What she appreciates the most is that An Huaixu has a spirit of contract and is punctual.

When she settled down to think carefully, she suddenly realized that they had lived together for three months.

This person, like the rain on a spring night, moistened things into her life little by little, and quietly became her—habit.

Lu Linzhong suppressed the more terrifying thoughts, and couldn't help shaking her head and chuckling, how could she like a child who was so much younger than herself, and the other party was not yet an adult.

The key was inserted into the keyhole, Lu Linzhong straightened his body unconsciously, took a book from the side table, and put it on his lap.

An Huaixu's movements were very light, subconsciously looking at Lu Linzhong's bedroom first.

"Back?" Lu Linzhong raised his eyes from the book, and the two looked at each other for two seconds.

An Huaixu spoke softly, with a half smile on his face, "Haven't you slept yet?"

"Not sleepy yet." Lu Linzhong's tone was a little stiff, and he lowered his eyes to read the book.

"I'll make milk for you." She put down her bag, turned and walked into the kitchen.

The water in the pot slowly heated up, and a series of bubbles appeared. The water vapor on the wall of the pot merged into a stream and slowly slid down. The slender metal spoon was slowly stirring in the glass, and the milky white powder was steaming. The water turned into a soft liquid with a milky aroma.

"It's not hot anymore." An Huaixu brought the milk cup to Lu Linzhong.

"Don't you drink?"

The fingertips of the two touched together briefly.

"I don't like milk."

Lu Linzhong retracted his fingertips, stared at An Huaixu's dark eyes, and saw the small flames rising inside.

"Then you still~" Lu Linzhong sipped the rim of the glass.

She also understood everything, but she just wanted to hear An Huaixu say something heart-pounding in a muffled voice.

An Huaixu looked back at her softly: "Well, it's just because you want to drink."

The steam from the milk made the end of Lu Linzhong's eyes a little cherry-colored.

If she acquiesced to An Huaixu doing this for her every day, it would mean that their relationship would go further.

If she wants to refuse decisively, putting down the glass at this time is the best answer.

Lu Linzhong clenched the cup tightly, turned his head to look at An Huaixu.This 16-year-old girl is sitting upright on the other side of the sofa, not too far away, exuding a calm and calm temperament, like the long-preserved agarwood fragrance, with the mystery of traveling through time.

Even with such a temperament, the face in front of her is still young and childish.

A thought of joy, a thought of loss.

It is not an embarrassing thing for Lu Linzhong to admit that he likes someone, but the problem is that An Huaixu is too young.

Even though she herself is only in her early 20s, she has been able to clarify what kind of life she wants from a long time ago.

The suppressed throbbing was under the skin of the hair, flowing along the gurgling blood to the whole body.

She suddenly wanted to fall in love with the girl in front of her.

"It would be nice if you were a little older." Lu Linzhong's eyes drooped slightly, and he let out a low sigh from his throat, as if what had just entered his throat was not warm milk, but scarlet wine.

His eyes were blurred, and he looked drunk.

An Huaixu took out the cup from her hand, his movements were gentle, and his tone was calm: "Age is not a problem."

Lu Linzhong leaned lazily on the sofa pillow and looked at her with a smile: "Then tell me, what is the problem in your eyes?"

For An Huaixu, everything they experienced in their previous lives, the so-called age issue at present is really just a speck of dust.But she can't answer Lu Linzhong's words, what is the real problem?Before Lu Linzhong didn't remember the past, everything seemed to be a problem.

I heard that similar scenes, the same smell and the taste of food can evoke deep memories, but they have lived together so far, she has cooked exactly the same food for Lu Linzhong, used very similar fragrances, and mentioned some past experiences. But it never reminded Lu Linzhong of the past life.

Except for herself, who would believe that the soul of her previous life is lurking in her body, even if she has performed well since she was a child, and she does things calmly, everyone will only think that she is sensible and mature, that's all.

"In your heart, age is really not a problem? But time is like a straight line, taking it away..."

"No, time it's an arc."

An Huaixu's tone insisted that as long as Lu Linzhong remembered the past, their time would be curved compared to others.Because of the memory of the previous life, which is also a lifetime, what they remember and perceive will be more than others.

An Huaixu asked calmly: "I really can't catch up with the time that passed before, so should I be restrained by it?"

Lu Linzhong couldn't answer.

Humans are greedy. With the ability to use tools and gradually stand up, they want to become the masters of this planet.When people look at the starry sky and the universe from stepping on the ground to actually flying away from the planet, they want to become more powerful masters.Later, people worked hard and found that people are always slaves of time, so they longed to measure and control it.

But even so, people cannot step into the same river twice, and time is still an unstoppable force that pushes people forward.

Lu Lin's heart is loose and he uses time to cut off the possibility of their falling in love, which is really unfair to An Huaixu.

"Isn't it because time is so short that we shouldn't waste a second?"

Lu Linzhong's eyes widened blankly, why did these words seem familiar.

— We love each other, we walk through life hand in hand, no one will lose, and love will not lose to time.

——I can’t promise you the so-called eternal time to the infinite galaxy. Even if my life comes to an end, I’m just a speck of dust in this vast universe, but in this short life, I don’t just want to be in love with you , I also want to hold a marriage certificate with you and manage the marriage.

—Time is short, I can't wait to get together with the one I love, and I don't want to miss a second.

Who had she said something like that to before?

Who is she talking about emotional success or failure with?

She had obviously never done such a thing, why did she have such an impression?

When Lu Linzhong was in a trance, the person in front of him suddenly leaned forward and surrounded her from top to bottom. The desire hidden in the eyes of the other party rushed out, and her confusion was filled with a soft hug.

She forgot to struggle, and the loose line of defense in her heart slowly fell apart, as if they should have such a sweet and warm hug.

The 16-year-old girl in front of her is young and frail, but why can she give her a kind of peace of mind that can withstand the wind and rain from the bottom of her heart.

In An Huaixu's arms, the anxiety in her heart was gradually soothed.The feelings that were originally unacceptable and the gully that was difficult to cross, the two of them slowly explored and found a bridge connecting the two sides of the strait.

Lu Linzhong smiled: "Classmate An, let me go."

An Huaixu frowned, and hugged her tightly: "Don't let go."

She endured it for so long, watching Lu Linzhong dangling in front of her eyes every day, and restrained herself from doing anything out of line.The words have already been spoken, and maybe she may not get the desired response. Now she has the courage to embrace, not just the person she likes.

There are also their past regrets, the time they missed, and the unresolved feelings of countless days and nights in the past...

"..." There was a shrewdness in the beautiful eyes of the embossed water, and An Huaixu's warm breath was in An Huaixu's ear, and she said in a low voice: "I hug you so tightly, how can I kiss you?" ?”

The author has something to say: report quickly!Someone wanted to sleep with a woman at the age of 16.

What Boss Lu thought was familiar was said by herself, and the classmates of Goldfish Memories turned back to Chapter 45.

Lu Linzhong said at the time: "If you miss me, the rest of your life will be just me."

Later, An Huaixu spent the rest of her life dreaming of her at midnight.